Hello Brothers and Sirs, this is a serious post that I would like to divulge. When I was a young teen, age 14, I was molested by an older man. Basically, I was groomed. I would walk to school and back home passing this guys house in the same street as where I lived. He was friendly and likeable. Absolutely no hint of anything bad. He would be in his front yard and strike a polite chat with me whenever possible. Nothing bad, mainly just niceties and talking about the weather and his garden. It was just like this for a long time, maybe several weeks, when one late afternoon when I was walking home, he stops me for a chat. Invited me in for an Orange Juice and I felt that there was no harm so I went inside his house. As I went in, I saw that he was playing some hardcore gay porn. Plenty of hardcore oral and anal. It was the first time I was exposed to any porn really. He told me to sit on the sofa which I did. I also wanted to watch the porn as I was curious and it just looked hot to me. He sat opposite me on a chair. He brings me a glass of orange juice and sits down. After a short while, he pulls his dick out and starts stroking. He tells me to relax and if I wanted to, I could pull out mine and do the same. I did not do that. From memory though, I was getting curious and aroused. He would ask me questions about what I think about the porn on show. To be honest I can’t remember if I answered. I may have tried to deflect. Multiple questions were asked. One question that rings a bell was that he asked me if I’d like to try. More questions until eventually he said if I’m curious, I could just get on my knees. I didn’t. Eventually he sits next to me, his Dick erect and exposed right next to my arm. He asked me if I’d like to touch it. I said maybe. He grabs my hand and places it on his dick. See, it’s not so bad he said to me. Now try jerking it up and down. I did as he told me. I was jerking him for some minutes. He would encourage me that this is normal. I have nothing to be ashamed about. I should just surrender and let that little boy out just like on the tv. Then he tells me to kneel in front of him and get close and just look at it. I did as I was told. Then he encouraged me to give it a kiss. I kissed it on the tip. He says I’m a good boy. Then he tells me to open my mouth because it’s time I learned to be just like the boys on tv. I open my mouth and stick my tongue out. Before you know it, I had a cock in my mouth at 14. He would instruct me to do it like the boys on tv. So I tried my hardest to mimick what I was watching on his tv. He would encourage me, say I’m a good boy, and that I’m making Daddy very happy. To be fair, I was enjoying it too. Yes it was wrong and I know I was being groomed now, but I really enjoyed it. I wanted more and more. I must have been sucking for quite a while.

Eventually, he pulls his dick out and gets up. He makes me stand up. He said to me it’s time to go to the bedroom and show me how to be a very good boy. Makes me take all my clothes off. He places me on all fours with legs together. Head down ass up in the air. He gives me a pillow to bite on for comfort as what will happen next may hurt a little bit and he told me to not be afraid. I knew what was about to happen. I knew I was about to lose my anal virginity. He said that he will start off slow and that all I need to do is be a good boy. So then he applies generous amounts of lube on my rear and starts to finger me. Then, his dick entered me Slowly. Very slowly. Yes it wasn’t the most comfortable thing. But he slowly works it in all the way and keeps it there. Tells me to breath and get use to the feeling. Slowly he worked his way to a more rigorous action. Then spreads my legs and pounds me till he finished off inside me. He then said to my that I was a very good boy for Daddy and I could come over anytime. Gave me aftercare. Good afterwards, words of encouragement, that what I did was just be myself and is normal.

So that was how I was groomed. The thing is, I kept going back for more and more. I enjoyed sucking him and I enjoyed the anal sex. I kept going back for months. And he would use me. Even honorifics were involved. He was Daddy and he would call me boy. Well I really was a boy. An under aged minor in fact that should not have been used like this. I was a Pedophile victim. I was groomed and violated.

Today, dealing with this trauma, I often wonder if these events moulded me into what I am today as a TPE Gay Bottom Boy. Or was this nature already wited within me? I must have definitely been gay leaning. But did this experience make me more submissive? I’m always looking for explanations about my sexuality and submissive nature. The way I try to rationalise things is that the attraction to men was already wired into me by Mother Nature. Did he bring the sub bottom boy out from within, or did my Sub Bottom nature develop from the trauma as my psychology was rewired creating its own neurons due to the experiences of being dominated by an Authority figure, making me desire this in adulthood?

All I know is today, as an adult, I accept who I am and what I am. I control my desires and interests. I know what I want and need. And I own and affirm myself as a Gay Bottom Submissive. It makes me feel happy, soft and vulnerable.

My brother, thank you for sharing this experience!

First of all, I want to tell you how sorry I am that you went through this. It’s something no child should ever experience. Honestly, I’m mortified at the selfishness of this person who did this. Some might call him an Alpha, but I don’t. He’s a sick person who should’ve gone to prison.

And by the way, I’m not trying to make you feel bad about yourself or imply that you’re to blame in any way. You were young and doing things that no doubt intrigued you and even excited you, so going back again and again was probably a natural thing.

You raise a great question, one that has confounded me as well. It’s sort of a “chicken and the egg” conundrum: Were you born a faggot, or turned into one because of this experience?

I know that most faggots are born that way. I certainly was, as were most of the faggots I’ve spoken with during my life. It’s all we ever remember, even from our earliest memories. Many faggots would gladly choose something else if they could, so it’s not a choice.

But then there are complex outliers like you who don’t fit neatly into predictable boxes or categories.

I’ve read that many child molesters can tell which children to isolate and groom via some poorly-understood mechanism. Often even the molesters themselves can’t fully explain how. Did the person who molested you sense that you were a gay boy? Did he sense your submissiveness? How can we ever know that? I know Alphas can sense faggots and other subs around them … is that the same thing? These are questions I have that will probably never be answered to my satisfaction, or anyone’s.

I can say this, though: I’m very proud of the way you assimilated your experience and made it part of your history that colors and informs your life today. You sound like a courageous and intelligent person who simply refuses to play a victim. Your assimilation of your trauma reminds me of how I assimilated my rape. Rather than allowing to destroy me, I allowed my intellectual curiosity to work through it and help me understand the deeper meaning of it.

You’re a survivor, and you should be proud of that, my brother! Thank you for sharing your personal journey!

Love,

sam the faggot

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The following post is part of a thread chronicling a caged faggot named Houston who struggled to take a straight Alpha without lube, but is now serving a mid-twenties Alpha from his gym. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Alphas live on the hair-trigger edge between their Protector and Destroyer Alpha sides. You can be owned by the most incredibly nurturing Alpha, but the wrong choice at the wrong time can set him off in ways you’d never expect.

I’m not saying this to scare any faggots, just to serve as a warning. So my advice is to obey at all times, even when you think he isn’t looking. That’s the only way you as a faggot can hope to safely survive.

Relatively-new faggot Houston discovered this fact about his new Master Mason the other day after a fairly hair-raising episode that involved a near-rape:

Hi sam,

Things had been going really well with my new Alpha (Mason) at the gym. He’d really gotten me on quite the routine across all forms of service over the past few weeks until a major incident happened.

There’s a guy – Tony – who is a large, built Black Man that comes by the gym towards closing to deliver supplies about once a week. I was in the laundry area when he arrived last weekend (normally on Mondays) and my 3” inseam shorts and cage bulge weren’t leaving much to the imagination. Mason likes me dressed like an inferior slut when it is less likely to be an issue after hours.

Well Tony took notice. He started teasing me and asking if I was a cocksucker/faggot. I, of course, confirmed right away as I don’t find it respectful to lie to a Superior Man like him.

He went about his delivery but I could tell he was constantly eyeing me. That’s when instinctively, I started sticking my ass out and arching my back more than needed to get some laundry out of the dryer. That was all it took. The next time he came in, I got a solid few slaps to my ass and then it was just Tony commanding me to “get on this dick faggot.”

It didn’t take me long to have it mostly down my throat – choking on it like a debased, sloppy whore. But his cock is massive. Probably 10+ inches. So it was a struggle. He worked up to quite a brutal face fucking from there before spinning me around so quickly I nearly lost my balance. Before I knew it, my shorts were down around my ankles and my caged clit exposed.

This is where I got a bit scared. I hadn’t taken a dick that big before and I had a feeling he wasn’t going to ask if I wanted to try it out. Without a second to process it, he thrust his dick to the balls and totally rearrange my guts without any mercy. It was so painful and unrelenting. I screamed out and tears began flowing freely down my face as he slammed the full length of his thick dick in and out. I have no idea how long it went on for but suddenly the door flung open and there was Mason – furious and seeing red. He ripped Tony off me and punched him square in the jaw.

I don’t recall all that happened in the moment. Just that Mason said “No one fucks MY faggot without my permission. Get the fuck out of here before I call the cops.”

“MY faggot.” That phrase of ownership and protection swept over me even in my post assault head spin. Tony was gone as soon as he stumbled back from the hit to the face.

Mason inspected my pussy and saw that it was pretty torn up/bleeding. After all his assertiveness and getting Tony off of me, I thought he would be nurturing in the moment. But I was dead wrong. He said he saw the whole thing on the security camera and that he’d even reversed the video after hearing my yelps and seeing me on the screen. And he wasn’t happy about what he saw leading up to it.

“Don’t think I didn’t see you flaunting yourself like a desperate whore in front of him. You practically begged for it. Now look – I’m down a delivery guy and I have a disloyal faggot with a useless pussy.”

I began crying all over again begging for his forgiveness and that I’d do whatever he wanted to get another chance.

He immediately threw me over his knee and gave me the hardest hand spanking I’ve ever received. It somehow hurt worse than a paddle or belt. And I think it was my guilt that stung the most. As his hand kept swatting full force he asked a series of questions that required me to affirm my owned status as his faggot.

“Whose faggot are you?!” – yours Sir!

“Whose cockwhore are you?!” – yours Sir!

“Whose cum and piss guzzling loser are you?!” – yours Sir!

The onslaught of questions didn’t stop for the entire spanking. He shoved a dirty pair of underwear from one of the Men’s laundry in my mouth as he left me sobbing on the floor. He came back a few minutes later and had something in his hand.

“If you’re going to have pussy that’s dripping like a bitch on the rag, then you’re going to be treated like one. Put it in.”

It was a tampon. He had gotten it from the women’s locker room. I have no experience with that but was not going to upset him further. So I fiddled with it and, with a lot of discomfort, buried it in my still raw pussy.

He just walked out saying “fucking pathetic” without even making eye contact.

I was so relieved that he still did use me some the rest of the weekend but only for face fucking, as a urinal and then even started having me eat his ass – especially after a long workout session or day at the gym. He really got into calling me “asswipe” at that point.

It was just today that he decided it was time to use my pussy properly but once he began his rut, it started bleeding again. And it was painful! That didn’t stop him breeding me but he let me know what a mess I was making on his dick.

Now I’m so worried about what to do, sam! I was mad at Tony but then just mad at myself for letting the situation become so disrespectful to my Alpha (and destructive to my cunt).

I’m not sure what to offer or say to Mason. I’m trying to think of new ways to worship him while hoping my pussy can heal. I’m worried about satisfying his needs while recovering and even have considered finding some willing twinks that might be of better service to him in the meantime – but I of course am worried he may prefer one of them over me after that and just dismiss me outright.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated! Don’t know where to go from here 🙁

houston

My initial reaction to Master Mason arriving and beating up Sir Tony the black Alpha who tried to rape Houston was to practically jump up and down for joy. That is pure Protector Alpha behavior, and it really spoke to me that Master Mason’s appreciation for his personal faggot was growing stronger.

But then came Master Mason’s real feelings.

I wasn’t prepared for the way Master Mason reacted to the way Houston responded to Sir Tony’s aggressive flirting. I think it’s hard for Alphas to understand the reactions of faggots in situations in which they feel vulnerable. It’s a natural defense mechanism we have. I think Master Mason mistook some of that.

I’m so sorry that Houston was injured, and that his Master didn’t see that damage as something of a crime against his property. He seemed to view it as something Houston asked for rather than what it was – an assault – and that Houston should be shamed for it. What an unpleasant way to handle that!

I can definitely imagine how awful Houston feels, first from messing up and getting assaulted, and then being shamed and slightly abandoned by his Master! I do think Master Mason looks bad here, but like I said at the outset, Alphas straddle a line temperamentally and it’s often hard to predict.

Personally, I think Houston should continue to serve Master Mason and try to do his best to smooth-over the situation with faithful and sorrowful service. Hopefully it softens Master Mason’s heart, and he realizes he reacted too harshly. Being a dominant Alpha doesn’t mean you can hurt people unjustly and expect others to accept it.

My heart is with you, Houston! You’re doing a good job, brother, so don’t give up. These are all just all part of learning about yourself, your abilities, and your purpose!

Love,

sam the faggot

Faggots are born for servitude, and that service often involves pain.

Whether we are being throat fucked, ass fucked, pushed and held down, slapped, or disciplined … pain comes with the territory. Men are generally unsympathetic to this pain they cause faggots. In fact, that pain excites them. They love to see how easy it is for their cocks and their naturally overwhelming bodies hurt others and force others into submission.

But unlike females or other subs, faggots are expected to endure it. Embrace it. Learn from it.

And the best ones do.

Faggots are born for pain. Alphas aren’t sympathetic to its cries of pain because they know it was born for this. So why do faggots willingly subject themselves to this pain? Because they MUST. Nature will always win. #HierarchyIsTruth

The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight God Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Being a successfully-owned faggot requires focused and purposeful mental training. Not only are you battling the exhaustion of being constantly used by a virile superior Man, but you must also shape your thinking to conform to your natural submissiveness. Let’s face it: we all get rebellious sometimes and occasionally we want our freedom. A faggot is most successful when he fully embraces his purpose and shapes his thinking completely around it.

Fabien is the epitome of a successfully-owned fag. It probably helps a lot that he’s owned by a great-looking straight God Alpha like Master Anthony, but it also speaks to Fabien’s perfect attitude toward service.

Fabien saw the recent discussion on the site about faggot burnout and the pain associated with service, and he felt compelled to add in his own valuable perspective:

My beloved big brother,

Reading your last posts and the very kind mention you made of me, I wanted to take a moment to make a statment. When it comes to Anthony’s wish to fuck me in the ass or in the mouth, or any of his wishes actually, let me tell you what my own desires are worth: absolutely, rigorously, utterly NOTHING.

My number one golden rule in life is: what Anthony wants, Anthony gets. Literally everything else is secondary to that. If Anthony feels the slightest like he wants to put his cock inside of me, he just does that, anytime he wants, anyhow he wants, anywhere he wants. I am his property. Period.

The very idea that I would “allow” Anthony to do anything is just abhorrent. Heck, I am lucky enough that HE allows me to even be in his life!  It doesn’t matter one damn bit if I’m “horny” or whatever. The God decides, the slave complies.

And yet, because Anthony is just as great morally as he is intellectually and physically, he cares about me, the inferior creature who exists solely for his pleasure. So sometimes he takes my pain and feelings into account. But it’s a purely generous gesture on his part, and he doesn’t have to do so.

Sometimes he doesn’t care, and rightly so, because his needs are just more important. A while ago, he stormed in, furious about something that had gone wrong with the university administration. He wanted to fuck me hard to relieve himself. He pounced on me without a word, grabbed me, pulled down my pants, and penetrated me. It was tough, I have to admit. It hurt, it hurt a lot. So what did I do?

I endured. I did not protest, I did not complain. With tears in my eyes, I simply said “I love you so much, Master! Thank you for using me, Master!” while he was destroying my ass and stomping on my head with his boot.

Later that evening, I gave him a back massage while we watched TV. As he was relaxing, he growled “I feel kinda bad about what I did to you earlier.” I immediatly said “Please don’t! I beg you, Master, never feel bad for anything you do to me! You have every right. I’m yours for anything you want.” “True. Good boy.” He just said, and my heart burst with joy.

I love so much to serve a young God Alpha. I love to serve his friends. I love to be a faggot. I will gladly endure any suffering in the world to please my Master and to earn my place at his feet.

Lots of love!

Fab the fag

I think I was quite astonished by the tone Fabien took in this letter. He’s ordinarily pretty meek and mild-tempered, but here he came out with guns blazing! He wasn’t playing around with half-hearted faggots out there who refuse to submit! This is why Fabien is such a terrific mentor faggot. He doesn’t mince words when he sees faggots disrespecting Alphas!

Even after Master Anthony roughly fucked Fabien, Fabien maintained that mental clarity of purpose that is so important!

Notice how Master Anthony appreciated his faggot’s willingness to be used that way despite the tears of pain running down his face! That moved Master Anthony to offer Fabien tender encouragement later (let’s call it “aftercare”), and it caused Fabien’s emotions to soar! That is the reward a faggot gains from enduring pain and discomfort to serve an Alpha’s needs!

Master Anthony is probably very proud of his faithful faggot Fabien, but I can say I definitely am! Every note from Fabien is full of joy and fulfillment, a quality I’ve noticed about all of the faggots who truly embrace their purpose and endure pain and pressure to serve wholeheartedly! There’s a connection!

Thank you, dearest Fabien, for sharing your heart once more! I love you, little brother!

Always,

sam the faggot

I want everyone who follows this site and any part of my network to watch this video from this Alpha who watched videos of the released Epstein files.

Trump is in those fucking files OVER ONE MILLION TIMES, and his fat little fingerprints are all over the crimes in them. He’s implicated in the rape of minors, murder of minors, and many other disgusting acts.

If you still think he’s innocent, then FUCK YOU for being the dumbest piece of shit still breathing. If he was innocent, why is he trying so hard to BLOCK THIS?

A line needs to be drawn in the earth right now. I’ve had it with “but the Democrats” tit-for-tat horseshit. There is NO COMPARISON. This is the worst commission of crimes since the FUCKING HOLOCAUST, and I’m done with anyone supporting it.

All of these so-called “MAGA Alphas” and their sycophantic admirers have been supporting a PEDOPHILE RAPIST.

The end is coming for all of you.

Alphas, this is why you were called as leaders. Being Alpha is about more than just being worshiped and served. Sometimes it’s about leading a charge to overthrow and destroy evil.

Here’s evidence that some Alphas are reaching that conclusion:

If you support Trump, ICE, and the rest of this corrupt administration, YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE.

Blood is on your hands. You are nothing but gangrene, and you need to be cut off and destroyed.

I was raped at knifepoint when I was 19/20 just like this guy, and what he says about the instinct of “comply or die” is very real.

Of course, I also went to prison, but I didn’t see or experience this there. I did hear stories of it happening in higher-security prisons, however.

What he describes here (and his solution to it) is pure hierarchy, which is how I also processed my own rape. It’s why I have repeatedly said (despite some controversy) that male rape is a natural function of hierarchy.

I say that while not condoning it.

Men and Alphas use rape to reinforce hierarchical status, to subjugate those resistant to their hierarchical place, to reassert dominance. It’s a tool, albeit a clumsy and sometimes inaccurate one.

To those who have been raped, I hear you. And to those who have raped, I understand you.

~ sam the faggot

Last week an interview surfaced that has rocked the internet and the criminal Trump administration. Conducted by reporter LIsa Noelle Voldeng, the controversial interview uncovered the tragic childhood abuse of subject Sascha Riley. Sascha was trafficked by his adopted parents into the child sex ring of notorious child trafficker Jeffrey Epstein. There Sascha was used and abused by some (now) very powerful Men, including Donald Trump, Lindsey Graham, Jim Jordan, and many others.

The story Sascha plainly lays out in this long series of interviews is one of the ugliest I’ve ever heard. Sascha allegedly witnessed multiple murders of young girls at special fetish farms (one of which was just recently discovered with kids trapped in the kinds of places Sascha describes).

The most shocking and incendiary accusations involve Trump. Sascha claims that Trump wanted to find out what it would be like to kill someone, and Sascha was to be that kid, However, at the last minute it was decided that Trump would kill a litter of puppies, which he supposedly did in a variety of ways (like strangulation, neck-breaking, and drowning). This does fit with what most psychiatrists diagnose as Trump’s “malignant narcissism”.

Surely, the craziest story Sascha tells involves his last encounter with Trump. Supposedly Sascha was locked in a room with Trump and Trump wanted to get fucked by Sascha. As Trump laid on his stomach, Sascha took a tent pin, inserted it into Trump’s ass, and then kicked it in so hard that it permanently damaged Trump’s anus! Trump was airlifted to the nearest hospital (again, there are records of airlifts). Before dismissing this story, keep in mind that Trump has famously been incontinent for decades and has had to wear diapers ever since this happened in the early nineties.

If even just 10% of what Sascha says here is true, it’s beyond horrible.

So why am I posting this here? Not only am I doing my part to protect this information from censorship, but it also stands as an example of what happens when Destroyer Alphas get access to vast power and wealth. Those bullies in high school sometimes grow up to become sadistic, selfish, hateful, and downright evil. This is why I’m always trying to steer faggots away from Men like these, because you never can tell what kind of darkness lurks behind those cold, flat eyes.

I highly recommend that everyone listen to Sascha’s testimony. His story is of vital importance right now as all of our lives are in the hands of a person who is incapable of caring whether any of us live or die.

The following post is part of a thread chronicling a gay marriage that has blossomed into a hierarchical union between a faggot named Dean and his husband. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Accepting Hierarchical truth is one of the most fundamental things we ever do as males. That acceptance informs everything we understand about ourselves, our needs, and our purpose. It also defines how we interact with other Men.

Nowhere is this more true than in a marriage between two Men. One must take the lead, and the other must submit and serve that leadership. It’s simply unavoidable. Even in an Alpha couple, one will most often take headship over the other. It’s the way of Nature itself.

This was the issue when a faggot named Dean wrote to me a few months ago. His six-year marriage was falling apart, his husband literally packing his bags when an Alpha rage overtook him and he essentially raped Dean. This reassertion of his dominance realigned their relationship for the better. You can read that account by following the link above.

Now Dean returns with an interesting new development. Read on:

Sam, I don’t know if you remember my story from a few months ago on how me and my husband saved our marriage by accepting our natural roles in the hierarchy. I thought that you could be interested in an update, since it is thanks to your hierarchical truth that we are still together after all.

As I mentioned, soon after I accepted that I was a faggot I started serving him sexually and my husband didn’t allow me to come. Initially this arrangement was very satisfying for the both of us, but being used to get off regularly for years, I started to feel the urge to masturbate when he was not at home (I know that hiding it from my husband was terrible and I still regret it every single day!).

One day he came home early and he found me with my hand around my erect dicklet. Oh Sam, I can still remember his face of disgust! He was very angry and he almost left me. I got on my knees and pleaded for him to stay, promising that I would follow every rule from now on. I think he understood that I was still a newly born faggot and forgave me, but he also made very clear that he could not trust my word anymore. He said: “if you are going to behave like a bad boy, I will treat you like one”. From this point he forced me to get in a chastity case and he put those pet cameras around the house to watch me through an app on his phone.

Things are going very well now! The chastity cage really helped me control my old urges and made me realise that my clit is no longer my sexual organ. I also feel my husband’s presence through the cameras at all time, and he likes to speak through them to order me to take my clothes off or assume position at random times during the day. I feel so lucky and I would not change it for anything!

love,

Dean

Wow, that’s awesome!

I love how thoroughly Dean’s husband has embraced his Alphahood! Can it ever be denied? These powerful Men are BORN to dominate and be served/worshiped! He was living the lie of equality for YEARS until he simply couldn’t take it any longer. But his rape (I’m using the term purposefully) of Dean was most useful in helping him reassert his Alphahood and embrace his true purpose!

So now we can see how that event has progressed as both Dean and his husband have more fully accepted their proper roles!

I love how forcefully Dean’s husband asserted control over Dean’s secret masturbation! To some Alphas, a faggot masturbating is a form of infidelity. To all Alphas, a faggot masturbating is a sign of disrespect to the natural order. MEN masturbate if they choose to, but faggots are not Men and do not deserve such privileges. Such an act is an affront to the glory of Men and to the sacredness of cock.

So he put Dean in chastity – something he was trusting that Dean wouldn’t need – and that has made all the difference!

As I’ve said about chastity ever since I started experiencing it myself, the device clarifies your mind and purpose. It helps a faggot more deeply connect to its submission, and helps to achieve perpetual subspace. I think Dean more fully understands what I mean!

I’ve heard some over the years complain that the Alpha/faggot dynamic has no place in a marriage, that marriage should be made of mutual respect.

But what could be more respectful than to acknowledge the intrinsic purpose of yourself and your partner? We gain respect and fulfillment from our partner when we fulfill our purpose and allow them to fulfill theirs.

To those uneducated in Hierarchical dynamics, Dean’s rape by his husband might seem horrifying, the opposite of respect. But look what it has wrought! It was exactly what was needed to reset their relationship into what Nature had intended all along!

Thank you for updating, Dean!

Over the many years since my rape at age 19, I’ve had a lot of conflicting feelings. At first I was frightened of the bleeding and the fear of disease. Then shame settled over me like a heavy veil, and occasionally bursts of rage would erupt (usually when drinking).

You can imagine my horror when, years later, I developed excitement and gratitude when thinking about my rape. I couldn’t hardly believe I felt this way. So I did research, and discovered that many rape victims develop a Stockholm-like response to the trauma of being raped. We begin to yearn for more with our rapists. Sometimes we miss them more than we miss dear ones we’ve lost in life, which is even more disgusting. Believe me, the shame from those feelings is worse than the shame of the rape itself.

Needless to say, the reactions to rape are varied and complex.

I state this because a faggot in the Hierarchy University Discord (LINK HERE) reached out to me about a letter he wrote to his rapist after many years. I encouraged him to send it to me so I can share it with all of you. There’s almost no chance that his rapist will ever see it, of course, but it’s cathartic for a victim to do SOMETHING with their tangled emotions.

So I reprint if here:

Hi Brother Sam, and dear readers, hope you all had great holidays, as some of you might know, my story might be messed up, but I’ve come to a happy conclusion.

Thanks to Sam and various Alphas I’ve come to be happy about my past, and that it showed me my true nature, and I to celebrate that, decided to write a letter.

Many years have passed, do you still remember me, I ask myself daily, I certainly do, I remember many details of that night, your beard on my neck, your grunts with every snap of your hips, your hand on my hip keeping me steady, the taste of your hand on my mouth mixed with my tears, the feeling of your cock plunging deep in me, the feeling of your seed escaping my gaping hole…

I remember it all, the emptiness that you left inside me, I hated it, inside my mind, inside my body, it was everywhere all consuming…  I thought you raped me, but now I know better, you didn’t Sir, you saw I was a faggot, and used me as you saw fit at the time, so THANK YOU Sir, while I was unwilling at the time, my views have changed, and I forgive you, even if there’s nothing to forgive anymore, as I from the present, give you the consent for your past actions.

Thank you Sir, for showing me my true shelf, for making me a better faggot, thank you. I do not know who you are, hopefully you read this and know it’s about you, but I doubt it, even so, I believe it needs to be expressed, and that maybe by chance you’ll read it… Then know Sir, that you’re my first Alpha, my first Sir, and you will always be in my mind, and that I would love to serve you again Sir, willingly with my entire soul.

I’m grateful to this brother for opening his heart and sharing it with us. I hope he finds continued peace and joy in service, using the lessons he’s learned about himself through being raped.

We have two choices when enduring a crisis: crumble and die, or make new bricks from the wreckage and rebuild. My brother and I chose to rebuild, and we are better for it!

Hi! First time writing here, after reading a lot for almost half a year, I’ve come to the conclusion that I am a faggot.

A few years back I was raped, and while I’m not ready to delve deeper in that subject for now, I admit he was the first person to cunt me, and so I must say it has defined a lot my sexual relationships. 

It’s a more recent event (around a year) that in sex, I’ve come to enjoy far rougher sex, to serve a man as his sexual toy, to forget my pleasure for his.

And so I’ve come to the decision that I’m a faggot, but still my mind has that voice in my head that questions if I’m truly sane for enjoying things that were so similar to that past event.

That said, I’ve never truly been with an alpha, or at least not since then… So any tips you could have are recommended and deeply appreciated!

Thanks for listening to me and have a great day to those who read it!

Thank you for writing!

What you’re experiencing is quite common among rape victims, particularly faggot rape victims. I was raped around 19/20 years old (my first time being fucked), and after the initial shock and shame wore off I began to crave him again. Even now, so many years later, I would definitely kneel and submit to him and his violence if he ever showed up again. I’ve written a song about him, in fact, titled “Kenny”. (No, it’s not available at the moment.)

I think what we’re experiencing is a form of Stockholm Syndrome that causes us to yearn for those powerful Men who brutalized and scarred us.

Some would benefit from getting counseling for it, I’m sure. I never did. I made my own peace with it, and writing about it on this site has helped me, too. You might have resources to help you, or you are welcome to join the rapidly-growing Hierarchy University Discord community (link on the LINKS page).

These frat Alphas look like Seniors. They’ve been ruling the college for four years together, dominating parties and breeding everyone. Graping the frat fåggot together is just the start of their days!

The following post is part of a thread chronicling the hierarchical adventures of a 19-year-old straight Alpha from France named Master Jerome as he takes ownership of his first three faggots. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!

As the Hierarchical movement continues to be more widely accepted around the world, we are seeing some of the most jaw-dropping moments come from young straight Alphas. Right now this site is tracking multiple stories of straight Alphas taking ownership of faggots, and more are added constantly.

What really impresses me about some of these stories is the depth of maturity and understanding these young straight Alphas exhibit when dealing with the training and care of their faggots. They are absolutely shaming older Alpha owners of faggots. This is how I know that these young Alphas are receiving good information about how to properly own fags.

One of the leading lights among these young straight Owners is Master Jerome of France. One day he saw the three fag friends of his sister and decided he wanted to own all three, so he systematically went about claiming each one.

But it was the third faggot, dubbed “Fag C” by Master Jerome, that proved to be the true test of Master Jerome’s mettle as an Alpha. It turned out that Fag C had been raped by a former Master and contracted HIV. Fag C was dealing not only with a scary medical diagnosis, but also with crippling anxiety and PTSD because of the assault.

But a situation that would’ve caused other Alphas to run only gave Master Jerome an opportunity to show the depth of love and care that sets him head-and-shoulders above his Alpha brethren. Over the course of weeks Master Jerome has been carefully grooming Fag C to finally accept his cock and his seed inside its pussy. Again, most Alphas would’ve left out of frustration … but not Master Jerome!

And listen to the fruits of his patient care in his latest update:

Hey Sam,

This Jerome from France. I have good news about my boys and I guess you’d like to know.

Fag A and B are better than ever. They both became extraordinary cocksuckers under my guidance and training. They can drain my balls with their fag mouths better than anyone I’ve fucked in the past. Their holes are also very well trained now. I do wanna try a double penetration with another Alpha with both of them, but let’s see how it goes. I think they’re still too tight for that, but it’s a matter of time.

But I know you wanna know about my sweet Fag C. He’s been seeing his therapist and making good progress. I also found a group of hiv+ men who meet regularly to share their experiences like group therapy. I encouraged him to go and he made friends with two other fags in his situation. Something great happened a few days ago. He arrived home from this group and texted me. I went to his place expecting him to suck my cock as always. He received me on his knees and begging for my dick in his mouth, but after a few minutes sucking it he said “can I please ride it today?” Finally after all this time my boy was ready and willing to give me his tight hole. I sat down on the couch, he had prepared his pussy for me, so I lubed my cock and he went all the way down. He was tense at first, but my boy is indetectable so there is no problem in fucking him bareback. He rode like a pro, giving me his pussy for me to fucknit deep. After a while, I held him and said “now your pussy is mine”, so I held him to make him stop and fucked his ass nice and deep. The boy was enjoying and asking for more and I could feel the tip of my cock going really deep in his ass.

I wanted to make sure he was okay with cum inside of him, so when I was getting close I said “I’ll breed you baby, ok?” Good thing he said “yes please” because his ass was too good and I came a lot. I don’t usually fuck my fags in cowgirl position but Fag C does know how to ride a hard cock. I kissed him, put him on my chest and while I was taking care of my boy he said that his new friends from the hiv group told him that he should give me his ass asap. His new fag friends said that a man like me would not wait for too long and would eventually replace him with another fag. I think that was all the encouragement my boy needed to overcome his mental barriers and ride my cock like a slut.

I now have 3 perfect fags taking cock and cum multiple times a week. I take care of them really well and in return I have mouth and pussy everyday. I love my life, Sam.

Magnifique!

In my previous update about Master Jerome I praised him for his empathetic and insightful suggestion to Fag C about HIV counseling. That was otherworldly wise on his part, and this update clearly reveals just how important it was! I’ll say it again: how many older Alphas would’ve done the same thing? NOT MANY!

The final part of Master Jerome’s update involves his penetrating and breeding of Fag C. It really reveals just how important breeding is to the most powerful of Alphas. In this space it’s easy to make sexy blurbs about breeding, but in the real world Alphas like Master Jerome MUST breed their faggots. They’re driven by primal instinct and their need of ownership.

I absolutely love how tightly Master Jerome held Fag C while deeply fucking it, constantly reassuring the fag and doing safety checks on it as he plunged deep past the fag’s second ring. Again, Master Jerome (at 19 years old!) is doing things older Alphas would not do!

And because of his patience, love, and integrity Master Jerome now owns three beautiful faggots who cherish and worship their teen God Alpha Master!

It doesn’t get any more perfect than that!

It yells and screams. It squirms like its hole is on fire.

But the Alpha doesn’t stop. In fact, he repositions to get in deeper.

All that matters is the Alpha’s pleasure.

And once he’s done, he bends it over and rams it in again.

The following post is part of a thread chronicling the hierarchical adventures of a 19-year-old straight Alpha from France named Master Jerome as he takes ownership of his first three faggots. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!

I’m becoming more and more inspired by this newest generation of straight Alphas rising from among us. Perhaps it’s just the avalanche of them appearing here on this site and I’ve just been the most fortunate faggot in the world, but from my vantage point, young straight Alphas in every part of the world are discovering the larger possibilities of their dominance.

And much of that has to do with their accepting faggot ownership as part of their right as Alphas.

But the one aspect that has really floored me is how deep these young straight Alphas are, how much they care about and appreciate their faggots. They just really understand how to be good OWNERS of faggots. It just seems natural to them, and that is really exciting to me.

Leading the way for other straight Alphas is my beloved Master Jerome.

Even though Master Jerome could have any woman he wants, he decided that he wanted to own the three little fag friends of his sister. And one by one, Master Jerome conquered and took ownership of them. But the third one, “Fag C,” proved to be a much more intense challenge for the young Master. You see, Fag C had been raped by a Man who had HIV, and he caused poor Fag C to become HIV+ as well.

Back in the tragic 1980’s, people would’ve run in terror at such a revelation, and even today there are misconceptions and stupidity regarding the illness. Fortunately, the medications now available make HIV a completely manageable chronic condition.

Master Jerome’s compassionate reaction to the news of his new faggot’s condition will forever remain one of this site’s greatest moments. It touched me so deeply that I can cry on the spot when I think about it. I will always love this incomparable King.

Master Jerome has an update that furthers the story of his ownership of Fag C, and it shows even more of this wonderful Master’s gigantic heart.

Hey Sam, this is Master Jerome from France. I hope you’re doing well.

I thought I’d spend my summer playing soccer and only concerned about alternating between the holes of my 3 fags, but I ended up learning what it really means to be an Alpha. Shortly after we talked for the last time, I decided to fuck Fag C’s ass. I knew that doggy style was a trigger for him, so of course I wouldn’t force him into this position. We were cuddling in bed, I was the big spoon, and I got hard rubbing in his ass. We were both wearing underwear, so I put my hard dick out but didn’t take his off. As soon as he felt my dick touching on him, the fag freaked out and started begging for me not to force my cock in his hole. It was really unexpected and I noticed that his trauma was more serious than I thought. The mere idea of getting fucked without eye contact at all times made the boy go crazy. Not sure if I told you, but his ex would bring dozens of men to fuck him in doggy style, sometimes blindfolded, and that was how he got HIV. The guy would get off with his fag becoming a cumdump for other men. I really don’t get it. I hate the idea of other men touching my fags, let along breeding them.

Anyway, that night I calmed him down, told him that everything was okay and that I would never hurt him. After a few moments, he was back to normal, and I told him to relax and suck my cock. I didn’t force it in his throat, I let the fag suck on his own pace and he did a great job as always. He swallowed my load as the good boy he is, came back to my chest, and apologized for not having taken it in his hole. I told him that everything was fine and that he could trust me.

On the next morning, the first thing I did was looking for therapy to my boy. After a few hours, I found a therapist specialized in sexuality and traumatic experiences. I reached out to her, she’s a very sweet old lady. I gave her general information without exposing my boy too much. She said that it was really sweet that I wanted to help my boy, but he needed to reach out to her himself. Fag C agreed to see her and I told him that I’ll pay for the sessions. So far, he has been to 2 sessions with the therapist and seems to be enjoying. I told him that I will wait for him to feel safe and I won’t fuck him in doggy style. But I also made clear that I will fuck him in missionary and will make him ride my cock. I’m sure that it’s just a matter of time. I also found an online a group of men living with HIV and send it to Fag C. He will start going to weekly meeting with these guys to make new friends. It’ll be important to him to connect with other fags with HIV.

These are my main updates. Fag A is in Spain for the summer but we keep in touch every other day. Fag B has been great as always. Whenever I’m tired or worried about Fag C’s situation, I send a quick text to Fag B and in 20 minutes he’s in my room on his knees. In fact, I just dumped two loads in his ass. He’s sleeping in my bed right now. I will take good care of Fag C, but I still have my needs and can’t just wait for him.

That’s it’s for now, Sam. It’s been an exciting summer, but also an enlightening moment to learn the responsibilities of a real Alpha. Fag C needs the firm hands of a master to move on and I decided to be the one. Wish me luck.

How can I even express myself in the face of such open-hearted generosity, kindness, and yes, love? You can feel Master Jerome ascending, becoming greater than himself, more powerful while even more benevolent. How could any faggot not fall to their knees and weep while kissing the feet of this astounding young God Alpha?

Do you understand the maturity it takes for a young straight Alpha to take the lead as Master Jerome has here? Can you comprehend it? The complexity of both the medical and psychological damage to Fag C is staggering, yet Master Jerome hoists it upon his shoulders like it’s a sack of feathers. He has carefully and gently carried Fag C through a terrifying wasteland, and he’s giving purpose to his sweet-but-broken little pet.

It’s important to note that Master Jerome isn’t neglecting his own needs. He recognizes that his needs as an Alpha must be tended to regularly, and he’s fortunate to own two other faggots he can turn to in order to empty his balls and receive worship. I’m glad he clearly appreciates that, because he must have these things in order to retain the power necessary for his larger goals and challenges.

I think it’s also good that Master Jerome has laid out future expectations with Fag C. For instance, he’s already explained to Fag C that he will be fucking and breeding it missionary style at some point. Of course, Master is waiting until the faggot can handle it, but he’s made it very clear that will happen (not might happen) in the near future. Why is it good? Because (1) the faggot likely feels self-conscious about being HIV+ and incapable of being intimate again (which is nonsense), and (2) Master Jerome feels the need/desire to officially claim the faggot by breeding it.

Some might consider such honesty offensive or pushy, but I find it exhilarating. You must understand that Master Jerome is one of our world’s greatest young Alphas, and he deserves everything he wants. He will have everything he wants. He doesn’t need to pussyfoot around about it or be shy. He was born to take anything he chooses, so such honesty prepares inferiors for his future actions. It’s as simple as that.

I can only imagine being Fag C, lying in bed with this astounding young God Alpha and being allowed to suck his mighty cock and swallow one of his precious loads as a means to comfort myself when I’m sad or hurt! What a gift! What a privilege! All Alphas need to understand this power they have, how their bodies and minds and hearts can destroy or heal (or sometimes destroy THEN heal!) but always control weak inferior ones. It’s a power that should NEVER be underestimated or unappreciated by them!

Master Jerome fully understands his power more completely than he did even a few months ago. He’s become something much greater. A superhero. A King. A God Alpha.

Master Jerome asked me to wish him luck. He doesn’t need luck, because the energies of the universe flow through him. Instead, I give him my hope … and my heart.

Thank you, my Master Jerome!

Just read the wonderful account by Master Roger. Another good strategy to be firm without damaging faggots is creating a safe word. I’ve been with my fag boyfriend for 6 months now. He knows how I am and how I behave in bed. I expect nothing less than full submission at all times. However, I don’t want to harm him too much. So I told him that “Alaska” is our safe word. If he really needs me to stop rutting, he must say this word. And he has never done it! I think that many fags say “stop” or “I can’t take it” just as a natural reaction, but they don’t really mean it. I’d rather die than take a dick in my ass, the feeling of losing your manhood forever must be scary, so it’s normal to react this way, and my fag knows that I will stop if I need to but he also knows that his role is to take my dick, so when he says “stop, that’s too much” he is actually saying “please, show me the Man you are.” I believe this is a valuable tip for Alphas to train their faggots without abusing or hurting them but Master Roger’s strategy of saying that he’s close sounds brilliant too, I’ll use that with new fags from now on.

I hope Master Roger sends more updates. I’m 22, recently embraced my Alphahood and would be very helpful to follow the ideas of an older Master like him.

Master, thank you so much for writing to me! 

I’m glad you were so inspired by Master Roger’s recent post! I was, too! 

But I also love that you understand what you faggot means when it says, “stop that’s too much”. Lesser Men would stop, but Alphas like you understand that the faggot’s purpose is to endure for the sake of the Alpha’s pleasure! 

Master, I would love to know more about you and your story! Please tell me about how you discovered your Alphahood and embraced it, and also how you came to take ownership of your first faggot! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com. 

Thank you, Master! 

Have a question? CLICK HERE to ask!

You wanted an Alpha to mount you, but just as he starts rutting you, you want to stop?

Nah.

If there was ever anything born to be raped, it’s a faggot.

Because Alphas won’t accept “no” from something born to be used.

HierarchyIsLaw #HierarchyIsTruth

I get in all sorts of trouble when I wade into certain topics like hierarchical rape – or even the topic of hierarchy in general – because in general people think I have extreme views or even “pro-rape” views based on some of my comments.

While I can definitely tell you I’m not “pro-rape” in a general sense, I do think rape as a function of hierarchy has application. It’s not pretty, but neither are most things that define our world. That doesn’t mean it isn’t TRUE.

A great, intellectually-curious fag brother of mine (@Lbvisitor on X) decided to ask AI about faggot rape and hierarchical Dom/sub roles, and what AI had to say about these topics proved to be quite fascinating.

First, he asked about rape with this brilliant prompt:

PROMPT: Is there any literature, whether academic or self-reporting such as in online forums, that discusses how submissive bottoms perceive and relate to having been raped? In particular, is there any data on how many perceive this as a positive or formative experience?

ANSWER: This is a complex, deeply sensitive topic that spans psychology, sexuality, consent, and trauma. I’ll summarize what is known from both academic literature and self-reporting in forums and studies—focusing specifically on submissive gay or queer men and their perceptions of rape or non-consensual experiences, especially in relation to kink or identity. —

Important Context on Terminology and Ethics Rape is a crime and a violation of bodily autonomy. Non-consensual acts, by definition, are not agreed to, and trauma is a frequent outcome. Consensual non-consent (CNC) or “rape play” is a kink dynamic where both partners pre-negotiate a scene that mimics non-consent. This is not rape, but it is often discussed in relation to submissive fantasies. It is ethically and clinically inappropriate to romanticize actual rape or treat it as a kink. However, it is valid to explore how some individuals cope with or reinterpret trauma, and whether they view it as formative or identity-shaping. —

1. Academic Literature

Trauma & Sexual Identity Development Studies such as: Carballo-Diéguez & Dolezal (1995) found that a notable portion of men who have sex with men (MSM) report childhood or adolescent sexual experiences that were non-consensual, and some of them did not initially frame them as traumatic. Rothman et al. (2011) found that some gay and bisexual men later re-evaluated those early experiences as exploitative or abusive—but not always with negative emotional tone. Key findings: Some individuals view early non-consensual sexual experiences as confusing or erotic at the time. Others later process it as rape, sometimes with delayed trauma responses (e.g., depression, sexual dysfunction). A minority report these experiences as “formative” or influential in shaping submissive sexual preferences—but this does not imply endorsement of abuse.

Kink Identity and CNC Connolly (2006) and Newmahr (2011) explore how BDSM communities make space for fantasy roleplay of non-consent. Submissives may report rape fantasies—but these occur in consensual, negotiated frameworks. People often separate fantasy from real trauma. —

2. Self-Reports in Online Forums On platforms like Reddit (e.g., r/askgaybros, r/BDSMcommunity), FetLife, and even Tumblr archives: Common themes: Some submissive bottoms have shared that past experiences of non-consent felt confusing or pleasurable in the moment, especially if their identity included being submissive or desiring to be “used.” In a few threads, individuals expressed ambivalence: intellectually knowing they were violated, but emotionally feeling validated in their submissiveness. > Example: One poster wrote, “I know I should feel violated, but part of me felt… chosen? Owned?” — followed by discussions about therapy and reclaiming control through CNC. Important notes: Many others described deep regret, trauma, or PTSD, especially if coercion involved power imbalance or substance use. Even those who described their rape as “formative” often expressed conflicted feelings—grappling with shame, guilt, or confusion. —

3. Any Numbers? No robust quantitative data currently exists on how many submissive bottoms perceive real rape as positive or formative—and such research would face serious ethical and methodological challenges. However, some qualitative studies (e.g., Duke & Davidson 2009) note that a small subset of MSM and kink participants “integrate” trauma into sexual identity without traditional trauma responses. —

Final Reflections It is crucial to distinguish between actual rape and consensual kink. Some submissives may reframe past violations as part of identity development—but this is not a universal or recommended path. Therapeutic support is often necessary to safely explore these themes.

Isn’t it crazy that AI was able to zero-in on the fact that there are many subs (or “faggots”) who felt shaped by their rapes (I certainly fall into this category)

Next, our brother asked about the broader implications of Hierarchical relationships for faggots.

QUESTION: What are the potential benefits – in all possible aspects – for a submissive gay male to enter a CNC and TPE relationship as a slave to a dominant top master?

ANSWER: A submissive gay male entering a Consensual Non-Consent (CNC) and Total Power Exchange (TPE) relationship as a slave to a dominant top master can experience a wide range of potential benefits, depending on psychological, emotional, sexual, and even spiritual factors. These benefits can vary greatly between individuals and are heavily dependent on consent, mutual understanding, clear boundaries, and ongoing communication. Here is a comprehensive breakdown of the possible benefits across multiple dimensions:

1. Psychological and Emotional Benefits Sense of Purpose and Belonging: Submitting to a dominant partner may offer a deeply satisfying sense of role fulfillment, giving structure, meaning, and emotional security. Relief from Responsibility: Giving up control can alleviate anxiety related to decision-making and personal agency, creating a state of psychological relief or freedom. Identity Affirmation: For those who strongly identify as submissive or slave, living that identity in an immersive way can affirm and validate who they are. Deep Trust and Intimacy: The vulnerability involved in CNC/TPE can foster profound trust and emotional bonding, especially when both partners are communicative and attentive. Catharsis and Emotional Release: Rituals of discipline, humiliation, or degradation can offer an emotional purge or cathartic experience, similar to intense therapy or meditation. —

2. Sexual and Erotic Fulfillment High-Intensity Sexual Experience: The erotic charge of CNC and TPE dynamics is often extremely high due to the taboo, risk-play, and surrender aspects. Kink Actualization: The relationship provides a space to explore fantasies of slavery, objectification, degradation, forced submission, or pain in a consensual, controlled way. Sexual Freedom through Submission: Paradoxically, full submission can allow the slave to experience a liberated sexuality, unburdened by shame or inhibition. Fetish Integration: TPE structures are ideal for those with specific fetishes (e.g., chastity, edging, bondage, service, corporal punishment), making these integral parts of daily life. —

3. Personal Development and Transformation Discipline and Self-Improvement: Some slaves thrive under rules, rituals, and protocols, leading to better habits, fitness, grooming, or manners under the master’s guidance. Spiritual Fulfillment: Some individuals view TPE slavery as a spiritual path — surrendering ego, identity, and will in a transcendental act of devotion. Enhanced Self-Awareness: The intense nature of CNC/TPE requires ongoing reflection and can reveal deep personal truths, triggers, and desires. Heightened Focus and Presence: The immersive experience often demands mindfulness, obedience, and attentiveness — anchoring the slave in the moment. —

4. Lifestyle and Relationship Benefits Stable Power Dynamics: Defined roles can reduce conflict and ambiguity, especially when both partners thrive in a top/bottom framework. Reduced Negotiation Stress: A 24/7 TPE relationship means less frequent renegotiation of roles and boundaries (though check-ins are still crucial). Clear Expectations: Rules and protocols often replace guesswork with clarity, which can make daily interactions smoother. Ritual and Routine: Predictable daily rituals (greetings, rules, tasks) can provide comfort, structure, and rhythm to life. —

5. Community and Belonging Belonging in BDSM Subcultures: Engaging in CNC/TPE may open doors to local or online kink communities, fostering camaraderie, acceptance, and education. Mentorship and Growth: More experienced dominants can guide submissives in evolving their kink journey, often acting as mentors or guides. Role Recognition: Being openly accepted as a “slave” within such communities may provide social affirmation and support rarely found elsewhere. —

Important Caveats While the benefits can be deep and life-enhancing, CNC and TPE are high-risk dynamics that must be built on: Informed consent (including awareness of physical and psychological risks) Ongoing communication Safewords or equivalent systems Mental health screening Aftercare practices Without these, such relationships can become coercive, abusive, or psychologically harmful.

It’s clear that AI can dispassionately look at these topics and see the benefits/importance that I see in these topics. And that’s the key here: view hierarchy and its aspects dispassionately and you will then see their deeper and more meaningful impact on our lives. Strip away emotion and look at it clinically, and you’ll see THE TRUTH OF IT!

We need to remember that nature as a function (let’s say “survival of the fittest”) is not something that operates emotionally or morally … it merely IS. And no amount of chest-puffing pontificating will ever change hierarchy or its functions (like rape) just like wagging a disapproving finger at a glacier will stop its inexorable crawl.

So we must learn to understand it and internalize its meaning. Funny how a robot like AI understands this better than we do!

That post about rape really spoke to me and my experiences, because while I wasn’t straight up raped like you were sam, I was definitely coerced from agreeing to just oral to being penetrated multiple times. Both times they knew I rejected anal in our discussions beforehand, both times they took advantage of my enthusiasm in giving oral to get rougher and throat fuck me harder and harder until I needed a break.

That was probably my mistake, if I was better at training my gag reflex they wouldn’t have thought about it, but both men flipped me over and reassured me they weren’t going to fuck me so I didn’t protest. They both used the cliche line they just wanted to grind and tease my hole with the tip, then it became just the tip, and then I was fully penetrated. They were just such small steps it never felt appropriate to put up vigorous resistance. Why would I fight back if he just wanted to grind against my ass while he gives my throat a break? Why would I fight back if it’s just some fingers or just the tip?

If I sound like a dumb faggot it’s because I was. I underestimated the intensity and pain of being penetrated, and going from just the tip to balls deep pounding felt like the blink of an eye. Keep in mind I was still rattled from a brutal throat fuck.

I never explicitly told them it was ok, but I also never fought back. And I really think they would have stopped if I did, but I also can’t imagine how I could have vigorously expressed any resistance in my state.

I think a woman in my position would feel like it was rape, but I don’t think either of them did and so I don’t either. It’s just crazy to me that they both had the same playbook, first reassuring me they weren’t going to do the thing they clearly were about to do.

Please do post more stories about the just oral to getting fully penetrated scenario, it brings back memories.

This question refers to this recent post about rape.

Thank you for your question/experience!

Male rape (especially when it involves faggots) goes underreported because faggots like me and you just shut up and accept that we are supposed to be used roughly by Alphas (which is mostly true). We just shrug it away.

I don’t think your situation counts as rape by any legal definition, but those Alphas absolutely pushed you past your limits without considering your feelings or your physical pain.

I have some research on rape (discovered by a faggot using ChatGPT that’ll be coming in the near future, so keep your eyes out for that!

Have a question? CLICK HERE to ask!

The following post is part of a thread following the continuing service of a faggot named James who has been serving a young straight Alpha for TEN YEARS. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

The title to this post is a pretty well-known saying among Alphas. I know, because I’ve heard them say it plenty of times. And while it’s clearly meant to be a joke, there is an underlying belief that I feel Alphas accept about “consent” versus “consent in the moment”, which are two wildly different concepts.

I can tell you that Alphas in the moment take any hesitation in resistance to mean consent. In other words, if the faggot or female doesn’t fight back vigorously and emphatically when being taken by an Alpha, the Alpha considers that to be half-hearted and essentially just a suggestion of resistance. Like a playful game, let’s say.

My faggot brother James (who is still serving his straight Master after ten years!) had a thought about this issue, which he sent to me through my Questions From Readers inbox. Here’s what he had to say:

Although quite rare, I have read and even personally heard a faggot’s account of what they consider being raped by an Alpha after submitting to his control… The most common instance of this would be forceful anal penetration after discussing only oral service beforehand… It seems that these faggots consider themselves on a par with a woman, reserving the right to curtail the man’s sexual release at any time prior to culmination.

Although I have been one straight Alpha’s personal faggot for 10 years to date, just prior to this I experience the same situation on two separate occasions with two different Alpha males. In each case, I had previously consented to meet for the purpose of providing oral service to completion and swallowing the load. In both situations the Alpha made the decision that oral service would not be sufficient to fulfill his masculine needs. So, prior to arriving at climax, these Alphas provided me with anal sex as an option. I had not prepared or allotted time for this so I declined. This answer was not acceptable and I was physically forced into assuming the position and being fucked until his satisfaction had been achieved. Although a certain amount of force was used to bring me into compliance, I recall that my resistance was halfhearted at best. Something inside of me seemed to urge compliance. I would outwardly exhibit resistance, but total submission would be the end result.

Once penetrated, my ultimate purpose as a faggot was realized and the Alpha’s satisfaction was achieved. I never felt that I had been raped or anything akin to it. After all, these men had identified me as a faggot beforehand and that meant they would have a certain mindset as to my purpose.

I knew they had only acted as nature intended… And my final compliance was true to nature as well.

Here James draws a distinction between a female and a faggot in terms of “rights”, and I agree with that. Women are meant to be complements of a Man, not a slave (like faggots are). That’s not to say that Alphas don’t roll through the stop signs women put up, but the dynamic is definitely different. As far as Alphas are concerned, there are no stop signs with a faggot, given that a faggot’s entire existence is to serve and service Alpha needs. So right off the bat, we can see that an Alpha’s perspective going into a meet-up with a faggot is radically different than that of their approach to females.

So given an Alpha’s original perspective on a faggot – that it exists to be used – once an Alpha is in the act of using a faggot and it starts to “fight back”, it’s only natural that the Alpha would force the faggot to take his dick and load (or give up money, or whatever else an Alpha is using a faggot for).

But the real meat of what James says involves the end result within the faggot when it is forcibly entered against its will and bred (or, in the vernacular of some, raped). As he correctly points out, the faggot learns its place in a more meaningful way. It becomes more submissive, more obedient, and more grateful for a deeper understanding of Hierarchy.

That is certainly what happened to me in my rape (I do call it a rape because I was actually fighting back and had a knife put to my throat). Even in a more violent scenario like mine, once the bleeding stopped and I could process what happened I definitely understood Alpha rage and authority from a much deeper perspective. And, in a weird way, I developed gratitude for my rapist for teaching me a fundamental lesson about Hierarchical truth.

That’s sick to some. But those faggots out there who have been forcibly taken and used by aggressive Alphas know of the truths about which I speak. I guarantee that my brother James knows.

Ultimately, faggots are “the willing”. We are born with a willingness to be used by Alphas, to serve them even in their darkest moments. We NEED to be used this way.

So it isn’t rape … not really. Our faggot hearts were willing to be taken long before we ever protested, and before they ever even penetrated us.

Alphas teach us this every time they hold us down and force us to learn that lesson.