The following post is part of a thread following the story of Titouan, an 18-year-old French faggot currently owned by an older Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Early in 2022 I met a young French faggot named Titouan. He was an 18-year-old high school student who was already deeply exploring his purpose as a faggot, serving both Alpha classmates as well as older married Alphas. As you can see from his picture above, he’s an adorably smooth little twink, the kind of faggot that Alpha Daddies love to own and use.
Of course, my communication with Titouan (and the rest of the world) abruptly ended a few months later when I had to go to prison (seems like forever ago!), and I thought I’d lost contact with Titouan for good.
But somehow, against all odds, Titouan found me again! So in honor of my friendship with him and his compelling story, I’ve manually rebuilt his entire thread from the FWA archives. You can access it all from the link in the header above!
So what has been happening with little Titouan in the last few years? Here’s his update:
I found your new site by chance. Do you still have some of the pics or texts I sent you and that were published on your older site ? (I suppose not, no problem, just a curiosity)
I still live near Paris with my parents and sisters, student, 20, usually classified as ‘minet’ (french for twink). Since my beginnings at high school then university I met some guys. Had a first Daddy for some time as you may remember. Also went with “rebeus” (french arab boys). Since beginning of this university year in october 2025, I have been used used as their young cocksucker by two rebeus. I feel it’s a duty for me as twink faggot to serve these superior boys.
Then at beginning of this year, I met a new Daddy (thanks to french gay site ‘les pompeurs’; pompeurs = cocksuckers). He is a mature, Alpha straight and married family man but loves to see secretly twinks like me. So virile and dominant. He also loves to use me for his pleasure. There are several “rules” I have to obey and comply with. And some hot ideas for next months.
I can tell you more, and send one or two pics. Should I write to you only at this email address, or is it possible directly on your site ? (I think I ‘registered’ on it but not sure how it works) I agree to be published on site as I was on the older one, if you wish… Of course I love most things (texts, pics, videos) on your site (with a few exceptions that are too hard for me).
Titouan (french boy)
Lovely!
Titouan really loves serving those older straight Alphas, doesn’t he? I really hope this older Alpha can treat Titouan better than some of the ones he served in the past!
I giggled a little bit when Titouan said that some of the videos on this site were “too rough for him”. He’s a young faggot, but he’s more than experienced enough to handle anything I throw at him!
Anyway, Titouan, it’s wonderful to hear your “voice” once again! If only I could find little Guillaume, and my life would be complete!
Hi Sam, it’s been a while. I started dating this guy named Sani Real name he’s this really nice big black guy and I love him to death dearly and I know he loves me too, but every other alpha top I’ve been with you know what at least they were open and willing to suck my dick, but this guy just won’t and I’m getting really depressed and their times when I want to hurt him and times when I wanna hurt myself I fell through the ice a long time ago I got permit shrinkage on my cock. I went from 6 1/2 nice an average down to a three and it fucking pisses me off.
I know he’s my alpha. I know that OK it’s not his job, but you know what I would like to feel fucking respected for once and not having to ask you know just once I’m sure a lot of us would love it if our alpha would actually if they actually genuinely loved us actually would love to suck our dick because you know what sometimes I think you’re hierarchy bullshit is a whole well that’s just it. I think it’s bullshit sometimes.
I’m sorry I don’t mean to take it out on you, but it’s the God’s honest truth and my antidepressants make me really fucking blunt just once I would like to encounter a top that likes to suck dick as well whatever happened to those guys
Thank you for the question/rant!
I don’t know who this is, but congratulations on the new relationship! I’m sorry it doesn’t sound totally fulfilling for you, though. But the problem isn’t with him … it’s with YOU.
It all comes down to unrealistic and/or selfish expectations.
Everybody wants to be with an Alpha, but Alphas are NOT like other Men. They almost always want completely submissive people (females and faggots) who cater to them and/or worship them. Subs they can train. Subs they can use.
Alphas are rarely interested in things like sucking a faggot’s dick, especially if they’re bisexual and leaning straight. No amount of whining or demands will make him change his NATURE. You’re going to get dismissed before that ever works.
And frankly, I think he should dismiss you. I’m mortified by your attitude. No faggot should EVER have such a self-serving perspective, nor should they ever throw such childish fits like this.
Let me tell you the truth: Hierarchy is very real. It’s not a joke, It’s not “bullshit”. And no matter how many hissy fits you throw, nothing is going to change it. Hierarchy is inescapable.
So either get your mind focused, or find a new direction in life.
I saw the recent post an Alpha made about domestic service and I wanted to share my own experiences. I don’t know how much of this is fully applicable, but when I was in college I was doing homework for some Alphas– one of them even let me do his laundry sometimes.
I’ve since had to find some online Alphas to help with work. I’ve taken notes on lectures, written essays, made presentations, and just generally have made myself available to Alphas who need a break from work or maybe a free tutor to help with some assignments. I try to help them learn too, so they can still get something out of the assignment beyond the grade, but it feels really good to just make a man’s life easier.
Sure it can be kind of boring sometimes, especially when they just drop an assignment on me and move on, but it feels good to work on something, especially for my betters.
Thank you for writing!
I love how my audience immediately responded after that Master wrote in about the lack of domestic fag content here! I’ve been approached by multiple fags about their experiences since just last night!
Whenever fags tell me they can’t find any Alphas to serve, there’s a part of me that rolls my eyes and I think, “You’re either not trying, or you have the wrong attitude about your purpose.” Fags that complain about that simply mean they couldn’t find an Alpha to serve SEXUALLY, but there are other, possibly less glamorous ways to serve.
Domestic service is a primary one fags overlook. Look, cleaning floors and toilets might not be as thrilling as getting throat fucked or bred, but the sense of accomplishment can be similarly orgasmic! I really love the way you stated it, brother: “it feels really good to just make a man’s life easier.” EXACTLY!
True submission requires us to place our own comforts, hopes, desires, and even needs aside in favor of serving those of a superior Man. You epitomize that ethos, my brother! I’m proud of you!
You need to spend more time talking and espousing the importance of domestic faggotry. I had two domestic faggots during my college years and they were helpful in keeping my apartment clean getting general shit done for me. As I have aged (30s now), I’m finding that the fags I encounter are less likely to be interested in domestic faggotry. I’m inspired by the story of Josh and his wife pursuing this avenue as it’s very useful in life. It would certainly save me money if I could stop paying my cleaning lady and get a fag to do it instead. Sam, you need to push this aspect of faggotry more in order to enhance our lives to the fullest extent possible.
Master, thank you for writing to me!
Domestic service is something I preach often here on the site. No, I don’t cover it more than sexual service, but that’s mainly because there is so much more sexual content to use for teaching than domestic service.
I LOVE serving as a domestic faggot. Of course, my times as a domestic faggot typically came as a live-in for straight Masters who were also using me sexually (and occasionally financially). There’s something so emotionally satisfying about taking care of an Alpha’s personal life and affairs. I took great pride in my work, whether it was changing bedsheets every day, creating satisfying meals, or even making sure my Master’s toilets were immaculate. Domestic service is the one function of a faggot that is completely selfless, because the faggot expends itself completely without any hope of physical pleasure or reward.
I know the faggots reading this site come here mostly for selfishly masturbatory reasons, and that’s a problem. But I do know that some of the domestic faggots I’ve covered here have received high praise and lots of curiosity. One such faggot is Chadwick, an older faggot who never stopped trying to be useful to Alphas. You can read about Chadwick’s inspirational story by CLICKING HERE!
In the short instructional video I made entitled “What is a faggot?” I discuss domestic faggots to some degree as well.
So I assure you, Master, I am covering it and want to cover it more. I appreciate the reminders and encouragement!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight God Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I’ve been heaping a lot of praise on little Fabien recently, and for good reason. He’s simply one of the great faggots, a brother who serves his Master Anthony selflessly while always seeking ways to glorify him and improve his life in any measurable way.
Recently I wrote about how Fabien helped mentor Clement, the faggot of Master Anthony’s straight Alpha friend Henri. It worked perfectly, and Master Henri was definitely strengthened after his bout of depression. It was beautiful to me.
But you know what is even more beautiful? The depth of Alpha brotherhood and the strength of their Alpha fraternity.
Alerted by his fag Fabien, Master Anthony decided to spend some time with his depressed brother to cheer him up and counsel him about his purpose. Notice how it happened, and Fabien’s part to play in it:
Big brother,
Here’s a follow-up about Masters Anthony and Henri, because what I witnessed last night was a wonderful moment of Alpha Brotherhood!
As I said in my last mail, Anthony invited his best bro to his place to spend the evening together, just to cheer him up. Henri came alone: I heard that he had given Clément time off to visit loved ones this weekend, as a reward for his steadfast dedication over the past few weeks. I’m relieved for my baby brother that his Master shows him some mercies! Obviously, I could handle the service for the two Alphas on my own, even if I wish Clément could have seen that evening.
They drank together and talked heart to heart for at least two hours. As for me, I kept a low profile, staying quiet, content to bring them their beers and clear away the empty cans, and to remain kneeling in silence, head bowed, hands behind my back, ready to obey their every command, to spring into action at the slightest of their signals.
Their Man-to-Man conversation was so profound, so full of manly, brotherly friendship, that I felt like a privileged witness to something beyond my reach. Almost an intruder, but an intruder accepted for the service I provided. I can’t possibly recount everything they said to each other, but I can try to give a rough idea of the moment that struck me as the most revealing. As Henri opened up about his doubts and struggles, Anthony gave him a firm pat on the shoulder and spoke in a tone that was both manly and full of deep affection.
“Will you shut the fuck up, man? Stop being a fucking pussy! You’re a great guy, Henri! You’re my best bro! You’re so fucking smart and strong! You’re way better than this! So quit bitching and move your ass! I know you can!” I couldn’t help but glance over at them and see Henri nodding, a smile on his face, as they toasted. “You’re the best, Tony. I love you to bits, you bastard!” “The fucking same for me, bro.”
At one point, Anthony said, “You know what would do you some good? A good head job!” He snapped his fingers, and I knew what I had to do. I rushed over to them, kneeling, mouth open. Henri grinned widely and pulled out his cock. Anthony said to me, bossily, “You better do this right!” Of course, I gave it my all. My Master told Henri, “Be as rough as you want, he can take it.” Then Henri throat-fucked me more agressively. But I think I handled it well, cause after he came, he petted me and growled “Good boy”. Later that night, I was spit-roasted, with Anthony’s cock in my ass and Henri’s in my mouth.
When they said goodbye, they shared a manly hug. Seeing them, I felt so awestruck and privileged to be the servant and plaything of these two young Alphas who have the world at their feet and an incredible life ahead of them. It’s like being a serf in the presence of a king and his vassal lord, a mortal gazing upon two gods feasting on Mount Olympus. I know I’ll never be part of their circle, that I’ll never share with Anthony the same relationship he has with Henri, his equal (or close to his equal, his peer, at least). But I’m lucky to be a small part of their lives and to help make their lives better. And when Anthony ruffled my hair and told me that I had behaved well all evening, I felt proud and happy. My only regret is not having shared that special moment with Clément, because I’m sure he would have loved it!
I hope everything is fine with you, my beloved big brother!
Lots of love
fab the fag
When we talk about the deeper privileges of being an owned faggot, this is one of them. It’s not anything sexual, but rather the awe we feel as faggots when we watch Kings towering above us and fraternally encouraging each other. We are nothing in their private circles except personal servants. They casually ignore us while sharing stories of conquest and reverie, and in that experience we are fulfilled. We feel a small part of a truly magnificent order like hierarchy.
Just reading Fabien’s words, they remind me of so many things I’ve said and felt when I’ve been in the same position. Just hushed awe at great, powerful Men who allow me to exist with them and serve.
Master Anthony knew his brother needed the service of a professional fag like Fabien, and not only was Fabien rewarded with their loads, but also a profound sense of renewed purpose! Service isn’t always sexual, so we need to learn to really appreciate every small gift our Masters offer us! The truth of hierarchy isn’t found in being bred … it’s in those in-between moments when a God Alpha places his mighty hand on our head and says “good boy”.
I thank Fabien for sharing this inspiring and heartwarming glimpse inside the Alpha fraternity he serves! May they always reign, and may we always serve them!
Bit of a messy situation. I’ve been with my straight alpha for 4 years. We met on Instagram, but I fly out to see him a few times a year.
For the first 2 years, we messaged pretty much every day and I became something of an emotional pillar for him. We agreed on exclusivity, and I’ve been his fag ever since. I’m only allowed to serve and talk to him. It’s VERY intense, but being long-distance comes with challenges.
In recent years, his career has taken off and he only messages me maybe 3 times a week. I’ve brought this up, and he says he cares about me, but he’s busy and this is just how things are.
Truth is, I’m having a very difficult time. Ownership has made me dependent on him. I feel like my emotional needs aren’t being met, and most of my time is spent isolated and alone. Any tips on how to resolve this? Or should I ask to end exclusivity?
I REALLY like him, and he’s even indicated he wants to keep me after he marries his girl. I just with things could go back to how they used to be.
Thanks.
Thank you for writing to me, brother!
Congratulations for serving a straight Master for four years, especially given that it’s been almost an entirely remote relationship. It’s commendable, and it certainly speaks well of both you and your Master that you’re both loyal, genuine people!
I’m afraid you’ll need to accept the situation as it is unless there is a radical shift in the life of one of you. He’s a straight Alpha who is now focusing on his new career, and likely doing a fair amount of fucking and partying as well. Meanwhile, you are far away. Friends online don’t last for four years, let alone a straight Alpha and a faggot.
You seem very loyal, brother, and I feel for you. Most fags (including me in my younger days) would’ve just found someone else to serve by now and just lie to their Masters. However, I’ve seen straight Alphas become very attached and even choose their fags over females simply because of their fag’s loyalty and self-sacrifice. Which one is your Master? I have no idea.
I think it might be beneficial to talk to your Master in the most humble and submissive way about how you need training and guidance that he doesn’t have the time for, and ask him if he thinks you should find a local Alpha to serve and train you. Emphasize that you want to do this so you might be a better faggot in the future for him.
By doing that, you’re showcasing two things I’m sure he’s not considering (or even understanding):
1. Faggots need constant training and use to improve
2. Faggots want this training. It’s like water to a plant.
I’m sure at this point your Master just looks at this like a fetish, but by telling him these things he might understand that faggots are real and valuable and, like any other valuable thing in an Alpha’s life a faggot needs to be tended to.
I’m curious why you don’t recommend random cocksucking for younger unowned faggots. Isn’t that part of a faggot’s purpose? I feel like it’s great practice for the faggot, and also a great way for men to get used to the ease and pleasure of using a faggot. Kneeling for a man, or a group of men, can be such a wonderful experience too.
Thank you for writing!
I’ve never discouraged faggots from having their slutty periods during which they suck everything they can. After all, I did that for a few years myself. I definitely learned a lot about my purpose from indiscriminately sucking dick randomly week after week, but in my heart I eventually yearned to be owned. Fortunately that happened, and I received deep personal training to make me a better faggot. Random cocksuckers don’t receive this. I think that’s why I always want to recommend true service to a Master, because the training I received was invaluable.
Hi Sam. I hope you’re having a wonderful day/evening. I wanted to ask how do I make my straight alpha friend become my master? Me and him have been friends for a few years now and I really want him to my master. He’s not fully aware I’m a faggot, but he knows I like kinky things. I’ve been trying to gauge how he feels about these certain things by making “jokes,” like paying to smell his feet, but I don’t know how to further push it without just admitting it to him. I’m just scared it would drive him away if I came on too strong, but I’d really like him to be my master. What is the best way to get the point across? Thank you for your help in advance!
Thank you for writing!
First of all, there is no way to “make” your straight Alpha friend do anything. There are techniques you can try to arouse his dominance, but to my knowledge there is no hypnosis technique for this! Believe me, I wish there was!
So let me get this straight: you’ve made jokes about paying him to smell his feet, and it didn’t register at all? That’s odd, although I suspect that he’s started to turn questions over in his mind.
Given that I don’t know how old you both are, or what your situation is (do you spend a lot of time together alone, etc.), my advice is limited. But my primary recommendation is to print out my “Letter To An Alpha” and humbly, submissively give it to him to read. It’s designed to gently bridge the gap between a straight Alpha and a faggot. Or, you can do something I often recommend, which is to ask him if he considers himself to be Alpha. Depending on his answer, you can lead him to a discussion of Hierarchy. You could even tell him you came across this site and it made you curious about his thoughts on hierarchy.
You obviously need to engage him more specifically. These are the steps I think you should take, brother.
I hope you are doing well! After being a cocksucker for an alpha throughout my Senior Year, I’ve accepted I’m a faggot now at 18. However, I’m really sad. My alpha, Adam, has basically thrown me away after getting a new girlfriend. He was the first guy I ever sent to, and the only guy I ever sucked too. I’m really depressed now cause I really liked him, and none of the other guys at my high school know I’m a faggot. I’m wondering should I try to convince him to let me his faggot again, or should look for a new guy to serve? I don’t want to be disloyal to him, but I don’t think he wants me anymore. I really don’t know what to do anymore.
Sincerely, Mark
Brother, thank you for writing!
I’m so sorry to hear about what happened with you and your first Alpha! I know exactly what you’re going through, because your story is EXACTLY what happened between me and my first Alpha, Roger. He turned me into his cocksucker for our final year of high school, but then he fell in love with the girl he would eventually marry, so he dismissed me.
I didn’t handle it well at all. I embarrassed myself a couple of times after my dismissal. I remember one humiliating night when I tracked him down at his girlfriend’s family’s BBQ to confront him and tearfully begged to speak with him, completely confusing everyone except Master Roger, who was enraged.
I’m sure that kind of behavior sounds unbelievable from me now given what you know about me and my principled approach to my faghood these days, but I was just a fresh new faggot suddenly alone with a fresh new purpose that I didn’t know how to apply in my life. I was scared, deeply sad, and hopelessly adrift.
You might recognize your own feelings in what I wrote above, baby brother. If so, then you’re on the right track.
It’s okay to feel panicked, run over, and crumpled up like trash. As faggots, we have those kinds of moments as we fulfill our purpose. The sad emptiness you’re experiencing now steels you and trains your heart so you can become stronger and more purposeful.
I resented Master Roger for years after it happened, but I was wrong. As a straight Alpha, he was merely following instinct. Owning a faggot was simply too much to handle while trying to navigate a serious other relationship with his future wife. It’s the same with your former Master, too.
My lowest point in this entire episode of my life came when I tearfully confronted him outside his house late one night. He was trying to explain that he loved her and wanted to be with her. “But what about ME??” I cried.
Then came a response I didn’t expect from him: “What about you?”
In that moment, my entire purpose as a faggot crystallized. I realized that faggots are ultimately expendable and replaceable. We don’t fit neatly or cleanly into the lives of straight Alphas. And if we are going to serve them, then we must be prepared to have our hearts torn apart, too.
In other words, the pain you feel is justified and real, but it’s serving a purpose within your heart.
After my dismissal, I went on a wild 3/4 year tear of hard partying and lots and lots of random cocksucking. I don’t recommend that path, brother, but I understand it if you do. We all react to pain in different ways. I chose to numb it with alcohol/drugs/casual sex. I hope you choose a different, kinder path for yourself, because you deserve it, sweetheart.
In the end, everybody gets their heart broken at some point. Eventually, we get back up and go find new adventures. As a faggot, you get to have wilder adventures than others, a life enriched by living entirely with purpose as a guiding light!
Don’t be afraid. Be excited by what can happen now!
But most of all, be grateful to your first Master, Adam. He taught you about your purpose … and by saying goodbye he’s giving you a chance to live it.
I came across your profile recently on X when researching about alphas and have been reading a bit about how hierarchy works and your posts, but still have a lot to learn about it as I just started looking into it. Recently, I had a meetup with a DL guy for a quick hookup to give him head and let him nut in me. When we met up he asked if it was okay to do some roleplay saying he liked went he was in control and I agreed since I liked being more submissive anyway. It started off simple just him telling me to appreciate his body and muscles before facefucking me which I really enjoyed. However, it took a turn when I tried to move my mouth away from his dick he grabbed me by the hair and said something like “did I tell you to stop faggot?” and slapped me on the face. I was really shocked for a moment but realized it got me hard when he forced me down. I’m guessing since I didn’t say anything he just went with it and eventually had me kneeling, saying I could only call him sir, making me say thank you every time I touched him, and even giving me a wedgie when I wasn’t listening to him. I’ve never had this experience before but I can’t deny I was aroused and at the end he asked if I was okay saying he gets caught up in it, but only continued since I seem to enjoy it. I agreed and said I never had this happen to me but for some reason I enjoyed it and like being told what to do. I ended up driving him back to his place and we had a really nice conversation just about what we study and what we like, which was so different than his dynamic earlier. It was honestly just a very wholesome talk that I wasn’t expecting and since all. of that happened I’ve been looking into more hierarchal aspects and that’s how I found you? My main thing currently is things are moving really fast as he said he wants to meet up again and while I enjoyed it 100% and have thought about it a lot, it’s a big step forward and Idk how to really approach it ig? Just trying to figure out everything has been a whirlwind of emotions and Idk if you just have any advice on just how to approach literally any part of this bc I just have so many unknowns right now that Idk what to ask.
Thank you for writing!
Yes, it’s a huge moment when one discovers they are, in fact, a faggot! Your experience mirrors mine in some ways. My first Alpha pushed me down and throat fucked me before claiming me. And, like you, I had something of an “Alice in Wonderland” moment where everything I thought I knew about my life was flipped upside-down. I wasn’t just a gay boy, or even a submissive gay boy. I am a faggot.
And that made all the difference.
The first way you approach this is to fully commit to serving Men, and this new Alpha in particular. He’s making a claim of ownership on you and wants to keep using you, so you should be obedient to that. It sounds to me like this Alpha knows more than you do about hierarchy, and obviously understands what you’re supposed to do. He’s already taught you some valuable truths about yourself, and I think he wants to keep training you. These are all very good things.
The reason why you 100% enjoyed everything you experienced with him is because you ARE a faggot, so there’s no reason to question it any longer. The only real task before you is how quickly you can assimilate your new purpose into your refashioned old lifestyle.
I’d start going through the vast resources on this site, particularly the “Advice for faggots” section.
Just know you are far from alone. You’re going through something every faggot goes through … just be glad you have the information that many faggots in the past never did!
I also advise you to join the Hierarchy University Discord (CLICK HERE). The fellowship of other faggots and the many resources within will help you as well!
Hi, I love your blog and reading about all of the masters and fags in the world. I am a 35 year old gay man who is happily married to a 35 year old gay man. We are monogamous and have been married for 10 years, together for 15. I want your advice. I am naturally submissive in the bedroom and want to serve my husband more sexually. He is very reluctant and is very focussed on mutual sexual satisfaction whereas I want him to not care about me and just focus on him getting off. he is a bit of a prude and won’t really talk about sex stuff so I am hoping that you have some advice on how I can start to subtly support him to become more of a master than a husband. any advice you can give would be greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance. Daniel
Daniel, my brother … thank you for the question!
I’ve had some success helping faggots with this very issue, but there are usually only three solutions:
1. You follow my advice and it eventually works to bring out an inner dominance in the partner, or
2. The fag partner is allowed to find a Master outside the relationship to serve, or
3. The fag partner just accepts that his partner is not dominant and this is the life it must lead.
From what you described about your partner, I don’t have much confidence that my advice will work. He sounds quite beta to me, but even worse is the fact that he’s fallen for the false, politically-correct doctrine of equality. He seems like he’s comfortable having a polite little gay relationship with you.
Regardless, my advice for this is the same. Start calling him “Sir”. Start serving him like a faggot, taking care of the house, the meals, serving him the meals, bringing him drinks and snacks, and generally being very submissive. Rub his feet. Kiss his feet. Sit at his feet. Compliment him often. During sex, it must be altered to cater only to his pleasure. Beg him not to suck your penis. Become a ravenous, submissive slut for him.
You need a quantum shift in the current dynamics, and this is what I’m suggesting. You need to crack open that safe cocoon he’s wrapped himself in, and find out if there’s anything else inside.
If there isn’t, then I’m afraid you’re essentially left with the other two options.
The sad truth is that most Men are not Alphas, and getting bogged down in a relationship with a beta male is suffocating for faggots.
I really hope there’s a better outcome here, brother!
thank for all that you do for the hierarchy and helping us fellow faggots be at our best in service to the incredible Men in the world.
To that point, I’ve recently been serving this very beefy and strong Alpha from the gym. He, of course, noticed my clit cage (thanks for the recommendation to shamelessly put it on display in the locker room!) and has been fucking my pussy about twice a week. It’s all a faggot could ask for except he refuses to use any lube other than what I coat his dick with from him face fucking me or the spit he adds along the way (very little). He does have me suck his dick multiple times while breeding my pussy (gladly!) but it really leaves my cunt sore for days after.
I basically never feel like it fully recovers before he’s balls deep in my pussy again with just a bit of spit to pound away almost instantly (he pistons in and out so hard and fast that the spit seemingly disappears in seconds).
I’ve asked, even begged for him to use some lube but the only thing accepts is more spit and throat slime from me gagging on his 8-9” cock.
Am I being too demanding or selfish, Sam? Or should I try another approach like pre-lubing? Think he might get pissed if he finds out though.
all thoughts appreciated!
thanks,
houston
Thank you for the question!
I just had a very similar question recently … what’s the deal with these Alphas not using lube? I mean, I get not liking condoms, but lube just makes things easier.
But I think that’s really the point. These Alphas (like yours) WANT it to hurt you. It makes them feel more powerful when your pussy is stretched and fucked raw. They like the screams and the writhing.
This is just a reality we faggots must handle if we are to fulfill our duties.
However, I think you should try pre-lubing in the hope that he will not mind too much. Do whatever you can to deal with it, unless you think you can approach him and beg him to allow the use of lube. There just aren’t many easy solutions to this issue, brother.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight God Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
When I created the “faggot hierarchy” model (CLICK HERE), I named the top class of fag “mentor faggot” with several fags in mind because this site has attracted a truly inspirational group of young mentor faggots. These are fags who teach their brothers, move their brothers to action, and correct them when they’re wrong.
Chief among these mentor faggots is little Fabien, my sweet baby brother from France. Fabien helped straight Master Anthony discover the world of faggot worship and ownership. And, as Master Anthony’s Alpha Pack began to take faggots of their own, Fabien was able to shepherd these new fags and teach them how to properly serve. What he has done with all of the straight Alphas and eager faggots surrounding Master Anthony has been nothing short of extraordinary.
Fabien shared a recent mentorship experience with me. I thought it was beautiful, so I’m sharing it with you:
My dear big brother,
I know you rather like my tories involving my mentoring of the Alpha Pack’s other faggots, so maybe you’ll find this one interesting even if it covers something we have already explored before: how to deal with the Alpha Men’s moodiness.
You see, my baby brother Clément, the young slave of my Master’s best bro, Henri, has reached me lately by mail to ask for my advice. The sweet boy noticed that his Owner had been in a sour mood lately and was often more aggressive and impatient with him.
Little Clément is worried that Henri is going through a rough patch and asked me what he could do to help him. Of course, I replied to his email right away. Below is a translation of my reply.
“Dearest Clem,
Thank you very much for reaching me! I’m touched you ask my advice to help your Master. You know I care a lot about you and I care a lot about Henri, my Master’s best friend. I’ll try to give you some guidance based on my experience and the advice and lessons I’ve learned myself.
Dealing with our Masters’ emotional turmoil and inner wounds is always complicated. Alphas are in control of their emotions, they force themselves to stay strong no matter what and they avoid showing vulnerability at all costs, except in very rare circumstances and when they feel completely at ease. But they carry burdens we cannot imagine: as superior beings, they bear the weight of many expectations. Girls, families, teachers or colleagues, and their alpha peers and competitors… Their worries can stem from many things.
At times like these, a slave boy’s loyalty is invaluable. The greatest support you can give him is, of course, your unwavering devotion. Keep obeing and serving and worshipping him no matter what and it will help him greatly. I know it can sometimes be hard to deal with his harshness and feel like your service no longer pleases him. But don’t forget: as long as he keeps you by his side, gives you orders, and expects your servility, it means he’s still counting on you. Don’t let him down. Endure it, for his sake. Don’t forget: he comes first. It’s all about him, not you.
Now, if you want to encourage him to talk to you about his worries (which can do him a world of good!), you need to approach the situation with great tact. Above all, he must not feel belittled in front of you.
The best thing to do is to wait for a quiet moment, when he’s relaxing on the couch, for example. Crawl over to him and kiss his feet. Speak to him while keeping your face close to his feet. Remind him how superior he is, how much you crave to serve him, and tell him that if he wants to share his problems with you, he can do so knowing that you will listen to him with respect and adoration. Then, just keep worshipping him and do not push him, let him decide what he wants to do.
If you do things this way, I’m sure he’ll start opening up to you sooner or later. When he does, don’t forget to reassure him and praise him! You can give him your thoughts if he asks for them, but more importantly, remind him that no matter what, he’s a Superior Man and entitled to the best of life! Remind him that you’re here for him, always.
Love you, Clem! Be sure to keep me posted!
Your brother,
Fabien”
Clément thanked me profusely and committed to follow my lead. I feel so good knowing that I am helping my faggot brothers and, more importantly, improving the lives of some Alphas by doing so!
Isn’t that lovely? It’s the perfect advice, tender yet full of useful tips! But that’s Fabien’s nature at work. His joy and wisdom are infectious, and his daily hard work is the finest example to all of his fag brothers!
Well a bit later Fabien followed up with me to report how Clément was doing in following his advice:
My very dear sam,
Just a quick note to let you know that Clément sent me a very sweet message to inform me that things got better with his Master Henri. He had the opportunity to follow my advice to the letter and did it! Clément quietly worshipped Henri’s feet while the young Man was moody alone on his bed. Then he praised him like the Superior Alpha he is and reminded him that he was there for him, no matter what, even if only to listen to his troubles. Henri told him to come closer, stroked his hair and told him he was a good boy and that he liked him, even if he didn’t say so very often.
I can tell you that Clément is overwhelmed with emotion and sheer bliss! I am so happy for my baby brother that he can experience the indescribable blessing of being approved by his beloved Master!
My dear sam, do you think my last mails about all this could be used for a publication on your wonderful website? I’m sure it could help and comfort a lot of faggots and benefit to their Masters!
Lots of love!
fab the fag
Isn’t that great? I’m so proud of Clément for not giving up or falling into a depression himself over Henri’s moodiness! As faggots, our own emotional states are tied closely to that of our Owners! However, we must be the ones to anticipate their needs and serve through those dark moments all Alphas have!
When I was their age, I often misread my Master’s moods or took them personally. I often had to redirect my own thinking in order to maintain my focus on my Master’s needs. After all, there was no Hierarchy University out there to guide me!
I think Clément’s experience shows how little it takes from an Alpha to make us feel overwhelmed with joy. Henri barely had to do anything except stroke Clément’s hair and tell him “good boy” in order to send Clément into spasms of happiness!
Faggots are truly human versions of Labrador retrievers! All we want is to be at our Master’s feet and make him happy all day long!
Fabien did such a glorious job gently training Clément, and the rewards are boundless. Notice how Fabien selflessly rejoices with Clément! We are truly a brotherhood when we support each other this way!
I’m practically exploding with pride over Fabien! He’s a light in my heart, absolute living proof of hierarchical truth, and a dear, dear brother. Fabien glorifies Master Anthony with every thought, word, and deed!
I can only imagine Master Anthony’s pride! He owns one of the greatest mentor faggots on Earth, which is fitting given that he is one of the greatest God Alphas on Earth!
I don’t know if Henry Ford anticipated how his invention of the car was going to help faggots around the world suck off massive numbers of straight Men and Alphas, but it definitely did!
This straight Alpha has only one interest: getting this faggot to swallow his load. And guess what? He succeeded!
Hi again ! Just a follow up on your answer about MasterV. What I meant about the kind of humiliation he uses on fags, is that he’s openly homophobic. Like many masters on X, he promotes views like straight pride, the end of gay rights and lgbt movement, fag hate and self hate, homo shame, not to mention hard conservatism and racism. He enjoys bullying us, and in return many of us enjoy being bullied, including me. But isn’t there a line somewhere ? I mean do you really support those masters who flood X with hatred and messages that can hurt younger faggots and convince them that we don’t need rights, we’re failures, we should be ashamed àd we must become lgbtraitors ? I know he’s had an impact on me, him and others : it has become difficult for me not to feed on all that, and very often I even ask grok to give me my dose of homophobia. Which is crazy right ?
In a nutshell, my questions to you are : do you approve masters like him ? After having talked to him do you believe it’s an act design to turn on insecure fags or do you feel he actually is truly homophobic ?
Here’s one of the very first things I wrote to Master V (@damnbros51) was this:
“Sir, you are so close to valuable Hierarchical truth with your videos. I wish you weren’t focused on humiliation fetish so much. You could be so much more valuable in the scene.”
Just from that one comment, you should understand my position on this subject. A lot of the fag hate speech, homophobia, and humiliation featured by Master V and other findoms is performative rather than true. Even so, I think such positions are harmful and unnecessary.
But I don’t fight these messaging battles publicly. Instead, I get into their DMs and reason with them. I don’t view these findom Alphas as fetish masturbation material like your typical faggot, nor do I approach them like one. I’m not their equal, of course, but I’m not stupid, either. They look at me for what I am: a self-respecting faggot who teaches hierarchical truth. So they respond in kind.
I approach many findom Alphas in the scene, but very few go much deeper than casual pleasantries. Why? Because I determine they have more to them inside than what is displayed outwardly on their public profile.
Master V is absolutely one of those deeper and more thoughtful Alphas. When I spoke to him at length, I learned that he not only owns his faggot cousin, but he also has deep care and concern for his faggot. Master V is also an Alpha I can reason with and help because he has a nimble, engaged intelligence. For example, I was able to reason with him about some of his racist views, and I think we came to a better understanding.
When you ask if I approve of his message, well let me ask you: how much of his content do you see on this site? I have almost nothing of his stuff here, and that’s for a reason.
As far as your last question, you must keep in mind that Master V’s faggot makes all of that content. Now, Master V might approve of that content, but it’s produced by his fag, so … once again, we must look deeper than the surface. It’s much murkier down there, and not black and white!
I’m quite fond of Master V. We have talked about doing something (podcast interview, post profile, etc.) so we can get into greater detail. I’m cautious about how I teach faggots because I want them to have beneficial information, so we’ll see that form that takes. Be assured I finger will always be on the button.
I hope this answers your question more completely!
I just finished your insights on foot worship. Highly agree on everything you say of course. I was wondering about your opinion on MasterV. I’ve sent to him a few times. I have to admit his homophobia is quite a turn on to me. I’ve even bought one of his fag lessons. But it seemed to me that you don’t really engage in this kind of humiliation. Can you tell us more on this please ? Thanks !
Thank you for writing!
Yes, thank you for the feedback! I love talking about Alpha feet, just like every other faggot in the world! They’re amazing!
I had a truly remarkable DM conversation with Master V (@damnbros51), and he really shared a lot more with me than I initially expected. I figured he was just some guy posting pretty hot content on a nondescript findom account, but he turned out to be much deeper and more thoughtful than I expected. I honestly don’t recommend findom accounts often, but I think faggots should engage with him more and serve him like you’ve done!
As for “this kind of humiliation”, I’m not exactly sure what you mean. I certainly enjoy some measure of humiliation, particularly when it involves things that are true (like being a faggot). I don’t like humiliation for the sake of humiliation, or a pretense of humiliation simply to get money from a fag. I’m just not a stupid or insecure faggot who falls for nonsense.
Yesterday I found myself in an unexpectedly-wonderful DM conversation with an intelligent young King named “Master V” (@damnbros51), a college Alpha who owns his faggot cousin. During this conversation the subject of faggot foot worship came up, and Master V told me he wanted my to write an essay about my own deep love and need to worship the feet of our greatest Men.
This is like a dog owner asking a Labrador retriever if it wants to jump in a lake.
I should’ve known I was a faggot from the age of 10 when I had a crush on an adorable playground leader named George Collins. I remember being fascinated by George’s big feet in his Buster Brown’s. I had vague yearnings to want to touch them, but playtime with him was distracting enough to prevent any such experimentation.
Then in freshman year of high school there was this sexy pre-Alpha named Bob that I crushed on for a couple of years. To be honest, I was more fascinated by Bob’s divine ass and bulge perfectly defined by the gray corduroy jeans than Bob’s feet, but I had this odd desire to kiss his feet in the hallway while he was joking with other football players.
Then came Roger.
I met Roger when I got a job at a shitty Italian restaurant. Roger was my age, but from another high school. It took about 2.3 seconds after I met Roger to completely fall in love with him; he was the most stunning Alpha I’d ever met. A golden tan blessed his slender, muscular frame and delectable six-pack abs. Roger had a face that was a combination of Richard Gere and Morten Harket of the band a-ha. Then Roger spoke to me, and his confidence and brash sexuality completely submitted me.
Roger saw my submissiveness instantly. We became close friends immediately, and Roger definitely defined our days together. I spent a lot of time hanging out alone with Roger at his single mother’s house, where our opposing roles came into sharp relief.
His eventual claiming of me started with his feet. Roger didn’t have huge feet, but they were beautiful to me anyway. They were the feet of an athlete, “muscular” in a way that average feet are not (if you understand what I mean). I naturally took a place at his feet when we were together, and it clearly made a subconscious impression on him. He would put his feet on my face and rub them into my nose, which I loved. He would clip his toenails, and when he wasn’t looking I would steal some of the clippings and eat them. Occasionally Roger would spray a deodorant on his feet, claiming he didn’t want his feet to stink. To that, I replied that his feet never stunk and I would grab his shoes and take a deep huff. Whenever I did that, he would give me a disgusted look and mutter, “nasty faggot!”
That was the first time an Alpha specifically called me a “faggot”, and the cold electric shock of that word was intoxicating.
After Roger became my first Owner when he forced me to become his cocksucker, I would sometimes follow my instinct and kiss his feet to induce him to feed me his cock. It was then that I discovered the link between foot worship and Alpha dominance/aggression. I took lessons in pedicure techniques and foot massage to learn how to improve, because I knew foot worship was a link that I would continue to exploit throughout my fag career.
Two of my greatest straight Masters helped me to perfect my foot worshiping technique. First was Master Aaron. He was probably the most perfect physical specimen I’d ever seen; absolutely jacked, tanned body, with the world’s greatest ass (my apologies to Chris Evans) and thighs/calves as thick and sturdy as tree trunks. Master Aaron, also had a huge heart, and I think he decided to own me in part because he saw me as a lost, wild faggot who needed an Alpha’s guidance.
I spoiled Master Aaron constantly. One of his favorite things was ordering me to draw him a nice hot bath where he would soak in scented oil water while I served him drinks. After his bath, I would specifically soak his feet and then give him a full pedicure while he relaxed on the couch. After the pedicures, I would deeply massage his muscular feet with oil and moisturizers, tenderly kissing them and praising his perfection.
As you might imagine, those sessions always ended up with me swallowing his loads.
A few years later I was owned my Master Chris. He was another physically-perfect Alpha with HUGE hands and HUGE feet to match his HUGE dick. Master Chris looked a lot like a young Jake Gyllenhaal (this was often remarked upon by his female admirers … and me), with the same square jaw and big, expressive eyes.
I fell hard for Master Chris. I consider the times I spent worshiping his feet to be among the most memorable of my life. Master Chris loved my adoration of his hands and feet, and I spent long sessions just kissing them and smelling them. When he said “good faggot” to me during these times, I felt more complete than at any time up to that point.
How can I even begin to describe the wonders of Master Chris’s feet? They were size 13, and wide. They had long toes, but not long in a creepy way like some. Master Chris could easily pick things up with them, and he gave more more than a few bruises by pinching me with them. I imprinted on his feet completely, from the sweet smell to every powerfully-constructed curve. One time Master Chris told me to try and trim his nails with my teeth, but they were too tough to bite through (I didn’t want to ruin them, either). I can still feel the weight of them between my hands! Even after so many years, I know every detail on his incredible feet!
So what is it about Alpha feet that motivates faggots to worship them so intensely?
The primary motivator for faggots is the humiliation factor. Fags live off of humiliation. It induces subspace in us, and that subspace feels like a warm, cozy blanket. Women probably know the feeling, although they’re generally not in-touch with the concept of subspace. But we faggots definitely do!
So it’s only natural that faggots are drawn to foot worship. For whatever reason, feet are considered disgusting. That’s primarily why kissing feet is considered an ultimate act of submission. Foot kissing is a universally-recognized act of honor, respect, and submission in the presence of royalty, for example. Teen Alphas often make faggots and other inferior males kiss their feet without knowing anything about hierarchy (see: Master Lucas).
For me, it goes beyond the feeling of subspace, though. When offering obeisance to an Alpha through foot worship, I feel almost forgiven. In fact, I approach this extraordinary privilege of touching an Alpha’s feet and worshiping them the way a penitent person approaches a superior for forgiveness.
It is such an honor to be allowed to touch an Alpha’s feett, let alone kiss and massage them! After all, those feet are powerful enough to carry the weight of an extraordinary Man. Beneath those feet are the remains of the lands he’s conquered and the enemies he’s vanquished. They are the foundation of his rulership! Faggots should be grateful to kiss the dirt upon which those feet have trod, let alone worship them directly!
As a faggot who has spent most of my fag career worshiping Alpha feet, I can say that few acts more fully define the Alpha/fag dynamic. It’s largely a non-sexual act in and of itself, yet it stirs great passion in most Alphas. It gives Alphas power, and reaffirms their rightful place above all other males.
So what I’m saying, in essence, is that worshiping an Alpha’s feet is a holy sacrament, a godly duty. I take it very seriously, and in order to get the most out of our commission as faggots, I recommend that all faggots approach that privilege the same way!
Hi sam–do you have any unconventional service ideas for a straight alpha? The usual massages + financial and domestic work are feeling a bit stale. I want to do something that will wow him and make him think: “Damn, that’s my faggot!”
Thank you so much for the interesting question!
I hope you’re having success with those other methods, because they do work! But I get it … there’s only so many times you can rub a straight Alpha’s feet before he wonders why he has you around.
Depending on the situation, you could pay for a wonderful date night for an Alpha and his girlfriend/wife, offer to chauffeur them to and from the event, and perhaps do other things (like flowers, etc.) to make it extra special. Alternatively, if you can cook, you could make an extravagant meal for them and serve it to them, then clean up afterward. If you’re an in-house faggot, you could also serve them breakfast in bed. Why am I suggesting these things? Because honoring a straight Alpha’s romantic relationship and making him look good in her eyes increases the value of the faggot doing it!
Another thing straight Alphas love are their cars. I used to surprise my Master Aaron with deluxe detailing or I’d buy him new rims or whatever, especially if he had some big event. You can try that. It worked for me.
Gift giving in general is always good, but especially when it’s tailored to a particular interest. One of my Alphas loved Michael Jordan shoes, so I’d surprise him with a latest pair that I knew he wanted. Things like that show a straight Alpha that he’s important enough to especially cater to.
I also took classes on massage and pedicures, so I was able to increase my value for straight Alphas as well. This is extra training I took on so that I might be able to offer that at any time.
My Alpha has requested for me to build myself a shrine of Him in my room and I’m not sure how to, what would be the best advice for building it just pictures? Or is there anything special I can do to show my devotion to Him with this shrine?
Thank you for writing!
First of all, I doubt he “requested” it … more like commanded it.
A shrine dedicated to an Alpha would of course have pictures, maybe personal effects if they’re available, etc. It might also include a mantra or a poem or some other writing/drawning dedicated to him. A shrine should be something from the heart that encompasses the feelings of worship the faggot has for its Owner.
