The following post is part of a thread following the continuing service of a faggot named James who has been serving a young straight Alpha for TEN YEARS. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I’m not going to sugarcoat it. Being the faggot of a straight Alpha is really difficult. Even under the best circumstances (and I’ve enjoyed some of the best circumstances), the straight Alpha will very likely fall in love with a woman and dismiss the fag. This of course leads to emotional devastation that many fags use random sex to ease. I can’t tell you how many nights I’ve spent crying after such dismissals, the ache inside me so palpable that I felt like I was losing myself.
Now, I did not do myself any favors during my earliest days of serving as a live-in faggot of a straight Alpha. Whenever he would bring home a female, I would get insanely jealous. I would sometimes pout, or devolve into hysterical crying. For instance, right before Master Roger dismissed me he started dating his future wife and as I was protesting this I blurted out “what about me?” and Master Roger looked at me and coldly said, “what about you?” I still feel the sting of that reply even today.
It was the first in a series of lessons I had to learn about my true place in the world and the lives of straight Alphas. Ultimately, a faggot is just a convenient slave that satisfies certain needs, not something a straight Alpha wants to build a life around. A straight Alpha eventually wants to have the wife and family, a situation that doesn’t usually require the services of a faggot.
But I’m telling you all this, not to dissuade anyone from serving straight Alphas, but to warn all faggots against allowing JEALOUSY to destroy those opportunities to serve them.
My brother James has been serving his straight Alpha for ten remarkable years, which might be close to a record. But now that dreaded jealousy is starting to rear its ugly head:
Sam;
James the Straight Man’s faggot here again …. As you may recall, I’ve been the same straight guy’s faggot for over ten years …. During that time, the Alpha male I serve has had a total of three girlfriends that I am aware of …. Although I’ve seen evidence of their existence, he has always made it a point that I never see them in person, or interact in any way with any of his women …. His reasoning has always been obvious to me since the reason for the existence of a faggot in his life has been to perform types of sexual service that is lacking in his straight relationships …. I’ve never experienced any adverse feelings up until now in that I fully understand my place as a man’s faggot …. However, recently something has occurred two times now that has evoked a powerful inner feeling of what may be a kind of jealousy within me …. The last two times he called upon me to come to his apartment for the purpose of providing my throat for his sexual release, he placed extremely tight time constraints on me as far as when I need to arrive and when I must leave so as not to be anywhere around when his woman is expected to come home …. Although I fully realize my actual place in this scenario, I’ve been experiencing a form of what feels like jealousy of a woman …. While I’ve served as a relief valve for his manly needs for over a decade, she has only been his sexual partner for a few months …. I understand full well my purpose as a faggot and that this jealousy of his woman is ludicrous on my part ….. But I must ask if perhaps this situation might not be unique …. Have other faggots serving straight Alphas experienced and verbalized this type of feeling to you in the past ? …And how would you deal with it ?
(I left the ellipses as written, but it’s just too weird looking to not comment on. Do people really use an ellipse instead of a period these days??)
My first comment to James about the “uniqueness” of his situation is this: the situation itself (a faggot serving a straight Alpha for over ten years) is definitely unique, but jealousy is definitely not. Everyone feels jealousy to some degree, even straight Alphas with the world at their feet.
As for how to deal with it, I had to learn the hard way that jealousy only robs you of the happiness and fulfillment of serving these great Alphas. So how do you stop (or at least quiet) that jealousy? For faggots, it’s important to remain humble. Jealousy is borne from a type of arrogance or self-importance. At the root of it is the “reasoning” of “I DESERVE THAT TREATMENT RATHER THAN THE OTHER PERSON” that develops in the “slighted” person.
But here’s the problem with that thinking: faggots DON’T DESERVE ANYTHING.
Every act of service and every day we are allowed to serve an Alpha (especially a straight Alpha) is a GIFT, not a RIGHT. To straight Alphas in particular, faggots are two holes to unload in, an ATM that dispenses money on command, or a domestic robot that kisses feet. It’s important to keep that in mind every single day you are blessed to serve a straight Alpha.
It’s also important to simply focus on the act of service itself and cherish it as the gift it is, whether that’s swallowing their cocks or doing the laundry or licking the toilet clean with your tongue. Focus keeps your eyes where they belong: on service.
Think about it this way: a tightrope walker must keep his eyes focused on the immediate horizon to be successful. When doing that, he enters a kind of hypnotic state in which the body can perform automatically without thought. But what happens when the tightrope walker looks down, looks up, or looks around?
DISASTER!
My brother James is looking around rather than focusing on the horizon. He’s starting to notice the preferential treatment of his Master’s females, noticing the way he’s being shunted aside for the sake of pussy. He’s tallying up his years of faithful service, and becoming frustrated that they don’t seem to count.
But I’m telling you that jealousy is a fast, one-way ticket to dismissal by a straight Alpha. A faggot has no leverage in that situation, so what is jealousy going to do except make the straight Alpha reassess whether the faggot’s service is worth the headache.
I assure you, his final answer will be NO.
So all faggots out there, I implore you: refocus your mind, concentrate on service, and be grateful every day that you are gifted an opportunity to be of service to our greatest Men! It’s probably not forever, but fond memories will be forever if you remain submissive and jealousy-free!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling Tommy, a faggot who was claimed by his own Alpha father and his Alpha brother! CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I’ve recently featured more true stories about incestuous hierarchical relationships between fathers and sons and between brothers. I even dedicated an episode of the podcast to the subject. It has been an ongoing topic throughout my 11 years on this site, far more than I ever expected.
People ask why there are so many stories like these, and some question the validity of hierarchy itself. In my opinion, these stories only strengthen the case for hierarchy. These fathers and sons are born into these Alpha/faggot roles, and the need to fulfill their purpose is far too strong to resist.
But there is more at work here than that. You see, these Alpha fathers are driven not only by their natural instinct to protect and guide their sons, but they’re also driven by their natural instincts as Alphas. This is incredibly important, because these Alpha fathers have legitimate concerns about the safety of their faggot sons as they mature. How will they find their way to happiness and fulfillment as faggots while retaining the standards these Alpha fathers know are required of them?
Hence, the dilemma. Since I see this clearly, I don’t judge anyone in this situation. I’m here to explain it, apply the lessons learned, and use them to help others.
“Others” include a faggot named Tommy. He wrote to me to tell me the story of his own faghood, and how his Alpha father and brother enslaved him for his own good.
Hi sam!
My name’s Tom and I’m a long-time faggot reader of your blog, but never took the opportunity to write. But lately, you talked about the subject of Alpha fathers using ther faggot sons and I wanted to share some insights about it, cause that’s exactly what I live.
I am the son and the younger brother of two Alpha Males and I am the live-in slave-son of my Master-Father. My father Alex is the straightest of straight Men, a handsome and bright Superior Alpha. Hairy chest, bulging muscles, firm hands and feet, and big cock. My older brother Matt takes after him, just slimmer and taller and less hairy.
My father had us when he was 18 and 20, and raised us as a single dad since he was 22. I’ve always been the most submissive one in the family, but since I turned 18, I’ve become my father’s domestic and sexual slave. My older brother is now living his own life with his girlfriend, but he doesn’t live far away and we see each other regularly, so I have the opportunity to serve the two Men of my life.
So now, I’m a twink in his twenties serving a forty-something big hunk who’s also the Man who gave me life. My whole purpose is to be Daddy’s good boy and make his life better and happier.
For me, there’s something very natural and very smooth about serving and worshiping my father. Because even though my servitude has taken on a new dimension since I grew up to be an adult and definitely became his property, for me it is simply a continuation of the obedient and reverent son I have always been, whereas my brother outgrew it and became his own Man.
Of course, every family has its own dynamics, but the father is often the primary authority figure in his children’s lives, a man who must be respected and obeyed, who disciplines and corrects us. My brother and I have always been respectful and admiring of our father. But starting in his teens, like any self-respecting young Man, my older brother began to challenge his authority, to stand up for himself, and to assert his individuality. I did not. Because I’m not a Man, but a faggot.
Obeying my father, worshiping him and doing everything I can to please him and make his life easier and better, all of this is so obviously right to me. My father has always been my protector and my provider, always been the Man in the house. To earn his praises and hearing him say “good boy” has always been my main goal in life. Needless to say, for me, Father’s Day isn’t just a family holiday: it’s a holy celebration!
It’s easy and natural for me to treat him like a God, since he is literally my Creator. When I suck his cock, I cherish it all the more because that’s where I came from. It often seems unbelievable to me that I carry the genes of a God Alpha Male! But I know that nature and destiny have put me on this Earth to devote my life to this incredible man whom I have the honor of calling my Daddy.
My father is very happy with the sons he has given birth to. He summed it up this way one day: “I fathered an heir to carry on my legacy, and then I created my own slave to improve my life.”
Thank you for spreading the true about Hierarchy and for praisng the superiority of Alpha Males!
Tom
I’m so glad that Tommy sounds quite rational and happy about his place as his Father’s faggot. He’s not ruined, confused, or broken by the experience. Instead, he’s completed by it. Empowered by it.
Notice how deftly Tommy compares the Biblical story of God and his finest creation – Man – with the situation between his Alpha Father and himself. I think the parallel is apt and ingenious, and that’s why he worships his Father.
And I totally understand Tommy cherishing the cock and cum of his Father, since that’s “where he came from”.
I’m so proud of this hierarchically-aligned family. They recognize the truth and live up to it. Led by a powerful God Alpha, they have lived fulfilled lives.
I thank Tommy for sharing this important and impactful story of their lives!
This little anecdote from King @hungskater is important to remember. That Alpha who hangs with the straight jocks and calls you “faggot” and “cocksucker” isn’t as unattainable as you think!
I’ve been trying to understand the difference of various terms used for bottoms and cocksuckers.
I understand the following terms, and there are probably more;
Faggot
Whore
Submissive
Bottom (not sub)
Btw, trying to figure out which I am!
Dave in Houston
Thanks for writing!
Well, I have a post pinned to the front of this site that goes over each part of the hierarchical pyramid as I define it. It’s RIGHT HERE. But I’ll say that “faggot” is largely interchangeable with words like “whore” or “slave”.
If you need clarification on whether or not you’re a beta-sub or a faggot, I wrote a book that does exactly that. You can get that by CLICKING HERE!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the ascension of a young straight Alpha named Matt who suspected his good friend Andres was not only gay, but also a faggot … and rose up to protect him. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Straight Alphas who discover the real truth of hierarchy (most typically at a young age through a faggot) are immediately confronted by an undeniable reality. They begin to see the world differently, and all of the stranger experiences of their past start clicking together to shape a more accurate picture of what they were actually born to be: ALPHA LEADERS. They start to see how the weak are born with a natural urge to serve them, how other males fall in line and obey their commands, and how women are engineered to to be complementary support systems for their reign as Kings. These are simple truths that have built empires on this planet over thousands of years, primal impulses that will never be altered by the latest social trend or cancel-culture movement.
Hierarchy is the truth, now and forever. Either embrace it and your place within it, or live an unfulfilled lie of a life.
Straight Alpha Matt is just now beginning to comprehend the depth and breadth of hierarchy, and you can almost feel his sense of wide-eyed wonder with every letter he writes now. He came here looking for a way to help his faggot friend (which all by itself is startling and insightful), but in the process he has learned why he feels the urges and desires he has felt throughout his life, and why he’s always succeeded. He now knows that faggots and beta males have a purpose in serving Alphas like him, and that females are designed to serve as well.
I wish all straight Alphas could be freed this way! They should not be living in societal cages and taught that their natural urges to dominate and rule and be worshiped are wrong. THIS IS WHY ALPHAS ARE BORN! To deny them of these things is like feeding baby food to lions!
So Alpha Matt is juggling two fronts at the same time: (1) safely guide his faggot best friend toward fulfilling his purpose, and (2) shape his Alpha life in such a way that reflects the hierarchical truth he’s embracing.
It’s daunting, but doable! Here’s the latest update from Alpha Matt:
Hey Sam, this is Matt again. Thanks for the superman thumbnail, I used to pretend I was Henry Cavill when I was little haha very appropriate
I’ve been doing my best to support Andres and his happiness became my personal project. I am thinking about telling him to go on Grindr, find somebody willing to take his virginity, and then tell him to bring the guy to my apartment. Andres lives with his homophobic family, but I live by myself. So I am thinking about just staying in the living room to give him a sense of safety and lend my bedrom for him to get fucked or at least suck dick for the first time. We had a long conversation yesterday and he admitted that he wants to suck cock but he’s to afraid to do it. What should a responsible Alpha do in this situation? Does my plan make sense?
Also, do you have any thoughts about how to explore hierarchy with girls? I am really interested in hierarchy as a way of living, really really interested. But I don’t think I’ll ever be able to get hard with a guy, so I wonder how to find girls willing to be submissive as a fag. The problem is that I am very liberal, so the girls I hook up with are usually empowered feminists, basically the opposite of a faggot lol will I need to find a conservative trad wife, or should I simply accept that no woman can be as submissive as you fags?
Thanks, Sam. I appreciate your kindness and support as I try to guide Andres.
Boy, it’s impossible to not love Alpha Matt! He’s so bracingly honest and fearless!
Here’s my direct response to Alpha Matt:
Sir, thank you so much for writing openly and honestly about your twin dilemmas! Your courage and determination are to be commended and followed by all of your Alpha brothers!
I really called it correctly when I originally labelled you a “Protector Alpha”, Sir! Your plan to help Andres embrace faghood is amazing! In all of my time, I’ve never heard a straight Alpha plan to open his house so his faggot friend can service Alphas and lose his virginity. It’s really overwhelming to hear, honestly. Speaking as a faggot, I can’t tell you how much it moves me to tears. You understand how Andres is vulnerable and afraid, and you’re willing to take extraordinary steps to protect him! Not many straight Alphas would go that far for a faggot, Sir!
If Andres just wants to try sucking a couple of dicks, I’d recommend TheBlowers.com over Grindr. I think Grindr is too much of a hodge-podge of game players and fools, whereas TheBlowers.com (or even Sniffies.com) get right to the point without much messing around. I think Andres would benefit from the “rip the Band-Aid off” approach to getting over this minor hurdle in his development.
I have another suggestion in regards to Andres, but I’ll circle back around at the end of my letter, Sir.
As for you and your journey, I wouldn’t give up entirely on finding a submissive-ish female, Sir. True, there are no females as submissive, worshipful, and service-oriented as a faggot, but there are some who are closer than others. To find these females and bend them to your will, you must always remember that Alpha power and hierarchical truth are on your side. Move with confidence, speak clearly and firmly, and don’t compromise. In other words, BE BOLD. When you tell a female to kneel before you with Alpha confidence, she will be much more likely to obey. Train them the way you might train a faggot by having them kiss your feet, sniff your crotch and armpits, and spit on them, choke them, and degrade them. You must understand that, liberal or not, these things ALWAYS work because our nature is programmed for it. Women can object to that treatment, but ultimately they either obey, or they’re discarded.
I think what you need is a taste of what life as a natural-born Alpha is supposed to be like, Sir. That’s why I am suggesting this as well: move Andres into your place and have him serve you as your domestic faggot. He can cook, clean, do laundry, etc. while you enjoy the luxury of owning a personal slave. Have Andres give you foot massages and kiss your feet. This will scent train him, but more importantly, it’ll be an additional way for both of you to experience your individual truths!
I’d be curious to know your reaction to my suggestions, Sir. I just really want a powerful Alpha like you to experience life as a King as much as I want Andres to finally know fulfillment as a faggot!
No matter what you choose, you’ll always have my support and deep respect, Sir! Thank you for writing!
The pig pretending to be the President of the United States has been attacking Texas Senatorial candidate James Talarico now that he’s the front-runner for the seat in the November mid-term elections. The issue? REAL MANHOOD.
Of course, it’s laughable that Trump should even have an opinion on the topic of Manhood. The guy is a fat, spoiled pussy who has never done a single day of hard work in his privileged life. He’s scared of germs. He whines and bitches all damned day every damned day. He leaves work and true sacrifice to real Men, while he tries to capitalize on it. He’s stolen from countless people (including children!), he lies constantly, he’s thin-skinned and petty, and has less athletic ability than a moldering corpse. Oh, and he shits himself daily into adult diapers.
But because Trump is also stupid and not self-aware, he thinks high school taunts about Manhood will work against Talarico, a Man who believes in the example of inarguably history’s greatest Man, Jesus. But Talarico is smartly turning Trump’s moronic “insults” against him this way:
Talarico has bowel movements that could outwit Trump, and it’s likely that Trump won’t even understand Talarico’s devastating indictment of him because he has frontotemporal dementia in addition to being a dumbfuck.
But I think it’s important to make note of this argument for the sake of hierarchical standards. Talarico and Men like him represent Protector Alphas, inherently good Men who desire to lead with strength through conviction and a desire to help others. Trump represents Destroyer Alphas.
Too often Alphas and faggots alike fetishize the Destroyer Alphas because their cruelty reinforces stereotypes we carry. But these destructive types of Alphas are lost causes and ultimately fail. Yes, the good guys will win in the end. Go discover what good guys did to the Trump-like Nazis during World War II, and how those Nazis ended up shot dead in the dirt or swinging from nooses.
So I am an older Bi man that enjoys sucking off straight single, married, divorced men closer to my age around 50-65 or so. I am not looking for love or a relationship with men other than maybe friends or be their regular cock sucker. I am not into the BDSM bondage or real rough sexual aspect of being a faggot cock sucker. Yes, I consider myself a faggot cock sucker because I enjoy sucking cock and I do not seek anything in return from the men I suck off. So my question is for a faggot cock sucker like myself that is not seeking the Master/Slave type scenario, but more the bottom cock sucking cum slut regular mouth for men to use. Are their men here looking for that or is it just all the alpha men wanting slaves. I am seeking the straight men that just need and want that willing faggot mouth that enjoys providing men what they need.
Thanks for writing!
I would say the vast majority of straight Men and Alphas just want a convenient, discreet faggot cocksucker, and they aren’t looking for ownership or a Master/servant situation. And those straight Men are everywhere.
So here’s the solution: go to TheBlowers.com and sign up for an account. You’ll have a dick down your throat within an hour. Problem solved!
The following post is part of a thread following the story of Titouan, an 18-year-old French faggot currently owned by an older straight Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
There are definitely a lot of faggots who have “Daddy complexes” out there. Ask any older Alpha who uses faggots, and they’ll tell you that they almost have to beat the faggots off with a stick. If any of my older readers remembers Natural Hung Bull (from Tumblr, now BDSMLR), you’ll know he regularly had a well-stocked stable of young faggots he regularly sunk his 50-year-old dick into.
Titouan definitely has a powerful Daddy complex, and it’s perfect considering he has the body of a little boy and the correct, service-based mindset. It’s no wonder his older straight Master loves owning him!
Titouan wanted to write out his philosophy on why older straight Alphas are perfect for young faggots like him:
I’d like to say why I think relationship with a straight older Alpha is the best for a twink like me. What some call a Daddy/boy relationship (cf pics of what he made me buy). When at beginning we chatted on a french site, then of course even much more when he makes me come and we meet for real, I feel so much the superiority of my Alpha for several reasons.
First because he is a mature man. Important difference of age means he has a strong natural authority on a twink, and on my side I instantly felt he had right to give orders and my duty was to show respect and to be obedient. These feelings reinforced by big differences in physical appearances, strong and hairy Daddy body vs slim and smooth twink body, and his big bulge and dick vs my small one. It seems many Daddies like him are very excited by a smooth young body, well we twinks are lucky that these men love our age and our physical appearance so much.
Second because he is straight. Who thinks he has right to meet and use boys for his pleasure but who demands very discreet relationship to preserve his image and reputation as a normal male who leads a family and has daughters, two teens and one older than me. This also makes me feel so well the hierarchy. At all moments, when I go to his secret studio in Paris, when he has huge pleasure using me as his young cocksucker, when he sends me back home, I know and love to think he will go back afterwards to his straight life, while I’m a young faggot.
Third as he makes fun at my small dick and demands I wear only boyish whities, humiliating (even my teen sisters laugh at me when seeing my whities) but I know he has right. Same when I hear words like “à genoux petit pédé” (on your knees, little faggot) or when he holds my hair and makes me swallow. But most important as he demands me to have sex only with him and made me buy a chastity cage to ensure my fidelity. While he remains free to have sex with others (including other boys, he doesn’t have this second apartment to meet me only). It’s such a frustration, especially when I hear others my age talking about what they do, but also, thanks to my straight Alpha male, makes me feel my place as young faggot. Now I know I’m here to serve real men and respect the fair hierarchy.
There’s not much to add. Titouan is practically a perfect faggot, and he serves his straight Master with his whole heart. I’m unendingly proud of my baby brother! Thank you, Tito!
I have no idea where this trend began, but it seems to be catching fire. Faggots are getting a very special tattoo inscribed upside down at the base of their necks that simply says “Yes Sir”.
As you can see, these tattoos make quite a statement when a faggot is kneeling before its Owner! It’s a very special message meant only for the eyes of one Man.
There have been other effective tattoos like this one used by Masters to mark their properties. Take these for example:
These are powerful, life-long demarcations of absolute faggot purpose that are undeniable physical evidence of complete submission to Men.
I’ve never been a fan of tattoos, but these clever and meaningful etchings make me reconsider my stance!
Bravo to the faggots (and their Masters) for using their creativity to further educate and publicize hierarchical truth!
I’ll call myself Osvaldo. I’m a 22 year old Mexican fag who’s been following your content for over two years now. It has made me realize my place in hierarchy. I really love to surrender to a man and service him. I’ve done it sometimes with men I’ve met on Grindr, but I’m pretty much done with that.
Anyway. I’m writing to you ’cause I want your advice; you certainly have experience with these things. I want to serve an alpha man, just one; for life, if possible. And I think I have the perfect candidate.
I’ll call him “Matt”. He’s my same age, and I met him in my university. To picture him physically, think of a trust fund kid (he ain’t got that much money now, but he was born, raised and still participates in that environment); he’s a bit shorter that me (I’m 5’9″), slimmer than me, really hairy an very, very handsome. And yes, like any man from that context, he’s straight and kind of religious. He knows I’m gay and he’s chill about it, he’s even said that in the future, he’ll help me adopt children so I can build my own family, haha.
I have kind of served him for as long as I’ve known your content. “How so?” you might wonder. Well, he’s an entrepreneur and I’m his personal assistant; as well as the assistant of one of our friends, as they do business together. Also, as we’re in the same classes at uni; I’ve been his teacher whenever we have a test and I’ve included him on group projects and he does nothing, as I know he has more important things to do. He’s aware of the things I do for him off-work, and he sometimes thanks me. I wish I could get to the point where I can take his load from all my holes, but I’ll conform with servicing and worshipping his feet for now, haha. I’ve thought of I few strategies, and I’d like your feedback on them.
I’m thinking about feminizing myself, by doing the following: 1. Going to the gym to become slimmer. Rn, I’m kind of chubby. Not fat nor thin. My body concentrates some fat on my belly, but mostly on my thighs and ass. I want to train to have a slimmer figure, femboy-like. 2. Shave my whole body. I’m naturally kind of hairy, mostly on my lower back, arms, legs, (and again) thighs and ass. I’ve started to do so recently and I have received positive feedback from the men from Grindr, but I’m not sure if it’ll apply to him as well. 3. Wear feminine clothes. I’m thinking on start wearing fishnets, a choker (maybe) and lingerie for my fat ass (haha). I can’t outright wear women’s clothes, like skirts as I, for starters, don’t really like wearing those; and also because Matt, his business friend and my other boss, and our whole friend group don’t like “stereotypical” gays (i.e., loud, promiscuous and feminine wannabes). Also, because our line of work involves the local government, and our city is kinda conservative, I can’t do that openly. I’ll have to be discreet.
Now come all my questions, and I’d like to read what you think. Also, if your followers have some tips on the matter, I’d like to read them too: 1. Do you have a gym routine I can follow to reduce my belly fat and to define my thighs and ass? 2. Can you recommend a skincare and shaving routine? My body hair grows quickly and my skin is really sensitive to that, and to shaving 3. What discreet things can I wear and how do I show them to him? 4. How do I deepen further my service to him? I’ll be off-duty with him for either six months to a year, ’cause unfortunately I have to attend some personal business.
I plan to be working with my other boss and with Matt for the rest my life, though. That’s why I thought of Matt to be my master. I want him to know that he has a service faggot in me, and that he can use my mouth on fag pussy whenever he likes, either because his future girlfriend/wife doesn’t want to take his load (his past girlfriends have been like that), or just because he wants to blow some steam quickly. I don’t want to be an unclaimed fag forever.
I hope you can read and answer my query. I’ll be expectant! Thank you for everything you do with this site, you’re the best!
Sincerely yours, Osvaldo
Osvaldo, thank you for your detailed message!
First of all, I’m curious about how you think you’re going to seduce a straight Alpha that you said “doesn’t like stereotypical gays who act too feminine” by dressing up in feminizing clothes. That doesn’t make any sense. Straight Alphas will use faggots that look masculine. They respond to submission, not your clothes or use of makeup and stuff like that. They want their DL faggots to be passable males so that others don’t think they’re interested in faggots. Get what I mean?
As for your questions:
1. It’s almost impossible for me to go into great detail about a gym routine here. You’re young, so dieting will go a long way toward shaping your body. There are several routines online you can try to develop your glutes (ass muscles), something all straight Alphas will notice.
2. If you really grow hair quickly (and thickly), I’d recommend waxing. Waxing actually thins and reduces hair if you do it often enough, and allows you longer periods of time without needing to shave. Straight Alphas generally want us clean-shaven everywhere, so this would be the route I would take.
3. You can wear thongs that could show above the waistline of your pants. Maybe wearing more pink colors or feminine colored clothes? This is a hard one because typical male clothing isn’t particularly designed to be sexually enticing (although that is changing somewhat).
4. I’m not sure I understand what “off-duty with him for a year” means. It sounds like you WON’T be with him, so … I dunno, the wording confuses me. Just be genuinely complimentary, submissive, try to get physically lower than him (closer to his feet) whenever possible, etc.
I think it’s great that you want to be a long-term owned faggot, and that’s certainly possible. I wouldn’t just fixate on one Alpha right now, because sometimes we miss opportunities with other Alphas while focusing on one specific person. You’re young and you have a game plan. Just execute it with every Man, and you’ll find success!
I showed my dad my letter and I read through the posts on Jimmy. I haven’t shown my dad the website yet.
After my dad read the letter we had another great conversation and I’m starting to feel a lot more stable about it. He was happy pleased with the way I portrayed him and told me that being a faggot and being his faggot would never mean I wasn’t his son or that he didn’t love me. He said I didn’t need to be afraid.
He did say he knew what I was for a long time because of my taking their dirty underwear and just the way that I am (which is embarrassing, but here we are). He finally thought I was ready and he needed a release.
Since I swallowed his load on Saturday he seems like he’s more actively taking on the alpha role. As I said before he would just wear underwear around the house, but now he’s been just walking around naked flaunting. He’s been having me suck his dick when he wants.
I’ve been reading your website for a bit and I want to be a good boy for him. I talked to him about locking up my dick. He wasn’t familiar with chastity but thinks it is a good idea, and says he will be my keyholder if I buy a cage. I asked about calling him sir or master, but he just wants me to keep calling him dad.
Need to say thank you for your reassurance. He told me he is going to take me to the gym after my classes today to start tightening up my ass and I’m really excited and intimidated for what that probably means since I’ve only sucked before.
Thank you for writing back to me, brother!
First of all, is there some way you can use names for everybody? Even if they’re fake names. I want to be able to turn your story into a proper thread on the site, but I can’t do it anonymously because of the nature of site categorization. Thank you!
I’m really glad that you were able to talk to your Dad about everything and share your letter with him. It sounds like he’s supremely confident about his own Alphahood and how he’s guiding you in your development as a faggot. I wish more Alpha fathers understood and appreciated the truth of hierarchy as well as he does!
Chastity is a great idea, and I think once he sees his little faggot son locked up he will understand the value of it. I hope he takes the lead in locking you if you decide to proceed with it. I think you will really benefit from it, but I think your Dad will also benefit.
He is definitely going to fuck and breed you. I wanted to tell you that in my first response, because I could tell from his questions that he was already thinking along those lines. Now there is no doubt. Again, this situation is quite normal hierarchically (even though it sounds insane from the outside-looking-in). If you read Jimmy’s thread, you know that his father has bred him many times. You just have to disassociate it from being a father/son situation, and look at it as Alpha/faggot or predator/prey. Think of it in animal terms, because that’s what is really at the root of it.
Just continue to follow his lead and obey his orders. I have a question: where is your older Alpha brother in all of this? Is he not around? Is this being kept secret from him if he is around? As you know, Jimmy is used by both his father as well as his two brothers, and that is not the first time I’ve encountered that type of faggot sharing within families.
Thank you again for writing, little brother! You’re in my thoughts!
Sam Im a sub and going thru the process of accepting that I am a faggot – leaving all that is involved but I think lower ? It’s there such thing as being lower ? If so ca you explain the difference if there is any between a faggot and an object ?
Thank you for writing in, brother!
I’m proud of you for embracing your truth and exploring the many facets of it! I highly recommend chastity before you start exploring elsewhere, just because the things you learn from that help with everything else.
As far as “object” goes, I don’t consider it to be a realistic goal. Nobody can just be a “table” or a “coat rack” for the rest of their lives. More realistic are the many layers of slavery that can be achieved with the right Master. I’ve known faggots who were pure slaves locked away in cages when not in use, denied clothing, etc.
So there are many ways to go. Just try chastity first.
This isn’t so much a question as it is an announcement/reminder of the truth of hierarchy. I’ve been experimenting with chastity for a while now but haven’t combined it with serving men (I guess I was just practicing with myself, getting comfortable). Anyway, tonight I met up with this amazing Black alpha. He had the body of a Greek god and his cock with perfect – 8″ and not too thick. I worshipped his pecs and abs before dropping to my knees and nursing on this amazing cock.
Like a good fag, I stayed locked and wore a jockstrap to contain myself. He fucked me relentlessly and now I’m sitting here feeling this weird feeling I haven’t felt in a while, and it hit me: he cunted me. I’m in such deep subspace right now and I feel a mix of sorrow and yearning for him. Maybe it’s because this was the first time I was fucked while in chastity, but it feels like it just hit me harder than ever before.
Is this what its like to be fucked in chastity?
Thank you for writing to me, brother!
I’m so proud of you for taking chastity seriously! It’s a huge step in the progress of a faggot (I actually wish I had been put into chastity 30 years ago!), and yes, it does affect how you process your sexual service! It heightens your senses and mental state, and deepens your submission better than any bottle of poppers ever could.
These qualities are vital for a true cunting to occur, mainly because you’re totally focused on your hole while being fucked. The sensations of every stroke reverberate through the body with greater intensity. It’s like strong strums of a guitar inside a large metal space. Eventually the vibrations compound until they reach critical mass.
I think you experienced something like that with this black Alpha.
First of all, congratulations on being able to serve that black Alpha. They’re amazing Kings, aren’t they? He no doubt appreciated being served by a serious faggot in chastity! I’m wondering if you were fully cunted, because you didn’t describe many of the traditional cunting symptoms that occur during the act of getting fucked. Maybe you left that out, though.
What you DID describe is something I call “The Void”. I wrote about that HERE. Now, cunting and “the void” are intimately related, so perhaps you WERE cunted. But you’re definitely describing the void, a feeling I STILL have that I connect to certain Alphas who’ve fucked and cunted me. When Alphas describe our pussies as “hungry”, this void is exactly why. The void makes our pussies ache to be filled again and again.
Chastity only intensifies that feeling … deepens it.
I sincerely hope you’re going to serve that black King again! Thanking him for cunting and voiding you might be a great way to trigger his ego and make him feel like a god! Try it!