This post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of straight Master Anthony, the 22-year-old God Alpha who took ownership of his first faggot, Fabien. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
One of the most astonishing true stories of this new platform involves a straight Alpha named Master Anthony and his roommate/faggot Fabien. When I first met Fabien, he breathlessly told me about his hot new roommate named Anthony who looked “exactly” like SPIDERMAN star Tom Holland (hence the header image). Fabien went on and on about how Anthony was sexy, built, and confident, and also how Anthony was already assuming that Fabien would do chores for him.
It was that last part that intrigued me. It’s always a sign an Alpha wants to be served by a faggot when he starts dumping his chores off on the inferior. So when Fabien begged me to help him devise a plan to submit to Anthony, I eagerly agreed. Very quickly Fabien was able to convince Anthony to become his Master, and the rest is history.
Subsequent posts and emails from Fabien revealed the true extent of Master Anthony’s power. It was clear based on his dealings with all inferiors and well as his Alpha Pack that Master Anthony is a God Alpha of jaw-dropping control and depth.
Recently Master Anthony collared Fabien, and the collaring “ceremony” was so exciting that Master Anthony fucked Fabien (his first time) and bred him, totally cementing his Ownership of his first faggot. At that point I was desperate to communicate with this emerging God Alpha, so I reached out to him with an effusive email full of praise and congratulations.
But nothing could prepare me for the extraordinary response I’d receive from him!
Here’s what he wrote:
Such a good inferior! You sure know how to talk to your betters, right? I always like it when people know their place (far) below me in the human hierarchy!
I think you’re right: I’m built to dominate and command, and people like you and Fabien and many others are built to obey, serve and worship me. I don’t know, it seems so natural, so easy, to have inferiors around me to do my bidding! And I discovered this step by step, taking my domination to new levels.
When I was a kid, we often had fights between boys, to impress the girls or simply to be competitive. I loved it, because I always won. And also, in my little group with my four best mates (who still are today), we had already decided that I was the leader, and my bestie Henri was the under-leader. Even though I sometimes had to assert myself a bit to put my buddies in their place, it was very fun! I always ended up being obeyed and followed! And of course, with the weaker, shyer guys, it was easier!
I remember one time I consciously realized that I liked to dominate inferiors. I was a young teenager, around twelve, I was eating a snack in a park, and seeing a group of older guys in their late teens or early twenties. One of them had spilled sauce on another’s sneakers, and the latter had ordered him to clean them up. He knelt down to lick the sneakers clean! The others giggled, but the two involved remained very serious. I thought it was one of the hottest things I’d ever seen, and I dreamed of reproducing it. Since then, I’ve loved having bootlickers, literally and figuratively! And what’s more: I realized that some guys actually liked to be humiliated and dominated by me and submit! And being a leader and a master don’t hurt your chances with the ladies, also!
Growing up, I noticed that people frequently lost their composure around me, flustering, stammering and shying away when I was confident and self-assured. I especially love it when people accuse me of being arrogant and entitled and finally yield to my charms, sometimes even conceding that I’m just as damn great as I think I am. And I love watching girls compete with each other for the privilege of going out with me and being fucked by me. And I can always (or almost always) choose the one I want, when I want and for how long I want! I always win, I always dominate, I always get what I want. It’s my birthright!
Ever since I was in college, I’ve had so much fun hitting on girls and making them fall at my feet, desperate for my favors. And I also have a lot of fun intimidating and subduing submissive guys. An unfailing way of spotting them is in the lecture hall: when I spread my legs and put my feet on the benches in front of me (sometimes in shoes, sometimes in socks), and I see guys settling there with no problem, I know they’ll soon be licking my soles and massaging my feet, sometimes in public!
So I’ve already had a lot of bootlickers. But Fabien is my first cocksucker! When he brought me breakfast in bed, after having catered for me and my friends all evening the night before, I was so horny that I wanted to make him suck my cock. For a second I thought ‘Wait, am I bisexual?’, but I don’t care. I’m alone with a slave on hand who’s willing to do anything for my pleasure, let’s just enjoy it! And it feels so good to fuck a throat in a really manly way! And when he begged me to put on him the necklace I gave him to symbolize his enslavement… I couldn’t resist fucking him. And it feels so good to control another guy and cum inside him! So yeah I think you’re right: it’s all about power!
I’ll always fuck girls, because I love it so much, they’re so beautiful and delicious and soft, their pussies are so comfortable and give so much pleasure. But the pleasure of seeing a man submit to my will, let himself be penetrated by me, take my sperm, give up his manhood for me? That’s a thrill I will never deny myself.
And domination over women and men is complementary and mutually reinforcing. Guys respect the man who conquers the most beautiful ladies all the more. And chicks often swoon over hunky men who dominate other guys.
It’s not easy for me to admit it, because I like to think of myself as a tough guy who isn’t sentimental, but I’ve come to care a lot about Fabien. I love that he’s completely obsessed with me and my well-being! I’m positive he could do absolutely anything if I told him it would make me happy! Just licking my footprints on the ground is heaven for him! And I really appreciate his smartness and initiative to make me feel good. If he could use his tongue to roll out a red carpet in front of me to walk on, he’d do it without hesitation! And the fact that he’s a mature, serious, well-established, rather good-looking and masculine adult spices things up even more! It shows just how extraordinary and superior I am!
That is one the greatest Alpha introductions I’ve ever experienced! In fact, I had to read it multiple times just to really absorb the blast of information and energy radiating from it!
What Master Anthony’s first letter reveals completely is that Alphahood is something inborn. He had the desire to have inferior males submit to him the way females do, to debase themselves at his feet. Key part: this was an unconscious need he had, something he didn’t understand.
Master Anthony is a product of being born genetically superior, and growing up worshiped as a superior Male. He had his choice of females to fuck, he had a tight Alpha Pack following his lead and obeying him, and it seemed like the pinnacle of Alpha existence.
And then he moved into Fabien’s apartment.
Immediately his Alpha senses detected Fabien’s submissiveness and began taking advantage of him. However, little Fabien had recruited me and we began devising a way to unlock Master Anthony’s deeper dominant instincts. Needless to say, it worked!
And you can hear that next level of power coursing through Master Anthony’s letter. It’s like he’s fallen down the rabbit hole into Wonderland, only to discover he already owns Wonderland! He realizes that he’s now more powerful than almost all other straight Alphas because he’s taken complete ownership of a faggot that worships even the ground where his foot touches (nice illustration, Master!).
Master Anthony also reveals his deep affection for his faggot, something we don’t hear enough from straight Alpha Owners of faggots. He cares very much for Fabien, and loves what Fabien does. He shows appreciation, and compliments his faggot when he serves well. He’s a natural Protector Alpha of the highest order. He proves that a Man doesn’t need to be a cruel asshole to be dominant or to get what he wants!
I can absolutely see why Fabien is so enthralled by Master Anthony. He’s literally the definition of a God Alpha … but he couldn’t fully embody that role without the worship of faggots like Fabien!
Alphas like Master Anthony make me proud to be a faggot. I’m just so humbled to know a God Alpha like him, and that he blesses me with the undeserved opportunity to tell the world about his existence!
Thank you, Master Anthony! And thank you, my dear Fabien!
Over the years I’ve been able to interview people from all over the world, and I’ve featured many of their incredible stories on FWA and here.
But there is one place that has consistently outpaced every other nation (even the U.S.) in terms of accepting Hierarchical relationships. Faggot ownership seems to be almost commonplace there. Alphahood is recognized almost as readily there as it is on this site.
Longtime readers will remember my coverage of beautiful Guillaume, the faggot slave to two Alpha brothers in Paris. Right now I’ve been covering Master Anthony and his cherished faggot Fabien.
It honestly seems endless.
One of my favorite porn accounts on X is @Bapt_antoine69 that chronicles the hot sex life of French Master Antoine and his faggot Baptiste.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
The story of my little French fag brother Fabien has truly been such a blessing. I love seeing young straight Alphas like his Master Anthony find a good, obedient faggot like Fabien and take ownership of it. This is exactly the kind of Hierarchical interaction that occurs almost daily (I can only cover so many of them – I’m just one faggot!) and strengthens the Natural Order.
I wonder if Master Anthony realizes what a treasure he has in owning Fabien. I’m sure he doesn’t yet – Alphas his age rarely see past the end of their cocks – but there are signs it’s becoming clearer to him. The following experience Fabien told me reveals why I say that.
But, true to humble form, Fabien starts off with a confession:
My relationship with Anthony has had its ups and downs over the last couple of days.
I disappointed him for the first time. Tuesday night, he wanted to spend some time at the gym and he searched for his favorite black tank top. But I had failed to notice that he had left it lying around his room and to pick it up to clean it, so it was still pretty dirty and sweaty. Anthony was very pissed off, and rightly so. I really blame myself. He made me kneel to apologize and to beg for mercy, while he crushed my head to the ground with his boot. He said “I shouldn’t have to tell you to do my laundry when needed!” and he’s completely right.
I promised him I would never fail him again, and I intend to keep that promise. I will be very vigilant to pick up his dirty laundry wherever he leaves it and wash it as soon as possible. And also to always have his favorite food and drink ready in the fridge, making sure to have some in advance. I hope to learn from my failure. I want everything to go smoothly and easy for him.
I swear, if all faggots were as dedicated, submissive, and yielding as Fabien, Alphas would be in heaven and every Alpha would want to own one! I love Fabien’s attitude and his determination to get it right!
But Master Anthony was about to throw Fabien a curveball:
Yesterday, at lunch, he passed by the flat with one of his bros, Henri. I’m pretty sure Henri is something like second-in-command in the Alpha Pack (he’s the one who rested his feet on me with Anthony, and one of the two sleeping in the guest room, formerly my room). I served them lunch, and while they were eating and chatting, Anthony snapped his fingers towards his boots. I understood I had to clean them with my tongue. (I must notice, I love how he gives me order, he often doesn’t even say a word, he just snaps his fingers or nods, up to me to figure it out!)
I thoroughly licked and cleaned his boots and then, I wondered whether it would be good form to clean his bro’s sneakers too. So I did just that, quietly. They didn’t say a word, ignoring me as they chatted, but when they left for the afternoon, Anthony gave me a thumbs-up! It lifted my heart so much, after he scolded me the day before!
And the evening, they both came back. When I was serving them drinks, Anthony said to Henri: “You know, my boy gives me blowjobs.” Henri was very excited to hear that. “Can I try it?” “Sure” Anthony said, snapping his fingers for me to comply. Henri pulled out his cock and I did as my master commanded, making Henri moans. It was Anthony who grabbed my hairs, to force my moves on his bro’s dick, saying “Don’t hesitate to be rough. It’s not a pretty girl.” He pulled my head back before Henri came, but I had his juice over my face. Then Anthony told me to clean myself up and to be ready to swallow his own cum, while he unzipped his pants.
Henri stayed at home for the night. According to Anthony’s rules, I have been allowed to sleep in the sofa while Henri was in the guest room. This morning, after I served Anthony’s breakfast and sucked his cock, he told me to bring Henri breakfast but not to give him head. “Only when I’m here and I say it’s okay” he said.
AWESOME!
So, do you see what I mean about Master Anthony starting to realize the value of his little faggot? He’s sharing with his Alpha brother Henri! He proudly presented Fabien to his fraternal brother, offering Fabien as a gift to be shared among superiors!
Just keep in mind that Masters Anthony and Henri are straight Alphas, but they used Fabien sexually for the shared dominance of the experience. They were Alpha lions feasting on a kill together. They used Fabien because it’s pleasing and it makes them more powerful.
As for Master Anthony, his abilities as an Owner of a faggot have dramatically grown. He was born to own faggots. His instincts are nearly perfect, and you can see how he is methodically training Fabien through a series of tests and chores in order to make him a better fag. I love to see that in young straight Alphas!
The effect Master Anthony’s training is having on Fabien is clear from his closing words:
I’m still learning my place and my duties as the slave of the Alpha Pack and the Apex Alpha Anthony! There’s a lot to learn every day! Anyway, I can tell you I’m really enjoying my new life very much. I never thought I would be this happy being a “faggot” as you call it, but now I just feel so good whenever I do anything for Anthony, it’s a pure bliss. Just this very morning, before leaving, when he called me a good boy, I was over the moon.
Such a perfect Master/faggot combination! I’m so proud of Fabien, who is proving to be a wonderful first faggot to powerful straight Alphas!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Master Anthony is truly one of a kind, a burgeoning God Alpha who is expanding his power almost daily. I can only imagine how overwhelmed my faggot brother Fabien is these days. One minute he thought he had a new roommate, and the next minute he finds himself enslaved to a truly irresistible young powerhouse.
I had some questions about Master Anthony’s sexuality. This means nothing to me, but it seems to mean everything to the insecure, close-minded straight Alphas who follow me and loudly proclaim that an Alpha who uses a faggot sexually cannot be straight. This is pure horseshit. Every sexual therapist knows of the countless studies of male sexuality that disprove such a narrow view of it. But whatever.
So Fabien bravely asked Master Anthony some questions about his sexuality:
To answer some points: I can confirm that Anthony is straight, because in the last few months we’ve lived together, he’s brought girls home a few times (never the same one, though!). And judging by what I could hear from my room at night, he’s as good a lover as one can imagine. 😉 I wouldn’t be surprised if he displays his dominance over me in front of some new girls one of these days. This morning, I asked him if he already had dominated someone that way before, and he said “I have already had boot-lickers, sure. But never yet a cocksucker as well!” He’s obviously used to people submitting to him in many ways, but I think I’m the first with whom he can take it this far, and the first to be a proper slave.
Just as I suspected! It’s clear that Master Anthony’s previously-limited experiences with faggots got his juices flowing for a more formal faggot slave, and he’s targeted Fabien as his first official property.
To make that acquisition even more official, Master Anthony laid down some firm rules for his new slave Fabien.
Anthony was staying at home all morning today, and just before noon, he beckoned me to come and see him. I knelt before him, and bowed my head to the ground at his feet before straightening up. “Nice one” he said. “I’ve decided it’s time to set some rules”. I’m trying to remember and to transcribe his words and my answers as faithfully as possible.
“From now on, you’re to call me either Sir or Master at all time, up to you and depending of the circumstances. Understood?”
“Sir, yes Sir. Thank you, Master.”
(Small note: I also have to use “vouvoiement”, something that can’t really be translated into English. Basically, it means using the second-person pronoun in the plural form (“vous”) rather than the singular form (“tu”) to adress a single person. It is used between people who don’t know each other, or in a formal context, but also… as a mark of respect to a superior.)
“Good. You are allowed to continue sleeping in the guest room when there’s no one else, or otherwise on the sofa bed when there’s no one else. But your official sleeping place is in the kitchen, is that clear?”
“Perfectly clear, Sir. You’re so generous, Master. Thank you so much, Master.”
“I want more money. You will pay me the tithe. You will give me ten percent of your monthly income. You can afford it, can’t you, boy?
“I’ll cut in my expenses in order to, Sir.”
“Good boy. You are to worship my morning wood every day, and be ready to give me head whenever I want. Improve your cocksucking, ask help from chicks if you need to.”
“I will, Sir. Thank you for the honor, Sir.”
“When I get out of the shower or walk into the apartment, you come and kiss my feet.”
“Gladly, Sir.”
“Finally, if you want any favor from me, you can beg me. I don’t mind you begging. But you shut the fuck up if I tell you to.”
I once again bowed my head to the ground. “Not for now, Sir. Thank you so much for enslaving me, Sir. I am deeply honored and happy to serve you, my Master.”
“Such a good boy. Go make my lunch, slave.”
He has left for the afternoon, and since then, I am working at my job (home-working, like most days) with even more enthusiasm and a beaming smile, knowing that I’m working for his direct profit.
A surprisingly-complete set of rules for a young, first-time Owner! Master Anthony has clearly been thinking deeply about what he wants from a faggot slave, and he laid it out beautifully.
Fabien’s reaction to this is telling. When I first met Fabien (has it really only been a week??), he was somewhat resistant to the idea of submitting to this young Alpha. But as Master Anthony has tightened his control and use of Fabien, what I’ve noticed is that Fabien has BLOSSOMED WITH JOY.
And this is a lesson for faggots. We need the control and dominance of Alphas. We need to submit and obey and please them. This service brings us HAPPINESS, not sadness. It gives us FREEDOM, not restriction.
Listen to how Fabien ended his latest update:
Just a few months ago, I was looking for a roommate to have a buddy and lighten my budget. But instead, I met a young cocky hunk who enslaved me. And I can’t stop smiling! What a destiny!
THIS is what Hierarchical truth can do for both Alphas and faggots (and everybody else) if they simply apply it and LIVE IT!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
The bravado and fearlessness of young Alphas is breathtaking. At that age they experience a constant rush of testosterone and adrenaline, and that causes them to express dominance in bold, surprising ways. Now, when they do that with other Alphas, it leads to fights. But when they express their dominance with submissive personalities, they typically get everything they want.
I have repeatedly experienced such bursts of young Alpha dominance, which is why I have had such success in advising others on how to approach the young Alphas in their lives. Alpha behavior is predictable, mainly because of the constant needs of young Alphas I mentioned above.
A week ago I received an email from a faggot from France named Fabien. He had an interesting situation rapidly developing in his personal life:
I’ve recently discover your site while I was searching something to help me think about my situation. I am reluctantly processing that I must be what you call a beta or a faggot (gasp!) but I am quite anxious about it.
A few words to introduce me. I’m from France, I’m thirty years old and an executive in a small marketing firm. I have always lived as a straight man, as I used to like and fuck girls regularly. Most of the time, in my professional and daily life, I am a rather assertive man and in positions of leadership. But also, I must confess, I have always been quite aroused by some few males who I saw as better than me, and always liked doing things for them and earn their appreciation. I never really explored that side of myself until recently.
To lighten my rent and have a bit of company, for the last six months I’ve been sharing my flat with a roommate in his early twenties, named Anthony, a student at a top university. To give you an idea: he looks A LOT like Tom Holland, including on the muscular front. Furthermore, he is very confident, cocky, smart and funny, and for what I know, loved by everyone around him. So, as you can well imagine, I am very humbled and very impressed by him. I pride myself to be a clever, rational man, but I feel like I’m turning into a fangirl for him.
Since he’s been here with me, I couldn’t help but be more and more agreeable to him, offering to cook for him, do his laundry, his share of the housework, and so on. Also, I haven’t been too insistent about asking him to pay his share of the rent. Several times in recent weeks, when he had a tedious academic homework to do, I offered to do it for him so he could enjoy himself. Each time, of course, as he’s a serious and bright student, he checked afterwards, but he was always satisfied with my work and it saved him a lot of time.
Over the last fortnight or so, when we’re both watching TV, he’s got into the habit of lying down on the sofa and resting his socked feet on my lap. Almost instinctively, without really paying attention, I’ve started rubbing them every time he does that. Last Friday, after returning from Christmas celebrations with his family, when we were in this situation again, he got up to sit facing the TV. So I stopped the massage, but he turned to me and said sternly “Hey, I didn’t tell you to stop!”. I rushed to my knees on the floor and said ‘Oh, sorry, excuse me” and started massaging his feet again. He smiled smugly and said “That’s more like it”.
I believe that, at this point, things are pretty clear, right? But I’m still nervous and unsure of what to do next. Should I go ahead and blatantly tell him that I am his bitch to use as he wants? Should I just keep going and see what he will do next? I know I sound pathetic but it’s really so new to me, I feel so confused. Can you please reassure me in any way?
Instantly I realized that this Alpha, Anthony, had already identified Fabien as a faggot. Not only that, but Anthony was also using his natural dominance to force Fabien to accept his place as a faggot so that he can take ownership of him.
Fabien was desperate to know what to do, so I advised him to really start submitting to Anthony and work up to kneeling and admitting to Anthony that he’s a faggot. I felt like I was overshooting, but Anthony felt particularly aggressive to me and I had a feeling a big confession would work with him.
But before my advice could even be implemented, Fabien wrote back with an update:
Thanks for your insight. I must admit I’m still processing things. Thinking of it arouses me and scares me at the same time.
Even today, while I’m working from home, Anthony (that’s his name, I quickly mentioned it in my mail! ^^) kept asserting his authority. This morning, he came out of the bathroom in his boxers. He stopped in front of a mirror in the shared living room and began casually stretching and flexing. I was peeking at him, mesmerized, and he suddenly said, “Hey, you know what, I could really use an upper back massage!” I impulsively went behind him, put my hands on his shoulders and massaged his back with my thumbs for a few minutes. He closed his eyes and moaned. At the end, he said, “Good job! You’re doing great, man!” and I answered “thanks” while he went in his room.
Later, at noon, as he stopped by the flat to grab a sandwich I made for him, just as he was about to leave, he pointed to his sneakers and said, “Hey, my laces are untied”. Without even thinking, I put one knee down to tie them for him. He just replied “Nice one. Have dinner ready by 8 p.m. Enjoy your afternoon, bye!” and left.
As I am writing to you, I am just realizing something: he never says “please” or “thank you”! He says what he wants, gets it from me, and expresses his satisfaction, but never says “please” or “thank you”! What’s more, I was actually the one to thank him for massaging his back!
I’m in the middle of a turmoil. I cannot deny the obvious, and yet I’m anxious as hell to take any step further. But I’ll think carefully about your advice, I promise.
So now it was apparent that something big was happening with Anthony. He wanted something from his roommate/faggot Fabien. I warned Fabien to prepare himself because Anthony was going to make a bold move of some kind.
Then it happened:
I am a coward. I did not follow your advice the other day. After dinner, I simply sat down on the ground, at Anthony’s feet, while we were watching TV. But things have gone crazy since then.
Yesterday morning, as Anthony walked around in the living room in his boxers, he pointed to a stain on the floor that I should clean. I knelt on the floor to do it, while he looked at me. And when he said “Well done”, without even thinking, instinctively, I bent down to kiss his feet! When I hesitantly looked up, he didn’t look surprised at all, but was instead grinning from ear to ear. He ran his hand through my hair and said “good boy” then went to his room. I was blushing with embarrassment.
I spent the day out, but on that evening, as I came in, he was on the couch, he told me he wanted me to drive him tomorrow for the day to buddies of his, some miles away.
I’m trying to accurately reproduce the discussion we had then. But I’m shaking furiously just thinking about it.
“So you just assume I’m going to cancel my plans to drive you there and back?”
“Yes, you are” he said with a cocky grin.
“You take me for granted, do you?”
“Why wouldn’t I?” he said with a shrug. “I’m used to get whatever I want. People are always bending over backwards to please my every whim. I’m just that great! Isn’t it why you kissed my feet this morning?”
I blushed. I was both very excited and very irritated. I replied: “And so you think you’re entitled to everything?”
“I know I am. Some men are just better. Look!”
Then, he put his foot on the corner of the coffee table. He snapped his fingers, pointing to his black leather boot, and calmly said: “Lick the bottom of my boot”.
“Why would I do this?”
“Because it pleases me.” he just said, leaning back with his hands behind his head.
I thought for a second I was going to shout at him, but I spontaneously knelt down and did what I was told. I licked the dirt off the sole of his boot. Anthony was smiling so smugly! My heart was thundering!
He straightened up and leaned towards me and said: “So, what are you doing tomorrow, boy?” I paused for a moment, and I replied: “I’m driving you wherever you want to go, Sir.” “That’s more like it. That’s a good boy” he said.
Then, I remembered your words, and I added: “Thank you for allowing me to serve you, Sir. Thank you for helping me to understand I’m born to serve a superior Man like you, Sir.”
He beamed more than ever and just said: “I knew I would eventually break you.”
And by the way: I’m writing this e-mail while waiting for him in the car while he’s having fun with his friends, ready to take them somewhere else if need be.
Anyway. I couldn’t escape my destiny. I’m a bit scared, but so be it.
BRAVO!
This is such an astounding moment, one that crystalizes the natural dynamic between a straight Alpha and a faggot who both accept their roles. Anthony is such a pure example of young Alphahood, full of cocky self-confidence. But it’s Fabien who really impressed me. Despite his own embarrassment and frustration about his submissiveness, he followed the lead of his faggot instincts and surrendered to Anthony’s power. If more faggots followed these instincts (rather than hide behind false masculinity), so many more would find purpose in more meaningful ways!
There’s more to this rapidly-developing story, but I wanted to start here with Anthony’s ascension and Fabien’s submission. It’s a near-perfect beginning!
Hi ! I am 20 years old and I have two questions ( and sorry I m french so my English is horrible) :
– First : I search what is my place une the hierarchy, yes it’s strange but for the moment I don’t know. Effectively I have two part of me : one part want to be more manly, practise sport many time in week, love to be superior, love to command, and think I have charisma ( but this part is hard to assume because I have bad self esteem and stress disorder ) ; the second part want to obey and be useful for a real man, feel weak in front of certain man and be excited by story of fag ( but I scare because I have toxic sexual part and I can’t to dissociate toxic of good for the moment ). So I don’t know where is my place in hierarchy.
– The second question is more simple, I have two boyfriend, I m in love with us but they no sensual and dominant so often I want more sensuality and hard sex, what can I do ?
thanks and have good day
It is a little difficult to understand what you’re asking me! I’ll try my best!
Whenever we are confused about our place in Hierarchy, it is useful to try a few things sexually. It sounds like you have a few options with whom you can experiment. Try topping only, try bottoming only. See if you can isolate what makes you feel most complete and comforted.
I often liken that feeling to coming home after a long trip. That feeling of comfort, of being in the right place.
From what I understand of what you wrote, I think experimentation is the best course.
As for the two boyfriends, it’s clear that you are not sexually compatible with them. Yes, you love them, but you’re not PASSIONATELY in love with them. So you’re wasting your time by focusing on them.
I hope that helps, even thought I’m shooting in the dark.
