I’m an older married to a woman submissive fag. I am addicted to alpha men and also to some degree to exposure among that group of men. Sometimes when I share my photos at some point there becomes an issue or a demand for money or I will be exposed. This has happened to me at least five times over the last few years. I’ve never actually paid but it does create great anxiety. This has happened on X and Kik and Reddit and on Grindr. What are your thoughts on this? Do I need to just stop what I’m doing and stay off the internet since I have this addiction?
Sorry for what I’m about to say to you, but I have no sympathy for your situation. Your cowardice has forced an innocent woman to live a lie. And instead of making things right by divorcing her, you instead decide to engage in clandestine and frankly dangerous rendezvous with strangers behind her back. And even worse, you’re getting involved in being EXTORTED, which will have a massively negative impact on her.
It’s rare that I get a faggot as stupid and as selfish as you on this blog, and I’m glad. You should be utterly ashamed of yourself, and I am not telling you that so you can get off on it like some embarrassing sicko.
I’m too disgusted by this situation. Do the right thing for ONCE and divorce this poor woman. Then you can go off into the darkness and destroy your life by yourself. Awful.
As I’ve said elsewhere, I was basically gay from birth. By the sixth grade, I had developed a crush on a boy named George (although I didn’t know what it meant at the time), and middle school/high school attractions to boys in class (Bob, I still miss you and your bulge in those tight pants!) further refined my obvious sexual orientation.
However, like most closeted gay youths, I was compelled to date girls in order to fit in with the budding heterosexual attractions of my closest friends. So, like a coward, I started dating girls.
My first few relationships were fulfilling in some way. Despite a general lack of attraction to their bodies, I was more than capable of performing sexually. Some of that probably had to do with the newness of sex in general, as well as the virulent hormones coursing through me at that age. Around that time I also discovered – much to my surprise – that I really loved boobs. For that period of time I was just like every other guy, dating a girl for a while in order to get some pussy before moving to the next one.
Of course, it was all a lie. I knew every kiss was a lie. I knew every thrust of my penis into a vagina was a lie. I knew every “I love you” was a lie. In the moment, it felt real to me; wet lips, warm bodies tangled, heavy sighs, and powerful, head-spinning orgasms. But in my quiet moments alone, a gnawing guilt remained.
When I met my first Alpha Roger at age 17 I was dating a sweet, petite brunette named Lori. Unlike my previous girlfriends, Lori was a virgin. Lori spent months trying to convince me to take her virginity, but I kept resisting. We would lie in the grass of my backyard on breezy summer nights, Lori’s hips gyrating her tight pussy on my finger as if she wanted me to insert my entire arm. I would always stop these heavy petting sessions, leaving Lori breathless and confused. It was a frustrating time for both of us.
Once Roger entered my life, though, my inner truth became crystal clear. I suddenly became Lori, desperately trying to get Roger to deflower me. I knew right then that I needed to break it off with Lori; I couldn’t concentrate on anything else but Roger anymore. The end came a few months later when I didn’t give Lori anything for Valentine’s Day. Rightfully upset, Lori tearfully begged for a reason why I didn’t love her the way she loved me.
“I … just don’t,” I replied. The response was cold and cruel in that special way only selfish teenaged boys can master. And that mercifully ended my last relationship with a female.
Not long after that, Roger slid his enormous, granite-hard cock into my throat. I remember the feeling of his solid, swollen cock-head on my tongue, the salty taste of his foreskin, the firmness of his hands in my hair, and the look of disgusted lust in his eyes as he looked down on me. That first taste of a Man’s cock erased everything I imagined about my life before and reshaped it into something new.
However, I still hadn’t accepted the complete truth about myself. Even then, as Roger was using me as a human tube sock, I still believed that I could be loved. I would construct elaborate fantasies about being Roger’s lover, perhaps getting married somehow and building a life together. Every time he would throat fuck me I would try to make it terrific for him in the hope that he might finally leave his girlfriend for me.
It never happened. I found myself in love with him, flying into jealous, tearful rages and begging for a love that would never come. Eventually, my love-fueled hysterics ended our friendship.
All of these tragic, emotionally-devastating situations occurred only because I couldn’t be honest. I couldn’t accept the truth about myself. I once truly believed that I could be a straight Man, husband, and father. Then I believed I could be a gay Man, a partner, an equal in a committed relationship.
But, as time has passed, I’ve slowly accepted the truth: I am a faggot. I was not born to honor a wife or help raise children. I was not born to be the partner to a Man, the one who makes him smile every morning. I was not born to be loved or cherished or appreciated the way a spouse yearns for their mate or a child might look at a parent.
Instead, I was born to serve. I was born to serve Men. My holes are theirs to use. The works of my hands are theirs to take. My mind is theirs to plunder. My body, mind, and heart exist only to glorify their Masculine superiority.
Men have instinctively known this truth about me my entire life. Ever since Roger first pushed me to my knees in order to receive service, Men have been using me to get what they want. Deep down, they know that I’m nothing but a faggot born to serve them.
I just needed to understand it about myself before I could actually be free.
Hello Sam A few days ago my boy sent you a message complaining about how it hurts when I fuck him. He showed me your website and your answer to his question. You are doing an excellent work, well done. I’ve been fucking faggots for a decade and I’ve never heard about your work. Keep up the good work.
I’m writing to you because I imagine many fags read your website and I want to say that he is fine. Although I believe that it is important for a faggot to endure some pain to make sure they don’t forget their place, I would never hurt him or any other boy on purpose. In fact, after he wrote to you he was honest with me about how he felt and I’m much more careful now. I did not know my dick was hurting him so bad. But now I got him three different dildos for him to practice more often, and he’s much better now. I am exploring more his throat to let his ass recover.
So Men, take care of your boys! Boys, be honest with your Men!
Master, thank you for reaching out to me with this glorious and inspired message! I also thank you for your kind words and your blessing on what I’m doing here!
I must tell you that your faggot’s letter really touched me. I wanted to reach through the internet and hold him. He seemed so genuinely disappointed and sad, not only because of the discomfort, but also because seemed resigned to never being able to please you properly. The greatest faggots always have that selflessness at the core of their being, and yours has that in abundance.
Of course, an Alpha like you who has owned and used faggots for as long as you have already knows this. I just had to make that point first, Master.
I celebrate you and your response to this situation because I want other Alpha Masters to appreciate it and consider your actions thoughtfully. Ask any faggot who has actually served Alphas, and you will hear lots of horror stories of terrible, cruel, and unconscionable Masters who practically torture their faggots. And these faggots suffer the cruelty because of the same mindset that your faggot had – that pain is all a faggot deserves.
I smiled when you even admitted that pain is an important component of owning faggots, Master. I can tell by the way you phrased it that you know HOW strategic application of pain is useful in molding a proper faggot mindset. I wouldn’t have the kind of respect I have for Alpha power today if I hadn’t learned to endure Alpha ruts, Alpha discipline, and large Alpha cocks. I learned these things from the great Masters who’ve owned me over the years, Men very much like you.
So I now know my little faggot brother is in the best hands. Through your power, wisdom, and skill your faggot will find purpose and pleasure, fulfillment and peace. I thank you, Master, for reaching out and setting such a fine example!
I beg you, Master: please write to me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com. I would very much like to add your voice to the wide roster of great Alpha voices on this site, not only to instruct your brother Alphas, but also to give hope to the lost faggots who come here searching for hope.
A couple of days ago a faggot who was contemplating chastity asked me about what it was like day-to-day while wearing a chastity cage. I felt that such a subject was worthy of a larger and more developed post, especially given how much I’ve been preaching the use of chastity on faggots.
I’ve never been caged by a Master before (I self-locked in 2001), but the faggots I’ve coached through being caged by an Alpha went through a broad range of emotions. There’s a first rush of humility and gratitude, mixed with anxiety. Over the course of a couple of weeks, anxiety increases, along with a growing resistance and rebellion against the cage.
This process is important. A faggot needs to go through this in order to fully accept the end of its autonomous life. The struggle is a kind of death rattle of the faggot’s masculinity. And once the faggot works through that, acceptance settles in and its true purpose becomes as clear and as focused as its eyesight.
For self-locking faggots like me, this process happens first, eventually making chastity unavoidable as the weight of guilt becomes too great to bear.
Daily chastity means sitting down to pee. It means never experiencing a full erection or an orgasm like a Man. It means the faggot must be especially vigilant with cleaning its cage and shriveled genitalia. It means embracing a eunuch’s life, one without the possibility of children or any of those other heteronormative tropes that faggots often hide behind.
But what replaces the losses the faggot suffers is something deeper and more profound. Every second of every day the chastity cage reminds the faggot of its separateness from the other Men around it. It forces the faggot into a low-level hum of subspace, helping the faggot to be naturally more submissive and respectful of all Men.
Most importantly, the faggot finally understands its purpose more clearly than it ever imagined it could. The cage reminds the faggot that it is the possession of a Man and, by extension, all Men.
One of the most common questions faggots pose about chastity involves shrinkage. Is it permanent? The answer is, sadly, no. If left unlocked, the faggot’s penis will eventually return to its pathetic original shape more or less (mostly less).
However, time in the cage leaves lasting impressions on the faggot’s subconscious that last a lifetime. A lifetime hopefully spent in service!
I know I am a faggot for quite a long time, but have been suppressing these feelings for a long time. Lately, I have been trying to reconnect with these feelings and mid/end of Novemeber started to experiment with chastity cages a bit by myself…
Now I did not cum for 3 week (last 2 continuously in a cage) and today I experienced something I never did. While I got aroused – kinda randomly – I felt the urge… to top… like… to actually fuck something/-one. I have always been like an almost total bottom and never really experienced this. It was a really really realls strong urge and I am sure, if i would have taken the cage of and topped at that moment I would have loved it during that time… I just endured it and waited for it to fade, but it was really… strong and… weird. I was always questioning myself what Alphas and Tops in general feel when they are horny and I feel like I got a very brief (and low intensity?) glimpse into this.
I actually love this – not because it changed anything of what I am or what I am meant to be, as it did not – but because I feel like this helped me to understand the urges of Alphas better and therefore be better at serving them.
However, I never heard of something like that or just didnt see it…. Is this something… common when experiencing chastity? I am just 3 weeks in and am excited what is yet to come (planned for 6 months :-! )
Well that’s an interesting reaction, for sure! I’ve never encountered that personally either in chastity or out, and I’ve never heard of another caged fag express such desires, either.
We must be careful about this and pay close attention to it, because it might be indicating something suppressed in you. I’m not saying that’s definitely the case with you, but I think it bears close monitoring. I’m going to bookmark this question for future reference just in case, and I’d like you to communicate directly with me if there are other such strange changes or similar eruptions of Alpha-like aggression. My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com
Hi Sam!! I love you so much <3 your website is so amazing, I learn so much
So I am 19 Sam, and my bf is 29. I know I am a faggot and that’s what I want to be. He loves to dominate me and treat me like his personal hole to use and fuck. I cook for him, clean for him, do the laundry, etc And I am so happy!
But I have one question and I want your opinion… He fucks me every day and always hurts. In the beginning I told him to go slow or fuck just with the half of his dick but after some time I let him fuck the way he like (deep and hard). So is it normal to hurt all the time or it get better with time? I just close my eyes when he is fucking and wait to feel the cum inside me. I love the feeling of serving him but I never feel pleasure with the dick inside me because it hurt so much. I lost my viriginty with him and never saw other dick, so I don’t know what to do.
Faggots always feel pain and that’s normal, or I am doing something wrong? I really love to be a faggot and I understand if i need to feel the pain but sometimes I see bottoms enjoying so much, so I don’t know if it’s normal.
Thank you Sam!!! I love you a lot!
Thank you for your sincere question, little brother! I love you, too!
Certainly, anal sex can come with some amount of pain, especially when you lose your virginity. But it makes me sad that a young, genuine, heartfelt faggot like you feels resigned to a life of painful service when that is NOT true at all.
First and foremost, you MUST be using LOTS of lube every time. Since you are having sex without a condom, you should be using SILICONE lubricant because it is significantly slicker and longer-lasting. The lube should be slathered on your hole and his dick before penetration.
You also need to stretch your hole a little bit. You can use buttplugs of increasing size to help open your hole. Also, there is this amazing technique pioneered by CagedJock to very carefully open a hole: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/
And finally, you need to relax. Unfortunately, your Alpha has made that more difficult because he keeps hurting you without any consideration for what you’re going through. If he knew more about what he was doing, he might be able to improve to the point that he could cunt you, a moment you both should want. But he’s never going to cunt you by fucking you the way he is right now.
I ask that you please talk to him about the pain you’re experiencing and how desperately you want to be a good faggot for him. Beg him to help you feel more comfortable with sex, because the pain is making it difficult to serve properly. If you need to, point him to my answer here. Whatever it takes. He must understand both your pain and your admirable desire to keep serving him.
I really hope you manage to correct this and find pleasure in your service, little brother. A good faggot like you is so rare to find, and your Alpha should be appreciative enough to try and help you serve him. You deserve it!
Emotions changes from day to day. I feel that’s how life works. The issue is submission and one day really needy towards it and the next day having nothing to do with it or even confused by what just happened. Is it a zone, kink or why is the switch so different. Happens online and on person. Feeling a way, then next not so much. I don’t know if this is me?
I remember when I first started masturbating, or the first time I had sex, or the first time I sucked dick … I tried to run away from all of those things afterward because I was wracked with guilt or even disgust. But guess what? I quickly got over that disgust as my true feelings reemerged, and I returned to it.
I think you are experiencing something similar. What you’re describing isn’t conscious switch behavior, but rather an emotional reaction against certain behaviors for some reason.
Since I was young, I can remember craving the attention of really masculine Men. I was really confused by this and tried to hide it. I tried to be more masculine, gain muscle, talk with a deeper voice, and roll with the guys. Eventually, I realized I was gay. I tried to convince myself that I was a top. I never fucked anyone but I tried starting relationships with fem guys that invariably didn’t work. They could sense there was something in me that didn’t quite feel right. I was really depressed for a while.
Eventually, I stumbled on some Tumblr blogs that put things in perspective for me. I started to realize that, though I am male, I am not a Man. I had been told my whole life to be masculine, to fuck with my penis, to be a Man. But I learned that I was actually a pussy boy and that I should learn to use my boy hole instead of my boy clit.
I didn’t know what to think at first. I didn’t want to give up my masculinity and be a bitch, be the girl in the relationship. I started looking at my hole in the mirror and playing with my ass cheeks, still too afraid to put something inside. I started masturbating in strange position with my ass up in the air. It felt good but scary to be in those vulnerable positions.
As I started watching porn more oriented towards pussy boys, I found myself thinking about how great it must feel to surrender to a real Man, to give in to my desires, to please Men, to get fucked. I realized I needed to buy a dildo and try it out. What was the worst that could happen?
When that dildo finally pierced my hole, I permanently changed. I had never felt such sensations in my entire life. The feeling of being opened up and fucked like a bitch boy was incredible, over powering, and undeniable. I couldn’t keep running from it.
But run I did. I went through several dildos since that first one. I’d use one for a while and then throw it out, afraid of what I had done. But I always bought another; I craved it in my hole.
And that’s where I am now. I still crave cock in my boy pussy, but I’m still too afraid and embarrassed to admit that I’m a pussy boy.
I feel like I failed as a Man. And I guess I know I did…I feel so conflicted. I don’t want to cage my dick, but I want to cage it. I don’t want to submit, but I want to submit. I don’t know. I’m just tired of feeling like this.
Well, I don’t know what I can really say here. There’s no question you’re a faggot, but if you’re going to be this freaked out about a DILDO then you have almost no hope of ever serving a Man.
There’s a wonderful expression in English: “Shit, or get off the pot.” In other words, get the job done … or quit trying. I don’t have any magical words to make you get the courage to try – that’s all on you. The sad truth is there are plenty of faggots like you out there who will never fully experience their true purpose simply because they couldn’t muster the courage to try.
I can only show you the path. I can’t make you walk it.
I’m so happy you’re back. I’ve been a long-time reader since basically Day 1. I have a situation I could use your wisdom and advice on – a real world problem of Hierarchy clashing with our world’s warped ideas of equality.
I’m a faggot. I’m not entirely owned or entirely “free”; there are two wonderful Straight Alpha Men in my life who make use of me periodically in different ways, but none of us have a structured arrangement.
Despite my inferiority, I’ve done well in my career. I’m a manager in a small but successful organisation and I just hired for a junior role in my team, where I’m the most senior “male” in the business. I earn a very good salary and have a role of international importance despite our small size. Ironically, the alphas in my life enjoy teasing and embarrassing me with the fact that being a cocksucker makes all of that meaningless. Herein lies my dilemma: we’ve hired a stunning, amazing Straight Alpha male ten years my junior, and I’m his manager. Let’s call him Jack.
Jack is confident, charming, outgoing and naturally talented despite being a career change candidate. He exudes an effortless masculinity. He’s tall, handsome, athletic and dresses in a professional way that still manages to stimulate me (he insists on having his collar open to show off what looks like wonderfully maintained chest hair, and it drives me wild). Just being around this guy puts me in heat. His simple existence is colonising my mind. I can’t help but fantasise about what his cock looks like, or imagine how incredibly sexy he must look fucking what I just know is a thick, heavy, powerful load into his girlfriend. I’m so grateful to be able to experience his divine presence in my life.
As a real man, I firmly believe it is his right to exploit me for his own pleasure, entertainment and/or personal advancement. His masculinity deserves unconditional devotion and worship. As a faggot, I feel it is my duty to serve him however I can, and toil for his greatness. If he were my boss this would be simple (and I have been in that situation before).
But we are now in the ridiculous situation where I am his manager, with responsibility for giving him instruction and direction, and maintaining work discipline. He’s 10 years my junior as I said so there’s certainly a lot he has to learn about the actual job. But leadership and authority? I’m perfectly confident in my skill-set and I’ve earned my position, but ultimately I am just a cocksucker playing at these things because society makes me. That was fine when in the past I was managing women and other fags, but these things are his birthright.
I am genuinely distressed by the idea that this young god is being expected to treat a faggot with deference and respect. I mean for god’s sake Sam, sometimes I go to work straight from servicing one of the alphas in my life. It’s ridiculous that our society creates situations where alpha males like him are expected to take instruction from a freshly seeded cocksleeve. Sadly, I need my job so I can’t take decisive action to correct this injustice. I don’t think being between this stud’s legs is in my foreseeable future.
But Hierarchy is important to me. I know what I’m for and I believe upholding the Hierarchy between males is crucial for our collective wellbeing. I need to be careful, but I also need to find ways to render this stud the obedience, respect and service he is entitled to.
Before I ask for advice, there are two things I’m proud of in this situation about my conduct so far. First, I fought hard to get him the job. The other members of the panel wanted to give the role to a woman of equivalent skill. I used my authority as hiring manager to persuade my boss that he was the best candidate. He made clear he really wanted this career change, and I considered it my duty to ensure he got it. I’m really delighted to have been able to use my influence to help him advance his life goals! I am much more proud of this than any professional achievement.
Second, I am in long-term chastity. Even though none of the men in my life are my keyholder I consider it an essential act of deference and submission to every real man I meet. Whenever we’re together I can’t help but be aware of my cage and I force myself to dwell about how there’s only one man in the room. The whole situation is a great example of why chastity is critical for faggots, honestly. Being caged around Jack both ensures I can’t tell myself lies about equality and condemns me to a state of perpetual cocklust I can’t get relief from, which keeps me in the proper frame of mind for a faggot. Every day after work I think about how wonderful it is he’s almost certainly fucking his beautiful girlfriend or stroking his cock that night whilst I ache in my cage.
So Sam, I’d love to get your take on my situation and any advice you have for how I can be a good faggot. How do I add value to his life, honour his manhood and respect his natural authority whilst being – on paper – his “boss”?
First of all, thank you for your loyal support over all of these years and through the topsy-turvy, turbulent life of this platform!
I’d also like to congratulate you on the two straight Alphas you’re periodically servicing! Those are two relationships you skillfully cultivated over the years with patience and focus, and I’m proud of you (and them, frankly) for finding and embracing purpose!
You have an incredible and COMPLEX situation with this new Alpha at work. There are no easy answers to this, either.
As a long-time reader, you should be well-acquainted with my dear brother Sean, the faggot business owner whose entire life (his ownership of the business, his house, cars, everything) was overtaken by a stunning and very powerful young God Alpha named Eric. I’ll be restoring Sean’s incredible story here soon, but I’ll touch on a few details in my answer to you now.
As one of the owners of the business, Sean had more power and security (possibly) than you do as a manager, but he also had much more to lose in submitting to Master Eric. But right away Sean was being submissive around Eric, offering him his office and things like that.
In Master Eric’s case, he was vastly more aggressive than I think I’ve ever seen in an Alpha before. He went straight for Sean’s throat and ingratiated himself quickly so as to take over Sean’s place in the company. Your Alpha might not be that aggressive (or he may not yet sense the possibilities). He might need to be coaxed out of that societal cocoon that holds many Alphas back.
So how to fix that? I don’t think it’d be poor etiquette to ask him out for dinner and/or drinks (you pay, of course). That way you can pick his brain about his point of view, and maybe bring up the idea of Hierarchy (which can be related to the business world very easily). Ask him if he considers himself to be Alpha (he will say YES) and tell him you agree, and tell him why. This will start the wheels turning in his head, and he’ll start seeing things from a Hierarchical perspective.
I had another wild thought, too, but it would be down the road a bit (once you’re on solid ground with him). You could show him the Sean thread on this site (once it’s restored) that details Master Eric’s takeover of Sean. Any straight Alpha reading that will recognize their natural right in that story. Again, that’s not something that can be done right away.
Here’s another potential resource: those two Alphas you’re servicing. Perhaps one (or both, if they know each other) can get together with this young Alpha and you and they can talk to him about what you are. Do not underestimate the Alpha fraternity! They are often quite eager to flex power with each other, and this is an ultimate flex. I would ask one or both of those Alphas their advice as well, and find out if they’re willing to be a guide for this young Alpha.
This is a very tricky situation. I’ve sketched out of scenarios, and I think any of them can work. You obviously have enough experience with straight Alphas to navigate this without any harm. Trust in the truth!
Good luck, and keep me informed! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com
I’ve been online teaching Hierarchical truth since June of 2015, so nearly ten years. And over that time I’ve been asked multiple times why I continue teaching these things, persevering through virtually obstacle imaginable.
My simple answer is this: Hierarchical truth gave me purpose and clarity and peace in my life, and as more and more people apply and embrace these truths they have the same results. So I’ve been convinced of the power of these fundamental truths, and the importance of giving back drives me forward.
And I have been blessed to be a part of significantly changing the lives of many, many people because I never gave up and I never forgot the truths I experienced and witnessed with my own eyes.
I received a very long, very detailed letter in my Questions inbox from a faggot brother yesterday, and he was asking about the future of Hierarchy in the wake of the left’s neutering of males through “wokeness” and the right’s hateful, Destroyer Alpha ideologies that reveal only insecurities. It’s an intriguing problem, one I gave considerable thought to over the last two years while I was incarcerated.
But first, let me share my brother’s remarkable letter:
Dear Sam,
I’m a longtime fan of your work who is finally reaching out to say thank you and pose some questions to you about hierarchy and its future.
First, thank you. Thank you for educating the world, including me. I first came across your content years ago on the old FWA site. There I was, sitting in an airport, waiting for my flight to arrive when I stumbled across FWA. My curiosity was piqued and not long thereafter I was hooked. It took some time, but I came to realize that I’m a faggot (albeit a rather prideful and rebellious one). At first there was some concern and cognitive dissonance—but the more I read and the more I reflected—the more I understood myself, my hunger to serve, and the bigger picture. That said, I have some thoughts and questions about hierarchy and the Alpha and fag communities.
My awakening as a faggot began when I was in college. I met two guys (a couple) who took my virginity. Yes, my first time was a threesome—and it was awesome. One had an absolutely life changing dick. Big. Thick. Uncut. He was a cocky motherfucker who knew his power and attraction. Our “hanging out” quickly escalated to me stroking his cock and then sucking it while his boyfriend fucked me. After a while of that, and after my virgin hole had been opened a bit, the bigger of the two then took me from behind and fucked me with his impressive manhood. I felt so good. So complete. But also afraid. Dirty even. There was a lot to process, but I knew I liked that feeling—of having a man inside of me. Of making him cum. Of using my body to bring him pleasure. I didn’t realize it then, but this obviously sowed the seeds of my descent into sub space.
Soon after, I started meeting more guys—some mediocre who just wanted a quick fuck—but some who were truly special, just like that first guy. They fucked with ferocity but also with purpose. They owned my minds as much as my body, and they did so in a way that exemplified masculine superiority. In hindsight, I now know these were true Alphas who I met along the way.
One, a frequent fuck buddy, was an older man in his 30s. He was hung, handsome, fit, and had a magnetic personality. I wanted to spend as much time in his presence as I could—and I did. He taught me how to properly sexually service men like him, but he always did so in a constructive and warm way. He was my first Protector Alpha. He was also the first Alpha who cunted me.
In my experience, everything you write about cunting is true. Here I am, more than 15 years later, and I still hunger for the way this Alpha fucked me. The way he used my holes for his pleasure and the pleasure of his friend he introduced me to. All these years later, I’m still that shy 18 year old college freshman getting railed by this absolute mountain of a man, and I still remember all of the life lessons he imparted upon me; recognizing my self worth and giving me confidence to be who I am.
I suppose you could say I was lucky because over the years I met other Alphas whom I served sexually. Most were Protectors, but all had the same intoxicating effect: overwhelming my senses, the euphoria of their attention and approval, drawing me closer to them and their power, making me submit. A handful cunted me, resulting in them similarly forever owning a part of my psyche. Your recent podcast about Alpha ascendancy reminded me of these life changing and treasured experiences.
That recent podcast also made me think about some things that concern me about hierarchy today. Maybe I’m jaded, but I can’t help but look around and see a landscape of posers, fakes, and opportunists parading themselves as “Alphas” but not knowing the first thing about what it means to be an Alpha. I see this a lot in the findom space. It’s hard for me—a very successful professional—to take these “Alphas” seriously or see them as anything but chumps who are asking for a handout. What is “Alpha” about extracting money from a faggot or a sub, someone who is already insignificant to begin with? What is “Alpha” about depending on the charity of another when you are supposed to be a leader of men?
Your recent podcast on ascendancy told listeners to take heed of our environment, of the Alpha-fag ecosystem and lifecycle. Yes, fags exist to serve Alphas, but Alphas also need fags, as well. A faggot is there for more than just spitting on or extracting money. It’s there to serve, to be taught, and to be led. But I don’t see much of the latter.
I look out on the world and see a tragic lack of Protector Alphas. It makes me sad to think that young and future faggots might not experience what I did because their only concept of service might be coughing up money for or being spit on by the people I describe above. It also worries me that an entire generation of Alphas is being lost to this performative and reductive idea of what superiority and true masculine leadership and excellence look like.
Do you think things are changing? If so, are they changing for the better? Or have I missed something, or perhaps am just jaded? Where have all the Protectors gone?
This brother’s letter is very much the kind of message I receive on a daily basis since my return from prison. Why is there such affection and loyalty to FWA (now Hierarchy University) and its message? BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER A FETISH SITE – IT PROVED ITSELF TO BE TELLING TRUTH. And that truth SET PEOPLE FREE and CHANGED LIVES.
Listen to the experiences of my brother. Notice how he recognized the ring of truth in what I was teaching, to the point that he couldn’t ignore it any longer. And when he applied that truth in his life, miraculous experiences changed his entire life and set him free!
Which leads me to one of my answers to my brother’s questions above: is Hierarchy being invalidated or diluted by the current state of the world and masculinity in general? NO. Hierarchy is as ancient as any principle in human society. It’s something we know from infancy, feel it in the air everywhere we go, and are always guided instinctively by its influence. The same hierarchical influence that caused males to submit and service gladiators in the Roman Empire still molds the minds of Men today. The only factor that really changes in the equation is how much will society allow the freedom to express it.
My brother brings up another, more sobering point: Alphas are in trouble. Radical ideological forces are shifting Alphas away from what I consider to be their absolutely intrinsic purpose: As Protector (or Builder) Alphas. The world of today is either teaching Alphas that everyone is equal, neutering their power to lead. The world of today is also teaching Alphas to be selfish and stupid, encouraging insecure and toxic Destroyer Alpha behaviors.
My brother mentions online financial domination as one of these toxic forces ruining Alphas, and I completely agree. Findom doesn’t teach true Hierarchy, but rather a cartoonish version of Alphahood that allows fakes and phonies to slip in and mislead others. In turn, these Alpha failures destroy genuine faggots misled by their corrupted masculinity. There are definitely true Alphas in findom, but they are often obscured by the loud, ignorant, and grotesque Destroyer Alphas poisoning the true water of Hierarchy.
Without great Protector Alphas providing clear-eyed, ethical leadership, human society is threatened. It becomes like a ship without a sturdy, reliable rudder, and it becomes vulnerable to crashing or capsizing.
The true Protector Alphas I’m describing – the ones I’ve served, as well as the ones I’ve described on this site – aren’t pussies or weak Men. Quite the contrary. They’re the ones who defend what is right, fight for the weak and the broken, and defend those they love from threats foreign and domestic. These are Men I would crawl on broken glass to serve and worship, and I know my faggot brother feels the same.
That said, I know there are true Protector Alphas truly worthy of devotion and worship. I don’t believe the current crisis of Masculinity will ever snuff out the true Kings. I say this because I know there are some around today, as there have always been. It’s simply a matter of these powerful Alpha Masters asserting themselves and forcing out the pretenders.
I’m really grateful to my brother for posing this issue, as well as his wonderful, strengthening endorsement of what I’m doing here. His life course and success as a faggot simply prove the truth of Hierarchy, and I’m so proud to serve alongside him!
Many faggots struggle with a host of issues both physical as well as emotional. We are not like normal males; our general depravity and low self-esteem often manifests itself in poor eating habits and lack of exercise. These failures compound, leading to even more intense feelings of worthlessness.
Every so often I’m asked about this, but my advice on this topic is nothing but empty platitudes and shapeless encouragement. I say this because I know that the only way a faggot can overcome these types of issues is for the faggot to take actions within himself; my well wishes are of little benefit. I can’t do the work for anyone. Either a faggot takes action to help himself, or he doesn’t.
That’s why I was so grateful to receive the following message in my Questions From Readers inbox from an anonymous faggot regarding his lifelong struggles with obesity and body hair. He introduced his issues this way:
I was reading the website and found a question about a hairy faggot who didn’t want to shave. I wanna share my experience about this. I am sorry if this message gets too long but I really need to vent. I’ve been reading your website for years, and I’m so happy you’re back.
When I was 18, I was overweight and super hairy. I already knew I was a faggot and I would spend hours jerking off to porn dreaming about an Alpha and, most importantly, wishing that one day I would wake up as a smooth twink desired by men. The years went by and, when I was 23, I was finally brave enough to download Grindr. It was a total disaster. The vast majority of tops blocked me when I sent a picture and the very few who talked to me were other bottoms looking for bears, asking if I were a top.
A few months later, I met a guy at work who seemed to be nice. He wasn’t very in shape either but he was very confident and clearly an Alpha. I thought it would be easier to be with him since none of us were in shape. But an Alpha who is not in shape has NOTHING to do with a faggot who is not in shape. He was chubby, hairy, had an average dick, but he was very confident and always had someone serving him. I tried to approach him, unfortunately way before I knew about your work and the dynamics withing hierarchy. At first he was really kind to me, we went out for dinner a few times. But when I started to show him my submission, I told him that I was still a virgin and would do anything for him to be my first (I was around 25 by this moment). He said that he could take my virginity if I changed my appearance, then he sent photos of Brent Corrigan and Johnny Rapid, saying that he would fuck me if I looked like them.
I felt very offended and obviously stopped talking to him and even quit the job in order not to be with him again. I got into a deep deep deep depression, crying every single day, thinking that I would never lose my virginity, let along have someone who cares about me. On top of that, a few months later covid hit and my mother died during the pandemic. It was the worst time of my life because we only had each other in this world. I have always been an introvert and didn’t really have any friends, but I had one friend from work who encouraged me to start seeing an online therapist in 2021, after my mother passed away. Thanks to therapy, I noticed that I wasn’t suffering just because of my loss, but because I felt deep down that my mom was the only person who would ever see me beyond my appearance and care about me.
I think this faggot’s experience really reflects the desperation many feel for connection and and acceptance. Losing his mother during the pandemic was an unmooring for him, really forcing him to take an action he truly needed.
Notice what happened once the faggot began taking action and making changes:
The therapist was a wonderful guy, he encouraged me to do small things to uplift my self-steem like getting a better haircut, new clothes, etc. Little by little, I got out of depression and started to retrieve my professional life. One day the therapist told me that he understands very well my desire to have a dominant man in my life but not having one couldn’t be the end of the world. I knew he was gay and married to another man, but I then noticed that he was probably an owned faggot and understood how much I was suffering. Then he said that, since I hardly ever leave the house, I would never find someone, and would probably die a virgin if nothing changed. He suggested me to stop insisting on Grindr and similar hook-up apps because Tops on these apps are looking for an easy hole to cum, and the young smooth bottoms will always catch their attention. And so, he gave me a little task and told me download non-hook-up apps, such as Hinge and Bumble.
I didn’t want to do it at first, but I finally did it. During the first few months, nothing happened. I had just a few matches and usually the guys assumed I was a top because of my appearance. On my 30th birthday, I was quite depressed at home, feeling old and unattractive, when I received a notification from Hinge. I had a match with a 35 year old guy with a beautiful smile, and a confident look. We started talking and, when I said it was my birthday and I would spend the night by myself in my bedroom, he called me and we kept talking for hours. He insisted to take me out for dinner but I was to shy and afraid to accept. I fell asleep, and he texted me good morning on the next morning. He was a real gentleman. I talked to my therapist about him, showed his picture, and said that he was treating me too well to be true. Then my therapist said that I was expecting humiliation because of that guy from work who sent me twink pictures and told me that he wouldn’t fuck me.
I think every faggot understands the feeling this faggot was experiencing as he exposed himself to rejection. It’s at this point that many faggots retreat, afraid of getting hurt, exposed, vulnerable, or embarrassed.
But this faggot pressed on. Notice what happened then:
After a few weeks, I accepted his invitation to take me out for dinner. He was like a Disney prince, he picked up at my house, paid for the bill, and asked if I wanted to go back to his place. Again I was too scared of him looking at my body and dumping me, so I said I needed to go home. As soon as I arrive home, I texted him saying that we could be just friends because he wouldn’t like my body anyway. He said that this was not an issue for him, as long as I was a bottom. He said that the only deal breaker for him would be if he ever needed to bottom. I said that I would do anything he wants, and would always obey. When I said “always obey,” he asked if he good go back to my place on that same night. I was afraid of him leaving me, so I said yes.
Sam, I was literally panicking. I tried to text my therapist and ask for advice but it was too late in the night. When my Man arrived home, he started kissing me, and saying that I would never again feel ugly. I felt like a sex toy in his hands. He had complete control of anything, even my house became his house. He put me on my knees, told me to open my mouth, put out a beautiful and thick cock, and started fucking my throat without asking for permission. He was literally just giving orders, and I was obeying. He told me to undress and saw my whole body: fat, ugly, hairy. But that didn’t stop him from fucking my throat the whole night, and made me swallow three loads. He didn’t fuck my hole that night because I didn’t have any lube I wasn’t ready. To be honest, I didn’t even know how to prepare my hole for him. But I slept with three loads in my stomach and felt like the world’s luckiest faggot.
That happened 2 years ago. I am 32 now and we are still together. He was honest with me and said that he wasn’t very attracted to my ass but instead of humiliating me, he trained me to become his faggot. He shaved my ass with his own hands, and took my virginity when I was smooth. Then he told me to start shaving every week, and bought of the devices I needed to keep my face and body smooth. A few weeks after I sucked him for the first time, he bought two big dildos and told me to practice every night, he also enrolled me at the gym and hired a personal trainer to watch my diet.
Today is December 1, 2024. I lost 16 kg since 2022, my body is nice and smooth. My hole is ready for him to use 24/7 and my blowjob is as good as any sexy twinky porn star. I still have a long way to go to get in shape for my Master, but my self-esteem is 100x better. He literally saved my life, Sam. I was completely hopeless when we met each other. He saw a lonely depressed virgin faggot and immediately claimed me as his property, and turned a useless ugly faggot into a quite useful and loyal fag. Every other month I pay a super hot sex worker to come to our house, so my Master fucks this porn star as much as he wants. I think this is the least I can do after being literally rescued from a miserable life. And honestly this is his right as a God Alpha.
SUCCESS! As I’ve said countless times, there are great Alphas out there who instinctively know how to train faggots and build them up so they can become fulfilled and productive possessions. If you don’t believe me, believe HIM!
I get chills when I re-read this: “He literally saved my life, Sam.” Any Alphas reading this, please know that you can have this kind of truly dramatic effect on the faggots you claim!
The faggot concludes his experience this way:
I decided to tell you my story after reading this question about the hairy faggot because it really resonates with me. What I learned as 32 year old faggot is that FAGGOTS MUST MAKE AN EFFORT TO LOOK SEXY FOR THEIR MEN, BUT REAL PROTECTOR ALPHAS WILL SUPPORT US NO MATTER WHAT. Alphas are visual, this is their nature, and we can’t blame them for desiring young, good-looking, tight faggots. However, there are good alphas willing to train us, get us in shape, and use us. If there are any hopeless faggots reading this, please don’t give up, brother.
How can any faggot read that and not be inspired and encouraged?
I consider this one of the most important articles I’ve ever published, and I’m so grateful to the courageous, insightful brother who sent it in. I hope it helps others as much as it helps me!
Yeah, I know … another post about my Master @AlphaAesthetic8.
He posted a most extraordinary video regarding one of his owned faggots relapsing again and again in a pathetic attempt to deny its truth.
I think the most devastating aspect of my Master’s personality (and key to his success in findom) is his calm, confident ability to definitively define reality and communicate it with clarity.
I think this is a philophical question for everyone… but don’t you think aging is much worse for fags and women than it is for Alphas? I am 45 and my straight male friends and even my gay top friends seem to be dealing very well with his age. My female and fag friends, including myself, are always suffering about getting old.
I am almost giving up on finding a true Alpha willing to own me. I’ve met hundreds and 99% of them just want me as a cash fag or for domestic service. Sometimes it seems that for every Alpha around my age that could use me as a cumdump there are already 50 tight 18-year-old twinks ready to seduce them. The last time I had a date, the Alpha took me to his place, and when I finally had the chance to serve me he put NextDoorTwink on his phone and watched while I sucked his dick. I felt miserable afterwards. Do you have any thoughts on that?
Brother, I appreciate your sincere thoughts. It’s true … we faggots (and females) have a shelf life. Alphas don’t, nor do Men in general. I realize that doesn’t seem fair, but it’s reality.
So we really need to come to grips with what really drives our faggot nature. Are we only a faggot because we get off on the hotness of nasty sex? Or is it about something deeper?
Do we yearn to be used … or do we yearn to be useful?
I’ve known older domestic faggots who were eventually used sexually; you see, their faithful, high-quality domestic service earned their Master’s affectionate attention over time. But even if we aren’t used sexually, can we still find ways to be useful to Men and be owned by them? ABSOLUTELY. It’s all a matter of mindset, brother.
So stop making yourself miserable by trying to be the hot 20-year-old faggot you once were and failing. Men aren’t looking at you that way anymore. Make them see the other valuable services you can offer them, and you will likely find service rewarding again.
First, I love you and your content <3 everything you do is so special, I wish I had a friend like you to talk about my life and questions.
I am 22 from Uruguay. I have always felt very submissive at school whenever other boys told me to do something. I feel a natural urge to obey and I’d rather not taking big decisions over my own life. I met a wonderful man a few months ago, he’s 30, very good-looking, smart, and successful in his career.
We don’t use terms like Alpha and Faggot, but he is clearly the one giving the rules. He took my virginity in August after a very romantic date, and since then he has been fucking and breeding me very often, at least 3 times a week. He knows how to be a Man and give the orders, but he’s also very sweet. He taught me how to suck his dick, how to ride him, how to look sexy in doggy style, etc.
My only problem is: he refuses to suck my dick. He told me that he hates the feeling of a dick in his mouth and will not do it just to please me. He likes to rim my hole and it feels amazing, but I really want to feel a blowjob too.
Am I being selfish? Should I just forget about it? How likely do you think it is to find a big strong intelligent Alpha like him willing to suck my dick before fucking me? I don’t mind being a submissive bottom for him, but I am really curious to have the feeling of a warm mouth on dick too.
Thank you little brother for your message!
Congratulations on finding a Man (an Alpha) to serve and worship! I imagine it’s not easy in your country to find someone, so I’m very happy that you’re happy! This Alpha you’re serving sounds incredible and truly perfect for you!
You may not use the term Alpha and faggot in your country, but that doesn’t mean the roles don’t apply. Men are the same everywhere, and they generally want the same things.
I’m just going to tell you plainly: your Alpha is NEVER going to suck your dick. Alphas in general don’t have even the slightest interest in sucking dick because the act would emasculate them (make them less of a Man). Why would an Alpha EVER suck a faggot’s dick. Ewww … I was disgusted just typing that!
You really need to stop asking him for that, because it could drive a wedge between you and him. Just accept that you are his faggot, his property, and do you best to serve him.
If you really need to have your dick sucked, then I suggest you go find another faggot willing to suck it. However, I think you will find it much less exciting and less fulfilling than serving your Alpha.
Over the nine years I’ve been online teaching Hierarchy, I’ve had to deal with stupid faggots making comments about how twinks cannot be Alpha because they aren’t muscular or can’t pick up a car or some nonsense.
ALPHA is what a Man is INSIDE. It does not have much to do with his outward body.
Take a look at this twink with a huge dick. See the bigger, more muscular male that’s bending over and taking that twink’s huge cock?
If you saw them walking together down the street, you’d probably assume the bigger guy was the dominant one.
And you’d be wrong.
Stop judging Alphas based on looks and muscles or cock size! It goes deeper than that!
Hi Sam, how are you doing? I’m from Brazil, 32 years old, and I’ve been a long-time follower of your site (FWA). After your absence, I noticed the site went down, and honestly, I was devastated… it was a true oasis of information and content about the Hierarchy for me. It was the first site where, when I read it, it became crystal clear to me what I truly was: a submissive faggot.
To my joy, this week I “rediscovered” that the address has changed, but you’re back! Welcome back!
I’ve always thought about writing to you, and today I finally took the initiative.
You know, Sam… I’ve always admired virile, masculine men. I rarely have sex with other gay men, as my arousal comes from being used by a brute specimen (and the gay men I know rarely are). I have a normal life, I’m not out, but whenever I can, I go to certain gas stations (popular with truckers spending the night) and bars (I look for the ones with a higher proportion of men). In these environments, I easily find the kind of man that excites me: rough, rugged, ogre-like, macho, virile, and most of the time, needing a hole to stick their cock in and have some fun.
I don’t have mannerisms or a voice that easily identifies me as gay, but in these environments, I always try to wear tight jeans that really show off my huge, round ass. I get absolutely ecstatic watching the men there looking at me curiously. Some even try to approach me. Sometimes a simple conversation happens. But my biggest difficulty, Sam, is getting them to realize what I truly am – without exposing myself to too much risk – in these environments. Would you know how to help me?
Thank you so much,
From your big Brazilian admirer.
Brother thank you for writing and for your support over the years!
I wish I could say there is some copy/paste solution to your question. It’s not difficult to chat with an Alpha (even though you might feel nervous) and help him to see things in a new light (including you).
Be complimentary, particularly about his body. Doing this helps him focus on his sex appeal. Then steer the conversation toward questions about Hierarchy in order to help him start thinking about his place within it. Simply ask him: “Do you consider yourself to be Alpha?” This is a seemingly-innocent question, but it’s loaded implications about his own self-worth and power. From his answer to that question, it’s relatively easy to begin a discussion about Hierarchy in general.
Other methods involve buying him something you know he wants or can use, like supplements for workouts, or a new briefcase, or whatever. Or ask him to get a drink or got to dinner, where you would pay.
I’m just spitballing here, because much depends on the situation.
I don’t know if you read that recent experience I published here where a faggot used my “Letter To An Alpha” to score with an Alpha. I’ve also written a book “May I Serve You Sir?” that’s designed to be given to Alphas.
I’ve created tools for a reason. It just takes a faggot willing to TRY and use them. That’s my advice to you: TRY.
Sam, how much does your family know about your relationships with men? I ask this because as a faggot I cannot demand that my owner come to family events or holidays. Part of me wants to tell my parents I am in a relationship but I have no control in it. I also fear that this will devastate them. What are your thoughts Sam?
Hi brother. My family knows I’m a faggot; I told them a long time ago. And there was a huge fight about it, and feelings were hurt. However, we are fine now … because we don’t talk about it. And I also don’t bring a Master to the family Thanksgiving dinner, either.
Every family dynamic is different, and only you know how far you can push your family. I don’t think it’s necessary for any faggot to die on the hill for Hierarchy and proclaim it to the entire world. Your family doesn’t need to know a damned thing about what you do in your private life. If you can’t make it to a family function due to a Master … well, then you can’t make it. Your family will adjust to whatever you need to be happy in your own life. It’s your life to live, not theirs.
But let’s be frank – almost every parent, regardless of how liberal and open-minded they are, will be quite unhappy to hear that you’re a faggot. No parent wants their son to be used the way we are often used by Men. Being a faggot means no grandchildren, no family photo ops with little nuclear families gathered around the Christmas tree, etc. So they’ll always be upset.
Which is why I think you should just keep it to yourself and live the way you need in order to feel complete.
Do you know why I’m building Hierarchy University? Well, it’s certainly not for the money, fame, or adulation, that’s for sure, because I’m not receiving any of that stuff.
It’s because I’ve spent my adult life as a faggot serving Men, and I’ve found success because I use an intelligent, informed approach to service combined with a discipline born from discipline. I’m far from the hottest faggot, but what I lack in looks I make up for in overall value and attitude.
I say this, not to brag, but to reinforce this: I know what I’m talking about. If you don’t believe my personal journey, then believe my RESULTS. I have an unprecedented nine-year record of changing lives with the things I teach here and the advice I give people. And with this University, I plan to help a lot more people.
I just need you all to TRY.
What follows is testimony left in my Questions From Readers inbox from a faggot in Germany. This faggot had an Alpha he wanted to approach, so he tried using my “Letter To An Alpha” as a way in (you’ll see a graphic link to this in the right sidebar).
AND IT WORKED! Read on:
Hello Sam! I am a faggot from Germany and I can’t thank you enough. I am 20 years old and I know who I am since I am 6 or 7, but I only had very traditional relationships because I had no idea how to approach an Alpha man. I found your website a few days ago, and after being reluctant for a while I sent your “letter for an Alpha” to a my classmate from college. At first he took it as a joke and said something like “I wish so bad that this thing were true.” I just said that I could go to his house today to show him how serious I am. Long story short, its almost 4 AM in the morning now I feel like an obligation to say thanks to you and your amazing work. I knelt as soon as I entered his house and tried my best to show that I wasn’t joking or simply on a fetish. I want to be owned! Sam, he got CRAZY when I got on my knees and put his dick out without saying a word. I sucked him, cooked for him, and got fucked the entire day. We missed classes today and stayed home fucking from 10 AM to 11 PM. I arrived home, brushed my teeth covered in Alpha cum, and when I took a shower I could feel my hole sore. He just stopped fucking me when his balls were really empty.
Well, I’m so happy right now, Sam. After this long day, he told me that he is not ready for a serious relationship and didn’t want to hurt my feelings. So I told him that I don’t wanna be his boyfriend, I am ready to be his property 24/7. Then I said that I will be only one of the many boys he will fuck. And his dick got hard again just to listen to this.
Sorry if this message is too long but I’m sooooooo fulfilled. I can feel his cum inside my ass and stomach, and that’s how every faggot in the world should feel when we go to bed.
YOU ARE AMAZING, SAM!!!
Hierarchy is true <3
Can you fucking believe how well that worked??
Actually, I can believe it. I know it works because I wrote that letter using conversational techniques I personally use to get into the minds of Alphas I talk to in real life when I’m opening their minds to the truth about Hierarchy.
If you would simply TRY like this young German faggot did, you can see the kind of overwhelming success he experienced. Think about it – not only did the faggot serve this Alpha, but he also TAUGHT this Alpha the truth … that he can own more faggots, have anything he wants, and be worshiped for being born superior.
That’s important. It’s life-changing. And it’s why I’m still here, nine years later, teaching the truth and changing lives.
This is Hierarchy University. Class is now in session.
There are few emotions as tragic as regret. It’s a sadness that gnaws away your confidence and forces you to live in the past mentally rather than looking forward.
Faggots are particularly prone to regret because they are typically not decisive action takers, often living in a shadow-world of denial and second-guessing. So how important it is that faggots go through life with the correct outlook, so that a bad perspective doesn’t add to the likelihood of a life of regret.
Yesterday an eloquent and thoughtful fag brother named Manuel left an experience in my “Ask A Question” inbox that I thought served as a perfect warning example for all of the shallow size queens and young Instagram fags I see and hear every day.
I’m a 32 y old faggot, and I wanna share my biggest regret in life so maybe younger fags will not fall into the same trap. When I was 22 I met a guy who was 30, he was a gentleman, super smart, and confident. He had a very natural Alpha power. We were both single and we went out on a few dates together before I could actually serve him. We went to his apartment and he fucked me and never stopped calling me a good boy. He really wanted to keep me for him, but he didn’t have an enormous porn start cock and he wasn’t a six-pack Abercrombie model. He wasn’t ugly either, but he was a normal middle-class man you would meet on the subway going to work. He had an average dick and he was a little chubby. I was young and stupid and I fantasied with a porn star to own me, I thought real Alphas must always look like Thor and have a super huge dick. Long story short, I still follow this Alpha on Instagram, now he’s 40 and he’s living his best life with two super sexy twinks much younger than me. They claim to be a throuple but it is very obvious that he owns both of them. I woke up today and the first thing I saw was a picture of the three of them traveling together in the south of France. The two boys were buying clothes at a mall in France, while he was taking pictures of them and showing off how hot they are. I’m sure the boys are sucking and riding him every day and every night.
I learned my lesson and now I know that Alphas can be chubby, short, tall, skinny, and not having 9 inches. I hope younger fags learn the same! Porn is awesome, but it is not real life!
Even though I feel sorry for my brother Manuel, his experience is vital to consider. Faggots must have the correct attitude about Men, or else they’ll end up regretting it.
I must say it’s always baffled me when faggots have made comments about how a certain Man can’t be Alpha because his dick is average, or he’s a twink, or he’s ugly. I’ve always come back with this: YOU ARE A FAGGOT. Who in the world do you think you are judging and insulting any Man when you’re a faggot?? Can’t you see how a lack of humility and a failure to appreciate your proper place in Hierarchy can lead to disaster?
I understand that young skinny faggots often think they’re sexier than women and they shit rainbow-colored Skittles, but in the end you’re nothing more than a chattier Fleshlight to Men. Probably 99% of the time a young faggot is NOT going to make a Man fall in movie-love with it. Yeah, he’ll enjoy fucking your tight little body for a while until you become annoying. But in the end, you’re just a faggot … and there are plenty more out there just like you.
So brothers, young and old, please heed Manuel’s heartfelt warning. He speaks the truth. Men and Alphas are out there, and they all deserve some measure of respect and submission. We are faggots, and regardless of their body type or dick size, we are inferior to them.
Hey Sam love your site I’ve been a fan for years and you d helped me accepted my faghood -I was was wondering if you could share the story about master Eddie with us it sounds incredibly hot and intriguing I know you haven’t gotten a message from him since but can you tell us fags how you spoke to him and got his number-I would love to have your skills and confidence to do that especially given he was married thank you
I’ll write up a brief synopsis for now, since I don’t know where it’s headed yet.
I had a store-based sales job (which I have since quit to level up my pay substantially) when Eddie, his wife, and their two small kids came in. Technically, they weren’t my customers, but Eddie was hot and intense looking and I started chatting them up.
But there was something between Eddie that immediately clicked. He mentioned that he had built his own house himself. I complimented him on this and began remarking that Men don’t do those kinds of things anymore (and he heartily agreed). At this point his wife too the kids to shop while we meandered together and talked. That led to me talking to him about the lack of real Men, which I then led into a discussion about Hierarchy. When I reasoned with him about Hierarchy, he was nodding and saying things like “yeah, I see what you mean”. I then told him that he’s obviously Alpha – and he immediately agreed. Then he began to tell me about being in the Marines (bingo!) and the examples of Alphahood he saw there. Then he asked me where I was in Hierarchy, and I told him I was a “slave male”. This made him laugh, and I jokingly said “But I don’t have an owner right now … I guess I’m a runaway slave”. That made him laugh again. As they were getting ready to leave, he asked for my phone number.
We’ve texted a few times since then, but with the holidays it’s just not easy to get time for even meeting up for a beer. We shall see! But it’s really just that easy, guys.
I am a fag, and have own for a couple years now. However I have been married for about 9 years, but we are open. My husband is not super sexual, in fact, we have not had sex for a couple years now…however we still get along, make each other laugh etc, and besides sex have a fairly stable relationship. We are fully open, but in a DADT type open relationship, which is fine, but makes it difficult sometimes when I want to be fucked and need to prep.
I have been pretty much locked in chastity for 2 years straight, I have been hitting the gym 6 days a week for a year and have built a lot of good muscle and definition. And I have been doing this because I know that is what will make me more attractive to a real man.
Do I need to cut my losses with my current relationship and seek a real alpha to own me?
I’m suspicious of your relationship anyway, to be honest. You haven’t been fucked by your partner in two years? Unless your partner has some erectile or medical disorder, that is not normal behavior. I’d be shocked if he wasn’t fucking others on the side.
And I say that as a preface to this: yes, I think this relationship is now pointless. It’s like an appendix, doing nothing and waiting to become infected. There’s no way your partner is ever going to satisfy your needs, so it’s time to seek that elsewhere. I mean, the idea that you’re going to return to your partner after being bred and used up by a Master feels really gross and inappropriate to me.
You’re doing a bunch of prep work for service as a faggot. You’re in chastity, you’re working out at the gym, etc. THAT’S what you really want. So end this relationship and find what you’ve been preparing for.
Your advice to faggots looking to explore their newly realized place in the hierarchy is inspiring. I am 23 years old and I work in the kitchen department of a Home Depot. As you can expect I am overwhelmed with straight blue collar alpha men day in and day out at work. I do my best to serve them as best as I can but my efforts are always just rewarded as “great customer service”. Although this recognition is nice I want these men to be able to see me for the faggot that I am and not just a retail associate that is good at their job. Any advice on how I can make my services stand out in way that demonstrates the hierarchy more clearly?
Greatly appreciated thanks
One thing working to your advantage is the fact that you’re working at Home Depot – known on the street as “Homo Depot” from all the cruising that goes on there. Just the bathroom stories alone could fill a coffee table book.
I will say that it’s difficult to try what you’re asking as an employee approaching a customer. I had a well-known early story thread involving “Home Depot Fag”, a faggot who purchased the items of an Alpha behind him in line that led to a service opportunity, but that was customer-on-customer.
What you need to do to be successful here is to be able to talk engagingly. I just did this on the job about three weeks ago with an Alpha named Eddie. I met him on a job while he was with his wife, and by the time I was done with him I had his phone number and plans (that have not happened yet).
My go-to move is to ask them if they consider themselves to be Alpha and then pivot into a discussion about Hierarchy. I don’t know what your engagement time is with these customers, but that’s probably your best bet.
I have a tricky question for you but I would really appreciate your help. My husband and I have been together for 7 years. I was 18 and he was 21 when he started dating. At first it was a regular vanilla top-bottom couple. I was a full bottom and he a full top, but nothing more than that. After 6 months together, he started to call me faggot during sex when the rut got really intense. I didn’t like at first, but he trained me more and more to accept it. With time, he turned me into a full faggot and I embraced it. I cook and clean for him, he has full access to my body and I never say no, even when I’m not in the mood for sex.
The problem is: although I accept to be his owned faggot, we are also husbands, and I don’t wanna lose that. I really love him and I want to have a family and children with him one day. My main concern is that he has been bringing up more and more having a threesome with another sub bottom. He’s obsessed with that twink Sam Ledger (do you know him?), and frequently tells me to suck his dick while he watched Sam getting fucked. I don’t mind doing this because I know how much it pleases him, but every time he cums in my mouth watching Sam Ledger he says that it would be so hot to have a twink like him in our bed. This is what scares me… I’m 25 now and I’m not getting younger. Do you think that some Alphas can stay monogamic for their whole lives and have a happy “traditional” marriage? This is my dream, to be honest. I really don’t like the idea of him fucking other bottoms but I don’t want him to break up with me and find a hotter twink either.
Do you have any ideas of how I could manage this? He hasn’t fucked me in the past 2 weeks, yet every night he demands a blowjob while he watches Sam… I understand his needs, but it hurts my feelings to think that I’m not as attractive as these models.
Thank you! It’s wonderful to have you back here.
You pose a difficult question, and I’m not sure you’re going to entirely like my answer.
First of all, I’m of the opinion that it’s practically impossible for an Alpha to be 100% monogamous. They’re simply not built to be monogamous. They have a deep-seated need to hunt, conquer, and breed.
Added to that biological programming is the pervasiveness of internet porn, which has trained Alphas to think all sex and sexual partners should be like what they see in video clips. That’s not realistic, of course. You as a marriage partner shouldn’t need to compete against fancy editing, professional makeup and lighting, and overdubbed moaning. But that’s the world we live in today.
I commend you for accepting the faggot role he forced onto you. It was, no doubt, jarring and uncomfortable. But I want you to try something … I want you to lean into the faggot thing. Greet him at the door on your knees. Kiss his feet. Call him Sir or Master. Become that faggot slut he seeks with Sam Ledger. Let’s see if your husband comes around with a little change like that.
This is Ryan 23 years old. I met a straight alpha during covid randomly on grindr and met him and he wanted me to give him hand job as he talks dirty and kicked me our with cum face. It was my first time being a slave. Since then i have been doing the same every week till yesterday. Only once he let me suck his cock for an hour with condoms on. I have begged many times to control me and use me. I also offered to do his house chores and be his slave but he dont respond for it or just says i need more training before i become that slave. My question to you is: how to have him use me and become his slave? 3 years of handjob and getting kicked out with cum face doesn’t seem to please him enough to use me? Your thoughts on this? Please and thanks
Ryan, thank you for writing!
There are no easy answers to this situation. You can’t make a straight Alpha do anything he’s not yet comfortable to do. And we don’t know the circumstances that make him uncomfortable. It could be some bad experience in his past, a phobia, whatever. Neither one of us know him well enough to diagnose it.
I will suggest this: he probably has a girlfriend or wife at home (and maybe kids), which is likely one reason why he won’t use you in other ways, and also why he’s been so secretive. The discovery of this situation with you might completely unravel his life, and I’m sure he doesn’t want that (and neither do you).
The simple fact is that some straight Alphas are only going to take things to a certain point, and no more. However, you might be able to coax him into a little more during the times you are with him. Try offering to massage his feet, for example. Perhaps make him some food and get him drinks. Try these little things so he will see you exist to serve him, not harm him. He needs to see you as more than just a handjob machine.
But I wouldn’t push him much harder than that. If you really need to get fucked or get used, I’d find another Alpha for that.
I’m a free range faggot that primary sucks cocks. Often several cocks in a session. I love swallowing loads but I’m less enthusiastic about drinking piss. How important is this? Usually when a man wants to piss he holds my head tight and doesn’t move. I play dumb. like I don’t know what’s happening and try to suck his cock as best I can to take things in another direction. Is that okay? It feels a little dishonest. But it usually works.
Welcome brother! It’s rare to find proud free-range faggots out here on this farm!
Your move to avoid drinking piss is a clever one (as a prolific cocksucker myself, I’m a little disappointed in myself that I didn’t think of trying that!), and yes, it’s of course a little dishonest. However, if the Alpha falls for it, then I guess it wasn’t that important to begin with!
Since I didn’t have your slick moves, I ended up swallowing piss. In fact, I became pretty good at it! Piss doesn’t always taste/smell that great, but it’s sterile and relatively harmless. And once you get past the shock of it, the practice can be really hot. So maybe stop being so dishonest one or two times and try it, brother!
Hey Sam, I love serving men, no matter if they are straight, bi, or gay. But I really don’t like to shave. I’m not too hairy but my chest and my ass are quite hairy. Most men I serve love my blowjob but when they see my ass it’s a huge turn off for most of them. On the one hand, I think that real Alphas fuck holes no matter how hairy they are. On the other hand, I might just be a bad fag for not shaving properly. What do you think? I know I can be obedient and I know my bj is great, but easily 95% of the Alphas I try to serve give up when they see my hairy ass. Should I just ignore my own will and keep my hair always smooth? What are your thought on hairy fags in general?
I guess the real question is this: how badly do you want to be fully used by Men? Because as long as you keep your ass hair, your service to Men will be limited by it. I realize we currently live in an “accept me as I am because I’m beautiful just the way I am” kind of society (at least in the West), but the truth is Men will always be visual animals, and visual aesthetics matter.
Yeah yeah I know how you think straight guys won’t ever fuck faggots.
Whatever.
Virtually every Alpha I’ve served was 100% straight. A vast majority of the Alphas I’ve serviced were straight. And the avalanche of true stories covered by me and THE INTERNET confirm that straight Alphas DO use faggots.
I am a 23yo faggot who’s never been fucked before. I’ve been throat fucked several time but never any anal fucking. Every time I try to lose my virginity and/or being used for throat service, I cancel the plans or never even initiate it. Why is that and how can I overcome it?
Fear is a natural thing, but sometimes our fear springs from something irrational that tells us more about what’s going on INSIDE a person.
Rationally, getting fucked isn’t going to hurt you, especially if lube is used and you can manage to relax. People have been getting fucked in the ass since forever, and the survival rate is somewhere near 100%.
But I’m thinking it’s this: you’re terrified to get fucked in the ass because (in your mind) once you do there is no turning back. You’re afraid that getting fucked in the ass definitively means you ARE a faggot and you’ll never be a Man, etc. That crossing the line and getting fucked means you can’t cross back.
If that’s the case, let me dispel that. I’ve known Alphas who spent years getting fucked as bottoms because they thought they were supposed to, only to discover that wasn’t the case at all and became strict Tops. A thousand things could happen with you.
But you’re never going to know the truth unless you TRY. If you can be throat fucked, then you can definitely handle being ass fucked. Just TRY IT and find out for yourself so you can make an informed decision.
This post is part of a thread about a faggot called Prath who bravely sought to serve a straight local Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I feel like I have spent nine years preaching one thing continuously: faggots must take action if they want to be fulfilled.
A faggot cannot be fulfilled jerking off to porn, snorting poppers, playing games in chatrooms, living a heterosexual lie, or a million other stupid things they do instead of the one thing they must do: SERVE MEN.
It’s not hard to understand. If you have a critical, life-changing test to take, you simply cannot binge-watch television, get drunk/high every night, or be distracted at all. You actually need to buckle down, stop procrastinating, and do the study needed to pass the test.
For a faggot, serving an Alpha is that life-changing test. And most faggots are failing that test in the most pathetic ways.
I am a faggot who has lived my fag life boldly. I have relentlessly pursued service almost all of my adult life, and I’m happier and more fulfilled because of it. So from my vantage point, I can clearly see the path to the Promised Land for the rest of you to follow.
Sadly, so many fail to listen and remain lost.
But every so often a faggot listens to what I teach and my advice and puts it into practice, and with remarkable regularity the faggot SUCCEEDS!
One recent example is a faggot I’ll call Prath. When Prath first encountered me and my teaching on Hierarchy, it had the ring of truth. He recognized he was born to be a faggot. He asked me to help him, which I gladly did. However, I figured Prath would end up like the other scared, do-nothing faggots who ask for help.
Then I received this message:
Hey sam, Prath here. I would like to know how should I convince a local alpha guy and about hierarchy? Yes he is one of my coworker, he has a good body with bully personality. He always seeks attention etc. I didn’t noticed it before but from the 6 months I noticed that I have been getting changed about him. I am a team leader of 5 people team so I am at the status who always demands respect but around him i feel timid and different.
I replied this way:
You need to get into a conversation with him where you can ask him if he considers himself to be Alpha, then ask why he feels he’s Alpha. Then discuss Hierarchy.
So Prath said:
Once I was talking to him about gym and alphahood he was naturally accepting it to the point of health, fitness and command. He becomes so casual in no time. It just he is not familiar about hierarchy. I am thinking of the ways for to talk about hierarchy with him.
So I advised him this way:
Well when you discuss Alphahood with him, get him to agree that he was born different than lesser males. Once you get him to agree with that, start discussing the lower levels of the Hierarchy.
Specifically ask him if he feels like lesser males should follow his lead and obey him/serve him.
So some time passed, and I grew pessimistic. Then a few days ago I received this message from Prath:
Hey sam, today I invited him for the lunch and drinks. I prepared lunch myself for him. I thought it is good to talk about hierarchy in private instead of public. He came on time. He was surprised that why would I invite him so suddenly for lunch but he did not show. He was so natural without any hesitation at all like he was in his home. I took normal topics to start during lunch then I slowly moved towards hierarchy and alphahood about his gym and all. He told me that he has been with many girls I was surprised but then I knew it was natural for alpha man.
As you told me to tell him about difference of a lesser man and alpha he was quite open to it and hesitated it a little but then put himself without hiding his thoughts about lesser male or alphas. I showed him your Twitter page and he was shocked to see this kind of scenario even exist. But then he glanced at me with a smile and asked me directly what I take him as?
I did not had words at that time I hesitated and then said “as an alpha” he said he knew that already. He said he caught me many times glaring at his bulge many times but did not mentioned to me.
OH MY GOD!
Can you believe the boldness of this excellent faggot? It’s wonderful to see! Prath actually went over and above what I suggested by preparing food and setting an inviting private place to discuss Hierarchy. Wonderful!
Prath continued:
Yes it just happened sam. I was not sure how would he react about my words but he had some idea already. He said he used to of such glares. It was not new for him and reaction of people. Even after my words he was calm and composed. He was not in hurry. He was all ears to my words and actions. After seeing your page and few other he said “no doubt I am an alpha but that doesn’t mean I will take you as fag or slave so simply” I was surprised by his reaction.And left me in that situation with a message after leaving that he will see my determination about being a fag for him.
Listen, faggots, there is no excuse. If this timid faggot can offer service to a straight Alpha, so can you!
All Prath did was take my advice (advice I know works because I use it myself) and put it into practice! Would it have been the end of the world if the Alpha rejected him outright? Of course not!
But the Alpha DIDN’T reject him! Far from it! Now Prath has a terrific opportunity to find fulfillment!
You have access to the same tools Prath had. You have me, my advice, and the information here on the site and social media accounts.
Wondering if you could please give me some advice.
I’ve been DM’ing with a straight military dude on Tumblr. Through our chats I told him why I thought he was an alpha, gave him my thoughts on hierarchy, came out to him as a faggot wanting to serve an alpha and encourged him to assert his alphahood. He was interested in all of this and by the end of the chat he told me that he liked when I called him SIR and told me to address him like that always. He bid me a good night calling me his good faggot friend. Of course this left me swooning.
The next morning I left him a DM just saying that I was thinking of him and wishing him a good day. He simply replied with “Hey”
I feel like I might have overstepped or seemed needy.
because I saw him posting the whole day but he didn’t reach out to DM me.
My question is– how can I continue to engage him? Do I ask him questions? I’d like to get to know him better — he seems very cool and open. (He is obsessed with pussy and getting girls and he posts alot about that)
All to say, how can I develop some kind of connection to him that maybe could lead to him wanting me to be his faggot. Or is that hoping for too much?
Thanks Sam. Your advice is so appreciated.
This is why I don’t put a lot of stock in online service. There’s nowhere for it to go … unless you are willing to serve him as a cash fag.
You see, no straight Alpha wants to befriend a faggot online because there’s nothing there to benefit him. The only thing that will get his interest is money. So if you’re willing to serve him that way, then do it.
But I don’t know how else you can “be his faggot” unless you happen to live nearby, or you pack up and move to him (I don’t recommend it).
Ultimately, you’re better off cultivating service relationships with local Alphas. That’s what I’ve done my whole adult life, and it works. Save the online stuff for the game players.
FagBoi G here. This might be a bit long, but there is an ending to it.. hehe.
I’ve always known i was a faggot, from the time I was maybe 3/4 years old. I always knew there was a hierarchy, and I was at the bottom of the entire Pyramid, because I always watched and admired Boys and Men, the way they were just being absolute true Alphas at a very young age. That intimidated me and hence I couldn’t really ever become friends with them, as I would stare too much at the shorts or just be admiring their rugged masculine looks, especially if men with tight muscles and tight pants.
I always knew I wanted cock, even tho I wasn’t sure what it would be at that tender age. But I learnt.
Unfortunately growing up in a society where being gay and afag was an absolute NO, I had to hide this and grew up with a lot of insecurity. I pretended to be a top for many years, never really enjoying the role at all but I always thought it made me “less gay” than sucking a cock or getting fucked my a Man, no idea why.
A few years ago the urge was too thick. I met a man who inused to top, and we discussed me getting fucked for the first time by Him.he was kind and elderly and talked me thru the process. one night atHis place, after a few drinks and a smoke, he took me. And His first entrance was entire. 9.5″ and deep. I couldn’t breathe.. but I knew at that very moment, my true destiny and desire was finally met. Having a Man inside my Bussy was like seeing God.
I’m so glad for the experience, and I’ve worked hard on being more open with myself aiut my true desires, and have sound so much peace.mt toy collection is not embarassing hehee, which now gets me to my question.
Can a faggot like me , I’m preety straight acting in society, learn to signal to Alphas that I would be honoured to suck them off and help them unload , just to make them relax and get action whenever they want? I know straight men don’t get any from their wives, and I feel my role on earth is to serve Them, provide Their shafts with pleasure as often as possible.
How does one signal to Alphas in society at work, in a bar, at the airport etc, that I am a FAGGOT willing to serve him.
Sorry if this was too long drawn out! Love your work!
Cheers,
FagBoi G.
Thanks for the extensive background! You have plenty of experience already upon which to draw, which is very good.
One thing faggots need to keep in mind is that most (if not all) Alphas recognize them at some level regardless of what the faggot might do. Now, Alphas might not register this on a conscious level until a faggot starts talking to them. But I can tell you for sure that Alphas sense this weakness like a predatory animal can smell blood.
So it’s up to the faggot to “expose its throat” so to speak. This requires going out on a limb (unless you’re going to wear a shirt openly declaring that you’re a faggot, which I make). Be complimentary, be generous (as in offering to pay for things), and steer conversations toward the topic of Hierarchy. You can ask questions like, “Do you consider yourself to be Alpha?” which will typically open up an entire conversation about their Alphahood. Ask them how they knew. Ask them about their place in society, their responsibility. These are incredible questions that compliment him and also get him thinking about the difference between himself and lesser males.
From there you steer him toward reasoning about those inferior males and how they can be/should be used. And at this point you can reveal your position as a slave male (leave out faggot for now) so he will start to see you in a new light. This will take root and grow.
None of this is necessarily fast, although it can be. But anything good in life can take time.
Hi brother Sam my name is Andrew and I’m a faggot from New York I recently found an alpha through an app called recon and things I thought were going smoothly. However, there are always things I like to do before submit ting is FaceTime or meet the alpha in person but he pushed that aside now he wants me to pay him $150 for new toys while I only chatted with him for about three days. To me this felt a bit fishy but I wanted to with chat you because you are far more experienced faggot than I. Sam is this normal for an alpha?
Hi brother, thanks for the question.
Yeah, this is normal for a guy who thinks he’s an Alpha and is too insecure or too fake to meet up in person and build a real relationship.
Unfortunately the internet has created a whole class of “internet Alphas” who play games because they know they’re not really Alphas and they’re not truly serious about owning/using faggots or attempting anything in the Dom/sub space. They know they don’t have what it really takes. So instead, they play games that make them feel in control when they’re not.
This post is part of a thread following a faggot named Tim, who has recently been sold to serve a Master named Rex. CLICK HERE to read this entire thread in chronological order!
I always ask faggots about their day-to-day life with their Masters. It’s interesting to me because every Alpha is different, and I think it’s instructive to see how each one trains their personal faggots and how the faggots respond.
I rarely get a response as detailed as the one my brother Tim sent me about his daily service to Master Rex. To be fair, Master Rex seems (from the outside) to be a rather demanding taskmaster. My Masters always had tasks for me, but they realized I had other things to do as well, which I appreciated. Master Rex, on the other hand, seems to enjoy taking over every aspect of his faggot’s life. And really, every Alpha has the right to make his stable of faggots into whatever he wants or needs, so I’m not criticizing Master Rex in any way.
Let’s look at what Tim sent:
Well, firstly, My daily life under ex-MASTER Frank was also domestic in nature although I did (still do) have a part-time job in a store as well as going to school. I took a year gap in schooling about the time MASTER Frank sent me off to MASTER Rex. MASTER Frank made me promise to complete my degree and when I transferred to MASTER Rex, it was understood by them that I would continue my schooling….I’m hoping to become a physical therapist someday and you need an advanced degree these days for that.
After MASTER Rex leaves for work, I finish cleaning up, I prepare for cooking dinner that evening, prepping whatever is necessary for later. Devin gives me a list of major tasks for the week as well as daily things so I have to make sure to work on then — like I was cleaning the gutters , I was stripping wallpaper in this old house and then there’s the daily vacuuming and cleaning the bathrooms( must be done every day). MASTER likes fresh sheets on the bed and fresh towels towels every day.
Speaking of towels, MASTER showers when he gets home and Devin sometimes dries MASTER off after his shower —other times he does it himself . I haven’t been given that chore yet \ but I’m sure I will at some point.
If it’s a day I go to the store then I make sure all the morning stuff is done and that the laundry is started before I go to my part time job there. I also will get any items on the shopping list but Devin usually does the main grocery shopping.
I get back about 4 hours later from the store before anyone else, and start making food and finishing the laundry and make MASTERS bed with fresh sheets and put out fresh towels.
I am caged all the time, except when showering and every two weeks I can uncage and jerk off if I wish, which is me thinking of MASTER REX. Devin has a calendar marked with days that I can do that. Mostly I’m allowed around the house to wear only a t-shirt and at most underwear , but usually nothing else but my cage. MASTER Frank was the first man to cage me and I feel secure in my cage.
Devin comes home next and checks on what I’ve done. He’s very good to me and we do talk about pleasing MASTER and kiss and hug each other and rub our cages together – we have become good faggot brothers. We don’t fool around with each other but we cuddle sometimes and talk about how we got cunted the night before or how we need our MASTER’S seed to be happy. I think it’s our way to reinforce our devotion to our MASTER.
MASTER REX comes home next and Devin does the main greeting by taking off his coat, removing his shoes and kissing his feet. I kneel there also and have gotten to participate in this greeting of our MASTER, but it’s Devin who takes the lead on this… I think they are almost closer to being boyfriends than I realized initially, you can tell there is love between them…although MASTER REX is still always in charge, and if Devin or I do something that HE disapproves of HE lets us know.
We eat dinner and then I clean up and I get some time to study my books for school, or use my phone…school starts for me again in January. MASTER and Devin usually sit on the couch and watch TV and Devin takes MASTER’s cock in his mouth, while I make sure my hole is ready for MASTER if I’m called by him.
My ex-MASTER Frank who MASTER REX knows well made sure my faggot “contract” included my schooling. (MASTER Frank also retained the right to use my holes from time to time but that hasn’t happened yet. ) I learned from Devin that MASTER Frank actually fucked him a couple of times before I got sold to here which I had not known. If my MASTER REX wants his ALPHA friends to use my holes I am happy to fulfill his wishes!
Recently, MASTER REX has been extra good to me and puts his strong arms around me and strokes my hair or feels my hole and calls me a good faggot. Sometimes he follows that up with a hard slap or a lash of his riding crop on my butt which makes my little caged faggot cock strain against the metal. He buried my face in his armpit the other day and I thought I would faint from joy! he’s gentle at times like that, but the sex is always pretty rough. He cunted Devin the other night and had me positioned under his powerful cock going into Devin’s hole then he would pull out of Devin and plunge it down my throat and back again into Devin – that went on for about a half hour.
I usually have to be in bed and sleeping (unless my fagholes are needed) by 11:00, it’s a big old house so text is the easiest way for MASTER to summon me….
This is what my day is like, really. Once Devin’s schedule changes with his work and school things will change but not sure how just yet. We’ll also have to incorporate my school schedule when it starts up again but I know with my MASTERS Alpha guidance it will be fine.
This is a huge, extensive list that Master Rex has created to keep his two live-in faggots busy all day. It doesn’t seem to take into account the fact that Tim is in school, although maybe I’m not reading it correctly.
Overall, though, I’m impressed by Master Rex’s list, but I’m even more impressed by Tim’s eagerness and dedication to fulfilling the list. It could be very easy for a faggot to grow resentful to a Master as strict as Master Rex, but Tim seems to be embracing it. He almost seems to be flourishing from that kind of control!
Many Alphas hold back from doing something like this with their domestic, live-in faggots. However, it’s clearly a vital aspect of the dynamic. In fact, I think it’s vital for an Alpha to grow more deeply into his true role.
A Man doesn’t hammer a nail into a joint halfway and expect it to hold. The same goes for the exertion of Alphahood. Go all the way, or start expecting it to fail.
It’s clear Master Rex is building for the long-term!
This post is part of a thread following a faggot named Tim, who has recently been sold to serve a Master named Rex. CLICK HERE to read this entire thread in chronological order!
In the last update Tim bemoaned that he still wasn’t being used by his new Master Rex except as a domestic faggot. Every night Tim had to listen to Master Rex brutally fuck his other in-house faggot, Devin, as Tim laid in his bed in the tiny spare room down the hall.
I struggled to give Tim much advice at the time. What can you say to a faggot who was sold to this new Master and was essentially coming into an established situation between Master Rex and Devin? It’s hard to come up with something more than “keep your head up” and not sound patronizing.
However, I knew it wouldn’t be long before Master Rex would finally breed his new property. I based this hunch on how Master Rex was using Tim and disciplining him.
Well, it finally happened last Friday night/Saturday morning. I just didn’t know it was going to be like THIS:
I’m free to think back and say how MASTER REX finally made me his faggot in every sense of the word. My head was spinning ever since it happened in the middle of the night Friday night (Saturday morning, I guess)
MASTER REX and Devin had been talking a bit out of my earshot that night. Everything else seemed pretty usual – after dinner MASTER REX was on the sofa watching TV. Devin was “marinating” MASTER’S meat in his mouth – I say “Marinating” cuz MASTER likes Devin to keep MASTER’s fat cock in his mouth while MASTER watches TV – but not too suck it to completion or anything, he just keeps it his mouth and gives MASTER constant pleasure but MASTER will tell him whether to suck it harder or expect a load in his faggot mouth. Devin was just doing that for about 45 minutes, MASTER telling him to “warm him up,” and stuff like that. This is pretty standard for them to do, and then MASTER will almost every night take faggot Devin back to the bedroom and the fucking and cunting begins while I clean up any remaining dishes and then go to bed in the little side sewing room at the back of this old house. I can usually hear them in there, MASTER rutting his cock into his property, namely Devin’s asshole. But this last Friday night no sounds of fucking were coming from them…I just figured they did it quietly or it was one of the rare nights where MASTER doesn’t fuck Devin.
I went to bed and lights out promptly at 11:00pm, (one of the rules) so I can’t have my phone with me – I leave it outside my room – another rule. I have to wake up at 6:30am to make sure everything is in order and get the coffee started.
Sometime in the night, though, while I was asleep in the little twin bed, I was naked as required except for my cock in its cage, I sense someone in the room with me, it’s a very small room. I figure in my half-sleeping state that Devin had come in to tell me something.
Instead, I feel my feet being pulled down off the end of the bed and the blankets tossed aside. I’m still not really awake but I sense this is not Devin but it’s MASTER REX! Before I can even start to comprehend what is happening, my buttcheeks are being spread open with some strong hands. I feel fingers on my hole and now I realize I’m about to get MASTER’S cock and seed. I start to say something, I’m still kinda in a daze but I’m told to “SHUT UP, FAGGOT,” and then on my hole I feel spit and then lube. All of a sudden, my MASTER is on top of me opening up my faggot hole. His cock is fat and I arch my back a bit to get a better angle but I’m pushed down hard on the bed. “STAY DOWN!, he tells me. MASTER is rutting into me now, not having given me more then 20 seconds or so it seems to get used to it. His strokes are deep and hard. I dare not say anything as I was ordered but I do in a reflex make some moans and groans – even though this is what I have been waiting for, there is some pain to work through being fucked fairly violently awake from a dead sleep. ”KEEP THE NOISE DOWN, FAGGOT” he repeats to me and I bite my pillow and try to remember to breathe. HE slows his strokes a bit and I have a moment or two to adapt. I’m still kind of in a daze and for a moment I think “am I dreaming this” but MASTER slaps my cheeks hard and his muscled arms on my back pin me down. Now, again, he is drilling his cock into my hole the pain is lessening but still there a bit for a few more minutes, but then I seem to forget about it hurting and MASTER has a rhythm of long strokes and then short rapid fire jabs, he varies his rhythms every few strokes in my faggot cunt. It starts to feel good – really good, although I know my pleasure is of little importance to an ALPHA. It crosses my mind as he’s cunting me to not seem too much like I’m enjoying it too much…
It’s been about 40 minutes of this, it seems, remember Sam, I was dead asleep so I don’t really know how long but then he moves me like a rag doll into my side and keeps drilling it into me. His big arms and chest are on top of me as his MASTER cock does its work to break my faggot cunt. It’s really wiping me out by now but I stay focused and just breathe through it.
Finally his breathing gets real heavy and loud and I swear his cock is growing even more inside me and then I know he’s releasing his superior ALPHA seed into my hole. I am worn out and still dazed, dazed not from sleep anymore but from sheer joy. HE has cunted me for the first time! I am so happy, Sam, I know I have tears of joy getting my pillow wet. He pulls out of me and spins me around saying ‘YOU BETTER KEEP THAT SEED INSIDE YOU, FAGGOT” – I am like a rag doll still and he spins me around so my mouth is his cock which I clean off and I taste some seed that was on his cock. He pulls out of my mouth and gives me a medium hard slap but still kind of a playful slap, across my cheek, “YOU’RE ONE OF MY FAGGOTS NOW – YOU’LL BE GETTING THIS OFTEN FROM ME WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT.”
I can’t sleep the rest of the night once he leaves I am so overjoyed with happiness and fulfillment, my fingers reaching down to my faggot cunt to feel the seed from MASTER inside me which I can taste a bit on my fingers. I notice my faggot cock is straining against the cage and leaking but I haven’t cum that way. My heart is pounding in my faggot chest so hard.
A few hours later it seems, I hear my phone’s alarm from outside my door: 6:30am. I get up, get the coffee going (you do not want to see MASTER if there’s no coffee ready). I make eggs and toast for him as usual. He comes to breakfast and doesn’t say a word about the cunting last night, but I see Devin is looking at me intently and catch a little smile from him. Once MASTER goes to leave, Devin sees him to the door and they speak for a few minutes.
Devin comes back to me in the kitchen – he is very happy that I am now officially the junior faggot in the house, he says I did my job very well last night and for training me well, Devin will get a reward from MASTER which we both can’t wait to see what it is!!!
Devin says I can expect MASTER to alternate between fucking Devin and fucking me now that I am official. When Devin is in class or working, I need to do the MASTER cock marinating thing in the evenings in front of the TV if Devin’s not there, or if MASTER wants me to do it instead, or we might take turns at it. Who MASTER decides to fuck will be decided each evening. I’m racing inside with anticipation over sharing my MASTER’S cock and seed with my faggot friend Devin now. Devin says to expect some side-by-side cunting of the both of us by MASTER sometime…
Sam, thank you for listening and supporting me I don’t know how I would have gotten through these weeks without your belief in me even when I was questioning so many things.
I am so happy to be an official Junior Faggot in MASTER REX’s house now, it is the privilege of my life!!!
ASTOUNDING!!
I want to first address the nature of this extraordinary experience. Was this a rape? Some people who have had an issue with my stance on faggot rape would argue that yes, it was indeed a rape. They would argue that the violent, forced nature of the attack and Tim’s initial terror over the forced, painful entry constitute a rape.
I disagree with anyone who thinks it was a rape. As a faggot owned by Master Rex, Tim’s holes don’t belong to Tim anymore. They are property of Master Rex now. Furthermore, Tim correctly believes that his purpose is to serve Men in whatever way they need. Additionally, Tim was CRAVING use by his Master … even if this wasn’t what Tim had been imagining all this time.
I’ll go even one step farther (of course). I think faggots NEED this kind of use. There is some part of our mindset that is programmed with the desire to be pinned down and practically raped by Men. Without such dramatic acts of aggression by Men, faggots tend to get out of sorts and lose focus.
Men have cocks and aggressive sexual appetites for a reason. They are born to grab and penetrate and pin down and inseminate. If you privately asked every Man their honest opinion about this kind of fuck, they would say they want it just like that if they thought they could get away with it.
With faggots, they can.
With faggots, they need to.
This is the way it has always been since the sun rose over the landscape on the First Day, and it will continue forever. And since the first time one Man dominated a weaker male, Alphas have been rape-cunting faggots into submission.
It is Hierarchy. It is The Truth.
Tim discovered that Truth personally, and as he quivered in his bed full of electric joy with his new Master’s cum seeping into his soul, he felt truly alive. Truly a faggot.
He was fulfilled.
I praise Tim for his great patience and obedience while waiting for his Master’s right time! It has really paid off!
I’ve been listening to your podcast obsessively, and I’ve been taking in your advice. I am a faggot, an object and slave to be used by Alphas; thank you for bringing me to this realisation.
My question is about love in the Alpha-faggot dynamic: if an Alpha falls in love with a faggot, does this compromise the natural roles they take on? A faggot is an object, a fleshlight for an Alpha, so surely falling in love with one is as absurd as falling in love with a fleshlight? The Romans fucked their beta-male and faggot slaves, but they didn’t fall in love with them- that would’ve been ridiculous.
Perhaps I’m being neurotic. I would love to be loved by an Alpha- and marry him, and worship him as he cucks me- but I would not want an Alpha to weaken himself, or embarrass himself by falling in love with a subhuman slave like me.
With love and deep appreciation for your work,
Faggot Alex-James.
I was kind of saddened by your question, brother. I know what you mean, believe me, but I’ve had Masters who loved me – two very deeply, especially given that they were straight – so I know this side of it can exist.
Rather than thinking of a faggot like a Fleshlight, think of a faggot like a dog. A loyal dog. I dare you to find anything an Alpha loves more than his loyal dog.
A dog is not equal to its owner. It obeys its owner. It owes its life to its owner. But despite that disparity, Men love their dogs. Why? Because that dog “worships” its owner and is loyal to its owner.
I hope that helps you. An Alpha can absolutely love you just the same way.
Hi Sam I’m pretty sure you get questions like this all time but I always see straight alphas in the gym that I would love to worship but It is so hard to get to them they are concentrated on their workouts it’s hard to socialize. I know this pair of twins both 20 alpha AF I tried talking to one on IG but he tends to leave me on read , they both say hi when I see them but nothing more . Any advice?
I do get this question all the time, of course, but every question has a unique wrinkle. Yours has a tricky element – the Alphas are twins. They influence each other in ways that are unpredictable in an approach by a faggot.
Since these are gym contacts, you can attempt three possible approaches. Here they are:
Offer to provide services like putting away weights, cleaning machines, getting water or towels. Maybe offer to buy them supplements or food. Be useful to both of them, and see if that eventually engages them.
Complement them on their physiques and ask them for advice. Alphas like to be helpful when it comes to showing off their physical power.
Ask them if they consider themselves to be Alpha. When they answer “yes”, lead them into a discussion of Hierarchy. Reason with them about the obvious aspects of Hierarchy, and emphasize that they deserve to be worshiped and served as leaders of Hierarchy.
Any of those can work if you approach it confidently. Good luck!
In my last podcast I discussed the startling true story of Master Andrés, a completely straight Alpha who has taken on a live-in faggot for sexual and domestic service much like Masters Matt, Jin, and Kyler and others have done. During the podcast, I used that story as a jumping-off point to discuss how important it is for faggots to take the initiative and risk to offer themselves to straight Alphas.
I received some interesting feedback from that story and podcast, but I received one comment in particular that didn’t necessarily have a great ending, but contained a valuable life lesson. Here’s what a faggot named Sergio said:
I really resonated with the end of this episode. I was a beta bitch to my Straight Alpha friend for many years, driving him around, buying his drinks at the bar, putting his needs first. I’ll never forget the day I got down on my knees and really offered him service. I came out of the fag closet and let him know I was his to use and abuse. He laughed. He told me to stop playing. I told him I was serious. He told me he wasn’t interested, he wasn’t gay, and he just wanted to be friends. I told him I knew he wasn’t gay. He declined my worship nonetheless.
We went back to the way things had been, him taking the lead and me following his subtle orders, but things quickly changed. I was serving as his foot stool, kissing his feet and drinking his piss straight from the tap within a few months of the first time I got down on my knees and let him know I was a faggot who lived to serve him and men like him. He wasn’t a violent Alpha, but from time to time he kicked me in my balls and laughed while I was on the floor screaming in pain. Whether it was worshipping his feet, drinking his piss, smelling his farts, serving as his footstool or ball torture, I always thanked him profusely for allowing me to serve. He’d just laugh and call me a fag.
It never became full sexual service, although I was almost always rock hard when serving him, but I was a happy fag driving my Alpha friend around, buying his drinks and serving as his comfort and his entertainment, and it all happened because I had the courage to offer him the service he deserved.
Bravo to Sergio for showing the courage to offer service to this Alpha, but even more props to him for continuing to service selflessly even after the Alpha rejected his greater, more intimate offer of service. The Alpha knocked him down, but Sergio recognized that the Alpha still deserved loyal service and worship! That’s the correct viewpoint!
This is what it takes: courage, humility, and resilience!
The term “cunting” has largely taken on a mysterious air, something like the “female orgasm” movement of the 80s that eventually led women to gather together and squat over mirrors and talk about their pussies. All we’re missing at this point is a Phil Donohue special on cunting with a panel full of faggots.
Of course, any faggot that has ever been cunted cannot stop talking about it, desperate to get a handle on the experience.
The site received this long comment from a faggot named Jon describing cunting in a way that I felt really captured something. Here it is:
To me, the difference between fucking and cunting is intent. Any Man can breed and seed an ass and enjoy it and that’s all there is to it. But when an Alpha fucks an ass with the intent of teaching the sub his proper place, that’s cunting. The Alpha deliberately fucks the sub in such a way that the sub’s mind is altered. The sub finally realizes and accepts that his purpose in life is to take Mancock and serve Men.
This entails a systematic, deliberate breaking down of the sub’s will and resistance through fucking, verbal cues, and physical control. It will be pleasurable for the Alpha, but that’s just a nice extra. The main purpose is to break down the sub through fucking his ass and his mind. Making the sub have multiple orgasms. Demonstrating to the sub that he has no choice — he WILL be breeded and seeded whether he wants or or not, and his body will instinctively respond with uncontrollable and shattering orgasmic pleasure over and over. Teaching the sub that his greatest pleasure in life comes from serving and getting breeded and seeded by Superior Alpha Males. Educating the sub on the power of his ass and his mouth in serving Men. Making the sub accept the fundamental truth that he is hard-wired to crave Mancock and receive orgasmic pleasure by being breeded and seeded.
By the end of the experience, the sub is changed forever. he owns and accepts his proper place in the Hierarchy. he is no longer ashamed of his need to be dominated and violated; he is proud and happy to have an ass and a mouth that Men want to use. he is no longer ashamed of his instinctive craving for Mancock shoved down his throat or up his ass; he has learned that his instinctive sexual response and helpless submission to Alpha Male Power make him highly desired and sought after by Dominant Men. he has learned that his body and mind are programmed to have uncontrollable orgasmic pleasure when he is used by Men – and that Men truly enjoy forcing him into one orgasm after another. he has learned that he has a proper role serving Alpha Males and he can be proud to embrace his calling.
There are Men who try to cunt a faggot and fail. The experience may still be sexually pleasurable for both Top and bottom – but that’s not cunting. And the sub will instinctively know and recognize that.
Also, it should be recognized that no faggot sub lives in that profoundly deep submissive mindset constantly. The moments when a faggot is taken all the way down into that headspace are relatively rare. But the memory of those few overwhelming moments is what helps sustain the faggot’s commitment to the life he was born to.
All of which means that it’s possible for a faggot to be cunted more than once. Being cunted is a special occurrence where a faggot sub is taken down into his most pure form of service and submission, totally immersed and overwhelmed and overpowered by the Power and Manhood of an Alpha Male.
Being cunted creates a powerful, unbreakable bond between a faggot sub and any Alpha who cunts him. From that time onward, the sub is emotionally addicted to and dependent on that Alpha. Even if the sub serves other Men and may even be owned by another Man, that sub will always feel the power of any Alpha who cunted him.
It’s not surprising that an Alpha may also develop strong feelings of affection and protection for a faggot sub that He cunts. Some Alphas are uncomfortable admitting this, because it may sound like the faggot “has power over” the Alpha. But that’s not the case. It’s the Alpha’s own initiative and integrity and personal power that make Him feel a sense of responsibility and protectiveness for the effects of this amazingly powerful transformation that He imposes on the sub.
i have been cunted four times in my life and i remember every one of them like it was yesterday. Whenever i have been dating someone, i have always made sure he understands that there are a few special Men in my life for whom i will drop anything to go to Them if called upon. If a man can’t understand and allow that as part of the relationship, then i’m not going to be able to have a relationship with him. The man i share my life with will be very important to me… but those few special amazing superior Alpha Men who have cunted me are and always will be the most important Men in my life.
I think the most compelling part of my brother’s essay on cunting are the last couple of paragraphs about the transformation that occurs in a faggot afterward. I agree that I would probably also drop everything for the Masters who’ve cunted me regardless of how much time has passed. It’s like Pavlov’s dog having its bell rung.
Alphas should really consider that power of transformation they carry between their legs. It should boost their confidence, of course, but it should also deepen their sense of responsibility.
Cunting is such an integral part of the Alpha/faggot dynamic when referring to ownership that I think it’s necessary to keep underscoring its impact on claiming and behavior modification.
I thank my brother Jon for sharing his thoughts on this most important process!
Hi Sam, I am a recently discovered fag. I am in college, and I didn’t know I was a fag until my roommate came back from the bars super drunk one night and forced himself on me. I always thought he was attractive and cool because he really is, but I didn’t think it was sexual. I thought I was just jealous of him. But when he forced himself on me something snapped and everything felt right. I didn’t know he even fucked guys to begin with but it was pretty obvious he’s an alpha and from reading it’s very clear I’m a fag. From that point on he completely took over the room and even had me doing his classwork whenever I could. I am completely head over heel in love with this alpha, as he cunted me soon after that night. Unfortunately he didn’t care at all about classes and he’s flunked out. He lives like 11 hours away, and I don’t know what to do because I’m so very attached to him.
Brother, congratulations on discovering this truth about yourself! I’m glad this Alpha helped you to find this out, even if he did it forcefully.
I’m wondering – are you indicating that he no longer lives with you? Did he already return home?
Here’s what you need to do: you need to contact him and tell him what you’ve discovered thanks to what he did to you. THANK HIM. CALL HIM SIR. If you need to, send him to this site to explain it further (although I’m sure he already understands). Then humbly tell him that you have a deep need to serve him. He will get it.
I think all faggots need to keep in mind that Men have an instinctual understanding of the need subs have to serve and worship. They rarely judge us harshly if we approach them in a respectful way. Don’t be afraid! HUMBLE YOURSELF AND OFFER YOURSELF!
Hey there. Very new follower here but love the site, been reading/listening for the last few days nonstop. Glad to have found other fags that understand hierarchy and I’ve learned a lot.
You have any tips on making an alpha feel comfortable being assertive and aggressive? I have an alpha that seems to shy away from being too rough with me, despite me telling him I enjoy it. I’m not sure he understands how strong my desire to submit to him is, and that he should prioritize his needs above mine. He says he likes it rough but he is definitely holding back.
Hi brother, thanks for writing.
I’ve gotten this question a few times, and I am also wrestling with this issue with a pre-Alpha friend of mine as well. It seems like such an obvious and easy thing to us as faggots because we have this idea that all Men are cauldrons of dominant aggressiveness. Of course, almost all Men (and Alphas) are plagued by the same insecurities, fears, and societal pressures that we all face. Some Men (like my friend and yours) are just really nice people who genuinely don’t want to be hurtful or selfish. We have to understand that about them, as well as the possibility that it’s simply not in them to be more aggressive.
On the other hand, I’ve also successfully advised some faggots on how to ignite dominance within their Alphas, so I know in some Alphas this timidity can be overcome. My advice is this: stop complaining to him about how passive he is, since this causes anxiety. Instead, ramp up your submission to him. Always seek to position yourself physically lower and at his feet. Become more subservient and agreeable. Rub and kiss his feet. When he fucks you, put yourself in the most submissive positions and make him feel like he’s a sexual god.
In other words, make him feel like a King. What I’ve seen happen is this type of deep submission brings out the hunting instinct in Alphas, and eventually they’ll want to pounce. Now this isn’t usually something that happens immediately, so you need to remain patient and focused. I’ve seen this approach work, so have faith in the process and hopefully you’ll see success.
As a fellow faggot I wanted to get your opinion on something. When I use apps for Doms to use me I don’t ask many personal questions. However I was talking to a straight guy on Sniffies and asked for some pics. He sends one with a very obvious ring on his ring finger. I asked if he was married, he was. I then asked if they were open. They were not and I just don’t feel great about that dynamic. We did not end up meeting up and the guy didn’t seem bothered. I have had an Owner that used multiple women and his wife. Even though they didn’t know he was using a faggot at least everyone was aware the relationships were open. Is it unfair for me to ask that the Dom is open with his wife or girlfriend? I feel like it isn’t really a faggots place but it just gives me a bad taste in my mouth.
I understand why your hesitant, brother, and I can definitely appreciate a faggot with a conscience!
I have served Alphas who were in relationships that were not open, particularly early in my fag career, but like you it started to bother me. Fortunately I then became owned by a few straight Alphas who were either single or informally dating females. That suited me better for sure.
It’s really just a matter of what a faggot’s conscience dictates. However, it’s important to remember that it’s the ALPHA who made the commitment, not you. I wouldn’t beat myself up over it too much.
Hi Sam! I’ve been following your page for a looong time (years lol) and you’ve been instrumental in me realizing i’m a fag. I did have a few questions that I’m hoping you can help me with, and i’d be eternally grateful for a response:
I know I’m a faggot. I know i must serve men. However I also have a very successful career and personal life. Is it possible to have both of these things? I’ve been too nervous to serve a Man due to how it could impact my “normal” life, i’ve had online doms blackmail before (non consentually), so maybe i’m just a bit overreacting to that.
where do I find doms irl? do you have a list of locations you recommend frequenting? I’m not a fan of the whole online thing and much prefer to serve in person and that’s how i think i’d be most successful.
Well it’s nice to hear from a long-time reader! I’m glad I’ve been able to help you find your truth!
I don’t think it’s impossible to have career success while also serving as a faggot. I’ve managed to do it, and so have other faggots I’ve known personally and online. You might remember my interview with Brian, the faggot who served his Master while also enjoying a successful career. I think the real key here is having a Master to serve full time. This was what I did after several years of being a slut, and it made all the difference for me. I think you’ll find that will be the case as well.
Where to find Alphas to serve? Well, you can always find Alphas to service on apps and whatnot, but you’ll rarely find an Owner there. Honestly, the best path is finding Alphas in your everyday life that you can start submitting to in various ways. Then Ownership develops organically.
Hey Sam I really love your content! I’m a fag from Italy, 19 y old, and I met a alpha in the gym. He is 25, super hot and amazing, I starting talking about his training and we got closer and closer. I served him in many ways and it took me months to give him a blowjob. His dick is just perfect and I love serving him. However, he refuses to fuck my ass. He says that this is too gay and he would never fuck a male ass. How can I convince him that fucking my boy pussy is not gay? I already suck his dick quite often but I really want to feel him inside my ass. Thank you, Sam!! Your work is amazing
Hi brother!
Congratulations on finding an Alpha and working your way into providing oral service for him! You’ve followed the plan perfectly! It does take some time to convince a straight Alpha that it’s safe to let you service him!
I do understand your desire to be fucked by him, but not every Alpha is interested in going there. Let’s face it: ass fucking is somewhat taboo to many people. It’s just not that appealing to everybody.
You may not like my advice, but I think it’s accurate: be satisfied with the service you’re being allowed to perform. There are many faggots who never get the chance to suck a straight Alpha, and might never get that chance. You’re one of the fortunate faggots who worked my plan perfectly and is gifted with the chance to suck a straight Alpha’s cock. Just be happy with that, continue to be submissive and eager to please, and hope he will change his mind.
Master @throatitbxxxy is far and away one of the great faggot cocksucker trainers online. Blessed with a magnificent cock that is a perfect girth for sucking and so straight you could use it as a ruler, Master TIB has no problem forcing his cock down a faggot’s throat.
However, he prefers the patient approach when receiving head. He understands that faggots need to be used, and he also appreciates that faggots need guidance to become what they were born to be.
One thing I’ve noticed about his videos is how every faggot that he features all seem to be very well behaved. They all have their hands on the floor, asses sticking out, back arched, and mouths open. So I asked Master TIB about this, and here’s what he said:
One of my interview questions is: Have you ever sucked cock without so much as touching your own dick boy? And if they say no, I say: I don’t want you distracted from your single-minded focus of pleasing my cock. They must agree to kneel. And if they start to disobey they only get a few chances before I will just pack up and leave.
I KNEW he was also pre-training them!
I’ve known Master TIB since the Tumblr days of FWA, and his methods have never changed BECAUSE THEY WORK.
One method he loves to employ is stroke counting. This is effective because it gives the faggot miniature goals to achieve while also helping Master gauge the faggot’s overall progress. We can see that here:
Again, notice the perfect form of the faggot. It doesn’t have its own useless penis out, it’s not touching itself. It’s solely a trainable hole.
Master also trains them to respond quickly to one-word commands like “off” or “down” so that he can control how the faggot stimulates him. Master also liberally uses the phrase “good boy” to keep the faggot eager to keep working to please him.
The end result of Master’s training is an expert cocksucker that can be repeatedly relied upon for worshipful service, like this faggot that has fought through fits of choking and vomiting so that it might serve Master and receive his plentiful loads:
There is no cocksucker trainer like Master @throatitbxxxy. He understands faggots so well and he’s perfected unmatched techniques to guide them to become selfless blowjob machines.
This post is part of a thread chronicling the growth of an agonophilic faggot named Chris and his long-term service relationship with a straight Alpha. CLICK HEREfor all posts in this thread in chronological order!
One of the keys to my success as a faggot throughout my life is my willingness to rationally explain my Hierarchical perspective as a proud faggot and my inborn role in life. This usually takes Alphas by surprise, and they’re typically interested in asking more about my view of my purpose and theirs. I liken their reaction to a puppy encountering some usual new critter with a mixture or excitement, curiosity, and fear.
Once I get their attention and interest it’s usually a matter of easing them into accepting my worship/service until their natural instincts take over.
Yes, it’s a form of manipulation. On the other hand, I’m helping these Alphas discover aspects of their power and embrace a larger purpose. Shouldn’t that be part of a faggot’s service?
Chris responded to my previous post about him with another example from his life that also reflects this teaching work faggots must sometimes do with Alphas.
THIS is exactly how I’ve always felt. With this Str8 Alpha in particular since our relationship actually began almost 18 yrs ago and I was NOT his Fag initially. When he and his then GF moved out of NYC I’d put him up when he was here for work, and letting me suck his dick was his way of a “thank you”. It wasn’t until 2-3 years later and he was about to bust his load in my mouth and for the first time blurted out SUCK IT FAGGOT (with a quick look to say he didn’t mean that) that I first told him it was OKAY and he was just following his natural instinct. And he was surprised when I explained my TRUE Faggot self. So yes I began to teach HIM, and bring out his Alpha self, eventually getting to the point where he only addresses me as Faggot and gets hard as a rock beating me up and holds me on his dick until this last pulse and he is empty, and getting him to the point where he UNDERSTANDS forcing my head into his sweaty underarms and breathing deep is PERFUME to a Faggot. (we often forget how confusing some of this is to a real man) It was a LONG process, just getting him to not thank me for things I did for him or gave him and to just EXPECT it and eventually DEMAND it took a year. This is the only man I’ve served who my relationship with was NOT as a faggot from the get-go. He was just a stunning blonde God to me about whom I only FANTASIZED about being a total Faggot to and receiving a beatdown from. NOW he is a Alpha MAN with me, and has admitted how much he likes it, how much taking out his frustrations on me helps him, and I am as PROUD of that as I am of being his Faggot.
I really loved this experience from Chris because it illustrates that much of this “manipulation” is a long game. It sometimes takes a year or more of methodical revelation before the Alpha seizes his natural power.
But when it’s finally unlocked, so many blessing come from it!
Chris now experiences joy that come from purpose. That’s definitely worth working for! It’s definitely worth waiting for!
Cunting is one of the most profound moments in the life of a faggot. It is the line of demarcation between the world of Men and the world of true faggotry. Once a faggot has been cunted, there is simply no way to return to the world of Men and Manhood. The cunting utterly destroys that possibility forever.
I’ve written about cunting many times before, most notably in the article “Being Cunted” (READ HERE). There are many signs that indicate cunting, including uncontrollable shaking or reverse rutting. There is also a kind of momentary paralysis, and occasionally weeping.
Regardless of the reaction, the faggot is altered mentally and emotionally by the experience, which is unlike anything Men typically experience. To put it in more organic terms, a cunting is probably as close to a female orgasm as a male can get. Hence the name. A faggot’s hole is transformed into a pussy, a cunt. And it will never be the same.
I think the one aspect of a cunting that seems to be universally experienced by cunted faggots is something I call “The Void.” When a male sticks something in his ass or even gets fucked, he moves on with his life largely unchanged.
But a cunted faggot ends up with The Void inside its pussy, a space where cock was and belongs again. The Void is constantly craving to be filled with cock again, to feel that sense of fullness and completion. Without cock, The Void is like a black hole, a howling vortex aching to be stuffed full of cock.
It’s an ache deep inside the faggot’s pussy. It keeps the faggot awake at night, yearning to be penetrated. Sometimes the rim of the faggot’s pussy tickles, teasing the faggot to stick fingers into it or find a cock willing to fuck it.
Cunted faggots are like converted vampires, damned to a life of neverending hunger to fill The Void that drives their need.
Of the many ways Men and Alphas control faggots – sexual use, scent training, discipline, chores – cunting is the most permanent and profound, mainly because of The Void. There will always be an empty space inside that cunted faggot, a space reserved for the Man who did the cunting.
You’ve probably read the term “cunted” used in reference to a gay bottom receiving a Man’s cock. While the term definitely refers to that act, there is more to being cunted than simply being fucked by a Man. Cunting is a total transformation of a faggot physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually through hard fucking that triggers a deep internal orgasm.
Let’s first be honest: mechanically speaking, any male can be fucked in the ass. Every male has an asshole that can be opened wide enough to accept a dick-sized object.
Let’s imagine that all males on Earth had to be fucked in the ass one time. The vast majority of males would not enjoy it at all, and most would hate it. They would actively rebel against the entry, fight against the very idea of taking a dick in their ass. If it brings some pleasure to certain males, why would most Men actively fight against this act?
Because being fucked in the ass says much about a male’s place within the human hierarchy. When a Man is fucked in the ass, he is emasculated in a way that differentiates him from other Men. A Man is meant to penetrate. A Man who is penetrated (like a female) is considered a “lesser” Man, even if that penetration occurred during a rape. It is the nature of how Men view the act of being penetrated.
However, the act of being penetrated and fucked by another Man doesn’t always change the personality of the recipient. Many gay bottoms receive dick, but they are still Men in that they are active in their sex life and still seek their own pleasure. They very often still use their dicks to receive pleasure. They are generally an equal in their relationships and their sexual encounters.
But some males are fucked so deeply and aggressively that they are changed forever. They no longer seek their own pleasure. Their assholes become their true sex organ. The desire to penetrate with their penis – the primary means of pleasure for most Men – is taken away, replaced by the desire to be penetrated.
So how does this happen? During a powerful, aggressive rut an Alpha can angle his cock so that it strikes the faggot’s prostate as he penetrates the second ring. The intensity builds until the faggot is triggered into having an internal orgasm until it is overwhelmed. Symptoms of cunting vary, but generally involve unconsciousness, trembling/shaking, uncontrollable emotions, fits of deep weeping. It’s very dramatic, and for an unprepared Alpha it can be alarming.
Here is a video about cunting I produced:
The rape I endured might be considered a cunting, but it didn’t alter my mental state enough at the time. I fought against the feelings of being penetrated and taken in that fashion. A true cunting involves more than simple penetration … it involves the mind and heart of the male being cunted.
I wasn’t cunted properly until Alpha Chris owned me a few years after the rape. What was the difference? Well, Alpha Chris had already fucked my mind through our previous encounters, so when he finally fucked my ass he had me in the proper mental state. When he fucked me, he did so with a controlled aggressiveness that forced me to give up any residual masculine resistance. Suddenly I felt this involuntary clenching inside me accompanied by a tingly warmth that spread through my body. It was so surprising and wondrous that I nearly lost consciousness. I just laid beneath him, absorbing his thrusts even though I wasn’t in my body anymore. Then I gasped for air, just realizing I had been holding my breath. Returning to consciousness, I felt him cumming inside me. Nothing mattered anymore. I was claimed inside and out by this powerful young Alpha. I was suddenly everything and nothing. A slave to the Man whose cock took away whatever it was I once thought about myself.
By the time he was finished pounding me, any lingering idea that I was a Man had disappeared. After that, I completely understood that my hole was my sex organ, and my purpose was to offer it in whatever way a Man demanded. That is what a true cunting does to a male – it emasculates a male and transforms him into a object only to be penetrated.
And once that cunting occurs, there is no going back.
Subspace is one of those aspects of the Dom/sub experience that few people truly understand, and even fewer appreciate its power. It’s the power source at the center of Hierarchical exchanges. Without subspace, there would be no ability for a Dominant to overpower and control a submissive, to break into their minds, or help them achieve a sense of purpose in service.
One Alpha recently compared subspace to hypnosis, and the comparison is apt. Like hypnosis, bringing a submissive into subspace involves control and skill, but also great responsibility. In deeper levels of subspace a submissive’s mind and heart unlock, its resistance fades, and many things thought unimaginable become possible.
If I sound a little mystical about subspace, it’s for good reason. Mishandled subspace has led to broken and destroyed lives. On the other hand, carefully nurtured subspace can lead to tremendous fulfillment.
Subspace is a metaphor for the state the submissive’s minds and bodies are in during a deeply involving play scene. Many types of BDSM play invoke strong physical responses. The mental aspect of BDSM also causes many submissives to mentally separate themselves from their environment as they process the experience. Deep subspace is often characterized as a state of deep recession and incoherence. Deep subspace may also cause a danger in newer submissives who are unfamiliar with the experience, and require the dominant to keep a careful watch to ensure the submissive isn’t placing him or herself in danger. Many submissives require aftercare.
Notice the disassociative quality of subspace, this disconnection of the mind from the body. This is caused by a very natural process in the body ordinarily triggered by dangerous circumstances.
WHY DOES SUBSPACE OCCUR?
When a human being is confronted by some dramatic or traumatic moment, the body releases chemicals into the blood stream as part of a process known as the “fight or flight” response. Endorphins and enkephalins are dumped into the bloodstream, producing a weightless, out-of-body rush of pleasure. This can last for hours afterward.
This dump of endorphins can occur during pleasurable-but-taxing sexual experiences such as being fucked or sucking dick just as easily as it can during violent and aggressive situations like rape.
THE EFFECTS OF SUBSPACE
It’s the “fight or flight” response shielding that allows faggots (who are extremely submissive males) to perform tremendous (and occasionally shocking and extreme) acts of service. While in “fight or flight”-induced subspace faggots are extremely open to suggestion and will often mindlessly do things that they might never do in their everyday life.
More from the definition of subspace above:
Producing a sort of trance-like state due to the increase of hormones and chemicals, the submissive starts to feel out-of-body, detached from reality, and as the high comes down, and the parasympathetic nervous system kicks in, a deep exhaustion, as well as incoherence. Many submissives once reaching a height of subspace will lose all sensation of pain, as any stimulus causes the period to prolong.
This detachment from reality allows subs and faggots to go much farther in risky behaviors. We see this extreme behavior quite readily in findom. Faggots deep in subspace have surrendered many thousands of dollars in financial drains to online Alphas, only to regret it once they snap out of it.
HOW CAN WE DEFINE “PERPETUAL SUBSPACE”?
I’ve been owned multiple times in my life, including a few stints as a live-in faggot. To accomplish this, I had to get into a state I call “perpetual subspace” (another term could be “persistent subspace”). It’s sort of a low-level, neverending state of subspace in which the faggot is on a constant high due to even the most mundane of tasks (like doing the dishes, or cleaning a bathroom). The faggot’s Master is never far from the faggot’s mind during the course of every day while in perpetual subspace. Everything the faggot does goes to honor its Master.
I liken perpetual subspace to a type of white noise that drives a faggot forward in constant service to its Owner. Think of it in the same terms as listening to the sound of rain or other types of background noise in order to fall asleep. Perpetual subspace is that low-level hum by which the faggot accomplishes much in service.
PERPETUAL SUBSPACE – THE IDEAL STATE
Whenever I was owned in my life and in a state of perpetual subspace, I felt comforted and at peace. My worries were few since my Master took care of me and all I truly focused on were the tasks that my Master expected me to accomplish. Regardless of how menial they were, each task brought me satisfaction because I knew it was pleasing to my Master.
It was easy to keep me in perpetual subspace once it began. My Master running his fingers through my hair and telling me I was a “good boy” or a “good faggot” was enough to sustain the state in me for weeks. Sexual service/worship sessions were obviously part of that as well. All of these stimuli combined to keep me under perpetual subspace, a state that allowed me to accomplish a lot in service, as well as remain pliable to suggestions when my Master wanted to share me with his friends or make me do things I might not ordinarily do (piss drinking and ass licking experiences started under perpetual subspace of a Master).
For Alphas and Masters, perpetual subspace should be the goal. It is the ultimate level of power, for you hold the total life of the faggot under your control.
Ever since I first realized my faghood when I was 17 years old, I’ve always embraced learning and practicing my craft. I just had this need to get better, understand my own motivations, and remain in what I felt was the proper headspace. Eventually I became an owned faggot multiple times, trained relentlessly on several occasions, and developed a natural rhythm as a faggot that has persisted to this day.
However, that doesn’t mean I’ve stopped developing myself. Far from it! I’ve been unowned over the last few years due to a wide variety of circumstances (rescuing Baby Boy, surviving cancer, employment restructuring), but throughout that period of time I’ve tried to keep myself in what I’ve dubbed “Perpetual Subspace“. One way I did that was by voluntarily self-locking my skin tag in chastity two years ago. However, I’ve continued to do ass and throat training exercises, meditation, etc. in order to keep myself ready for service.
I know there are a lot of faggots out there who are unowned and have never been owned for whatever reason. However, that doesn’t mean you cannot experience the deep meaning of your faghood through self-training. In fact, I think this should be a vital aspect of of every faggot’s life regardless if they’re owned or not.
So I wanted to create a guide for unowned faggots in order to help steer them toward purpose and (hopefully) prepare them for service.
PHYSICAL TRAINING
There are certain physical demands placed upon a faggot by most Alphas. It’s important that a faggot work toward certain physical benchmarks in order to be of service.
WEIGHT: Yeah, I know … why must Alphas be so shallow, right? Well, it’s because they are superior Men, and they deserve the best (and they know it). They don’t need to fuck or receive head from a fat faggot when there are ten other perky twink faggots ready to do the same thing. So be mindful of this. If you’re serious about serving, get into some sort of shape. I’m not saying you need to look like Tom Daley, but at least try to get rid of flab and develop an ass of some sort. This involves dieting and gym exercise.
STRETCHING: Faggots are tossed around and bent in a variety of ways while being used. However, it’s more than just being able to get your knees to your ears. It also means being able to arch your back and get into the Bitch Position on demand (and it will be demanded a lot ). This requires a lot of concentrated practice involving stretches designed to loosen those parts of the body. You need to get used to holding those positions while an Alpha is pounding you, too.
THROAT EXERCISES: A faggot is expected to deepthroat pretty regularly. Therefore it is necessary to heavily practice overcoming your gag reflex. I use a 7″ silicone dildo with balls to keep myself tuned up, and I still do that even though I’m currently serving as a straight Alpha’s cocksucker. So just imagine how important it is for a faggot without regular dick to use this method!
If you don’t have a dildo, you could possibly use a hard vegetable like a carrot for practice, but this is a choking hazard in my mind. Instead, use a large metal spoon to stimulate the back of your throat, and see if you can get used to controlling it. This will help you eventually overcome the reflex when you have actual dick in there.
Regardless of your method, practice swallowing when you feel gagging coming on. This will not only neutralize the reflex, but it will also encourage your throat to accept more cock into it.
This is a video from Throat-it-boy that shows the level of cocksucking most Alphas expect. Train yourself to get to this point.
ASS EXERCISES: You’ve heard me discuss Kegel exercises (which are primarily designed for vaginas) a number of times on this site. This is critical. These exercises will help your pussy retain strength over the coming years of abuse due to Alpha rutting. Kegel exercises are covered on this site and elsewhere on the internet, but a more ass-centric version of these exercises were “popularized” via a series of bizarre, uncomfortable instructional videos by Dr. Joe Kramer.
But there is more to ass training than muscle development. There is also hole training. This would ideally involve multiple sizes of silicone dildos or buttplugs. This will help to open the hole and relax the muscles for penetration. However, these devices can be used while inserted to develop the power of the anal muscles by clamping down on them repeatedly.
Get accustomed to how your ass works and how it can be used to provide pleasure!
MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL TRAINING
A lot goes into being a faggot. There are mental and emotional hurdles to overcome in order to fully submit to an Alpha and find true fulfillment in his service. Roughly, this can be broken down this way:
ADMIT YOU ARE A FAGGOT: Saying it out loud or repeating it as a mantra can help a faggot break down the mental and emotional barriers that prevent it from reaching acceptance and peace. I never had much of a problem here, but I’ve come to know many, many faggots still trapped behind this seemingly insignificant barrier. I’ve seen faggots CRY when they openly admit it for the first time. It is deeply meaningful.
So how can a faggot come to accept its truth? The most obvious way is to admit it vocally to other people. If you can’t do it in your personal circle, then find people online (Twitter or the FWA Discord are terrific free resources) to whom you can admit it. You’ll be surprised. Another way might be journaling this statement on paper. There is a technique for manifestation which relies on repeatedly writing a phrase on paper so that it will come true. Try writing “I am a faggot” repeatedly on paper and see how you feel.
ADMIT IT TO OTHERS: This goes in conjunction with the previous step, but here I’m advocating actually admitting it to people you know in your personal life as far as you’re able. It doesn’t need to be anything weird. It’s simply an admission of something you’ve come to realize about yourself. Do this helps to ground it and make it more real in your heart.
MEDITATION: I’ve come to find that quiet time spent meditating and visualizing what I want or need in my life helps to manifest them. In part, that’s because these become more powerful goals that I subconsciously pursue. Focus on the type of Owner you want to serve, and be specific. Visualize how you want to serve, what kind of faggot you yearn to be for him, and every detail of that life you desire. Then follow it up with action.
This focus of mind is important even down to certain physical acts. For instance, when I’m preparing to suck a dick I visualize myself so hungry to have the dick inside me that I push myself to swallow it, desperate to have it all inside me. It’s like the way an Olympic jumper visualizes how far he needs to leap, and his body stretches incredibly to achieve every last millimeter. You must WANT IT MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE.
LITTLE ACTS: Performing simple, discreet acts of service for Men during the course of every day can definitely help train a faggot’s mind to the important of always seeking to serve. Opening a door, getting a cup of coffee, offering a drink, getting a towel for an Alpha at the gym. These are simple things that might not mean anything to the Men, but it means the world to the faggot offering.
FINDOM: Far be in from me to advocate findom for faggots. I don’t particularly like how findom ruins both Alphas and faggots, which allows game playing as a substitute for real service and worship. HOWEVER, findom can be a useful starter for the true life of a faggot in the future. It can give new and frightened faggots their first taste of actual service to a Man. For true faggots, it never stops at simple financial transactions – they will eventually develop and want more. But, at the start, we need to experience SOMETHING.
CHASTITY: Ideally, a faggot would be locked in chastity by a Man taking ownership of it. However, an unowned faggot doesn’t have that luxury yet. Still, that doesn’t mean the unowned faggot can’t experience the profound revelation of being in chastity. The faggot can lock itself, try it out, and see what it does over time.
I’m the perfect advocate for this. Despite being a faggot for a couple of decades, I never had a Master who wanted to put me in chastity. I always considered it to be a silly fetish, and I also felt it was unnecessary since I had control over my dicklet and never masturbated or got hard around Men. But over the last couple of years, I really became embarrassed that I wasn’t caged. I felt like I was dishonoring true Alpha cock by leaving mine free and used the way Men used theirs.
So I locked up in March of 2020, and my perspective changed completely. It was like a colorblind person putting on Chromatic glasses and seeing the world in color for the first time. I suddenly became hyper-aware of the Men around me, how they strode confidently while I walked among them locked. It was definitely a transformational moment in my faghood, and that was after many years! So there’s no reason why this should not be an option for unowned or virgin faggots as well.
I really hope this guide helps my unowned brothers find ways to expand their confidence and appreciation of the important Hierarchical role Nature has called them to play. Just keep in mind: your faghood isn’t something that happens to you like a disease. It is already part of you. So find ways to become better at understanding it and enhancing it so that you’ll be ready to fulfill it whenever you get the chance!
My dear brother Caged Jock (@cagedjock) has been teaching faggots about the chastity lifestyle for more than ten years. He’s been an inspiration to me on my chastity journey, and his innovations are legendary.
His greatest innovation is the chopstick method of hole stretching detailed in the video above. I love this so much that I immediately had Caged Jock on the podcast to discuss it in detail.
The method is labor-intensive, but I believe it would result in a properly-dilated hole without a lot of the severe pain.
The following is part of a thread following the adventures of Jonah, a black faggot who serves as a “cabfag” for an older white over-the-road truck driver. CLICK HERE to read these posts in chronological order!
I’m consistently surprised at the creativity of some of my fag brothers. I’ve always considered myself to be something of an innovator when it comes to my service as a faggot, but every so often I come across a faggot who thinks outside the box. I’m always eager to highlight these ones, because I believe it inspires other faggots to stop being so timid.
Jonah is already a rarity – a black faggot. I feel black fags have extra layers of difficulty and prejudice to climb through in order to find fulfillment because of the expectations heaped upon them because of their race. It might be these hurdles that caused Jonah to develop creative new ways to serve Alphas.
Incredibly, Jonah now serves as a full-time faggot for an over-the-road truck driver. This is a position that even I in my hungriest moments never considered as a possibility. I always thought these ones who service truck drivers (referred to, most hilariously, as “lot lizards”) were just quick “pump-and-dumps” during pit stops, not live-in, over-the-road sexual and domestic fags.
Here’s Jonah describing his most unusual service opportunity:
I spent 6 weeks completely naked on the road with a trucker named John in an 18 wheeler truck as a CabFag.
Whats a cabfag you ask?
It’s a faggot such as myself who remains completely naked in the cabin of an 18 wheeler truck behind the driver and passenger seat.
John is white in his 50’s, I’m black and 32.
When ever he stops, He fucks me. Right there in the truck and dumps a load in me. No matter if its for gas, food, laundry, a drop off, a pick up, the Wal-Mart parking lot while waiting on the next trailer to pick up. When the truck stops, I get a load!
Not to mention giving John road head or him telling me to get in the passenger seat doggystyle back arched with my ass spread facing the windshield. Sometimes for miles and miles. When I do get out of the truck you use the bathroom at a truck stop he forces me to do a bunch of humiliating/liberating things like he makes me wear at least one piece of clothing on that hes shot his load on or has been used as a cum rag. He’s made me get out of the truck with his load all over my face, talk loud enough to expose me a dick loving faggot … a bunch of other things as well. I haven’t even mentioned the hotels!
I loved every second of it! I’m a faggot! Letting white men fuck my butt is my purpose. White penis is god! God I fuckin love white dick so much.
You can hear Jonah’s excitement in his words above, can’t you? That’s the sound of a faggot finding fulfillment through pure service. Jonah’s journey is like a gold digger finally finding a rich vein of gold after years of fruitlessly hacking into the earth. I’m really proud of Jonah and his relentless efforts to find new ways to serve, and I’m happy for his success. I only want that same happiness for every faggot.
So what do you think? Would this kind of service appeal to you? Could it work in your present circumstances?
When an Alpha describes what his perfect faggot is like, he’ll probably describe it visually or functionally; that it’s attractive, clean, good at sucking dick.
When I refer to a “perfect faggot”, I’m almost always talking about its form and mindset. Does it present well, full of respectful-yet-eager obedience?
Here are some examples of what I might call “perfect faggots”.
It’s telling that most of these faggots are in chastity. The cage helps develop a healthy faggot mindset and a humility that uncaged fags rarely match. I always thought I was a perfectly submissive faggot (I’ve always been proud of my proper fag behavior), but chastity deepened my appreciation for such an attitude.
In my last podcast I discussed the startling true story of Master Andrés, a completely straight Alpha who has taken on a live-in faggot for sexual and domestic service much like Masters Matt, Jin, and Kyler and others have done. During the podcast, I used that story as a jumping-off point to discuss how important it is for faggots to take the initiative and risk to offer themselves to straight Alphas.
I received some interesting feedback from that story and podcast, but I received one comment in particular that didn’t necessarily have a great ending, but contained a valuable life lesson. Here’s what a faggot named Sergio said:
I really resonated with the end of this episode. I was a beta bitch to my Straight Alpha friend for many years, driving him around, buying his drinks at the bar, putting his needs first. I’ll never forget the day I got down on my knees and really offered him service. I came out of the fag closet and let him know I was his to use and abuse. He laughed. He told me to stop playing. I told him I was serious. He told me he wasn’t interested, he wasn’t gay, and he just wanted to be friends. I told him I knew he wasn’t gay. He declined my worship nonetheless.
We went back to the way things had been, him taking the lead and me following his subtle orders, but things quickly changed. I was serving as his foot stool, kissing his feet and drinking his piss straight from the tap within a few months of the first time I got down on my knees and let him know I was a faggot who lived to serve him and men like him. He wasn’t a violent Alpha, but from time to time he kicked me in my balls and laughed while I was on the floor screaming in pain. Whether it was worshipping his feet, drinking his piss, smelling his farts, serving as his footstool or ball torture, I always thanked him profusely for allowing me to serve. He’d just laugh and call me a fag.
It never became full sexual service, although I was almost always rock hard when serving him, but I was a happy fag driving my Alpha friend around, buying his drinks and serving as his comfort and his entertainment, and it all happened because I had the courage to offer him the service he deserved.
Bravo to Sergio for showing the courage to offer service to this Alpha, but even more props to him for continuing to service selflessly even after the Alpha rejected his greater, more intimate offer of service. The Alpha knocked him down, but Sergio recognized that the Alpha still deserved loyal service and worship! That’s the correct viewpoint!
This is what it takes: courage, humility, and resilience!
