I wanna share something with you, Sam. When I was 18 and virgin, I met a guy on Grindr. I went to his house, but when he started to fuck me, my hole wasn’t perfectly clean. He got mad, called me disgusting, and expelled me from his place. I felt dirty and guilty for months after that. When I finally lose my virginity several months later, I was panicking about being 100% clean.
Yesterday my current bf was fucking me and he went too deep, so he got a small stain on the head of his dick. I was freaking out thinking that he would react like that other guy, but instead he laughed, said “that’s what I get for having such a long dick”, then he took me IN HIS ARMS, went to the bathroom, washed his dick, washed my ass and hole with his hands, asked me if I was okay, and then put me on my knees until he finished on my face.
I felt amazing, Sam. I know I am a faggot and a cumdump, but he was so thoughtful and respectful.
Do you think Real Alphas act like that and the picky ones tend to be weaker Alphas? And also, do you have tips for a perfect clean hole?
Brother, thank you for sharing that experience!
(Sh)It happens, as Forrest Gump once said. I think every faggot or bottom has some experience like yours at some point, because it’s simply the law of averages. Get fucked enough times in your asshole, you’ll eventually hit paydirt, so to speak.
I have a shit story like yours that makes yours look like a silent fart by comparison. I wrote about it on FWA, but I couldn’t find it in my preserved archives from that site to resurrect. I might write it up again if I manage to get the courage. Thankfully I’m fully stocked on orange vodka, so it could happen soon.
In my case, I was fortunate that the Alpha fucking me seemed to be totally fine with it and badly wanted me to come back for more at another day, but I was too humiliated to do it. I regret that now, because he was a hot, hung young Alpha who was also a clearly a Protector type. But he’s long gone now.
I’m so sorry that the first Alpha treated you so badly. It’s a credit to you that it didn’t break your spirit or your desire to continue serving. Because you didn’t give up, you found this terrific and loving Alpha who comforted you and helped you learn to trust again. He’s amazing, and I hope you will convey to him my thanks and admiration, brother!
There are a few things faggots can do to greatly minimize this issue. Diet that includes plenty of fiber/roughage is one way. Using enemas rather than douches are another. I have a gravity-fed enema that I use, but there are different types. You must fill the lower two chambers of your colon with clean water (you’ll feel very full), and then push it out. Repeat this over and over until the water comes out clear. Then you should be good for hours of use.
Anyway, thanks again for sharing your experience! I’m sure other faggots can benefit from it!
your work has changed my life as I’ve come to better understand my role and place as a sub faggot bottom boi, and I’ve had several wonderful opportunities to be my true self and serve a man over the last year. I’m so luckily to have a visit with an Alpha in the Midwest next month. I can’t wait! He emphasizes that I will drink his piss. Thing is I’ve never done it before and have no interest. I know that shouldn’t matter. A previous Alpha made me run his ass, and I came to appreciate how lucky I was to do it and that his pleasure was my focus (it always is). So, any advice for overcoming my aversion? How should I navigate? FWIW I love manly scents, cum, precum. Please help. -serv
Brother, thank you for writing to me and those nice things you said! I appreciate it very much!
Piss is a pretty harmless substance, really. It’s mostly just water with some trace elements. It can be tasteless or very strong, and it changes easily with diet. What I’m trying to say is drinking piss is easy if you just do two things:
1. Overcome the mental issue of actually drinking waste water from your Alpha. Some people really freak out over anything that seems unclean (urine is sterile, though). Part of the way you overcome that is by remembering why he’s wanting you to drink his piss – it’s a way to mark you! By doing this, he’s claiming you. By focusing on that, you should be more prepared (maybe even eager) to drink it.
2. Overcome the difficulty of swallowing it without spilling it everywhere. When swallowing it, DO NOT put your mouth on his cock. Keep your mouth open and keep swallowing. Piss comes out much faster than you think it might, so you must keep swallowing once the piss stream begins. Don’t let it pool up in the back of your throat at all.
Those are my two biggest tips on piss drinking. I don’t know what this Alpha has in mind, but hopefully you’ll be able to integrate what I’ve said here. Good luck!
To touch on what you said about foot worship I have been doing some massages and mixing some kisses in there while doing so! He hasn’t reacted badly to it so I’ll keep it up and see how he takes it. I’m glad to hear you definitely think he’s an alpha. I’m just hoping he embraces that role more. Us being together so long I think is his main reason for being slow at embracing this part of himself! As far as I go I’m full steam ahead haha I’m trying to real myself in and not bother him too much. That’s my fatal flaw impatience. As far as Chasity goes do you have any pointers for dealing with the denial? I went from jacking off whenever I felt like it to only servicing him with releases for myself at this discretion. Which I will say hasn’t been too often. While I’m okay with and want this. It’s definitely a learning curve. Any advice would help I’m new to all of this!
First of all, I’m glad to hear you’re focusing on foot worship. Trust in this process. I believe you will eventually be able to get him to see the truth and embrace it.
As far as chastity goes, a lot of it is mental. I stopped masturbating years before I went into chastity, and it was purely a mental control thing. I became so deeply ashamed of myself for masturbating like a Man does when I knew deep down that was wrong. So I was already primed for chastity and it proved to be no issue aside from the awkwardness of wearing it.
Here’s an idea: think about your boyfriend’s cock, the cock that you worship with your whole soul. Deny yourself in honor of that cock, and the Man to whom it belongs. Meditate on that daily. When motivated by deep, meaningful reasons, we can accomplish almost anything. Try it and see.
i am a 23 year old faggot who has been in service to my Master Damien for more than two years. In those two years, my Master has taught me what being a slave to an Alpha Top should be. He has allowed me to do His laundry, clean His apartment, cook His meals, run is errands, detail His car. i am sure that you get the idea.. He keeps me satisfied as His fuck puppet also. He is forceful sexually and insatiable. He has made my life as His slave joyful. i can think of nothing i would want to with the rest of my life than to be His servant.
Here’s the problem: He is being reassigned to a different city for His job and He has made it clear that He is not going to take me with Him. i cannot understand how He could just brush off my devoted service and my worshipful devotion to Him. What is a faggot to do?
Brother, thank you for writing!
I’m so sorry that this is happening! It’s definitely one of the hazards of being a faggot, and if you asked me it’s the worst aspect about it. It’s heartbreaking, but it’s also confusing as well.
Since I was owned by straight Alphas during my fag “career”, I ended up needing to be dismissed because my Masters fell in love and got married (to females, naturally). It killed me every time, of course, but the first couple of times hurt much more because I was inexperienced with controlling my emotions. I’d come out of being a fag slut and discovered how wonderful (and more fulfilling) it was to be owned and trained by an Alpha, so I was desperate to cling to those Masters (they were incredible Men, too).
But with my next couple of Masters I had developed myself emotionally to the point that I had a very philosophical, “serve in the moment” focus that helped me remain more detached and accepting of these kinds of losses.
I guess I’m giving you a long-winded version of a “time and experience heals all wounds” speech, brother. Master Damien gave you the experience of a lifetime, and he shaped you into the wonderful faggot you are today. But he’s far from the only great Alpha Master out there. Your next Master is going to be one lucky Alpha, indeed!
So to start of me and my bf have been together since 2013 he’s 32 top and I’m 26 bottom. The last few months since about October, I’ve discovered something about myself through your pod cast and x profile. I believe 100% that I am a faggot. I’ve been talking with my bf a lot about the master/fag dynamic and he seems to be into it. To give a bit about him he’s rather manly while I’m very feminine, long hair high faggy voice haha. I guess my question is this: he’s always been sweet to me. Not a push over he knows how to stand on something when he needs to but it’s been a slow roll on him getting into the idea that he deserves to be waited on hand and foot. Sexually and non sexually. I guess he’s having a bit of a time with calling me a faggot though our daily life. Even though I LOVE IT. And it feels natural to me. Does this mean he isn’t an alpha? I’ve always seen him as such. He’s never bottomed before me or after me not that I desire to. Also I’ve given him permission to find other faggots as I love the idea of him being with other boys. He’s downloaded Grindr but hasn’t used it yet. So any insight on how to handle this or help make him comfortable with all of this would be VERY appreciated!
thanks, fellow fag!
p.s. we also partake in Chastity. He’s taken to that great and keeps me locked 24/7 since November!
Thank you for writing, brother!
It’s interesting to me how many times I’ve encountered this exact situation over the years. We start off as bottoms, following that natural urge we have, but the truth about what we are – faggots – cannot remain suppressed forever. This discovery is accelerated when we find ourselves in a relationship with a moderately dominant Man (like your boyfriend), because suddenly the possibility of experiencing the fullness of faghood in the safety of a committed relationship becomes real.
As faggots, we then seek to help our boyfriend unlock the dominance within him that we imagine is there. Sometimes it’s wishful thinking, and other times he absolutely embraces the Alphahood hidden inside and eveything changes. I’ve seen both outcomes. The story featured here of Zack and his Master Declan is an example of an Alpha embracing his power through the ownership of a faggot.
Having said that, I feel confident in saying that I think your boyfriend IS an Alpha. There are probably reasons why he’s hesitating. Latent Alphas often have traumas in their childhood that causes them to suppress their Alpha urges. Other times, gay Alphas feel the pressure of society (and particularly the gay lifestyle) to treat everyone respectfully and as equals.
Brother, you’ve done a terrific job of helping your boyfriend embrace some of his power. The fact that he’s calling you a faggot is awesome (this is often a tough hurdle), and it’s really a great sign that he’s kept you in chastity. Clearly, there is something going on within him, but he’s still holding back.
In your letter you didn’t mention anything about foot worship. This can really unlock Alpha urges for actual Alphas. And by foot worship, I don’t just mean massages and licking kissing in a romantic way. I mean when he walks through the door, you’re on your knees to kiss his feet. Honorific foot worship. He’s your King; show him that in every way.
But I’d like to write something to your boyfriend right here, and you can ask him to read it.
Sir,
I want to congratulate you on your long-term relationship with your boyfriend, which is definitely a credit to you, Sir. Like you, I want nothing more than to see your relationship blossom and become stronger and more satisfying.
In any successful relationship, adjustments must often be made as we grow together and discover new things about ourselves and our loved ones. Your relationship is going through an adjustment right now, and one that I think is very important and integral to you both because it involves PURPOSE.
Sir, your boyfriend is a faggot, not just a bottom. I’m sure you probably felt like it’s just a fetish or a phase he’s going through, but it’s not. He was really born a faggot, and now that he realizes it he simply can’t let go of the need to worship and serve that all faggots have.
I commend you for putting him in chastity, Sir. You may not understand it, but chastity helps faggots deepen their need to serve and puts them in a low-level hum of subspace. You’ve probably noticed those effects over the last few months he’s been locked. You can expect even deeper levels of submission as chastity continues.
But in the same way that chastity helps a faggot embrace his true purpose, so too does a faggot help a superior Man embrace his Alphahood.
You may not believe in Alphas as a real thing, or that some Men are superior to others. But I think any rational examination quickly reveals that Men are not created equal. Some Men simply have the personal power, confidence, genetics, etc., that other Men don’t. Every sports team, military squad, government … all sorted Hierarchically. It’s simply the foundational principle of our world.
I don’t claim to know how you’re feeling Sir, but I do think the power your faggot is offering to you excites you. When you see his useless fag penis locked up and under your control, I’m sure there is a rush of power and pride. I think calling him “faggot” is giving you a thrill as well.
Ask yourself why it feels good. It’s because within you is an Alpha urge that your faggot’s submission is triggering. Deep down you know you’re superior and deserve to be worshiped and served and obeyed.
Your faggot wants to be your boyfriend, but he also wants to be your property, your servant, your faggot. Your natural dominance has helped your faggot embrace his truth. Now it might be time for you to embrace yours, Sir.
You were born a King. Become what you were born to be, and see how much more is truly available to you as King.
For years now a I doubt has been in my mind. I’m not sure if I am a Fag or just a bottom who has been watching too much porn?
The thing is I crave in my mind to serve cock. I’ve bought and used by myself a cohort of plugs, and a couple of chastity cages. But once I am with a Top and he inserts his cock into my hole my instinct is to back away immediately. It’s uncontrollable and I’ve struggled with it ever since my sexuality kicked in. I’ve moved into cocksucking but it’s hard to find purpose in the act, and it does not satisfy the alphas per se. Also I almost never cum, just working to milk the alpha.
So I keep coming back to it: Am I a real faggot or have I just watched too much porn and tried to replicate it? Or am I really a fag that needs to be broken down by a very aggressive alpha who cares not about my instinct to back away and just plows through? (Ive never found one of those, just gentler tops who stop once I complain, and part of me is scared of an aggressive alpha as such.)
You’re in luck! I wrote a book titled “Are You A Faggot?” that goes through the symptoms of faghood, and then concludes with a quiz to help you figure out the truth about yourself.
This post is part of a thread chronicling the acceptance of Alphahood by a young gay Alpha named Lorenzo and the ownership of his former submissive boyfriend Giovanni. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
2024 was a phenomenal year for God Alpha Master Lorenzo. He finished critical studies and began work as a scientist and a lecturer. He managed an incredible acquisition of his first truly owned faggot Giovanni by moving Gio and his mother from Europe to Brazil, where he takes care of both of them.
But God Alphas aren’t content to remain stagnant, especially not young ones with the kind of dominance and intelligence Master Lorenzo possesses!
Late in 2024 Master Lorenzo added a second faggot to his rotation, another cute young faggot named Rafael. This was critical, because Master’s huge dick was too much for little Gio’s tight pussy to handle for daily use. The addition of Rafael provided days in between fucks to recuperate.
Households with multiple faggots can be challenging for both the Master and the faggots. Its success hinges on whether the faggots can lose their egos and remember that they are united in focus on the needs and pleasure of their Owner. Fortunately it seems that Gio and Rafael are managing to do just that, leading to a great amount of personal satisfaction for Master Lorenzo.
I was so glad to receive this update from Master Lorenzo:
Things here are going well. Gio`s mother wanted to spend Christmas with him, which is understandable, so I invited her to my house and Gio cooked a wonderful meal for the three of us. Rafael (my second fag) also wanted to be with his family, so I told him to spend the 24th and the 25th with his parents. On New Year’s Eve, however, I decided that I want both boys with me, so I talked to Gio’s mother that he would spend Jan 1st with her and the 31st with me. It was a very important bonding moments for my two faggots.
I had been concerned about them because, although both were serving me very well, they would hardly ever interact with each other. For me it is not enough to have two sexy faggots on my feet I want them to get along well and learn from each other how to improve their service. My idea was to make them prepare a little New Year’s party for the three of us together. I knew that Gio or Rafael would be happy to do anything for me, but I specifically told them to do the groceries, prepare the house, cook a nice meal, make the drinks, and get new clothes together. The boys spent the whole day on Dec 30th running errands while I was at work and my plan worked perfectly well. When I arrived home at night, they were chatting in the living room, laughing together, and hanging out and all the things I asked were done.
I held both of them together, Gio in my right arm and Rafael in my left arm, and we cuddled for a long time. I told them that I wanted them to see each other as brothers whose goal in life is serving me. Gio was more reluctant at first because he was used to having my full attention, but it didn’t take long for him to understand that I still love him. I also made it very clear that we are not a throuple. I am the only man in the house and they are two faggots who must obey me. They agreed and said that they would do their best to make me proud. I told them that I was already very proud to see that they had completed all the tasks, so I kissed both of them in their mouths and told them to give me a double blowjob.
Both Rafael and Gio had sucked my dick hundreds of times before, but doing it together was a new thing for all of us. They didn’t know exactly how to react, so I told them to relax and just follow my orders. I trained them to alternate between my dick and my balls, so Gio starts sucking my dick while Rafael worships my balls, then I snap my fingers and they change. It was a wonderful exercise for my boys. Needless to say, I also trained them to get fucked together. I put Gio in missionary position on the edge of the bed and Rafael goes on top of him so their bellies can touch. They start making out while I put some lube in their holes and while they kiss each other, I alternate my dick fucking Gio’s hole and Rafael’s hole in this position. They also learned how to get on all fours side by side shaking their asses to me.
See how marvelous it is when an Alpha can relax in his Kingdom in peace while he is served by obedient faggot slaves? It gives the Alpha even more confidence and energy to accomplish even bigger things!
Master Lorenzo now has this first part of his Kingdom in place and serving harmoniously. He’s set up an orderly arrangement to control this:
2025 started better than any other year I’ve ever had, Sam. The boys are very obedient and get along well. Rafael doesn’t live with me yet because he’s too connected to his parents, but he comes to my place every Friday night and serves me until Monday morning, when he goes to work. In fact, Gio is a lucky boy because he has much less work now, for Rafael cleans the whole house on the weekends. I also refrain from fucking Gio’s pussy when Rafael is here so he can rest his hole. For me, it’s perfect because I have two warm mouths and two tight holes to use. I will eventually own other faggots but for now I prefer to focus on these two and train them as much as possible.
The new Fag Schedule looks like this now:
Monday: Romantic Night with Gio
Tuesday: Good Boy’s Night with Gio
Wednesday: Puppy’s Night with Gio
Thursday: Femboy’s Night with Gio
Friday: Femboy’s Night with Gio and Rafael
Saturday: Romantic Night with Gio and Rafael
Sunday: Total Submission with Gio and Rafael
I think that schedule is pretty amazing! It’s so well balanced, making allowances for his faggots’ need to feel affection and safety with his own need to dominate and be worshiped.
As Master Lorenzo expands his Kingdom to include more faggots, this will become the template by which he can rule them all effectively. I’m so proud of Master Lorenzo, and I’m proud to be called his faggot as well!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the conversion and ownership of former Master Bruno into a faggot by powerful Master Juan. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It has been a little while since I last heard from Master Juan and his faggot Bruno. I assumed everything was going well since I hadn’t heard from either of them, and Master Juan is a God Alpha who seems to have supreme control over all aspects of his life.
His message to me contained information I wasn’t expecting, and it simultaneously thrilled me and alarmed me.
This your Master Juan. Bruno and I traveled to Italy for the holidays and I was too busy to check this email in January. Everything is going well here. You have my consent to publish my story with Bruno on your website, go ahead.
The only big update I have for you is that I have a girlfriend now. It was difficult to navigate that at first with Bruno, but after a long conversation, he agreed to be mine while I have an official relationship with a woman. Although I am bisexual, I need a woman by my side to form a family and have my children. And so, I decided to keep Bruno in my house, while she still lives with her parents. My gf doesn’t know that I use Bruno but our deal is he pretends to be my roommate and doesn’t tell anyone that I fuck him and, in return, I allow him to serve me 24/7 and have my full attention and protection.
In fact, I wanted to hear from you about that. I think Bruno will eventually want to find a man who actually loves him and get married. But for now, he seems to be happy living with me under my rules.
Now, I knew Master Juan was bisexual. I just wasn’t aware of the extent of his lust for pussy.
Alphas at the level of a Master Juan want and expect the world. It’s only natural that they want all of the power and glory they’re entitled to, and every womb (female and faggot) should be filled with their seed. But when it comes to glorification, there’s no better way for an Alpha to be glorified than by the children he creates. The power to create life is something God bestowed upon Man (who was created in the likeness of God, not women), and with that power comes a deep-rooted desire to exercise that power. I mean, do you think Men have that constant drive to fuck and breed just because they’re bored? No – they’re born with that desire to procreate, impregnate, raise children.
Like everything else, God Alphas like Master Juan have that desire much more powerfully than other males.
I was sad to think that poor Bruno might end up being out of a job as a faggot eventually, a victim of Master Juan’s most primal desires. As Master Juan mentioned, Bruno will be able to find another Master to own him and care for him. It’s just a shame that Master Juan was the one who broke Bruno, taught him about his faghood and how to properly serve an Alpha. That kind of experience is not forgotten … nor replaceable.
I expressed this is a letter to Master Juan, and he responded with this:
I wish I could just keep Bruno with me because he is getting better day by day. However, no matter how much I love fucking his tight hole, after a few weeks I really miss fucking pussy. Sadly, Bruno cannot give me children, so I want to get married with a woman. But I don’t think it’s fair to get her pregnant before telling her the whole truth. So I decided to keep her for now to see how things go. When the time arrives, I will explain to her that I don’t mind having her as my only Queen and woman, but I will eventually need to fuck faggots too. If she doesn’t accept it, we’ll break up. Time will tell.
As always, Master Juan is noble and righteous in his dealings with the inferiors serving his needs. I’m glad to hear that he intends to explain his situation to her before it progresses too far. Not only does that respect her, but it also respects Bruno by giving him a place in that conversation that involves him.
I’m keenly aware that God Alphas don’t need to do these kinds of things, and many don’t. That’s why I feel so blessed to know and serve a great King like Master Juan. Even if, as a faggot, I cannot see everything he’s planning, I can trust that when he acts, it will be for the good of everyone!
Thank you, Master Juan!
P.S. Yes, you have my permission to name your first son or daughter “sam”!
The subject of becoming a servant is not a joke, I tried to resist for ten years, but when I weakened, I lost my whole life. The man who controlled me filmed me without my noticing while I was kissing his feet and serving him. Now he threatens me and blackmails me with the video if I disobey him. Now he has access to my Facebook account. He moved to my house and turned me into a real slave and now he took all my salary and I have nothing left and all day after work I serve him and serving him is very difficult because he is a very bad person. Now I lost my life completely… I know that there is no solution and you cannot help me but I just want to tell my story
Brother, I’m very sorry to hear this, and I’m frustrated that you feel there is nothing that can be done.
You said you were blackmailed into this. Frankly, what he’s done to you and your life seems to be worse than if you’d have just released your information and dealt with those consequences UNLESS you’re in a place like the Middle East (it’s hard to tell from your name).
Just know you are seen and known now. My heart goes out to you, my dear brother.
This is Master Jose Luis from Mexico again. I’ve been using fags online and developed new forms to train sub boys who cannot serve in person and make sure they are fulfilling their purpose in life. I decided that my goal for 2025 will be expand my stable as much as possible to give lonely and depressed boys a purpose. I’ve never been so sure about something in my life.
I will send you a longer email when I have time with updates for my thread, but for now I want you to tell your audience what you think about me as an alpha and advertise my new goal. I want more faggots and I am one click away on jose.luis452@yahoo.com
Master Jose, thank you for writing! I’ve recently updated your thread on the site, so hopefully more faggots will see you and read your story (CLICK HERE).
In the few months I’ve known Master Jose, I’ve watched him embrace the fullness of both his power and purpose as an Alpha Master. He’s a Protector Alpha of the highest order, a true Man who wants to shepherd and protect faggots. Those are RARE qualities to find in an any Alpha. Any faggot who really needs an Alpha who wants to help them deepen their submission should reach out to him!
It’s been a great privilege to know Master Jose and bring his story to the world, and I look forward to continuing to serve his needs!
My bf is extremely submissive and I’ve always been dominant, so we are a great match. But I find it weird that he never seems to be horny. If I don’t grab him and give orders for him to suck my dick or put his ass up, we could easily go a whole year without sex. I feel that he doesn’t desire me as much as I desire him, but every time I bring this up he says that he doesn’t like to have any kind of initiative. I would love to have him asking for my dick, waking me up with a blowjob, or simply walking around the house naked to make me horny, but he never does that. Is it normal for faggots to refuse to take any sort of initiative and just wait for their Master orders? My bf NEVER says no, no matter how tired or stressed he is, he always gives me good head and open his hole for me, but since we live together and I own him, I wish he showed more desire and passion.
Master, thank you for writing to me!
It’s a shame that you’re dealing with that, not only from a level of sexual frustration, but also at a basic level of passion and love. You obviously want/need much more heat and excitement than your faggot boyfriend (frankly, Alphas usually outpace faggots in this area anyway).
It’s odd that you ever got together and stayed together, Master. Was he always this way? Were you able to overlook his lack of initiative at first, but now it’s wearing you down, or was this something that developed after a while in the relationship? Answers to those questions might alter my perception of the issue.
Contrary to how porn portrays us, faggots aren’t uniformly all just absolute cock-whores (only 99.9% of us are). There are some faggots who have been damaged by past relationships or childhood trauma, and that causes them to pull back. In some other cases I’ve known of faggots who so deeply believe they are literally nothing and unworthy of attention that they’re paralyzed to make any kind of move.
There might be other factors at play here, too. Is your faggot lonely? Is he depressed? Is he struggling with anything personally? Any of these would dampen libido.
Since it sounds like you’ve discussed this issue with him and nothing has changed, let’s look into changing your approach, Master. Are you giving the faggot plenty of aftercare and other forms of reassuring affection? Is the communication warm and lively, or bitter and complaining?
I was trying to think of an exercise that might help, but there are too many unknowns. Maybe give him a night to express what he’d like to do.
And if you haven’t cunted your faggot, you’ll definitely want to try. You can learn more about that RIGHT HERE, Master. I think it’s almost impossible to imagine that a properly-cunted faggot would ever be indifferent toward sex.
If nothing else works, you might need to either let this faggot go or supplement it with a second or third faggot to satisfy your needs. I sense you want to avoid that, but ultimately your needs come first.
Sam, I am living a dilemma and my brilliant older brother (you!) will certainly know how to help me.
I am 18 and I have been serving two men, Jack and Harry. Jack is 19 and Harry is 34. Jack is annoying and acts like a high schooler, he only talks about NBA and Marvel movies. I usually suck his dick in his car and that’s it. He acts more like a bully than an actual Man. On the other hand, Harry is a lawyer, extremely fancy, speaks several languages, takes me to dinner in wonderful restaurants, and has a wonderful dominant Alpha energy anywhere he goes.
The decisions seems obvious but the issue is: Jack’s dick is heavy, thick, and has 8 inches, while Harry has a normal girth and is around 4.5 inches. I am still a virgin, but I have been sucking both of them for months. Both want to fuck my virgin hole, but I want to choose only one Man to take my virginity and serve full time.
I’m desperate to finally having a man fucking and breeding me, but at the same time I’m afraid to choose Harry and end up not feeling what I could feel with Jack’s dick in my hole. I love sucking both, but Jack destroys my throat while Harry dominates me because of his presence and energy, not so much because of his dick. Jack doesn’t care if I serve other Men, he just wants a cumdump, but Harry told me that he will only take my virginity if I stop serving other guys.
I am starting my life as a faggot now and I don’t want to make stupid decisions! Can you please help me, brother?
Thank you for writing little brother! It’s an exciting time in your life, and I certainly want you to start it off on the right foot!
To me, the answer is crystal clear, but I want to first tackle the dick size issue (again). Big dicks don’t make a Man more virile, more powerful, more anything EXCEPT that big dicks are fun to play with. The idea that hung Men are more virile or potent is simply an illusion in our minds that is reinforced by stereotypes in media, etc.
I have served Alphas with huge dicks (like 11 inches+), and I’ve served Alphas with average dicks. I’ll tell you the truth: one of my best fucks came from a very dominant bodybuilder with a very average dick. It was how he handled himself, handled me, and he just exuded confidence and power. So that’s where I’m coming from on this.
If you’re faced with losing your virginity, do you really want the first time to be an extraordinarily painful experience with a freakshow-sized cock? Is it really that important that you suffer through it just for the thrill-ride aspect of it?
Here’s the other part of it: the huge dick is attached to an Alpha who sounds pretty dumb and doesn’t give a fuck about you. He’s going to take that big dick of his and hurt you with it because he probably enjoys hurting people with it (because he’s dumb and immature).
Meanwhile, you have an experienced, personally and professionally powerful older Alpha who wants to take your virginity and take ownership of you as his special possession. He cherishes your virginity, and wants to shepherd you and train you to become the best faggot possible.
So again, the choice seems pretty clear to me. The older Alpha should be your focus. He’s going to provide you so much more in every way, and help you become the faggot I know you want to be.
I wrote a piss drinking Bible. I read it every time before I’m about to take piss to remain focused. Do you have anything to add?
Piss Drinking Bible
Golden Rule: do not touch his penis with your mouth or hands unless told to do so by the alpha
it’s not supposed to taste good. It tastes bad. That’s the point. But sometimes it tastes like nothing at all.
Breathe through your nose.And just keep swallowing not matter what.
Keep eye contact with the man pissing. If he looks away that’s okay. But keep your eyes available to him. He will likely look and he wants to see.
It’s a connection. It’s an act of service
Remember you need it
Feel the humiliation. Enjoy it.
Fight your instinct to gag if it tastes really bad. It will be over soon.
Burp when finished to settle it in your stomach.
Thank the man pissing after. Don’t smile. Look ashamed. Look tired. Look beaten. Look conquered because you have been
If you did a good job and swallowed it all, your alpha will likely be beyond impressed and almost stupefied.
When he leaves sit with it and enjoy the feeling of being piss drunk. Don’t brush your teeth or drink any water. Your breath will taste like a urinal because that’s what you are right now.
Swallowing piss is one of those aspects of service that I mysteriously took to, even though I consider myself something of a neat freak. Maybe that’s why I got so good at swallowing a complete stream of piss without missing – I didn’t want to make a mess. LOL
Funny aside: while I was in prison a couple of black Alphas handed me a tall squirt bottle full of vodka and some orange juice and challenged me to drink some of it … I nearly drained the entire bottle in one long squirt! They asked me repeatedly where I learned to do that, but I played coy. I think they knew, actually.
Anyway, I think your Piss Bible is pretty complete, actually. It seems a bit too thorough for the simple of act of drinking piss, but hey, as a fellow connoisseur, I like it!
This above is exactly what all black Alphas expect from everybody, not just faggots. They know their cocks are highly prized, and they fully expect all people to worship them and their cocks to whatever extent they’re able.
They especially love faggots, because faggots really do understand how to fully submit and devote themselves completely to service.
Of course, we get to serve, plus a nice, barinwashing cumshot at the end … so I think we ultimately get the better deal.
I am an Alpha and my boyfriend is my faggot. We’ve been together for almost 2 years and in the last 6 months he’s been obsessed with rimming me. He loves to worship my ass while I’m in the couch sitting on his face, he rubs his tongue on my sweaty hole for hours and hours. Sometimes I jerk off with his tongue in my hole and then I turn to cum in his mouth.
I don’t really care about this to be honest, but I don’t mind it either. He is a good fag so I like to reward him too. Sometimes we’re coming back home in the car and while he drives he already start saying that he wants to worship my ass.
However, I want to know more about this habit. Considering your experience, do you think there is any chance of this habit escalating to him wanting to fuck my ass? There’s no chance this is going to happen. How normal is it for faggots to love rimming a hole that they’ll never own? I have been thinking about cutting this habit, but I know he’ll feel disappointed and consequently will be less obedient.
Master, thank you very much for writing to me! You’ve presented an intriguing issue that I think could use some clarification.
I want to congratulate you on two years of successful ownership. You honestly must own a good faggot if you’ve kept it around this long. A Master with a good faggot is not just a credit to the faggot, but also the Master. It is through your guidance, training, and use that you have molded your faggot into exactly what you want it to be.
Well, except for the rimming part, I guess.
I was impressed that you’ve indulged your faggot’s desire to lick your ass even though it does little for you. Most Masters would dismiss the faggot before ever capitulating to a faggot’s fetishes, so it’s to your credit that you allow the faggot to lick your ass and satisfy its interest. Ultimately, the faggot licking your ass is pleasure/stimulation/worship for YOU (unless you’re allowing your faggot to jerk off while it does this), so there’s not a lot to complain about, really.
Let me dissuade you right from the start, Master: your faggot has ZERO interest in fucking your ass. True faggots can’t even conceive of fucking anything; they’d have a better chance of translating ancient Sumerian hieroglyphs. Faggots are born to be fucked, and that’s all we understand how to do.
But many faggots do have a desire to lick their Alpha’s asshole. Why, you ask? Well, the mental/emotional mechanism comes from the same place that causes a faggot’s need for foot worship: a need for humiliation. Licking and kissing a Man’s foot – the lowest, dirtiest part of his body usually – is humiliating and humbling. Most Men would rather die than do that, but for a faggot it’s a need as important as breathing.
The only place dirtier and more degrading than licking a foot is licking an asshole. It essentially reduces the faggot to something like toilet paper. This type of degradation is important to faggots because faggots have deep feelings of unworthiness and immense gratitude to even be allowed to serve Men at all, so we want to convey to them all the time that they are our entire world and purpose.
Your faggot feels like it is communicating this to you through this action, Master (or it wants to subconsciously). When you think of a faggot like a dog, you can start to understand these communication signals a bit better. A dog cannot express itself through language, so it communicates its love and appreciation in a variety of physical ways that we can often understand (even if some of them annoy us). Your faggot doesn’t know how to truly express the enormity and depth of its grateful submission to your glory … so licking your ass is a way to convey that.
That said, I think it’s a bad idea to let the faggot indulge in its fetish over your own pleasure, Master. Ultimately, your pleasure and satisfaction is all that matters, and allowing the faggot to use so much of your time “pleasuring itself” through rimming you is bad for the faggot. It needs boundaries, Master. Let it do some of that, but for whatever time you give it for that form of worship, you get reciprocal time devoted to your needs as a Man (or something like that).
I went deep on this one, Master, like a faggot’s tongue on an Alpha’s asshole LOL. I hope I was able to help you understand this a little better. Frankly, as a faggot that believes sincerely in licking an Alpha’s asshole as a form of glorifying and elevating him, this helped me, too. So I thank you for letting me examine it.
I do hope this improves, Master. You’re clearly a quality Alpha and Master, and you deserve everything you want!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
The last I heard from my faggot brother Fabien was last Thursday after Master Anthony had enjoyed his 22nd birthday with his faggot and was heading out that night to celebrate with his Alpha Pack.
Now, I know Alphas about as well as I know faggots; this comes when you’ve served them and been owned by them as many times as I have. And I warned Fabien: BE READY FOR THEIR RETURN. I knew Master Anthony wasn’t going to miss a chance to show off his power over his faggot with his larger group of friends.
And sure enough, I was right again.
This is a pretty jaw-dropping installment from Fabien, so I’ll minimize interruptions:
Anyway, as you know, Anthony’s Pack was back to his home (I feel more and more like I’m living in his place rather than the reverse! ^^). But there were some surprises: Anthony arrived with Henri, five other friends (including two I didn’t know) but also a gorgeous young girl and another boy their age, named Clément, who happened to be… another faggot!
When they arrived, they were loudly chatting and they hardly paid any attention to me, except to give me their coats. But Anthony, who was speaking with the girl, snapped in my direction and said to the shy boy: “Clément, go with Fabien here to the kitchen, he’ll explain you your duties:”.
So I met the boy Clément in the kitchen. “Are you Anthony’s roommate” he asked me. “More like his live-in servant”, I answered. Then, he explained to me. Clément is a shy classmate of Anthony and Henri’s gang who often tried to befriend them. Some days ago, Anthony had him lick his boots. Henri and him had a good laugh and Anthony told his best bro “I’ve already have a better one, you can get this one!”. So now, Clément is considered to be Henri’s slave boy!
(Also, it means that either Anthony already has another college fag I don’t know of, or I am the “better one”! Either one, it makes my day!)
Anyway, to sum up, Clément and I served the Pack all evening, bringing them drinks and food, while they laughed and chatted loudly over background music, sometimes danced and played video games. I had secretly baked a chocolate cake for Anthony, and Clément and I lit the 22 candles in the kitchen. When I brought it into the living room, all his friends started singing “Happy Birthday” and clapping!
Clément and I were also used and humiliated during the evening. When I served a drink to Anthony, who was talking with the pretty girl sitting on his lap, he said to her, pointing at me, “You see the grown-up guy who lives here with me? He’s my stooge. He idolizes me so much that he does anything I tell him to do.” She was very intrigued and interested. “Look!” he said, snapping his fingers at his boot.
I knew what I had to do. And I was delighted to show this young girl all Anthony’s power, to make her understand how lucky she was to be in his lap. I licked the sole and all of Anthony’s boot very carefully, to the admiring cheers and chuckles of the girl and the Alpha Bros. Afterwards, with Anthony’s approval, I had to lick several shoes and bare feet. My tongue was tired by the end!
Later that evening, I was on my knees in front of them, trying to catch with my mouth any food they threw at me, laughing. I also had to bark and perform like a dog for their entertainment. The boy Clément, meanwhile, was used as a footrest for long moments by several of them, and had to deal with socks in his mouth and spit in his face.
How can I explain what I felt like, as an accomplished, respectable thirty-something, humiliated and mocked by these young college student bros laughing together? I felt perfectly in my place. It seemed so natural to me, as a lesser boy, to debase myself for the pleasure of these young, better men.
Late in the evening, Anthony got up with the beautiful girl who was glued to him and said to his brothers “Fellas, I’ve got more festivities ahead of me!” and they both went to his room while the others raised their glasses or bottles of beer to his health and jokingly wished him a happy birthday. Afterwards, we could clearly hear the girl’s exclamations of delight coming from the bedroom, provoking admiring and appreciative laughs from the alphas.
“Anthony, that lucky bastard!” one of them said with obvious admiration, “always gets the prettiest ones!” “Yeah” laughed another “no wonder he’s the boss!” I felt such a burst of pride!
One of them called out to me: “All of this makes me horny. Hey, bitch, I hear you give blow jobs? Come over here”. I was about to comply, but Henri intervened: “No, Anthony isn’t here and didn’t allow it. You can have mine, though” and he turned to Clément, who was then groveling in the back of the room “You little shit! Come over here to have a taste of our dicks!” Clément had to suck several cocks, while I was massaging Henri’s feet.
When they went to bed (Henri and two others in the guest room, three others on the sofa bed), Clément and I were sent to the kitchen. Since the first party, with Anthony’s agreement, I’ve bought a futon to sleep on. I wanted to lend it to Clément, but Henri stopped by and forbade it, requiring Clément to sleep directly on the floor. I said I didn’t mind letting him sleep on it, but Henri curtly replied, “I don’t care what you mind or not. I decide to educate my slave boy and to learn to sleep in his place!” So Clément had to accommodate himself to the kitchen floor.
I tried to comfort him as much as I could. “Don’t worry! You’re going to love serving superior men. Sometimes, it may be hard and exhausting, but it’s really worth it! I wish I knew that when I was your age. Always be thankful and obedient and attentive, always put his well-being first. And I promise you, it will be very fulfilling!” I saw him give a shy little smile and murmur “they actually are super awesome!” and I was relieved.
The next day, I was the first person in the apartment to wake up. I wondered if Anthony would want me to come and bring him breakfast in his room while he was with his lover, but I felt it was better to take the risk of making a mistake by bringing something to him than by failing to do so. I put a hearty breakfast for him and his girl on a tray, and added a flower from a vase in a small glass vial, for the lady.
I set the tray down beside his bed as they both slept, her head resting on his chest. Anthony slowly opened his eyes at this moment, glanced at the breakfast and gave me a thumbs-up, then a hand signal to clear off. I was so relieved I did right!
Back in the kitchen, I kindly woke up Clément and suggested that he brings Henri and his two friends breakfast in the guest room. His new master would surely be pleased. He did so and only came out later, looking delighted, with a little cum still on his face. As for the others three in the living room, I knew they were only entitled to leftover breakfast, in accordance with the hierarchy between Alphas, but I always take care to make generous portions so that they get respectable shares.
Anthony and his bros left in the late morning that day. My master informed me that he wouldn’t be coming back to the flat before they left for the weekend, and said I’d see him on Monday, while reminding me with a hand gesture to clean and tidy the apartment before he comes back.
Clément kindly stayed with me a little longer to help me start cleaning. Before he left, I did my best again to help him. “I may be older than you, but you and I are the same, inferior boys born to serve and obey incredible men like Anthony, Henri and their bros. So we’ve got to stick together brotherly! If you need anything, don’t hesitate to contact me, little brother!” I wish to be as helpful to him as I know you would be, Sam!
What a stunning display of natural Hierarchy, both Alpha and faggot! I wasn’t there, and yet I feel almost as giddy as little Fabien!
First of all, let me sing Fabien’s praises. Keep in mind that this is Fabien’s FIRST TIME serving an Alpha, and he’s exquisitely perfect right out of the box! Whenever anyone asks if faggots are born that way, just point to Fabien. He was BORN for this role, and it’s one he accepts with responsibility and joy.
For instance, notice how Fabien had no jealousy over his Master Anthony’s female, or the other faggot the Pack brought to the apartment! Not only did he not have any jealousy, but he also began helping Clement – mentoring him – to be the best faggot possible and making things as comfortable for his faggot brother as he could under pressure! I haven’t seen this level of selfless faggot cooperation since the legendary faggots of Masters Jin, Nick, and Matt in Toronto, Canada! It’s beautiful beyond belief! Any Alpha on the planet would want to own and cherish faggots like Fabien and Clement!
And from the Alphas we see typical Pack behavior, with each one teaching the next how to own and use the available faggots. I love that Master Anthony (the God Alpha of the Pack) taught Master Henri about faggot ownership and “gifted” him a faggot of his own. This is not over. The other Alphas in the Pack will soon be getting faggots of their own as well, just watch!
When Master Anthony returns home to his loyal faggot, he is going to give him a return to remember. I have no doubt that Master Anthony is beaming with pride over the way his faggot served him. If he feels even half of what I feel for Fabien’s performance, he’s going to breed Fabien until cum is seeping from his tearducts!
Ultimately, I’m left speechless and moved almost to tears by Fabien’s closing words:
It’s been over two days since Anthony left and I can hardly think of anything else but him. I feel so much loyalty and admiration for him; how can a young man be so perfect? I am obsessed with making him happy, I really want him to enjoy his life as much as he can. I can’t think of anything I wouldn’t do just to please him. I can’t wait to see him again tomorrow!
That’s how complete and devoted service to a worthy Alpha should leave a faggot – spent, but eager to be spent again. We are renewed by being used by our Owners!
I love you, sweet Fabien! May you always be so inspired!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the enslavement of a 53-year-old faggot (a former Top) named Mike by a 31-year-old Alpha Master named Steve. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
A couple of days ago I published this post about an ultimatum Master Steve gave to his new faggot Mike. The ultimatum involved two choices that Master Steve presented to Mike and told him to choose his destiny:
1. the first option was Master Steve would cage Mike in private. Mike would remain locked for two weeks, but during those two weeks he would not have sex with Mike. Mike would only be allowed to watch Master Steve have sex with other fags.
2. The second option would be Master Steve hosting a caging party; he would invite his three closest friends, Mike could make it public knowledge to them that he was Master Steve’s fag, and that Mike was wanting to be locked. He would lock Mike in front of them. And then Mike could serve them drinks that night. After they left, he said he would allow Mike to drink his piss and fuck and breed him every time they were together over the next two weeks.
In that post I made it very clear that I was recommending the second option. I felt it was obvious what Master Steve really wanted his faggot to choose. I believed Master Steve wanted to show off his new, obedient faggot to his Alpha brothers, cage it in front of them so they could admire it, and then spend two glorious weeks breeding it like a King. After all, that’s the glorification all Alphas want.
Sadly, Mike allowed his ego to get in the way, and he chose the wrong option. I’ll let him tell it.
It was an emotional night. I feel exhausted.
I hadn’t heard from him since he hung up on me Friday, so I showed up at his house around 6 PM like usual. He was on the couch, feet up on the coffee table in long socks, playing video games, acting like nothing had happened. I was nervous, waiting for him to say something first. He just asked how my day was, like everything was normal. It caught me off guard.
I asked why he hadn’t messaged me back. He said there was no reason to there was nothing to discuss. I tried to bring up our options again, but he just said no.
Then he told me I had free will to make my own choices, but his needs would always come first. He said sometimes he’d push me, challenge me, guide me where he thought was best for my growth. Other times, like now, he’d let me decide so I could have a stake in the relationship. But choices always come with rewards and consequences. Then, just like that, he went back to his game.
I stood there quietly, then started telling him about my conversation with you and the advice you gave. He cut me off, saying he didn’t care for what you faggots talk about and that at the end of the day, I was going to have to live with the consequences, not anyone else. But then he added that if I were smart, I’d start taking advice from someone. The choice I made was selfish on my part, all I thought about was me. He said I keep forgetting his needs and priorities are always first. He said you think this was the easy way out, but trust me it was the harder way, but you will soon find out.
I was speechless. Then he said, Enough of this. Get me something to drink.
As I turned to head to the kitchen, there was a knock at the door. I opened it to see Gary, someone I couldn’t stand. The kind of fag who’s always trying to get into someone else’s boyfriend’s pants. Before I could say anything, he asked if Steve was home.
Steve must’ve overheard because he called out, Yeah, let Gary in.
At this point in time, Master Steve stood up pulled his dick out of his sweatpants, and said come here, Gary you fucking fag, suck my dick. Of course Gary got on his knee and started sucking his dick. At this point time Master Steve looked at me and just simply said I thought you were getting me something to drink. I was completely speechless. I was fuming mad, but went in there and got him something to drink. I handed Master Steve the drink. And he said watch how good this faggot does. In typical Master Steve style, just before he was going to cum he told Gary to open up his mouth and stick out his tongue. He began to blow his load in his mouth and some landed on his cheek. He took his cock, rubbed it on his cheek, told him to swallow his load and clean off his cock. He did and then he told him to open his mouth, he cleared his throat and spit in his mouth. He just said OK faggot it’s time for you to go. Gary being the piece of shit could tell I was mad, he just simply looked at me and said bye sweetie. Of course I wanted to scream.
Master Steve said damn he gave a good blow job, I may have to fuck him one day. He said OK it’s time for us to go take a shower and get dressed to go to dinner.
He didn’t really act mad at me, but things felt off. I kept replaying what had happened in my mind. I was upset and jealous. But I knew I only have myself to blame.
That night we went to bed as usual. When I woke up the next morning to make his breakfast, as I started to get out of bed he woke up at the same time and said oh btw here put this on. It was the Chastity, I thought he might have forgotten. It was much tighter fitting than I had imagined. The feel wasn’t as bad as I expected, but I’m sure it’s going to be worse over the next few hours and days.
When I brought him the breakfast, I noticed he was up reading his phone. I kneeled like I normally do after I put his food on the table. And he said, could you just hand it to me in bed? I ask him did he need to relieve himself and he said no pissed in the toilet already. He said don’t forget I’m cut off of piss, dicks, and loads two weeks. So don’t ask again. I was crushed.
We went about our morning routines and then he said he was going to be out for the rest of the day. He said straighten up this place it’s a mess and do the laundry. And don’t wait up for him tonight.
To be honest, I have so many thoughts going on right now. Why am I allowing this? What’s he out doing and who is he doing? Am I being truly selfish as he said? Why does he want me caged and why is so important to cage me in front of his friends? Should I text him to come home and talk? Do I need to set some ground rules for our relationship? Do i simply go home? So many thoughts, I just feel drained and so frustrated already in this cage.
Now, Mike made the wrong choice for sure. Master Steve was clearly upset that his faggot didn’t get the point of the exercise, and even though he got good service from another faggot, it’s still not as satisfying as what he wanted to happen.
But how about that last paragraph???
That last paragraph is a CATASTROPHE of faulty faggot thinking! Every wrong impulse is crammed into it, and if Mike were to do any of those things, Master Steve would cut him off at the knees and dump him out along the side of the road.
So instead of that happening, I did that for Master Steve. I lacerated Mike in a long email, screaming through text that faggots don’t make demands or ultimatums or threats to an Alpha. Faggots don’t have the right to become indignant and demand special treatment. Mike is a FAGGOT, not a lover, partner, or even a friend.
I don’t know if Mike did anything stupid, because I haven’t heard back from him after I pulverized him. Hopefully he learned a lesson, but I’m not optimistic.
I do think Mike is handicapped because he was once a Top. This has conditioned him to expect certain treatment that he’s no longer entitled to as the property of an Alpha.
ALL FAGGOTS, RE-READ THAT AWFUL PARAGRAPH! LEARN FROM IT!
