This post is part of a thread chronicling the rise of straight Master Anthony, the 22-year-old God Alpha who took ownership of his first faggot, Fabien. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

Since my initial introduction to Master Anthony, I’ve been blessed to continue the conversation and learn much more about both his life and his mindset. He’s proving to be an extraordinary Alpha, blunt and honest like the legendary Master Chad (but less profane!).

In my first follow-up email, I asked Master Anthony if he thought he would keep Fabien or other faggots if he settles down with a female in the future.

I’m not necessarily in the state of mind to plan for the very long term just yet. (Maybe that comes with age?) But I don’t see any reason to dismiss Fabien in the mid or long term! I’m looking forward to having more slaves in the future, I’ve already got quite a few bootlickers and cocksuckers, and I’m sure I’ll always have girls around to adore and satisfy me and guys to serve and worship me (and the other way around!) I definitely want servants around me in the futur, and to keep dating and fucking pretty girls! I was born to have servants, and I was born to fuck.

But I can tell you this: no female is ever going to tell me what to do with my inferiors. When a girl is lucky enough to be chosen by ME to fuck her, she just has to enjoy and to bend to my will. You know, I can be a very kind and affectionate lover, but I expect from my girls to respect my virility and my power. If I can replace you however and whenever I want, shut up or fuck off.

As I told you, I’ve been noticing people’s submissive attitude towards me for a while. But Fabien opened my eyes to the extent of the power I could have over them. As a result, I’ve had guys from university or the gym suck my cock, in a closet or in the showers, in addition to those who lick the soles of my boots or rub my feet in public. I’m not stopping there! I can tell you that this Clément boy, the slave I gifted to my bro Henri, is going to take my dick in his ass. I think it won’t be long before I’m organizing an orgy at home with my best bros. Each of them will have to bring at least one slave to fuck.

I’m really glad I met my little Fabien and moved in with him. What I loved most about your blog was reading all about Fabien’s slavish and passionate love for me. His complete servile loyalty touches me a little, I don’t mind saying it. Right now, as I am writing, he is lying on the floor, my feet on his face, licking them devotedly. My cock is now rock-hard, he’ll have to take care of that!

In reply to that, I mentioned his Alpha hunter instinct and how it applies to females and faggots, but I really wanted to know more about what seemed to be an admission that he now had other faggots sucking him off. To that, he replied:

I absolutely LOVE the hunter analogy. That’s exactly what it is: I’m a predator who stalks prey to subjugate them.

Fabien has indeed been my first male cocksucker. It was after I fucked his throat that I started doing it with my college or gym flunkies. Two other of my closest mates have put their dicks in a submissive guy, the first time under my leadership. I know one of them already has a regular lackey at his own gym sessions. An orgy would be the perfect way to introduce them to ass-fucking! By the end of the year, there won’t be a single pretty girl or beta male left on the campus who hasn’t swallowed a mouthful of sperm from one of us.

Those are the words of a God Alpha rapidly expanding his Kingdom!

Then I asked Master Anthony if he had any difficulty convincing his Alpha Pack brothers to start using faggots. I knew that Master Henri took to using his faggot Clement fairly quickly, but I had little information about the others.

Oh I do notice how much all the inferiors I dominate are very glad to endure my power! I can see Fabien’s obsession with pleasing me, and I can see how desperately happy you are to talk to me! 😀 And I’m perfectly OK with making many people addicted to me and begging to worship and serve me. After all, a king must have subjects!

It was not that hard to lead my straight bros to the sexual use of male slaves. They have always loved to order submissive guys around with me. And they absolutely enjoyed all the evenings at my place with Fabien to serve and entertain us. When I started using Fabien sexually, I first talked to Henri who was immediately interested, so I wanted to initiate him with Fabien. As for the others, they were sometimes taken aback or even reluctant at first, but given Henri’s and my enthusiasm, they soon followed our example when we were having fun with inferiors.

Henri can see how much Fabien’s submission pleases me, so he was delighted to have his own slave. Clément is a shy little student who liked to stick by me in college, complimenting me and doing me favors, and trying to make a place for himself in my group. And in the end, he found his rightful place: at our feet! I was happy to give him to Henri as his personal slave. I think Henri has a lot of fun with him, and they’ve often been in each other’s studios. Of course, Clément is younger and less clever than Fabien. But it’s only natural that the leader of the pack should have the best slave!

Hierarchy is incredible, isn’t it? See how these roles just happen naturally and predictably? Like little Clement, desperate to be a part of Master Anthony’s life, but eventually finding his place as a servant to powerful young Alphas … we all have a proper place!

I’m just grateful that Master Anthony has embraced his power at the top of the Hierarchy. His bracing honesty and insight – combined with his natural physical perfection – make him an exciting new King to watch and serve!

Alphas are Hierarchical. An Alpha will serve an Apex Alpha. An Apex will serve a God Alpha.

In his everyday life, King @EromancerX is Alpha. He owns and trains faggøts.

But when he’s with black God Alpha @hollywoodpwrtop, he’s the one who serves. Worships.

And gets cunted!

The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a British faggot named Benjamin who successfully used my “Letter To An Alpha” to submit to his straight Alpha friend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!

I was so thrilled to hear of my brother Benjamin’s bravery and intuition in submitting to his Alpha friend by courageously presenting my “Letter To An Alpha” method to him on their way to a cabin getaway. It turned out that Benjamin’s intuition about his friend was absolutely correct – he is definitely a straight Alpha – and this Alpha quickly took complete ownership of Benjamin.

I’ve been so privileged to carry Benjamin’s story here as a way to help inspire other faggots in similar circumstances. If you just try, you can end up finding fulfillment under the control of a straight Alpha just as Benjamin did!

Most recently Benjamin wrote into my Questions From Readers inbox to add some additional information about his Master’s use of Benjamin around his females (answered HERE). After my response, Benjamin asked his Master to read the thread about their story.

I often encourage faggots to show their Masters these things I write about them so that they (1) know what their faggot is doing behind their backs, and (2) help them understand their importance in the overall understanding of Hierarchy, and (3) that the Master may feel the glory of adoring readers who revel in these stories all around the world.

So Benjamin’s still-unnamed Master read the thread and then was moved to write to me! And while he sounds pleased overall, he had some corrections and reprimands for me.

He wrote:

Hello Fag. You have been speaking with my faggot (Benjamin) recently and he showed me your posts based on his questions. You give very good advice for faggots, but I have a few thoughts you should hear.

First you miss the mark slightly when talking about God Alphas like myself. I am still Benjis friend. He is the fag he always was. I have always been an Alpha. Now we just acknowledge it. I do still care about him. If anything my ownership of him is as much my way of protecting him from some of the assholes out there as it is about finally having someone serving my wants properly. I wouldn’t have taken on a fag if I didn’t know him and care about him.

Second is the claim that I am insanely confident for having my fag serve me in front of the girls. I don’t agree at all. As a God Alpha people who serve me must make my life better. Fag was doing that. The girls who I fuck do that. The girl who had a hissy fit and told Benji he was a victim was not so I booted the dumb bitch. If she had just eaten her food and blown me before leaving like the others I would have let her have my dick again.

Last, I am very annoyed that you did not tell Benji to report his bad behaviour when looking for my used condom. I understand why he wanted it and the fact that I never use condoms doesn’t matter. He should have told me. As the experienced fag you should have told him to tell me. Fags will learn good behaviours from each other and Benji has taken what you say to heart.

He is serving incredibly well and you are partly responsible so congratulations for that. But for all fags, always correct bad fags. It makes Alphas lives better. He has been suitably punished for that bad behaviour. 

Well, I guess that was a bad introduction! I felt bad for failing this Master! I will admit that it crossed my mind to say something about the condom, but I guess my own failings as a faggot led me to consider it pretty standard behavior for us. Also, since Benjamin didn’t find a condom full of Master’s seed, he didn’t actually do anything to defile it without his permission. So I left it alone.

But this does tell me that Benjamin’s Master is an exacting God Alpha! But I will humbly say to Benjamin’s Master: I’m sorry I failed you!

I was surprised to read that Master had owned and used many faggots prior to Benjamin, so that changes my understanding of what initially happened between them. If I had to guess, Master chose not to enslave Benjamin earlier because he genuinely cared for Benjamin and didn’t want to take away his pride. However, once it became clear that Benjamin was indeed a faggot desperate to serve him, he benevolently accepted Benjamin’s worship and service. As Master said in his letter, he wanted to protect him from harm at the hands of his Destroyer Alpha brethren.

I will also admit that I was quite thrilled to hear Master reference himself as a “God Alpha”, utilizing (and legitimizing) my breakdown of Alpha Hierarchy. I love when Alphas can identify themselves as a God Alpha (a close friend of mine labels himself an “Apex Alpha”), as they instantly recognize the natural Hierarchy amongst themselves.

Master closed with this:

I know this probably won’t make it as a post on your website but you can send your apologies to the contact email. Keep up the good work faggot.

No, Master … that’s where you’re wrong about me. I post everything useful – including when I make mistakes and am reprimanded for them – because I know I’m just a faggot like the rest and in constant need of refinement. I have no ego when it comes to delivering a message of truth to Alphas and other faggots.

So I published every word for all to read. I’m proud to have received correction by you, Master. It demonstrates terrific instincts and glorifies you.

I thank Benjamin’s Master for being thoughtful enough to reach down from on-high and bless my life and work!

I’m a straight, married 29 year old alpha, and I recently found your site. Even though I’m straight, I’ve been using gay guys for years since they can take a much more intense and brutal fucking than any of my girlfriends ever could. However, I HATE it when a fag’s little dick gets hard when I’m fucking it. It’s such a turn off. I tried a cock cage once, but didn’t really like seeing that down there either, and also I don’t use my fags very regularly. It’s more just a hookup every now and then. It can be a few days between or even several months, and they know not to contact me in between, so I can’t be managing its chastity.

Any ideas on how to instruct them to keep their dicks soft? Or maybe I need to punish them when they don’t, but I’m worried the little fuckers will enjoy that and only make the problem worse.

Master, thank you for writing to me! It’s always wonderful when I meet powerful straight Alphas like you who understand the upper-echelon of Hierarchical power that faggot ownership unlocks! 

First of all, congratulations on your ownership and use of faggots, Master! I’d love to hear more about that if you ever have the time to write me. All God and Apex Alphas should be celebrated, because through the exercise of your power and dominance you change lives and give fulfillment and purpose to inferiors everywhere! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com.

I also want to congratulate you on correctly identifying the problem with disciplining faggots with more violence and pain. You’re absolutely right – most faggots would only get more turned on by that method. It’s a mistake I see so many Alphas make with their faggots. It really shows me that you are an insightful Master. Your faggots are lucky to be owned by you, Master!  

There are really only two solutions to your issue, Master, but you might not like either of them. First and foremost, chastity is going to solve the problem. I don’t know how much you need to monitor that once it’s locked in place. And there are colors available (like pink) that might be more humorous than irritating. 

The reason why I am an advocate of chastity (especially in this instance) is because it blunts the faggot’s ability to masturbate, which then lowers its libido. Ultimately I think that goal is more important to you than whether the faggot wears a chastity cage given your general disinterest in it.

The second method involves focused, intensive training designed to make the faggot despise its penis so much that it becomes disgusted by it. This is something I did to myself, actually, which has resulted in an eight-year stretch of no masturbation or orgasms (and also led me to self-lock four years ago). It’s possible for faggots to do this, too, but most of them don’t view Hierarchy as intensely important as I do. 

But given what you said about not wanting to get too bogged down by your faggots, this second option is probably more headache burden than you really want to handle. 

Master, I do very much thank you for writing to me. I do hope I gave you some help! Please let me know if you need anything else! Thank you!  

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The alpha I’m serving likes for me to cum when serving him. I know that I am a faggot and fags don’t deserve to cum but I do it because he tells me to. He likes how tight my ass is and loves how tight I get when I cum. It’s confusing cumming when I know that I don’t deserve to. Do I keep obeying him? Do I lock myself up? I’m confused because he’s a dominant alpha in every aspect but this. He’ll blindfold me and spank me till my ass is red and I’m crying because of the pain and he uses me hard, both holes. He’s aggressive and dominant and I love that he gets enjoyment and pleasure from my body. I’m just confused because I’m pretty sure I should stop being allowed to cum and that he should take my cock away from me but he says cumming when I’m told is serving him so it doesn’t matter. What should I do?

Thank you for the question! 

Ultimately, our job as a faggot is to obey our Master, right? Who knows why he wants you to cum? I’ve heard Alphas (almost exclusively gay Alphas) say that they like to see their faggots cum because it lets them know the faggot loves pleasing him. Or that they’re such virile fuckers that the faggot cums while being fucked. It seems there is a different explanation for each Alpha.

All I can really say is DO NOT disobey his orders, and DO NOT lock yourself in chastity without his permission. 

I might suggest a viewpoint correction for you. Rather than looking at his demand as you receiving pleasure, look at it as him exerting control over you. You see how that subtle difference changes the dynamic? 

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Hey there I had been scrolling on twitter and found you guys and I’ve just been soo confused. Now I’m 18 and think I wanna serve alpha men how do I go about this? What will my friends and family think? I just need some advice!!

Thank you for your questions, brother! 

First of all, don’t panic. You’re perfectly fine, and everything is going to be okay! 

Being 18 years old gives you a tremendous advantage, because you’re literally surrounded by young horny Alphas at school and work (if you have a job). Every Alpha wants a tight virgin faggot, I guarantee. So look through the Alphas you know, and then start looking for ways to be useful to them. Isolate one that seems like an Alpha you’d really life to serve, and start really trying to submit to him. You can literally just ask him questions about whether he thinks he’s Alpha, and use his response to go into a discussion about Hierarchy. Use the resources on this website to help you – that’s why I created them!

As for your family, that’s not a consideration right now. Work on becoming a faggot first. 

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Hey, I’m an Asian alpha dom—ripped, commanding, and used to dominating guys left and right. I’ve always loved the power, the control, pinning weaker dudes down and making them beg under my strength. But then I stumbled across your post about Asian fags being weak little pussies, getting owned and used by superior white guys, and fuck—it hit me like a freight train. Something deep inside me stirred, a twisted heat I can’t shake. I’ve started fantasizing about it: those chiseled white studs with their huge cocks—way bigger than my modest Asian dick—towering over me, humiliating me, forcing me to my knees. I can’t stop thinking about how hot they are, how their rugged masculinity makes me feel small, inferior, like I’m meant to serve them. I’m confused as hell—I’m supposed to be the alpha, but now I’m jerking off to the idea of being their pathetic Asian bitch, degraded and used. The raceplay shit gets me so hard—imagining them laughing at my tiny cock, calling me a worthless yellow slut while they stretch me out. What the fuck should I do with this? Should I fight it or just give in and let white men own me like the submissive fag I might actually be?

Sir, thank you so much for writing to me! 

Well, this was certainly not what I intended to happen when I wrote that tweet, Sir! If I knew my words had that kind of power, maybe I should tweet about more money! LOL

The path through Hierarchy isn’t always clear-cut and obvious (like in my case). I’ve seen quite a few Doms who have later discovered (usually thanks to a true Alpha) that they really aren’t Dom at all. The most famous instance on this site was the case of Bruno, who originally came to me as a Master and he owned a live-in faggot named Gio. But one night Bruno met a God Alpha named Juan, and he was forced into accepting his true place as a faggot (he’s still owned by Master Juan today). 

I tell you that to assure you that you are far from the first or only Dom facing this. There simply is no way to maneuver around or avoid the truth Hierarchy presents each one of us. We can tell ourselves lies and they might stick for a while, but eventually something will collapse those lies and force us to face reality.

In your case, it was a tweet.

I do think you need to experience submitting to a true Alpha. That’s the only way to be sure about your newfound feelings. I know that’s scary, but I promise you’ll survive. In fact, it’s very possible you’ll not only survive, but THRIVE.

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I am a gay man. I am also a faggot, in that I exist to serve dom men and to be used and abused by them. However I don’t get this serving straight guys. In my experience straight guys will do anything to avoid gay men – it is very bad for their image to be associated with us. All my experiences as a faggot has been with dom gay men (not straight). So isn’t this straight guy using faggots things just a fantasy?

No, brother, it’s not “just a fantasy.” Are you new around here? This entire site started off in 2015 on the premise that straight Man and Alphas owned and used faggots. I myself have been owned multiple times by straight Alphas. I’ve covered countless true stories of straight Alphas discovering the uses of faggots. 

Not a fantasy at all.

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Hi Sam,

After some recent events, I’ve been thinking about the hierarchy between alphas lately. You see some banter online, one alpha boasting that “I’m the alpha your alpha serves”, how they “poached” another alpha’s subs. Or that when an alpha recognizes another’s superiority, he will keep his head down in a silent acknowledgment of that superiority, even in front of his sub.

In my case, I enjoy competition, specially physical ones. I’m on a couple of websites where men, mostly bi and gay, can meet up for fights. Some like to play pretend, but I look for the real thing. Hard fought bareknuckle fights, grappling matches with punches (often with low blows allowed), and even the occasional no-rules brawl when none of the involved needs to be at the office the next week. It’s hard to describe the feeling of utterly dominating another alpha, specially when we agreed on stakes beforehand. These guys are fit, leaders in their homes and communities, they are the top of the pyramid and they know it. To bring them down and force them to accept my superiority over them, and subject them to the same things my subs go through under me is unlike anything else I have ever experienced. I’d like to do this with an audience one day, perhaps mine and the other guy’s faggots all watching us go at each other. Haven’t happened yet, but here’s hoping.

But back to my question. I don’t see a lot being written or discussed about this. The way alphas are constantly navigating through this power struggle with other alphas. Not just in the bedroom or in a fetish context, but in family dynamics, in the workplace, everywhere. At least for me, that desire to dominate, to take lead and protect those beneath me can’t be turned off. And that has often put me in conflict with similarly minded men.

Would like to hear your thoughts on this.

Sir, thank you for the interesting backstory as well as your question! 

As a faggot, I can’t even imagine being in a physical fight with a Man. I’ve never been in one (shocking given my mouth) and have less-then-zero interest in it. However, for actual Men fighting is almost like fucking in terms of the sheer adrenaline rush and the desire to force others into submission (as you so eloquently described). Even after the movie FIGHT CLUB came out and popularized the idea, I had a hard time believing it was for real. 

But it is! 

As far as Alpha hierarchical dynamics, I don’t think there is a single writer anywhere (in the community or out) who has written more extensively or with as much detail as I have. I’m not bragging, Sir. For example, my breakdown of Alpha Hierarchy is (I believe) a nearly perfect explanation of how Alphas operate in relation to each other. I’ve used this diagram to explain and predict Alpha behavior based on where each Alpha appears within it. 

My understanding of Alpha Hierarchy was a critical factor for my success during my incarceration. I could see how the Alphas around me moved, and I could pick out the God Alphas from the Apex Alphas and lower Alphas and know which one to approach and how. I even used my Alpha Hierarchy to help one Apex Alpha named Darion (known there as “D”) understand why he needed to use multiple females, and he was so thankful he ran around telling other Alphas about it! 

That success with my understanding of Alpha Hierarchy led to me really thinking deeply about faggot hierarchy, resulting in my publishing that hierarchy a few months ago. Of course, a faggot hierarchy is pretty pointless – a faggot is a faggot – but the breakdown arose from how I discovered and described Alpha Hierarchy.

Aside from strictly writing about Alpha Hierarchy (see the post pinned to the top of this site), I am constantly referring to Alpha Hierarchy in my everyday writing. For example, I have confidently identified Master Anthony (Owner of Fabien) as a God Alpha based on several key factors. So much of that material is incorporated throughout the site. 

Additionally, I have addressed Alpha Hierarchy multiple times on the podcast, most notably in Episode 258 regarding Alpha Ascension (click here).

Again, Sir, I think you’d be hard-pressed to find anyone who has written more extensively about Alpha Hierarchy than I have. Yes, a little faggot like me! 

If anyone has suggestions, I’d love to hear it. 

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One of the great mysteries of Hierarchy involves why there are muscular, physically-imposing males who are not Men at all, but are lowly faggøts.

They lack the desire/ability to fuck like a Man. They are born to be thick, heavy service animals, and nothing more.

But why? 🤔

For a lot of straight Alphas, Asian faggøts are an easy way to get into fucking them. Asians are hairless, tiny, and very submissive.

It’s practically a female!

When people tell me gay Alphas are not Hierarchically equal to straight Alphas, I laugh in their face. I’ve known gay Alphas who are INDISTINGUISHABLE from straight Alphas.

Watch and listen to the way Master @SirJoshTO uses this fåggot! Learn the truth!

Whatever this faggot imagined it was before, all of that delusion was destroyed the moment this black Alpha put a foot of black dick inside it!

Note to all big-dicked Alphas: rubbing the fag’s body during entry helps to distract them from the pain. #HierarchyIsLaw

The most beautiful thing in the world is an Alpha pumping his superior cum into inferiors! It’s the way the world is meant to be!

This is just the way an Alpha should mount, fuck, and breed a faggot: in the dirt out in the woods!

Primal acts should happen in primal conditions!

I haven’t been privileged to meet with many females in my nine years teaching Hierarchy, let alone collaborate with any. Let’s face it: even though this site deals with Hierarchy’s effect on EVERYONE, it’s still primarily a gay-oriented blog. I wouldn’t expect many women to wander across my stuff, and if they do, I’m sure they despise it.

But Sophie, the mother of 15-year-old Alpha Lucas, is not like any other woman I’ve ever encountered. She’s so intuitive and insightful that she could see her son was different from other boys his age, but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. It so bothered her that she sought the advice of a friend, and that friend pointed her to this site.

And she saw the truth of it!

From her first letter to me I could tell she was almost relieved that she had found the answer about her son, and it was the most joyous answer any mother could ever want: that her son is Alpha, born to be a King, and born to be worshiped and served – by anyone he chooses – for the rest of his blessed life!

I’ve been so thrilled to work with Sophie (and, by extension, Sir Lucas) that I was moved to devote Hierarchy Podcast #269 to her and Sir Lucas. In it, I praised both of them and pledged myself to serve his development.

Sophie’s response to the podcast provided a lot of detail, as well as her deep respect for Hierarchy:

Sam,

As I ate my breakfast this morning, I was delighted to listen to your podcast about Lucas, while he was still asleep. I think he and I will listen to it together tonight, it will please him and surely help him.

To answer one of your comments, I have to say that although I consider myself to be a strong independent woman, I fully respect and admire powerful dominant men who are able to lead others with strength, courage and compassion. There’s nothing good in this world that doesn’t come from them.

Lucas was at home last night with his childhood best friend. As they chatted and played in front of the TV, I watched them, pensive. I remember when they were little boys, they would enjoy to play Middle Ages characters, with Lucas as the knight or crown prince and his friend as his squire or a peasant. When I see how the sweet boy still always follows Lucas’ leadership in everything, I’m thinking these roles have never really left them.

I am so happy that you regard my Lucas as your superior. I cannot tell you what incredible feeling it is as a mother to hear a grown man publicly stating that my son is superior to him. When I heard you say “All the riches and glory of this earth are gonna be laid at Alpha Lucas’ feet.” my heart exploded with pride. I can assure you: no one is going to take that from him!

When my handsome prince emerged from his room, I embraced him and showered his face with kisses. I told him “My son, you’re headed for a life of power and success! Everyone will kneel before you! You world will be exactly what you want it to be! My sweet prince, promise me you will be a fair and wise king and caring for the lesser people at your feet!”

He promised. I gave him again a big hug. He said “I love you, Mom” and then he gently pushed me away, as he does when I get too clingy! I need to accept that my little boy is becoming a man who needs space. And what a man! What a privilege to have carried an alpha male in my womb and to see him become the king he is meant to be!

Thank you again for your advice and support.

Best,

Sophie

So beautiful and heartfelt!

Sophie is simply not like most women today. In the West women are brainwashed into thinking they’re equal to Men and can do whatever a Man can do. Any objective look at reality reveals how false that is. Still, women believe it, much to the detriment of society.

But Sophie sees things like the Spartan women of old. Anyone who has seen the film 300 knows exactly what I mean. Those women honored Men for what they are: the gods of this Earth. They were proud to submit to them (like every inferior person did), support them, and and bear them Alpha sons from their Alpha seed.

You can hear Sophie’s spiritual heritage as a Spartan woman in her words above. She glorifies powerful Alpha Men, and she celebrates the young Alpha her womb brought into the world.

As we all should!

Thank you Sophie for sharing your heart and baring your soul! And thank you for raising the next King!

This faggot tries everything to stop sucking this Alpha’s dick, but there’s one problem:

Alphas NEVER stop pursuing something they want.

If you think you can squirm away from an Alpha’s cock when he wants to shove it in your mouth, you should just think again!

Alphas love to find faggots like this one, hungry, obedient cocksuckers who drool at any prospect to swallow a load.

Females don’t do this often.

Faggots do it on command 24/7/365.

Hi sam.

I’m a soon to turn 38yo faggot from Rio and I’ve been dealing with this gut wrenching anxiety for a while. I’m a good faggot. I’ve always been, since I was 13 and served my school bullies without questioning or even knowing about what being a fag was(or even gay for that matter, I actually used to think I was bi) or hierarchy. I’ve done basically everything there is to do in the fag book: being used sexually, domestically, taking a good beating, degraded, exposed, used by my straight friends to kill their “curiosity” on how does it feel to be sucked by a guy – and completely aware that I was being used by that, and I was ok with it. I’ve served alphas in locker rooms, public bathrooms, You name it. I even got to be used to take an alphas brother virginity so he could practice with a faggot in order for him to be confident and know what to do with his first girl. I was used by a straight alpha whose girlfriend wanted to see him fucking another guy (and I only got to see that girl at the motel room). I’ve done chastity (by myself). I’ve done findom. I mean… It was never, EVER, a problem finding an alpha to serve.

But maybe I’m living a kinda early midlife crisis of some sort. My looks is not the same as it used to (I’ve always been chubby, but I gained a lot of weight over the last year and a half due to depression – which is being treated and I feel a lot better now, though I tried to take my own life last November).

I just… I feel like this is it for me. I can’t get a guy (not even talking about an alpha, but just A GUY) to use me. And yes, I tried escort services unsuccessfully. It’s like they don’t wanna use me EVEN IF I PAY THEM. And this last part is what seems to hurt me the most, idk.

I’ve always been a very proud and confident fag. And I’m pretty lost and loosing faith about it to be honest with you.

Any advise for me? Is there a point of no return in the life of faggots where we’re just disposable like that?

Hi, brother. Thank you for writing.

I understand your pain! Believe me, I get it. Aging is something everyone goes through, and it’s never pleasant. We lose steps, fall behind, things on our bodies fail, and other parts don’t stay where they used to. 

The sad reality is faggots DO have a shelf life sexually … but that shelf life shouldn’t be THIRTY-EIGHT years old, brother. But let’s be honest about things … you’ve let yourself go physically, and we can’t expect Men (especially Alphas) to want to use us sexually if we are out of shape. Men are notoriously visual, and on top of that notoriously hungry for young meat. We can’t expect conditions like those to change for our sakes, right? So we play the game as dictated by the rules in place. 

Let’s do a little test, and be honest with yourself: You might not be able to serve 21-year-old Alphas anymore, but what about a 50-year-old Alpha? What was your reaction to that last question? Did you turn up your nose at that suggestion? I know a lot of faggots who would say “Eww gross” or something like that. Do you see how ageism works in the opposite direction?

My point is we need to adjust our thinking and expectations as we age. We aren’t cute little club twinks anymore with our brains fried on poppers or other substances. The parties that seemed neverending definitely have an end. We must change as our bodies and circumstances change. 

But my message isn’t one of despair and desolation, brother. You see, when we alter our viewpoint and expectations, other forms of service can replace the old ways we served. For example, take a look at Chadwick (featured here on this site). He hid in the closet HIS ENTIRE LIFE until he got into his SIXTIES before finally being bold enough to try and be useful to Alphas. And you know what? He now serves SIX Alphas domestically and is more fulfilled now than he ever has before! 

Chadwick could’ve just given up and reasoned “I’m too old and nobody will fuck me so I guess my life is over.” But he didn’t do that! He adjusted his hopes and expectations, and instead figured out how he can be USEFUL. And sure enough, he discovered that he can, indeed, be very useful! 

And so can you! So pick yourself up, shake off the pity party, and get yourself back in the game. You’re too young and definitely too USEFUL to be feeling this despondent! 

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