This post is part of a thread chronicling the growth of an agonophilic faggot named Chris and his long-term service relationship with a straight Alpha. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!

One of the keys to my success as a faggot throughout my life is my willingness to rationally explain my Hierarchical perspective as a proud faggot and my inborn role in life. This usually takes Alphas by surprise, and they’re typically interested in asking more about my view of my purpose and theirs. I liken their reaction to a puppy encountering some usual new critter with a mixture or excitement, curiosity, and fear.

Once I get their attention and interest it’s usually a matter of easing them into accepting my worship/service until their natural instincts take over.

Yes, it’s a form of manipulation. On the other hand, I’m helping these Alphas discover aspects of their power and embrace a larger purpose. Shouldn’t that be part of a faggot’s service?

Chris responded to my previous post about him with another example from his life that also reflects this teaching work faggots must sometimes do with Alphas.

THIS is exactly how I’ve always felt. With this Str8 Alpha in particular since our relationship actually began almost 18 yrs ago and I was NOT his Fag initially. When he and his then GF moved out of NYC I’d put him up when he was here for work, and letting me suck his dick was his way of a “thank you”. It wasn’t until 2-3 years later and he was about to bust his load in my mouth and for the first time blurted out SUCK IT FAGGOT (with a quick look to say he didn’t mean that) that I first told him it was OKAY and he was just following his natural instinct. And he was surprised when I explained my TRUE Faggot self. So yes I began to teach HIM, and bring out his Alpha self, eventually getting to the point where he only addresses me as Faggot and gets hard as a rock beating me up and holds me on his dick until this last pulse and he is empty, and getting him to the point where he UNDERSTANDS forcing my head into his sweaty underarms and breathing deep is PERFUME to a Faggot. (we often forget how confusing some of this is to a real man) It was a LONG process, just getting him to not thank me for things I did for him or gave him and to just EXPECT it and eventually DEMAND it took a year. This is the only man I’ve served who my relationship with was NOT as a faggot from the get-go. He was just a stunning blonde God to me about whom I only FANTASIZED about being a total Faggot to and receiving a beatdown from. NOW he is a Alpha MAN with me, and has admitted how much he likes it, how much taking out his frustrations on me helps him, and I am as PROUD of that as I am of being his Faggot.

I really loved this experience from Chris because it illustrates that much of this “manipulation” is a long game. It sometimes takes a year or more of methodical revelation before the Alpha seizes his natural power.

But when it’s finally unlocked, so many blessing come from it!

Chris now experiences joy that come from purpose. That’s definitely worth working for! It’s definitely worth waiting for!

The following post is part of a thread about Master Simon, a 17-year-old Apex Alpha in Sweden who has taken ownership of his faggot father, Algot. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!

Well, here I go again with another shocking father/son true story. I can’t always help the way these things come to me, so hopefully you’ll forgive me.

Family dynamics are complex even in ideal circumstances. I had an idyllic childhood, and even then there are issues. But when Hierarchical issues come into play, we must throw out everything we imagine about the traditional family arrangement and look at what’s really happening under the surface.

This story opened to me with the following email from a father in Sweden named Algot.

Hii.
> I am 39 years old and my son is 17. When i was younger about 15-18 i was a faggot but then i met my wife and left that wife behind me and got a son in the process my wife sadly died from complications at his birth so i raised him as a single dad. Now my son is 17 and he is a real alpha like the one i used to service back in the day and he has sort of taken over at home. He took the master bedroom and i get to sleep in his old one. He is taking all my paychecks and i listen to everything he says i buy him alcohol because he is only 17.

My son/masters name is Simon. And he bring home girls very often not any other fags that i know of. And i totally support him in everything he does and in anyway i can. He is straight but has used me sexually and as a toilet many times and last week he locked me up in chastity. Is it normal so submit so easy to your own son. (Sorry for any misspelling i am swedish so english is not my first language)

I was, of course, quite shocked by this message out of left field. So I naturally asked Algot if I could speak with his son Simon. A few days later I heard from Master Simon:

Yeah i first realized i was an alpha when a bunch of fags at school did things like buy me snacks or do my homework. And when i realized i was bigger in every way than all the other boys. And i realized my dad was a fag when i say his dick in the gym showers i kind of knew i had some power over him than and i started to do somethings to assert my dominance like dont listen to his rules tell him to clean up after me and when he did everything i said i just said “hey your my slave now i am bigger and stronger than you” and he just obliged.

Whit the sexual thing yeah i think that he should take care of all my sexual need i have not jerked my self of in 2 years he does it all for me. Plus i started face fucking him and i make him eat my ass. I never fuck him tho he does not deserve my dick in his ass.

I never felt like this was wrong in anyway i take what i deserve i dont care if it is my father or any other fag as long as there of the legal age in sweden its fair game.

There was something quite alarming about Master Simon’s dispassionate aggressiveness, especially when it comes to his faggot father. But then when I followed up Master Simon added another surprising fact:

It got out in the school that i use my dad and some boys wanted in on it so i have held some parties were we fuck him together.

I wanted to know more about the mechanics of these other school Alphas fucking his faggot father Algot. Master Simon responded this way:

They’re not really alphas … they heard there was a hole that could be fucked and i let them. i dont care what my dad thinks of it or if he can handle it. its his job do listen to me. And yeah he had fully accepted his role as fag and as slave.

Got any tips on how i can dehumanize him more? i wanna make him an object not human.

I wasn’t really sure how to dehumanize Algot more than he’s already been dehumanized, and frankly I was worried about this situation. Then a couple of weeks later Master Simon wrote me again:

I took some of your advise to dehumanize my father and i came up whit some rules he has to follow
1 when i walk into a room you great me by kissing my feet no matter whos in the room whit you
2 in i am sitting on the couch you should place your self as my foot rest i should not have to tell you
3 you dont eat at the dinner table you eat out the dog bowl
4 do not speak unless spoken too

And it has really work it has been very obedient and is falling more into serving me i feel like i dont need any other fag than him he just so good at it.

I’ll be the first person to say that I don’t think this is a healthy situation. Even though I understand it from a Hierarchical perspective, I still have enough traditionalistic values in me to still think fathers and sons have certain roles and boundaries.

That said, it’s clear Master Simon is not going to listen to me. And it’s also clear that Algot is surprisingly fulfilled as Master Simon’s faggot.

So this post exists as further proof that Alphahood (and its accompanying dominance) starts early and, when presented with an opportunity, takes advantage of any inferiors in its orbit. Even if that inferior is the Alpha’s biological father.

Hey Sam! Glad to see you back! Your website was one of the main reasons of me coming to terms of being a faggot and accepting that. During the time that you were away, I was lucky to serve an alpha online for a few months after I found his personal ad looking for subs and then reaching out. I sent him a few photos of myself and he liked them and took me in to serve him.

Our main dynamic of service was he would give me a task, sometimes with photo examples, which I would then photo or record myself doing. He would sometimes take these photos and videos, edit them and put them in an online album and make that album public for people to see for a short time before privating the album again. These photos got quite a few views, not just a few dozen but my first time being exposed got 600 views.

The photos and videos I sent them were really humiliating, they had me naked, riding a dildo and other degrading things. Eventually he convinced me to start including my face which he would then edit out for my online exposure, but the face videos and pictures were for him to use and share with his alpha friends (not sure if he shared edited versions). I eventually backed out of the relationship after one of my family members died and I used it as an excuse to get out of the relationship since I started getting scared of the consequences of exposure, even though he never showed signs of abusing his power. He made it clear he didn’t want me to talk to him again but I sometimes think of going back to him and apologizing so I can serve him again, however I still don’t know how to feel about the exposure aspect as it’s quite scary.

So my question to you Sam is, despite exposure being enticing for some faggots, do you feel like it is safe for an alpha to be able to use exposure as a form of service and where do you stand on it? Have you heard of other examples of faggots and alphas using exposure in service?

Thanks Sam for all your work!

Thanks for the question and the support, brother!

I’m not sure why any Alpha would only want a faggot to serve by submitting pics of itself simply for exposure. I don’t understand the fetish, I guess. Maybe the Alpha was getting off on the power of making you do these humiliating things? No idea.

I do understand why some faggots crave exposure and humiliation of this sort, but in my experience the thrill only lasts as long as it takes for them to cum. Then they feel regret and want to take back what they shared. This is why I stopped doing exposure for faggots a long time ago. I don’t have the time to go search for the material I exposed and erasing it whenever the fag has second thoughts. As for your direct question, I think it’s perfectly safe for Alphas do get involved with exposing faggots. What’s the danger for them?

However, my original question remains: what’s in it for them in the first place? Thanks brother!

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Even after all of these years of serving Alphas and the years spent researching and writing on the topic of Hierarchy and the Alpha/fag dynamic, I continue to learn new things. Some of these discoveries have changed my life completely (like chastity), while others spark a more intellectual curiosity.

The term agonophilia is one of those latter discoveries. I’d never heard of this psychological condition until it was brought up in the “Ask A Question” section of this site recently by a faggot named Chris (CLICK HERE TO READ). The condition involves sexual arousal arising from inflicting or receiving pain and violence. This is largely foreign to me given that I have a natural aversion to violent stuff.

But Chris not only craves this kind of action, he has found three straight, married Alphas who love to inflict pain as much as Chris loves receiving it.

In his original question, Chris asked if I thought he should tell others about the truth of his darker, more controversial interests. I’m glad to hear back from Chris, who gave me this update:

Thank you for your answer. I have since SHARED my learning of this actual term with one of my Alphas that I serve. Two are what can best be described as a Man’s Man, they are not intellectuals who’s response I feel would be who gives a shit as they punched my lights out while feeding me their dicks. But ONE, the one I’ve served the longest, 16yrs, is more introspective and reads a great deal about Psyches and self exploration, and he was equally surprised and interested by this, and unaware there was a term (relating more to the type of Man HE is than the kind of Fag I am). The other two are married and both fathers. This one has a longtime GF who IS aware of me, but only as an friend he’s known for years. She IS aware of his past as a stripper for bachelor-ette parties and the occasional gay event, and that I am Gay, but oc has NO idea of the true nature of what he is to me and what he does to me. I broached the subj of him joining us here and sharing. He was not opposed to it but said he has to think about it, since, like me, he’s never shared this side of himself with others. So we shall see.

I’m really proud of my brother for being honest with others, but particularly with this particular Alpha! By being brave and trusting his Master, he’s possibly unlocked his Master’s greater power and a provided him with a better perspective of Hierarchical truth!

This is what faggots do for Alphas (particularly straight Alphas!). By our honest submission, we teach them about their own power and place within the Hierarchical arrangement. Honestly, there is no better way to serve!

As a training method, it’s a good idea for Alpha owners of faggots to give their fags direct and very secific orders so the faggot understands complete compliance.

For instance, notice how this Master commands the faggot on each up stroke and downstroke of this blowjob. It might seem a little silly on the surface, but in reality the Master is asserting his own control over every single aspect of the blowjob, and by extension, the faggot’s reality. There is nothing the faggot will even consider doing without its Master’s command.

God Alpha Henry (@JustCMH on X) has one of the most magnificent cocks I’ve ever seen. It’s long, thick, straight as a board, and always ready to be serviced. Master Henry loves nothing more than a faggot kneeling before him and giving his cock a long, worshipful blowjob.

One endearing aspect of Master Henry is that he loves to talk to his faggots while they serve him. I cannot stress this enough! Faggots love to be encouraged and humiliated while sucking their Alpha’s dick. It makes us work harder to please!

Judging from the blowjobs Master Henry receives, I think he has his faggots under complete control!

Who knows why this faggot was handcuffed to a railing. Maybe it kept refusing to suck dick?

Regardless, this is a pretty intense outdoor face fuck!

Moments like this are the reason why Master @TheDanAlpha owns fåggots.

He can sit back and have a fåggot kneel between his legs and worship him.

The fact that this is his daily life is almost a satisfying as an orgasm itself!

HierarchyIsTruth

I get so tired of hearing straight guys insist that straight Men don’t use faggots. As they repeatedly tell me, the use of faggots by definition means they are not straight.

Well let me tell you, if that’s the case then there are far fewer straight Men then we imagined.

Most of the Alphas I’ve served in my life either casually or as an owned faggot were straight Men. I never questioned their desire to use me despite being resolutely heterosexual. The only time it became an issue is when I would struggle to contain my jealousy over their relationships with women. And in those moments when my Alphas were forced by me to choose, they always chose their females over me … because ultimately they were straight.

Then I started the FWA site and the Hierarchy Podcast, and I began chronicling many true stories of straight Alphas who use faggots sexually. In fact, the original name for FWA was Fags Worship STRAIGHTS because that was what I knew in my service career. And with every story I covered, the compiling evidence proved my own experience wasn’t an outlier. Straight Alphas DO use faggots sexually.

But don’t take my word for it. Listen instead to these clinical psychiatrists and therapists who have studied and treated many cases of straight Men who use gay males sexually. Not only that, but they have clinical reasons WHY straight Men use gay males sexually.

Here are their professional opinions:

So what should we think about this? Can this circle be squared?

Of course! It’s honestly very simple: straight Alphas use faggots because they love POWER. They love WORSHIP. They love SERVICE.

As the doctors above attest, Male sexuality is more fluid and situational than most of us are willing to admit in public. In my experience, Men will do all sorts of taboo things when they know they’re safe. And Men compartmentalize their sexuality so completely that understanding the complexity of it is like getting lost in a labyrinth.

So I will never agree that straight Alphas don’t use faggots. THEY DO. In fact, I think an increasing number of them are turning to faggot ownership and service. So the time has come to put this issue to bed. It’s proven.

Lots of stupid, insecure straight guys out there insist that straight Men and straight Alphas don’t use faggots for sexual pleasure (particularly head). Now, I know this is wrong from my own experience serving straight Alphas throughout my life, and I know it from the countless examples I’ve chronicled while teaching Hierarchy.

Here is an awesome thread of collected comments from straight Men who admit to using faggots and gays for sexual release. You’ll notice a common theme – they do it for the POWER.

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I’m straight, married, in my mid 40’s and I get blown by guys. The more I look around, the more common this seems to be, but even if not, fuck it. I was freaked out by it at first, and even a bit ashamed, but it’s super convenient, and my wife isn’t into sucking me off, so I’ve got a couple guys that I can hit up for a BJ whenever I want. The visual isn’t so great, but you get used to it, and they have no problem with me playing porn. Pretty clearly, guys who love to suck dick are totally all about providing the best experience, so whatever makes it work best for me is what they want. I think this is why shit like this goes on all the time but nobody ever talks about it. It’s totally hedonistic. It’s all about me and getting the kind of BJ I’m in the mood for, be it a five-minute quickie, or a leisurely half hour or so of getting my brains sucked out.

I probably get 4-5 BJs a month, but the great thing is, it’s all up to me. There’s no real relationship to worry about (though we are friendly), no drama, and if I’m not horny, I just don’t go. No one’s going to call me to ask where I’ve been or if I want to come around today. On the other hand, if I’m going through a horny phase, I could swing by every day and it would also be no big deal. It’s just so straight forward! I don’t have to manscape, or bring flowers, I just have to take a seat and get blown.

Oh, and do I have to point out that someone who really loves to suck dick tends to do it really well? My one guy is gay and he’s all about throat action, he likes to take it deep and massage it with this throat muscles. The other guy is bi and prefers to do some crazy shit with his tongue. Both not only swallow, but love doing it. Neither wants anything more from me and they don’t even try to get undressed. No drama, no commitment, no worrying about it being anything more than it actually is, just a blowjob.

Again, this all took some getting used to, but where the fuck are you going to find a woman who’ll blow you whenever you want and with no hidden agenda? Honestly, it’s fucking great and I highly recommend it! 

Commented by anonymous

Yeah dudes, I feel you.  Hey Secret_Soldier, I’m a new convert.

I like my girl giving me treat. But that’s rare.

But I recently found out, when a guy does it, it’s at a whole other level.

We have our shit set up tight. Nobody suspects a thing.

He lives not far from me.

I can be gaming, watching TV. I just make my call, and he’s there in under 15 minutes to satisfy my cock anytime I ask him.

I don’t feel the least bit guilty.

Sometimes I’m about to head out, and this fucker’s following me around the house, sucking my cock as I’m getting ready.

Then I sit down and let him finish me. I like that shit. I really do.

My girl would never do that.

I travel for work.

Thinking about having him meet me at my places I stay at as a stress reducer.

Commented : by anonymous

Soldier you can post this as a recent convert.

I it was the case of a backfire.

I used to frown on the gay shit.

Served with gay dudes and it opened my eyes.

One day me and this one gay dude had to open a mission detail.

It was around 0430. We got dropped off just he and I.

We had gotten pretty close over the months.

I seized the moment to prod him about him being gay. The shield went up right away, but not for long.

Apologized, but it was just who I am. we got laugh at it he opened up.

It may sound like porn, but it’s the God’s truth, I really got curious. and he called me out for asking him about blowjobs. Like we both arrived at, I am who I am, so ask if he’d like to give me some head.

He initially turned white as a sheet. Told him it was cool.

After a while when I saw him smile.

He made me promise not to tell. I was like Dude, get real!

We took just enough gear off for him to give me the best head I ever had in my life.

He blew me a lot during deployment.

To this day, I have him and 2 other cocksuckers under my belt, who will gladly come and hook me up any time I ask.

Commented Nov 16, 2019 17:13 by anonymous

I’m a married guy best BJ ever was from a guy. Sucked better than any of my 3 wives.

Commented  Dec 28, 2019 06:27 by anonymous 

I’m your average everyday guy, and pretty open minded, but NEVER thought about having a BJ from a guy. But I’m going to confess here that I’ve read enough of these types of posts in here to make me wonder if I haven’t been missing out. I’m actually considering giving this a try. I get the occasional good BJ at home, but it isn’t often I can tell you. On top of that, it’s always a reward, or an act by my wife with a price tag. Never because she just wants to do it for the fun or pleasure for me. 

Commented Nov 18, 2019 10:11 by anonymous

I’m a married man and have a cocksucker that will service me when I need sexual release. He usually blows me one to two times a week depending on my need to get off. Simple arrangement where I can enjoy feeding him my cock either in his home or workshop. I’m well endowed yet he’s more than eager to all of me and do whats necessary to get his reward. My wife gives good head but he gives amazing head and always swallows.

Commented Jan 13, 2018 13:59 by anonymous 

I agree! Like you, I am a married man … The wife hates sucking cock. It’s great to have a local discreet guy who loves to suck cock and lick balls! I just pull my cock out and he’s on it like white on rice! …. Shoot a huge load into his mouth and he’s happier than a kid in a candy store!

Commented Jan 13, 2018 14:20 by anonymous

I’m in the same boat but fortunately I learned the “mouth is a mouth” lesson early on. I love women, fucking love them, but I’m horny a lot and most women out there aren’t into just giving you a BJ several times a week just so that you can take the edge off. I’d liken getting BJs from guys to getting a massage, but somehow a massage seems more involved, and even intimate. Nine times out of ten, I’ve whipped it out and dropped a load in under ten minutes, often under five. Having one or two guys in your life who enjoy sucking cock is a real life saver. 

And you’re right, guys who do it tend to be pretty devoted to making sure their skills are top shelf. While there are some women out there who are fantastic at giving head and give it out freely, they’re hard to find. But finding a guy who’ll blow you on the regular like it’s nothing? That’s fairly easy to arrange. I think tons more guys do this than would ever let on.

Commented Jan 13, 2018 14:23 by anonymous

One of the best posts ever on the benefits of guys sucking guys.

Seriously, if you have never tried getting sucked by a guy you are missing out on a real treat. And if you ever had to the urge to suck a cock you owe it to yourself to try it.

Married men make great casual sex partners. I’ve got two married friends who will suck me at the drop of a hat. Takes considerable pressure off my wife, lol. She would freak if she knew but she benefits from not being pressured for sex all the time.

Commented Jan 2, 2020 14:52 by anonymous

I was hesitant to have a guy as well, but I’m glad I did. Some of the best orgasms I’ve had were in a mans mouth, I’m happy, wife’s happy and the guy is happy. its a win win win situation

Commented Jan 2, 2020 11:52 by anonymous

Right here Bro. I’m a gym rat.

Every gym rat knows you have to beat gay dudes off with a stick from offering you head.

Saw one guy giving me the look one day.

I blew it off (no pun intended).

But still was cordial with the guy talked him up when I was there.

After a workout one day, I was really feeling it. I knew my girl was out of town. Saw the same dude checking me out, started talking him up.

I think he could tell I was down.

I was telling him about a new cardio I was trying, asked if he wanted to swing by my place. He wasn’t there 10 minutes; he was touching my bulge.

I raped the fuck out of his throat.

He doesn’t go to the same gym.

But I can still call him and use his throat when I’m in the mood.

Commented Jan 3, 2020 12:44 by anonymous

This is comletely normal. Guys have been doing this since the beginning of time, we’ve just never really talked about it before. Everybody knows other guys give the best head, it is super easy, no drama and no expectations. Blow and go from another dude is always easier than trying to get head from a woman.

Commented Jan 2, 2020 11:10 by anonymous

I’ve been getting my dick sucked by guys for about 4 years now. I still think my wife gives me the best but they’re hard to come by. I do have to say guys are more eager to suck on some dick. Usually very aggressive, I prefer slow , deep , and really wet. They happily adjust. I differ from you cause I like to return the favor , going back and forth swapping head just gets me going. I don’t even care what they look like as long as they have a nice cock

Commented Nov 12, 2019 09:17 by anonymous

I’m also a married man and use a personal cocksucker on the side. There’s very times when he’s not available to service me and always eager to satisfy me. What I like best is to watch my cook disappear in his mouth as I bury his face between my thighs. What is unusual to me is he loves the feel and scent of my bush in his face. I always assumed male cocksuckers preferred a to suck a smooth cock and balls or is that just for anal? I prefer he take me soft and feel his oral skills as I encourage him to suck my balls and take me deep until he give him gags. When I’m satisfied I’ll begin to face fuck him hard and give him my creamy treat while he jerks off. The beats the hassle of trying to head from a woman especially when sex at home has decreased or none at all.

Commented Jan 3, 2020 10:49 by anonymous

I have been letting men blow me since I was a teenager and I’m 83, I got a blow job a few days ago and white washed the man’s tonsils. I let gay and bi men suck my Italian sausage and never had a women give head the the enthusiams and desisre of a man. I was married 53 years before I lost my wife. That was 4 years ago and she never had any suspicion I prefer men to suck my dick. I’m nor much on fucking a man in the ass, or a woman as I prefer a warm mouth working on my cock. However, I have to admit when I was in my late 40’s a man was blowing me and 2 other married men who happened there at the same time and we all got hotter than a whore in church on Sunday and I sucked on their cocks too. Only done it a few times since and would love a blow job every day if the guys were available.

Commented Jan 6 2020 by anonymous

Surprisingly good head always always comes from boys. Always.

Commented Dec 22 2021 by Hunter

Married alpha here. I have a stable of 4 faggots scattered around Austin that I regularly hit up to service me. When I’m running errands, I hit up the closest one and 99% of the time they say come through. They all have different styles of throating, so it’s really about what I’m in the mood for. I feed them my cock (a couple of them eat my ass too), cum down their throats, and leave. It’s perfect.

My wife gives terrible head and I’ve basically stopped asking for it at this point. I’m converted.

Thanks for the question! Yours is officially the first one on the new site!

I was wondering how many faggots (and Alphas) would respond to that information about agonophilia. I know a lot of faggots get off on being beaten, so I figured some would be triggered by it. As far as your central question, let’s be honest – most faggots are in hiding and are extremely embarrassed about their needs. After all, it’s not exactly something that one brings up at a family reunion or in the work breakroom.

That being said, I am someone who has almost completely integrated being a faggot with my exterior life. I’ve never been shy or socially intimidated, so I simply let people know (when asked) that I’m a faggot. Nervous laughter follows, but then some healthy conversation usually occurs afterward.

But I realize I’m an outlier and not the norm when it comes to this. In the real world, a faggot needs to pick his battles and reveal the truth to those he can trust. That doesn’t make a faggot any less than he is (after all, he’s a faggot!). You shouldn’t feel shame because you’re hiding some part of yourself right now. It’ll come when it’s the right time for you, not for anyone else’s expectations.

Thank you for the question!

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When I began chronicling the faggot Nick’s startling service opportunity with a straight neighbor by using the Hierarchy Podcast as an introduction, I mentioned that I had another story involving Nick. I pushed it aside (as it wasn’t ready yet) so I could accurately cover the rapidly-developing events with the neighbor, but I always intended to get back to it.

This is that other story. It’s a rather melancholy (yet eye-opening) tale about Nick’s relationship with his Alpha Father Tom.

When Nick first contacted me, he wanted my guidance on how to submit to his Alpha Father Tom. I didn’t think this was a particularly good idea for many obvious reasons, and did my best to discourage him.

However, Nick could not be deterred. He was fueled by family gossip stories about his father using faggots in the past.

I found out a lot of history about him from my aunt when she was drunk one night. He cheated on my mom a lot, always took what he claimed was his and was his right. And she let slip that he had several submissive men in his pocket for regular affairs over the years too. He knows what he wants, what he deserves and how to get it. It was pretty much spelled out for me without going totally explicit. I know he cares and wants what’s best for me so I want to build anything around that.

So I thought it might be better if Nick talked to his father and see where he’s at on these issues before completely submitting to him. So Nick agreed to talk to him, and so they met up for a conversation.

A FATHER’S INTUITION

I met with my dad this morning and it went OK. He managed to say enough to me to get his points across without explicitly spelling it out. He basically told me yes he had faggots on the side and he knows he’s an alpha and I’m definitely not without using the exact words. I approached him very submissive with my speech and body language and told him I knew I was not like him, that he was a man’s man and I was happy finding my place as the flip side of the coin.

He got quiet and really serious and told me he had known I was like this for a long time and for a long time was disappointed I wasn’t a man and was also scared about how that could go for me. That’s why he brought me up trying to drill the contrary advice to what makes me a good faggot in the end. He was concerned how I would find myself.

I managed to get the courage to ask him about his past a bit. I asked him “you know a lot Sir, do you have first hand knowledge of people like me?” and that’s when he got a little elusive with his language. He basically admitted that in the past he got what he wanted and did what he wanted with who he wanted that the past was more his business but that I should trust his wisdom and experience.

He’s happy I’ve fallen into line and expressing myself thusly and less worried now that I’m my own adult. but he is content now with my step mom and whatever he’s got going on. When I paid for the food he just said. “right, good boy” and it felt good.

While it wasn’t everything he hoped the conversation might be, Nick was fairly content with the answers he received.

A little relieved and let down at the same time. He made it pretty clear the discussion was over and he didn’t seem like he wanted it picked back up. Just to kind of give me the nod and say, carry on. I would have liked for more intimate info and experiences but it went better than I thought it could.

I was relieved it went that well. I know a conversation like that could never happen with my father. I really admired Nick’s tenacity in the hunt for answers about his elusive Alpha father.

Then the podcast thing happened with the neighbor, and the story about the father temporarily derailed.

But recently Nick spent more time with Alpha Tom, and there Nick found out deeper and more startling information.

I had another conversation with my dad I thought might be worth sharing with you. We got more candid about the topic of subtle training, it ties into my history with him. We started talking about how I’m happier now and relationships and fulfillment and I told him I think I understand what he was thinking when he tried to raise me, and what I really am. I asked him if he knew if he was ashamed of me growing up and he told me he wasn’t that he knew I wasn’t a manly person and that even though it didn’t seem always seem like he believed it or encouraged it that he wanted me to feel content with who I am, just safe. I mentioned that the opposite of a lot of what he went about was the perfect advice and he sort of chuckled and told me he just wanted me safe but he thought he fed me correct info too and he brought up some ways he also sort of trained me to be submissive I sort of forgot about and he was right.

Looking back he did sort of feed me good instructions to be a faggot, but in more subtle ways. He asked me if I had found a man to fill my place with and I told him, “a little, but it’s over now” and he told me, “good boy, I hope you find some more.” He brought up training things around posture, politeness, how to look for people, how to “get small” as he called it.

“Get small” … I LOVE THAT!

He was right though. He taught me to look out for alphas, how to posture myself, how to talk with them, and all that and I never really realized to what extent. I always keep my hands folded behind me, address men politely, and go out of my way for them. He taught me real men are worth the most.

Incredible!

But then Nick had another conversation with his aunt (Alpha Tom’s sister), and she provided even more insight into Alpha Tom’s mysterious past.

THE HISTORY OF ALPHA TOM

I got my aunt drunk and she told me a bit more about my dad’s history, and it’s kinda hot, lol but I still don’t think he wants me like that. But things make sense. Well, the two of them are really close in age and get a long well. They lived together as younger adults and through college so she figured him out easily. She told me he’s never been a one partner person. That he’s never been fulfilled. She’s seen men and women come and go and that the men were always very passive. That she once overheard him go at it. He had faggots up until my younger sister was little. She saw the same one around him for years when they lived together. That he was a classmate that he was “friends” with first but the guy transformed around him eventually.

CONCLUSION

I have been blessed to cover a number of stories involving Alpha fathers raising faggot sons. They never fail to touch me. I guess it’s because I’ll always wonder and never know what my father (who’s not Alpha, but probably sub-Alpha) understood about me being a faggot as a kid.

But this story really hit me in the heart because you can feel a weight of disappointment from Alpha Tom, but also the responsibility he felt to try and help his faggot son in whatever way he could.

Ultimately, this great and wise Alpha did the best he could, and he should be proud of the faggot Nick has become today!

Cunting is one of the most profound moments in the life of a faggot. It is the line of demarcation between the world of Men and the world of true faggotry. Once a faggot has been cunted, there is simply no way to return to the world of Men and Manhood. The cunting utterly destroys that possibility forever. 

I’ve written about cunting many times before, most notably in the article “Being Cunted” (READ HERE). There are many signs that indicate cunting, including uncontrollable shaking or reverse rutting. There is also a kind of momentary paralysis, and occasionally weeping.

Regardless of the reaction, the faggot is altered mentally and emotionally by the experience, which is unlike anything Men typically experience. To put it in more organic terms, a cunting is probably as close to a female orgasm as a male can get. Hence the name. A faggot’s hole is transformed into a pussy, a cunt. And it will never be the same.

I think the one aspect of a cunting that seems to be universally experienced by cunted faggots is something I call “The Void.” When a male sticks something in his ass or even gets fucked, he moves on with his life largely unchanged. 

But a cunted faggot ends up with The Void inside its pussy, a space where cock was and belongs again. The Void is constantly craving to be filled with cock again, to feel that sense of fullness and completion. Without cock, The Void is like a black hole, a howling vortex aching to be stuffed full of cock. 

It’s an ache deep inside the faggot’s pussy. It keeps the faggot awake at night, yearning to be penetrated. Sometimes the rim of the faggot’s pussy tickles, teasing the faggot to stick fingers into it or find a cock willing to fuck it. 

Cunted faggots are like converted vampires, damned to a life of neverending hunger to fill The Void that drives their need.

Of the many ways Men and Alphas control faggots – sexual use, scent training, discipline, chores – cunting is the most permanent and profound, mainly because of The Void. There will always be an empty space inside that cunted faggot, a space reserved for the Man who did the cunting. 

The Void is the truest mark of Ownership.

You’ve probably read the term “cunted” used in reference to a gay bottom receiving a Man’s cock. While the term definitely refers to that act, there is more to being cunted than simply being fucked by a Man.  Cunting is a total transformation of a faggot physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually through hard fucking that triggers a deep internal orgasm.

Let’s first be honest: mechanically speaking, any male can be fucked in the ass. Every male has an asshole that can be opened wide enough to accept a dick-sized object.

Let’s imagine that all males on Earth had to be fucked in the ass one time. The vast majority of males would not enjoy it at all, and most would hate it. They would actively rebel against the entry, fight against the very idea of taking a dick in their ass. If it brings some pleasure to certain males, why would most Men actively fight against this act?

Because being fucked in the ass says much about a male’s place within the human hierarchy. When a Man is fucked in the ass, he is emasculated in a way that differentiates him from other Men. A Man is meant to penetrate. A Man who is penetrated (like a female) is considered a “lesser” Man, even if that penetration occurred during a rape. It is the nature of how Men view the act of being penetrated.

However, the act of being penetrated and fucked by another Man doesn’t always change the personality of the recipient. Many gay bottoms receive dick, but they are still Men in that they are active in their sex life and still seek their own pleasure. They very often still use their dicks to receive pleasure. They are generally an equal in their relationships and their sexual encounters.

But some males are fucked so deeply and aggressively that they are changed forever. They no longer seek their own pleasure. Their assholes become their true sex organ. The desire to penetrate with their penis – the primary means of pleasure for most Men – is taken away, replaced by the desire to be penetrated.

So how does this happen? During a powerful, aggressive rut an Alpha can angle his cock so that it strikes the faggot’s prostate as he penetrates the second ring. The intensity builds until the faggot is triggered into having an internal orgasm until it is overwhelmed. Symptoms of cunting vary, but generally involve unconsciousness, trembling/shaking, uncontrollable emotions, fits of deep weeping. It’s very dramatic, and for an unprepared Alpha it can be alarming.

Here is a video about cunting I produced:

The rape I endured might be considered a cunting, but it didn’t alter my mental state enough at the time. I fought against the feelings of being penetrated and taken in that fashion. A true cunting involves more than simple penetration … it involves the mind and heart of the male being cunted.

I wasn’t cunted properly until Alpha Chris owned me a few years after the rape. What was the difference? Well, Alpha Chris had already fucked my mind through our previous encounters, so when he finally fucked my ass he had me in the proper mental state. When he fucked me, he did so with a controlled aggressiveness that forced me to give up any residual masculine resistance. Suddenly I felt this involuntary clenching inside me accompanied by a tingly warmth that spread through my body. It was so surprising and wondrous that I nearly lost consciousness. I just laid beneath him, absorbing his thrusts even though I wasn’t in my body anymore. Then I gasped for air, just realizing I had been holding my breath. Returning to consciousness, I felt him cumming inside me. Nothing mattered anymore. I was claimed inside and out by this powerful young Alpha. I was suddenly everything and nothing. A slave to the Man whose cock took away whatever it was I once thought about myself.

By the time he was finished pounding me, any lingering idea that I was a Man had disappeared. After that, I completely understood that my hole was my sex organ, and my purpose was to offer it in whatever way a Man demanded. That is what a true cunting does to a male – it emasculates a male and transforms him into a object only to be penetrated.

And once that cunting occurs, there is no going back.

The following letter is intended to be a message from a faggot to an Alpha the faggot wishes to serve. If you are an Alpha who has been sent a link to this, then please read this as if the faggot wrote it to you personally. Thank you, Sir.

Sir,

Thank you for allowing me the opportunity to explain myself to you. All I ask is that you please consider my sincere request, Sir.

If you don’t already know, I am a faggot. I was born a faggot, and my purpose as a faggot is to serve and please Men. I believe Men fall into a Hierarchy, and as a faggot I am at the bottom of of that Hierarchy. As an Alpha, you Sir are at the top.

Some of this probably feels natural. I’m sure you’ve noticed how people show you favor in your everyday life, how you easily get what you want from others whether it be money, jobs, or sex. That’s Hierarchy in action, Sir. As an Alpha, you were born to receive this kind of worship and service. It’s the Natural Order of Hierarchy.

As a faggot, I believe I was naturally born to be a submissive servant of Alphas like you. That service can involve whatever you need, Sir. I simply want to make you happy and make your life better.

I know this sounds crazy, Sir. but I am serious about this.

Now that you know this about me, I would appreciate a chance to further discuss this with you, Sir. I’m happy to answer your questions and work out ways I might serve you and your needs.

Thank you very much for your consideration, Sir!

The 6 stages of taking it up the ass:

1. The “oofff” moment
2. Acceptance
3. Loss of control
4. Feeling his cum in your chute
5. Relief
6. Joy

(From @brohighness)

This post is part of a thread following the story of Sir James, a straight married Man coming to understand and embrace the faghood of his beloved son. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

A lot has happened in the past week for Jamie, the faggot son of Sir James. In fact, I probably could’ve broken this up over a couple of posts as it was happening, but I had to make sure that Sir James was in the loop and agreeable before discussing it here.

Suffice it to say that Sir James has truly blazed a new path for fathers of faggot sons, completely redefining what it means to be a supportive and caring Dad. Let’s get into this update in parts:

THE GIRLFRIEND’S MOTHER

You might remember in the last update that Master Bill, the Apex of the three teen Alphas taking ownership of Jamie, had made the bold move of showing Jamie’s chastity cage to his girlfriend at Jamie’s pool party. Understandably, the girlfriend was shocked and (apparently) unamused, because she went home and told her mother about the cage. Mind you, Master Bill did not tell her that Jamie was his faggot. All he did was show her the cage.

The next night the girlfriend’s mother banged on Sir James’s front door, absolutely furious about Jamie being locked in chastity.

Sir James described it this way, in his typical understated way:

We did have a little incident with the Mother of Bill’s girlfriend. She was Karen you know the type who jumps to conclusions before she knows any of the facts. But I was so proud to see Bill step up and stand by my baby boy.

It was much worse than that. 

While the mother raged in the other room, Jamie was hiding in his room texting to me.

Bill’s girlfriend’s mum was over this evening. I am in my bedroom and some how it has got out that Bill has a faggot and it is me. The bitch (Bill’s girlfriend) was telling her mum about the pool party and that I am a perverted because of my cage. Bills Girlfriend Mom is in our kitchen right now. Sam, Lots of yelling.

Then, most heartbreakingly, Jamie added:

I am a pervert for being caged.

There ‘s no reason why Jamie should ever be made to feel that way about his faghood or his submission by some ignorant “Karen” and her cruelty! I’m with Sir James – Jamie’s chastity is BEAUTIFUL!

Fortunately Sir James knew exactly what to do with this bitch.

Dad just told her to take a hike and come back when she had cooled down. Dad just threw her out.

FUCK YES!

THE BREAKUP

Sir James wasn’t the only one defending Jamie. Master Bill was furious about what his girlfriend’s mother did. Of course, Jamie was worried about what this unwarranted attack meant for his relationship with his new Master.

“Do you think Bill will have to pick just one of us now?” asked Jamie right after the bitch left. I really didn’t know what might happen. Here’s Master Bill, a young, straight Alpha who has just started owning a faggot, being called out by his girlfriend’s mother. I know a lot of straight Alphas would’ve ditched the faggot for the girlfriend (in fact, I’ve been the dumped faggot before!).

Not Master Bill!

I received a couple of texts from Jamie shortly after the incident.

Bill just text me. I am going to be his bitch. Bill has finished with his girlfriend.

I was so proud to hear that Master Bill chose his devoted faggot over his close-minded girlfriend and her Karen of a mother! I have no doubt that Sir James’s calm, casual interactions with Master Bill eased his mind and made him comfortable enough to stand up for his defenseless faggot!

DEFLOWERING

As a way to heal any wounds caused by the Karen drama, Sir James invited Master Bill over for dinner the following night.

Jamie was so excited. He bought some candles to decorate his room. He studied the article here entitled The Bitch Position and began practicing it with a dildo. Everything seemed to be ready for something to happen!

The next morning came this:

Sam Bill took my pussy last night! I was born for this!

So then he went into detail about the moment he shared with his new Master:

Bill came over for dinner and I was so happy to see him. We had a nice time over dinner and then I got to take Bill up to my bedroom. I had lit candles and it looked so romantic but he just stood there and said get to work faggot so I got on my knees and got to work.

When I had him hard (which did not take long) He pushed me to the bed and gently pulled down my shorts. I just had my new jockstrap on. He put me face down and I got into position. Soon I could feel his big cock around my ring, then pushing on it. It felt mind blowing! Then before I new it he was all the way in. He said “that’s a good little bitch,” then He then stroked in and out going balls deep. And I would squeal. When he did cum I could feel it deep inside me.

Then when he pulled out I had a reflex action to suck it clean. Bill said that was just amazing and his girl would never ever do that for him. I was mind blowing! He did not stay to long after that.

Before leaving, Master Bill told his faggot to be ready to accompany him to the gym in the morning.

Sir James wrote to me today to give his side of it.

I do believe he may have taken my boy’s virginity last night. As my boy was clearly on a high this morning and could not get to the gym fast enough this morning to meet his master. It is so uplifting to see my boy so happy. He was running about the house like a little girl as Bill was walking up the driveway.  I am so happy that my boy does not resent me for putting him in chastity. And is also taking to heart how important it is for him to find true fulfilment. 

AN ALPHA TAKES WHAT’S HIS

So they went to the gym, but all Jamie came away from during that time was “Master looked amazing.” But Master Bill had other plans besides working out at the gym.

Sam, Bill is coming over to fuck again.

And that’s exactly what Master Bill did! A little while later, an update from Jamie:

Bill told me that I am one hell off a good fuck. He said he needed to dump a big load. He even helped me get undressed and get into position. He put me on my back for part of it and that was just mind blowing! Told me I have to learn to hold my legs up. My jockstrap was all wet with my precum when he left. He cums so fast was all done in less than 20 minutes. I do love to lick his cock clean after he has finished. He is like a god to me. I called him Master for the first time and he loved it.

A GOOD FAGGOT

Jamie received an immediate test of his loyalty to the Master who just deflowered and bred him twice.

Damion just messaged me for service. Do you think I should ask Bill if it okay now? I really do see Bill as my Master now

I left it up to Jamie to decide how to properly handle etiquette in this new situation.

Sounds like Master is pleased I took the time to ask him. Master said blow jobs only for Jacob and Damion.

I’m so proud of Jamie for choosing the correct path as an owned faggot! That was exactly the correct thing to do!

TRANSFORMATION

Through everything we’ve seen with Jamie and his father Sir James, we can know there is a way to raise a faggot son and guide him to fulfillment. It’s not always easy, but peace lies at the end of that pathway.

It becomes quite clear when we consider Jamie’s chastity. When Jamie was originally caged by his father, Jamie struggled against it. Fortunately Sir James stood firm on the side of chastity, convinced that his son would eventually become what he was born to be through consistent use of the cage.

At one point Jamie was becoming resentful of his chastity cage, grumbling to me that his father wouldn’t give him any free time alone without the cage on. I kept patiently reminding him (as was Sir James) that this was the better course.

But it was only when Jamie was finally fucked and bred by Master Bill that everything regarding chastity became clear for Jamie. He said this:

I feel so much better and have a much better understanding of my chastity. I can see how we get to the point that we cannot live without it now. My chastity is all starting to make sense to me now. I do not think Bill would have picked me over his girl if I was not in chastity. Dad and you was right all along It is the best way to show the proper respect to real men and alphas.

I couldn’t be any prouder of Sir James and Jamie for the way they have conducted themselves on Jamie’s journey to find fulfillment! They’ve defended Truth both personal and Hierarchical, even against the ravings of stupid people in the general population.

They’ve chosen the higher, enlightened road, and their lives will be richer for it!

This post is part of a thread following the story of Sir James, a straight married Man coming to understand and embrace the faghood of his beloved son. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

So much craziness has happened to little Jamie, the 16-year-old faggot son of straight father James over the last week that I can barely keep up with it all. I’m going to try to recap it.

Last weekend Jamie threw a big pool party at his house with his father’s encouragement. Invited to the pool party were the three Alphas on his school’s soccer team, Bill, Jacob, and Damion, and their girlfriends. Jamie was instructed by his father to serve everyone at the party “like a good faggot” and perform properly for his Alphas.

So Saturday came, and in the afternoon I received a note from Sir James:

My boy continues to blossom and is busy pools side as I type this and it is so nice to see him being so self-confident and happy. I can see that he is finding himself. And very much being himself.  

I did have a long chat with Bill over life in general and I did bring up the fact that he was indeed using my son. And I just said it is all good with me as long as it is consensual and remains respectful. Bill did say that my boy can’t get enough dick… Which was a little TMI.  

Later I heard from Jamie. The pool party was a huge success in every way imaginable. First of all, Jamie’s Master, Bill, introduced Jamie to his girlfriend and then had Jamie show his girlfriend his chastity cage! I was shocked to hear that Master Bill was that bold at 16 years old! Jamie was slightly embarrassed, of course, but he was also excited that his Master was proudly showing him off.

A little while later, while his girlfriend was sunning herself on the pool deck, Master Bill took Jamie into the shed and had Jamie suck him off! Another bold move!

Later that night after everyone went away, Jacob decided he needed to be sucked off in the living room of Jamie’s house while his parents were out. Right in the middle of the blowjob Jamie’s father James came home and walked past the living room and went upstairs. Jamie noticed, but didn’t stop. Jacob never noticed at all, given that he was in the throes of pleasure.

On Sunday, Damion came over and was ushered up to Jamie’s bedroom for service as well.

I’m quite blown away by the level of trust, compassion, and confidence Sir James has bestowed upon his young faggot son. And in return, Jamie has responded beautifully.

This fact is not lost on Jamie’s parents:

Good Morning Sam, The Misses and I sat out on the pool deck last night as the sun was setting and we were both reflecting on the changes we have seen in our baby boy in just over a week. He has become a happier and more balanced child. And for the first time in years seem to be more driven, From taking pride in how he looks. To getting a part-time job. And taking his service to his Alphas very seriously. 

He seems to go back and forth on how he feels about his chastity. But from what I understand this is normal for the first four to six weeks off a faggot starting off in chastity. And I do tend to agree with you that in the long term the benefits will outweigh any of the challenges. And in the end he will come to understand that this is necessary for him to find true fulfilment.

This is one of my favorite stories on this site. As a faggot with repressive parents, I watch with awe as Sir James instead cares for the needs of his faggot son even when he might not fully understand it.

And Jamie is an intelligent and curious young faggot, too. He’s so courageous, too! Such an inspiration to all of those out there desperate to express themselves properly!

Thank you, Sir James and Jamie, for sharing your lives with us!

This post is part of a thread following the story of Sir James, a straight married Man coming to understand and embrace the faghood of his beloved son. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

I recently had a very touching Questions From Readers question from a worried 34-year-old father about his 16-year-old son he suspected was a faggot. You can read that question by CLICKING HERE. Despite some dumbasses in the comments section crying “FAKE!”, I think constructive people joined me to comfort that distressed father and give him a sense of direction with the issue.

This is a deeply personal and complicated problem for a straight father to confront. Faghood is something no father would want for his son, and in some ways it stabs at his own masculinity. Bad fathers would try to beat that faghood out of his son or even worse. But good fathers want to understand how they can understand the issue and try to protect their son while preparing them well for a future they can’t possibly understand. It can be overwhelming, to say the least.

Over the years I have received letters from parents of faggot sons much like the father above. It’s frightening to them, but always inspiring to me. These parents are the types of caretakers who truly love their son no matter what they are born to be. They just want their faggot sons to be safe and healthy and fulfilled in life. It’s a beautiful expression of love.

The father’s question was sent to me a week ago. Now I’ve received an email from a second father with a very similar problem:

Hi Sam,

My name is James and found your site because I was just doing some research because I have a feeling that my 16-year-old son may indeed be a faggot.  

A few weeks ago his soccer coach told me that he walked into the locker room after a soccer practice and my son was on his knees sucking off one of his teammate. Then the other day his mother found a chastity cage in his gym bag. We are a bit of a loss on what to do next with him.

Should we sit down and talk to him. Should we cage him to keep him out of trouble? We are both a bit of a loss at this moment

I was deeply touched by the level of involvement these parents were prepared to try in order to help their child. I immediately wrote back.

Sir,

Thank you for reaching out to me! I can hear the tension in your words, and I do sympathize with you. 
Just don’t worry. It’s going to be okay!

First of all, let me remove any doubt: your son IS a faggot. There’s no question about it. If he’s sucking off straight Alphas on his team and he’s purchased a chastity cage (or was given one), then he’s most certainly a faggot. 

Being a faggot isn’t necessarily a bad thing. The word has negative connotations, of course, but if your son has come to accept this as his identity, he can grow up to be very fulfilled as a proud faggot (like me) and find purpose as an owned faggot of an Alpha. 

You and your wife need to put aside your own dreams for your son and allow him to express these things. I know that isn’t easy, but it must happen. If you try to box him in, he’s only going to rebel or, even worse, come to live a miserable life as a ghost of what he potentially could be. I’m sure you don’t want that. 

It’s hard to advise you on how best to approach the subject with your son because I don’t know what your relationship is like with him. If you’re particularly close to him and speak freely with him, you might be able to have a full-blown talk about how you want him to be happy as a faggot but that he needs to be more careful about where he services Alphas. If you’re not as close, you might just tell him to make sure he’s careful when having sex in general. 

Again, don’t panic. He’s always going to be your son even if he’s a faggot. Approaching this with care and love will assure that your son has the best possible start as a faggot, and he will have the self-respect required to make good decisions about who he serves. 

If you have any additional questions, please feel free to write me, Sir! 

This is always a difficult piece of advice to give a parent. I’m not officially a parent, so what do I know? But I gave this father my heart in the hope that I might reach his.

And it seems to have helped. I received this lovely response from this father today:

Hi Sam, Thanks so much for your reply, We have always been a very close family and learning that our little boy is indeed a faggot does not change a thing. And we are hanging out together this weekend and I will be telling him that I understand and we will always be there for him.

I hope you don’t mind me writing to you as I watch my baby boy blossom.

That means so much to me to hear him call his faggot son “baby boy”! I refer to my Syrian son as “Baby Boy” as well. They will always be our babies, no matter how old they get. And, like babies, we as fathers will do whatever we can to protect them!

I thank Sir James for sharing his story and trusting me with it. I will always stand beside these straight fathers who are willing to brave the unknown frontiers of their son’s futures!

The following is part of a thread following the adventures of Jonah, a black faggot who serves as a “cabfag” for an older white over-the-road truck driver. CLICK HERE to read these posts in chronological order!

I’m consistently surprised at the creativity of some of my fag brothers. I’ve always considered myself to be something of an innovator when it comes to my service as a faggot, but every so often I come across a faggot who thinks outside the box. I’m always eager to highlight these ones, because I believe it inspires other faggots to stop being so timid.

Jonah is already a rarity – a black faggot. I feel black fags have extra layers of difficulty and prejudice to climb through in order to find fulfillment because of the expectations heaped upon them because of their race. It might be these hurdles that caused Jonah to develop creative new ways to serve Alphas.

Incredibly, Jonah now serves as a full-time faggot for an over-the-road truck driver. This is a position that even I in my hungriest moments never considered as a possibility. I always thought these ones who service truck drivers (referred to, most hilariously, as “lot lizards”) were just quick “pump-and-dumps” during pit stops, not live-in, over-the-road sexual and domestic fags.

Here’s Jonah describing his most unusual service opportunity:

I spent 6 weeks completely naked on the road with a trucker named John in an 18 wheeler truck as a CabFag.

Whats a cabfag you ask?

It’s a faggot such as myself who remains completely naked in the  cabin of an 18 wheeler truck behind the driver and passenger seat. 

John is white in his 50’s, I’m black and 32.

When ever he stops, He fucks me. Right there in the truck and dumps a load in me. No matter if its for gas, food, laundry, a drop off, a pick up, the Wal-Mart parking lot while waiting on the next trailer to pick up. When the truck stops, I get a load!

Not to mention giving John road head or him telling me to get in the passenger seat doggystyle back arched with my ass spread facing the windshield. Sometimes for miles and miles. When I do get out of the truck you use the bathroom at a truck stop he forces me to do a bunch of humiliating/liberating things like he makes me wear at least one piece of clothing on that hes shot his load on or has been used as a cum rag. He’s made me get out of the truck with his load all over my face, talk loud enough to expose me a dick loving faggot … a bunch of other things as well. I haven’t even mentioned the hotels!  

 I loved every second of it! I’m a faggot! Letting white men fuck my butt is my purpose. White penis is god! God I fuckin love white dick so much. 

You can hear Jonah’s excitement in his words above, can’t you? That’s the sound of a faggot finding fulfillment through pure service. Jonah’s journey is like a gold digger finally finding a rich vein of gold after years of fruitlessly hacking into the earth. I’m really proud of Jonah and his relentless efforts to find new ways to serve, and I’m happy for his success. I only want that same happiness for every faggot.

So what do you think? Would this kind of service appeal to you? Could it work in your present circumstances?