I hope you don’t mind this faggot following up on your very interesting reply to my last question. Faggot wondered if it could ever be the case that true Masters occasionally like to take cock themselves – your answer made faggot think it’s not acceptable yet it has had some further thoughts on this which it would like to share. Masters have the freedom to seek pleasure wherever and however They choose. By exercising that choice They are asserting Their rights, and faggot guesses (obviously no faggot can truly understand the mind of an alpha) that sometimes some Masters may enjoy the sensation of having Their hole penetrated. Faggot wonders if this would be per se a loss of dignity or a diminution of a Master’s masculinity? An interesting question, faggot thinks, for discussion in the Hierarchy University.
Of course in this faggot’s case the particular issue in the original question was its own embarrassment at having to use its dicklet in such a way; but then again, as Master has always declared that faggot’s dicklet belongs to Him then faggot supposes it could be argued that Master is merely using His own property to please Himself. This is all very perplexing for a mere faggot brain!!
The issue of faggot’s relationship with its dicklet (not really belonging to it but to Master, of course) is sometimes a difficult one to manage. Faggot has for many years had a serious problem with masturbation but Master prefers it not to wear a device because He believes that developing self-control is a much more fulfilling practice. By having to struggle every day when temptation arises faggot is constantly having to focus on and strengthen its commitment to Master’s command. However over time this has become much easier and faggot now finds the idea of masturbation repellent and selfish whilst the word itself – masturbation- seems ugly. Faggot guesses that its growth towards dissociating its dicklet from any legitimate kind of sexual pleasure (even though it still experiences powerful erections) has made it more difficult to satisfy Master’s very occasional commands to fuck Him – yet again faggot finds itself shuddering at the inappropriateness of those two words! Thank you Sam for taking the trouble to take on board this silly faggot’s meanderings. It hopes you have more wise words to dispense!
Thanks for writing again, brother!
Even though I’m now a big proponent of chastity (locked for all of five years aside from my two years in prison), that wasn’t always the case. None of my Masters ever required it of me because I have a tiny penis that never got hard while serving, so it wasn’t an issue. However, I DID have a secret masturbation problem for my entire life until right before I self-locked. I overcame that issue thanks to starting this site, actually! I became intimately involved with some God Alphas, and they so humbled me that I eventually became ashamed of masturbating. Then I eventually became ashamed of using my penis like Men do (for example, using a urinal). So masturbation stopped, and I eventually self-locked out of desperation.
It sounds like your evolution is following the same path as mine. I think it’s wise of your Master to have you overcome masturbation voluntarily using self-control rather than a device. But once you do have it under control, I do hope your Master does agree to lock you in chastity. There is something profound about being locked. It has truly changed my life for the better.
I do think you should have a respectful-but-frank conversation with your Master about your feelings regarding you topping him. You need to help him see how this is hurting you, and also how it is hurting how you view him. You need to help him understand that you want nothing more than to serve him and submit to him, but topping him not only makes you extremely uncomfortable, it bit also degrades that submission you feel toward him.
Your Master sounds like an insightful Alpha. I’m sure he will listen and understand if you explain it to him.
I was wondering, have you ever come across this before I was at a party and I saw this couple this 275 pound muscle man hairy as all hell I won’t lie. I wanted to get fucked by him a lot but he was already with someone.
His partner was this skinny surfer boy type, and I thought that he was the bottom well they invited me back to their hotel room for the night, and I learned that the big guy was actually the bottom and the little guy was the master and he actually had quite a nice healthy looking 8 inches on him
Have you ever encountered this before or do you think it’s like just a one time thing because I’ve only encountered this once and that was 10 years ago
Thanks for the question! Happy New Year to you, too!
The situation you describe is one of the great proofs of a definitive hierarchical truth: our place in hierarchy is something we are born with INSIDE, and has nothing to do with our bodies or circumstances. By all rights, that Master/faggot couple you met should’ve fit the pattern that their outward appearances suggested, but they were the exact opposite! The skinny surfer dude with the big dick was born Alpha, and the burly, muscle-bound hairball was born a faggot!
This is why I’m repeatedly warning against judging Men based on outward appearances!
You asked if I’ve ever encountered such counterintuitive couples before, and the answer is YES! I’ve chronicled multiple couples like this. My favorite was straight Master G and his giant muscle fag Jamie. Master G was a short Alpha, and his faggot Jamie was a bodybuilder with a large dick that Master G had caged. Their thread ended with Master G marrying his faggot (using a ring he allowed me to choose!).
So yes, it’s a very real (although I’d also add RARE) thing within hierarchical couplings.
I am a faggot who has been adoring my straight friend since high school. Even at 16 he looked like a 20 year old bodybuilder. I was adoring him ever since. In high school i didn’t pursue any gay relationships, and I had very little in common with him, but I always hung around him. On graduation day we had a party where he stripped. I drank beer from his pecs and licked his nipples. Still a core memory. When I brought it up some years later he didn’t remember.
Anyway. Over the years I have come out to him and I have saved a gallery collection of his thirst traps he has sent me. I have at times been either drunk or extremely horny and begged to be his slave or serve him in any way, and he has rejected every offer. He has never told me off for thirsting after him, but he has also never given me any indication that he will let me do anything beyond admiration. At one time he was even offended that I thanked him for tolerating my bs so much, telling me he views me as a friend and equal. At one time he said he doesn’t mind that I’m in love with him because we have very little in common, and had I not been gay we wouldn’t have become friends
One time when I was at his place we were sunbathing together on the roof terrace of his apartment building. I tried to offer massaging his feet and I got close at one point, but he didn’t let me do any of it. Zero interest.
At this point he has gone through several long term relationships with beautiful women, and atp it breaks my heart. I really want to serve him. I even tried to fix an alpha twitter for him so he could get some extra money. Am I pursuing a futile goal here? It’s been 10 years now, I really want to know if I’m just hurting myself.
Thank you for the question!
What you’ve described is the classic faggot conundrum. I think every faggot has had a straight Alpha they wanted to serve in high school. Most of them never get as close to it as you have, so that’s to your credit, brother!
The kind of Alpha you describe is the toughest type to “break”. I call them “Indifferent Alphas”. They’re so laid-back and genial that they never take a position on anything. Nothing bothers them or arouses them (except pussy, of course). You’ve even tried a carrot that typically does work – FINDOM – and your Alpha isn’t interested. That can be difficult.
Here’s what I suggest: send him a copy of my “Letter To An Alpha” (in the right sidebar) – or better yet, have him read it from the site – and then ask him about his thoughts regarding it. That letter has had some success, mainly because it condenses the hierarchical outline into a clear truth that most true Alphas can agree to.
I’d say if he rejects that message, then you need to give up. You are definitely hurting yourself with these rejected attempts to sway him. There are other Alphas who really are interested in owning you. You’d be better off submitting to them.
First, Happy New Year. Thank you for all that you do for the community. You provide a valuable service and a supportive forum for faggots and Alphas alike. Your work is appreciated.
When an Alpha asks for information on likes, dislikes, or limits, how much information should a faggot give? Sometimes in answering this question, it feels like i am trying to influence what the Alpha does. Even though my intent may be to help the Alpha control me better, i can’t honestly say that i’m not trying to guide Him toward doing certain things and away from doing other things i do not like. Would it be OK to preface the list of dislikes by saying that i hoped He would help me overcome any of my dislikes or limits that He found objectionable? Or perhaps to supply only a list of health problems that made certain activities dangerous?
Recently another faggot told me that his Alpha punished him with spankings, which he secretly enjoyed. Should a faggot inform an Alpha that he actually enjoys His punishments so that the Alpha can use a punishment that that faggot actually finds painful?
In short, how does a faggot toe the line between self-serving information and Alpha-serving information.
fagjohn
Thank you for the interesting question!
I’ve always been of the opinion that a faggot should simply submit and allow the Alpha to guide how things go, augmenting any sessions with information (like health information, etc.) as they arise. Preliminarily loading up an Alpha with a bunch of prequalifications and conditions would only confuse or frustrate the Alpha before he can even receive service.
I don’t want to discourage you, though, because your heart is in the right place. Such deep considerations are a key to a successful and fruitful faghood, brother. We have so much to discover about our submission! We can reap the rich bounty of self-actualization that comes when we meaningfully meditate on issues like these, so I’m proud you are doing that hard-but-beneficial work!
Faggot hopes you can help it with a bit of a problem but first of all it needs to give a bit of context. Faggot is very lucky to have irregular but relatively frequent meetings with a Master who is significantly younger than it is. Faggot feels very privileged to be able to serve and does so to the best of its ability. Master likes to administer pain and to humiliate faggot (both in private and occasionally with other men present). He also uses faggot for sexual relief. Faggot craves the lash, thrills to the humiliation and longs for Master’s seed – a precious gift which He bestows when He sees fit.
The problem for faggot is that very occasionally Master likes to take a cock in His arse and He has instructed faggot to uses its dicklet to fuck Him. It embarrasses faggot even to write these words, so unfitted does it feel to perform this function. Master generally refers to its penis as a dicklet or a clit and faggot has learned to consider it to be of no importance in any sexual encounter. Over the years, however, faggot has developed its own mantra ‘Master, if it pleases You it must please me.’ This is a mantra it uses whenever Master instructs it to perform a new task and He has the grace to ask if faggot likes it. On the two occasions it has been told to fuck Master (how shocking those words sound!) it has been unable to perform. Faggot has lost its hard-on and has feebly fumbled around trying to insert its inadequate and rapidly softening dicklet into His most private place. Master has tried to convince faggot that this is not a situation of faggot ‘taking charge‘ because by fucking Him (again it pains faggot to write those words!) it is merely obeying an order, just like any other command. Faggot hates to be disobedient (obedience is its favourite word in the whole English language) but it has come up against a block in its journey of submission and feels itself to have let Master down. Master, in His wisdom and kindness, does not dwell on the point but it is clear that He is disappointed and for faggot this is almost too much to bear!
Faggot would love to hear your comments on this, please.
Fag charlie
My dear brother Charlie, thank you for the question!
Believe me, I absolutely feel your pain and frustration! I’ll admit this: every time you mentioned being forced to perform this with your Master, I literally flinched in horror. I felt like I was reading about gruesome torture.
Frankly, I do think this is a form of faggot abuse. Of course, since we are faggots we don’t have “rights” per se, but neither does a dog … but normal people don’t abuse dogs, do they? Why would a Master torment a faggot like this? I understand that some Masters like to play games with their faggots as an amusement, but this is clearly upsetting you. It would upset me, too.
Here’s the other thing I don’t understand: a Master who is occasionally demanding that his faggot fucks him is (in my opinion) degrading himself and surrendering some of his power and respectability. To effectively submit to a Master, a faggot needs to respect him. I don’t understand why any superior and dominant Man would degrade himself in this way. It would make me question whether or not he’s really the Man for me.
You seem like a much meeker sort of faggot than I am, Charlie. I don’t want to give you advice that isn’t going to help you. I’ll tell you what I would do: I would respectfully ask my Master to stop demanding this of me, mainly because it makes me lose respect for him. Couching it in those terms puts the onus on the Master’s reputation as a Man, rather than my personal preference.
But I will tell you that I am so very proud of you for your cultivation of a perfect faggot outlook and personality. You’re humble, service-oriented, and gentle. You’re the type of faggot any Alpha should be proud to own, and the type of faggot I’m proud to call my brother! I love you, Charlie! Thank you for writing!
The following post is part of a thread testifying to the life of complete service of a faggot named John who lived as the property of a gay Alpha named Master Norman. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I get a lot of questions about life as an owned faggot, life as a faggot object, and life as a faggot slave. Every so often I’ve been able to feature a really intense, all-encompassing view of the life of a faggot slave. For example, longtime readers will remember by old thread about Tim, a live-in faggot slave of an abusive straight Alpha. These more intense examples are hard to find, because most of these fag brothers are too immersed in their responsibilities to ever have the time to communicate with me.
I was recently contacted by a faggot named John who spent more than twenty years as the in-home faggot property and cash fag to a gay Alpha named Master Norman. I received John’s testimony in a few pieces, so I’m assembling them here as one full account. However, it paints a vivid picture of a life spent in completely immersive service to a very powerful Man!
[A note before you read: John refers to himself as “it” throughout his narrative.]
At the age of 26, it became the property of Master Norman. As Master explained years later, He took control of it because it impressed Him as a hard worker with plenty of income potential.
THE NEW ARRANGEMENT
It met Master Norman at a party. He asked for its phone number and later arranged to meet it for coffee. After several such meetings and long discussions, He proposed the arrangement described in the account and accepted it for a trial period of three months. There was a contract specifying its duties in detail and giving Master Norman the option of extending the contract for as long as He wished. it did not have the right to an opinion. At the end of that trial period, He claimed ownership.
Master took charge of its finances. He confiscated its credit and debit cards and its checkbook and let it use them only with permission and only for a single purchase or use at a time. It was required to explain why it needed to spend the money and beg Master to be allowed to do so. Master allowed it a weekly allowance that it was permitted to use only to buy small things such as coffee or snacks at work necessary to maintain the minimal interactions with coworkers. It had to keep a record of all such expenditures and present it to Master on Sunday for review. Any unused money had to be returned to Master.
Master required it to live as frugally as possible and reduce personal expenses to a minimum. It ate cheap food so that Master could have better food. It wore cheaper clothes so that Master could wear higher quality clothes. It took public transportation so that Master could afford a car worthy of His status. It socialized with others only at work
In addition, it paid Master a monthly rent. Master once explained to a friend of His that the rent covered His mortgage payments and utility bills. Master had an old house that had a small maid’s apartment off the kitchen. This provided a fiction for tax purposes that it was just a renter.
It also paid for all groceries and minor household items like cleaning products and gardening supplies (at the major weekly grocery shopping, it asked for cash back—this was how it got the weekly allowance mentioned above, paid for out of the money in “its” bank account) Master paid for all major items such as furniture and appliances but then assessed it an additional “gift” each month to help pay for them. On the rare occasions when Master took it along with Him when he went to a restaurant, Master allowed it to pay for the meal.
In return for Master’s acceptance of it into His household, it did all household chores (cooking, cleaning, minor repairs and general upkeep) and yardwork, thus saving Master the need to pay others to do these chores. If the repairs or yardwork were beyond its abilities, it paid for the workmen hired to do them. For major repairs such as reroofing the house or painting the outside of the house, it gave Master a series of monthly “gifts” until the cost was paid off.
(For anyone contemplating such an arrangement, note that rent counts as income and is hence taxable. “Gifts” and purchases such as groceries do not, Since Master was renting part of His home, it could deduct all or part of the major expenses that He paid directly as expenses on the rental property.)
Master also managed the investment of its income and controlled the amounts deducted from its salary for pensions and insurance. His control of its finances extended into all areas.
THE SEXUAL SIDE OF BEING OWNED
Master Norman was a gay Alpha, although He did not use that term. He acknowledged that He was a Master, but He didn’t like to be called that, preferring “Sir” or “Esquire.” He was a lawyer and wore suits and ties for work and dressed in rather upscale casual wear otherwise. He eschewed leather, saying that “wearing the hide of a dead cow was a form of drag” and that “it was an attempt on the part of the insecure to borrow the supposed masculinity of a bull.”
Master did not use it for sexual purposes, explaining that His interest in it was purely financial. He did not find it to His taste. He used others for His sexual needs. Occasionally if He had a partner who needed sexual relief, He might require iI to suck the man off. If Master had had a stressful day, He might use it as a whipping boy if no one else was available. Master did not permit it to engage in sex. On the first day of each month, when it presented the rent check to Master, Master sometimes permitted it to kneel and masturbate before Him. If it didn’t ejaculate within a minute or so, Master would withdraw the permission.
He did use others for sexual purposes. On your hierarchy, they would probably be classed as betas or subs. Some of them were long-term.
Almost every Wednesday a man it dubbed “the professor” because of the way he dressed and behaved would visit the house. As part of its duties, it would escort him to the playroom in the basement, ask if he wanted anything (the answer was always “no, thank you”), and then leave him. Master would join him later. Their sessions always began with Master spanking him. What else went on between them, it does not know. It could hear the spanking but then there would be no noise audible upstairs for a half-hour or so after the spanking stopped. It had to clean up the playroom afterwards and put away the paddles and belts and floggers, etc., Master had used. Very occasionally, Master would call it to the basement and have it suck the professor’s dick for a while. On those occasions, the professor still wore his suitcoat, white shirt, and tie, but his trousers and underpants were pushed down around his ankles. The Master did not make it suck the professor until he came. After a few minutes, the Master would order it to leave. After it closed the door to the basement stairs, the spanking would resume.
Master also had men He fucked. They followed a pattern—all in their early to mid-twenties, all well-built and good-looking, and all well-dressed. Those who came to the house were always dressed in high-end casual—trousers rather than jeans, well-polished shoes rather than sneakers, long-sleeve shirts rather than tees. Master would see an individual once or twice a week for half a year or so and then move on to a new person. He seemed to like them to be very verbal. Even upstairs it could hear them begging Him to fuck them and then telling Him what a great fuck He was. Again, when they arrived, it would show them to the basement playroom, ask them if they needed anything (on the first few visits they often asked for something to drink, but they soon stopped doing that), and then leave them to wait by themselves. To judge from the noises coming from the basement and the toys it had to clean and put away afterwards, Master abused some of them sadistically. But for the most part, He appeared only to fuck them. They always left looking very disheveled and dizzy.
Master also saw other men outside the house, but it doesn’t know what He did with them. As far as it knows, it was Master’s only cashfag, but there could have been others. It was His only domestic servant.
It was never kept locked in chastity. As explained before, it was allowed only one ejaculation a month, when it presented the rent check to Master. Incidentally Master made it wear a condom when it knelt before HIm and jerked off. None of its cum was to sully the floor of Master’s office. It was difficult at first not to cum spontaneously at other times, especially when Master was disciplining it for its failures to observe the rules or keep His house and property as He wished. But it eventually learned that fags experience sexual pleasure only with their Master’s permission.
THE END EVENTUALLY COMES
Master was 43 at the time He took charge of it. He retired 22 years later and moved away, dismissing it from His service. Thanks to Master’s control, its finances were is excellent shape.
Master gave it two month’s warning of His intention to move to Hawaii after He retired. He explained that it no longer interested Him and that He had made other arrangements. He helped it find a condo to buy (with its own money) and let it keep the bed and other furniture in its quarters as well as much of the kitchen equipment. It continued to work for Master until the last day, oversaw the movers, and prepped the house for sale. After Master left, it never heard from Him again. It had no way of contacting Him
Of course, when Master left, it was bereft. Master had provided structure and order and purpose in its life, and those security blankets were suddenly gone. It took some time for it to learn to function on its own. It still doesn’t feel right for it to be unowned.
I thank John for his honesty!
My heart does break for John because he clearly adored Master Norman, and now Master Norman is gone for good and John is all alone after a couple of decades of faithful service. I’d be curious to hear from faggots who claim to be ready for such a life – what do you think after hearing about John’s life of service? Is it for you?
I really admire the lengths John went in order to fulfill his purpose! I love how, even through his heartbreak from losing his Master, he still yearns to return to that life! That’s because serving superior Men is its own form of deep satisfaction!
Thank you, my dear brother! Your example of faithfulness will stay here and cherished for a lifetime!
The following post is part of a thread documenting the service discoveries of Tim, a faggot in a long-term open-but-vanilla relationship who seeks part-time ownership from an Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
I was pretty thrilled to read faggot Tim’s (literally) steamy account of servicing a couple of Alphas in the sauna of his gym. You can read that by CLICKING HERE. The entire episode is a microcosm of everything that happens between Alphas and faggots when they find themselves in compromising places. It began with subtle foot tempting by one Alpha toward Tim, and ended with Tim servicing two Alphas! It’s practically textbook!
However, gym saunas (that are not outright gay establishments) pose all sorts of difficulties when it comes to satisfying hierarchical duties. Indeed, in Tim’s first letter they were interrupted multiple times by visitors and passersby.
I told Tim that it was clear he was going to encounter at least one of the two Alphas again soon, but I didn’t know it would be THE VERY NEXT DAY!
However, this time they had a most unwelcome visitor:
Hi Sam,
i went back to the gym today and after my workout i was getting ready to go into the steam room and the manspreading Alpha arrived! I couldn’t believe it. I went in and He joined me after he got undressed. Of course i immediately started worshiping Him. I started by massaging his shoulders and stroking His cock some and He was rubbing my neck and forcefully guided my mouth to His perfect Alpha cock. i learned more about how He likes to be worshiped from His guidance. He was fingering my furry faggot hole and I was really trying to make Him cum. It was incredible!
But then, ugh, the manager opened the door and we were caught. The manager was pretty chill about it. He said ‘That’s not cool guys. I’m gonna have to report you to headquarters.” and left. So Alpha and i exchanged looks and staggered our exit. I showered and He was getting dressed when I came out to get dressed.We talked a bit. He was super sweet. Always surprising how forceful and Alpha can be but also sweet. He has kind of a hippy vibe. Then the manager came back and asked me my first name and said I should be hearing from the members manager via email by the end of the day. After he left, Alpha and i had another chat kind of rolling our eyes about it all and then He left.
As i was leaving and passing the front desk, the manager said ” Have a great day.” So i approached him and apologized (he is definitely gay) and said it was a bad choice. He said he understood and it happens and it’s no judgement on his part. i asked him what he thought would happen and he said my membership may be suspended but he’s not really sure. I thanked him and left.
This happened around 11am. It’s 3pm now and i am home with my partner playing if off as any other lazy Saturday at home. Inside i am having a major panic attack. i’m catastrophizing big time and full on expecting the cops to show up at my house. my rational mind is saying “thousands of men around the world are hooking up in steam rooms right now, it’s not a big deal” but the rest of my mind is playing out all these horrible outcomes. i’ve been considering cancelling my membership and ignoring any emails about this i get. But of course, that will involve some communication with the gym as cancelling a gym membership is never easy!
i am gonna try and wait it out for now. Maybe there will be no email and it was just a verbal threat and warning and the manager cut us a break? I wish! i’m trying to have a sense of humor about it but i also feel a lot of shame and am crashing and am feared up. Could they file a police report?! i was so high from it all and thought i was on a rise in my faggot servitude. Feeling like i took 100 steps back.
Thanks for listening Sam,
faggot Tim
sub4MASTERplease – discord
I figured the God Alpha was going to return to the scene of the crime and reclaim his new faggot! And it sounds like they picked right back up where they left off!
But then that damned manager had to come along and enforce the rules!
I understand why Tim felt so hysterical after being caught, but he really should rely on the God Alpha’s lead here. The God Alpha didn’t seem to care at all about being caught, and I think he knows it’s nothing (or will be). It’s simply understood that Alphas can and will do whatever they want.
For faggots, there’s always fear and uncertainty. However, this is just one gym with no real power other than cancelling a membership. It’s no biggie.
But I do think it’s imperative that Tim exchanges numbers with the God Alpha. Why this hasn’t happened already is quite baffling to me. That way Tim can serve away from prying eyes!
Hi Sam! I am gay and deep down I know I am a fag. When I am in a situation where I couid easily submit, I deny my instincts and act normal. I even passed the foot test! In your stories, you mentioned an island where alphas train their submissives and there was a place in eastern europe too. Do you know more alphas who run such training facilities? I think i need to broken in like a rebellious horse to break my ego. This is a complex process. What’s your advice?
Thanks for the question!
I’m glad you’ve come to terms with your truth, brother! Sometimes that’s the hardest hurdle to overcome, except apparently not in your case.
The island I’ve mentioned is the one occupied by Master Dino’s large, extended family of Alphas and faggots, and they’re not running a training facility. The other places I’ve mentioned in Europe or in parts of the U.S. are for TRADING faggots and/or orgy sites (sometimes called horse markets) where Alphas trade faggots and breed them. Master Jase (California Alpha) has a “fag farm” in California, but I haven’t heard from him in a couple of years now.
But here’s my problem with what you’re asking: you expect special treatment, like you need special attention and an Alpha’s special training to make you fulfill your purpose. Tell me: what’s so special about you that an Alpha should put in that kind of work to break you? There are millions of faggots out there who are ready to surrender and submit.
The only reason why an Alpha would bother spending time trying to train you is if you were willing to pay him lots of money. So in that case, go meet up with a straight cashmaster, give him money, and he’ll force you to obey.
The following post is part of a thread documenting the service discoveries of Tim, a faggot in a long-term open-but-vanilla relationship who seeks part-time ownership from an Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
How many times have I recommended gyms and gym locker rooms to both Alphas and faggots over the years? I’ve served Alphas in gyms, and I’ve chronicled many Alphas and faggots who have found success there. Gyms are notoriously great places for Alpha/faggot connections because of the fact that working out floods Alphas with testosterone (and faggots with Alpha pheremones), and the pumps they receive get them feeling their own powerful sexual presence. It’s literally gasoline on red-hot coals.
Another great reason why gyms are such effective pick-up places is because of hierarchical energy. Alphas love to flex around other males is order to reinforce hierarchy, and they also love to show off their easy power. There are few flexes more dramatic than an Alpha claiming a faggot in the middle of a room full of Men! Trust me on this … I’ve been to PRISON, after all!
The latest evidence of the power of gyms to connect Alphas and faggots might be the greatest (and certainly hottest) story this site has ever featured. It’s an account from a faggot named Tim, a late-forties gay male in a long-term vanilla relationship in the northeastern corner of the United States. It’s the perfect example of a faggot being yielding to the hierarchical winds blowing him toward destiny, and then being unafraid to take action when that moment arrives.
My comments after. Buckle up, because this is one incredible story:
Hey Sam,
i had a pretty intense faggot experience today that i think moved me forward in my efforts to find an ongoing Sir. I’m in a smaller big city in the north east, masculine presenting faggot in my late 40’s. My gym is mostly straight in the business section of center city. Very rarely have i been able to serve Men in the steam room. Today i had the steam room all to myself, then hit the shower. As i was drying off at my locker with my tiny fag cock out, i caught eyes with a Man going in. He sat down near the glass door and was staring at me , nodding His head in a “get in here” gesture. So of course i did, sat next to Him with my towel undone and He pulled out his massive Man cock and I blew Him. He was pushing my face under his balls close to his furry asshole. He smell d amazing post workout. My tiny cock was leaking like crazy. He came in my mouth and gave me a good face slap and left.
i was pretty happy! This never happens! It was worth using my drying towel in the steam room and now only having 2 small hand towels to dry off with. i waited a minute or so and left the sauna.
As i was coming out a tall Man with dreads wrapped up and slightly spilling out watched me and i couldn’t help look him in the eyes and than it was hard to look away. We was taking his clothes off and i couldn’t tell if He was going to work out or wanted me to go back in the steam room. So i checked my phone at my locker and lingered and our eyes kept meeting. He was humming and had super cheery vibe. i was confused and cold so i started to make my way to the shower and He gave me look as i passed him that after a few more steps past Him, i honored my impulse to turn back, put my soap back in my locker and go the the steam room.
2 guys were in there sitting on the higher bench. The seating is an L shape, with the bottom of the L having 2 levels and the long part of the L just one level of seating. The 2 guys on the 2nd level with their feet on the 1st level of wooden bench, were spaced in a way that they took up the width of the upper bench. 1 guy was super hot, looked straight, late 50’s, on His phone with His pretty big cock hanging out of His towel. The other guy looked like a 40 something quiet, maybe gay, type of guy. I sat on the one leveled long part of the L so I was in profile to the 2 guys sitting on level 2. Then the Sir that was staring at me in the locker room walked in. towel in hand, not around His body. He gestured to the 2 guys on level 2 and they both moved to their corners and He sat between them. He was tall and he manspread and took up al His space. His cock was the perfect big cock size. i followed my impulse to open my towel so my tiny fag cock was visible to Him. He stretched His arms out and sighed, or more like mad an ahhh sound. Just owning the steam room.
Then He stretched His leg out and his foot was right in front of my face! I stared as it and followed it as he put it back down. Then he stretched his other leg so his other foot was right in front of my face. I followed it back. This repeated. i wanted to kiss them each time they were directly in front of my face. i tried to scope out the other 2 guys. The guy with his cock out and on his phone was so hard to read. I kept thinking – who brings their phone into a steam room?! – Probably not someone who wants a faggot to worship their cock. the other guy I felt like he would be jerking off to whatever i did to the Alpha. So i didn’t make a move. i took a few breaks and sat outside the steam room. i hoped the other guys would leave. They all stayed in there the entire time, never even taking a break.
After what felt like hours but was about 20 minutes, i went back in after my 4th or so break and after a few minutes the phone guy left. Alpha stretched out his foot right in front of my face and i kissed it. He put His big toe in my mouth. I sucked it. I licked the sole of His foot. He put it down and i followed it with my head and kissed the top of it. He lifted his other foot and I kissed it, put as much of it in my mouth as i could as He extended his leg fully, stretching it. The other guy slid closer to Sir and was stroking his now hard Alpha cock. I started massaging the free foot with my hands when using my mouth to worship the other. A few moments of pause when people walked by. One of the stops the other guy left. Finally alone with the Alpha, Sir. Ad then another time we paused because the phone guy came back. He took his towel off and sat on it with His big cock out! So i just went back to worshiping Alpha’s feet. One of the times we came back from another quick pause I slid over to the lower bench, between his legs and put His cock in my mouth. it was hard and big enough to be hard and hanging down into my mouth. my hands were massaging his foot. i was sure to get my mouth on his balls and get a good sniff under His balls. He put the foot that was in my hands in my mouth. i sucked on his foot as deep as i could. He moaned. I grabbed the other Sir’s foot and massaged it. He was stroking His cock. Alpha moaned again and I looked over at His cock and He was cumming! A nice slow ooze of a load all over His inner thigh. He put His cock in my mouth to take the rest of it and then i licked all the Alpha cum off His inner thigh. We had a quick stop pause as a guy walked by causing me to move back to my seat across from Him. He stood up and stretched His arms, holding his towel He had been sitting on. His cock was swinging and he sighed a very satisfied sigh and left.
I slid back over to be under the phone Man’s cock. He fed it to me and He gestured for me to sit up on the upper tier next to Him. I did and He grabbed the back if my head and guided it to His cock. I sucked it nice and slow until we had to pause again and He said “I don’t wanna get thrown outta here” and slapped His cock against my cheek and left.
Okay, you can breathe now!
First of all, I’m so proud of my brother Tim for stepping up when the moment called for action even though he wasn’t exactly sure what kind of reaction he might receive! He was successful because he trusted this hierarchical truth: being submissive and worshipful to Alphas will almost always result in a positive response because Alphas all love to be worshiped!
Buoyed by that truth, Tim was able to do remarkable things to serve multiple Alphas in a gym sauna!
Notice also that Tim paid attention to the Alphas in the locker room, noticing their signals and obeying them! A faggot MUST carefully watch the Alphas around them, being observant for clues that can lead to service opportunities. Tim did that, and he achieved success!
Notice also: Tim perfectly describes the actions of a verifiable God Alpha with the manspreading Alpha who directed the other two Alphas in the sauna. My hierarchical diagram continues to prove to be true!
Now Tim had a few questions. I want to make sure I answer them as well:
i couldn’t believe all the luck i had today. i wanted to share it with you and ask you the questions that were going through my mind as i rode home on the bus. i’m in an open gay ltr that’s vanilla and i’m very happy in it. i don’t want to be a live in or 24/7 faggot. i want to serve within my limitations. i know that sounds counter to what a faggot is. is there room for a faggot like me in this? i hope to find an Alpha that will need a fag on the side. i can’t do findom but am eager to serve in all the ways i can with limits pushed as well, just not changing the course of my life outside of being a faggot. i believe there is an alpha out there that will fit with me. Ive met a few over the years but none that lasted too long. What do you think, Sam?
My other question – am i on the right track with my behavior today? i hope to see one of the 2 Alphas i met today. Interestingly, the 2nd one (phone Alpha) seemed like an even better fit but not really sure. Hope i run into them both again at the gym. Any ideas as to how to approach them when i do?
i’m sub4MASTERplease on the Discord. Not sure if it’s ok to include that. Love to hear from anyone who has thoughts as well.
Thanks Sam,
faggot Tim
To answer Tim’s concerns:
Tim is a terrific example of perfect faggot behavior. Yes, he’s in a relationship, but even so he’s still seeking out Alphas to serve and then serving them! He asks if that’s okay to serve “part-time” and still be a faggot. The very fact that he’s asking such a thing is proof that he’s an amazing faggot. That’s the right mindset. I’m so proud of him for this!
As for his question about being on the right track, all I can say is YES YOU ARE, BROTHER! These Alphas have identified Tim as a very good, obedient, service-oriented faggot. They are coming back for more service, and I know Tim will be at the gym ready for anything!
Thank you, Tim, for sharing your incredible triumph and the wisdom it imparts! I can’t wait to connect to you on Discord!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the development of a 20-year-old French Alpha named Flynn as he navigates his college years. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
For most Alphas, college is a critical time of exploration and experimentation. They have all of this developing power and undeniable dominant urges, but they’re often unsure about what they can do with it. Speaking as a 30-year faggot, I already know they can literally do anything they want – I’ve SEEN it – but they’re too young to know this. It’s even worse when they don’t have any early Alpha mentors to guide that development.
Alpha Flynn is a 20-year-old college Alpha in France. He wrote to me a few weeks ago about Alpha latency (READ HERE). Now he returns with a few other questions about his current situation. I’ll follow with some suggestions.
Hello fag Sam, I’m Flynn. I don’t know if you remember me but we have talked about Alpha latency earlier this year I think. For context, I’m a 20 yo gay French Alpha and I’m a student.
I’m kind of struggling with my Alphahood nowadays because I really don’t find the time to use fags and connect with other Alphas. I’ll tell you the reasons :
I live in a house with many roommates (too many if you think about it but I won’t tell you how much). Because I don’t want to involve them in my sex (and they don’t want to either), I can accept a fag in my house even though it would be very useful.
I don’t have a car nor a driver’s license which means I have to use public transport to use fags and it’s very time consuming
I am not a fan of long distance relationships because I don’t want to commit with someone I cannot meet easily.
I am kind of afraid of apps like The Blowers because I don’t have any experience and people
I don’t have Alpha friends that I know of (I think I would know if some of them were)
I really hope you can find ways for me to explore my Alphahood. I am still open to long distance relationships or going to bars but I am not a fan of that solution. Do you have any advice on how I can meet fags (at least virtually, I already have an account on Recon) or meet other Alphas ?
Have a great New Year’s Eve so you (and readers out there) can start 2026 the best way possible, your website is really useful remember that
Alpha Flynn
I really love Alpha Flynn’s honesty. It’s okay to be Alpha be also be vulnerable and unsure, especially when an Alpha is young.
My advice is pretty simple. It goes like this:
Alpha Flynn should join the Hierarchy University Discord ASAP. The link is RIGHT HERE. There is a large community of Alphas and faggots in there, and plenty of ways to learn and experiment. It’s FREE and EASY TO USE and it’s 100% DISCREET.
I think Alpha Flynn should be using both TheBlowers.com and Grindr to find ON CAMPUS FAGGOTS. There are plenty of faggots on every campus around the world, and they’re all desperate to serve. If they can’t be found through casual meetings while on campus, then apps will help isolate them.
Avoid long-distance service relationships. Unless an Alpha is going to be a cashmaster, there is almost no value to these kind of relationships.
There are also plenty of Alphas on campus, and very likely many of these Alphas are using faggots in some way. It is, after all, FRANCE. If American college Alphas are using faggots, then French college Alphas are DEFINITELY using them. Once Alpha Flynn starts using campus faggots, he might be able to be introduced to other Alphas like himself.
Those are my personal suggestions. I want nothing more than Alpha Flynn’s complete fulfillment. I believe he will have great success if he follows my suggestions.
Thank you, Alpha Flynn, for being such a great example!
Over the many years since my rape at age 19, I’ve had a lot of conflicting feelings. At first I was frightened of the bleeding and the fear of disease. Then shame settled over me like a heavy veil, and occasionally bursts of rage would erupt (usually when drinking).
You can imagine my horror when, years later, I developed excitement and gratitude when thinking about my rape. I couldn’t hardly believe I felt this way. So I did research, and discovered that many rape victims develop a Stockholm-like response to the trauma of being raped. We begin to yearn for more with our rapists. Sometimes we miss them more than we miss dear ones we’ve lost in life, which is even more disgusting. Believe me, the shame from those feelings is worse than the shame of the rape itself.
Needless to say, the reactions to rape are varied and complex.
I state this because a faggot in the Hierarchy University Discord (LINK HERE) reached out to me about a letter he wrote to his rapist after many years. I encouraged him to send it to me so I can share it with all of you. There’s almost no chance that his rapist will ever see it, of course, but it’s cathartic for a victim to do SOMETHING with their tangled emotions.
So I reprint if here:
Hi Brother Sam, and dear readers, hope you all had great holidays, as some of you might know, my story might be messed up, but I’ve come to a happy conclusion.
Thanks to Sam and various Alphas I’ve come to be happy about my past, and that it showed me my true nature, and I to celebrate that, decided to write a letter.
Many years have passed, do you still remember me, I ask myself daily, I certainly do, I remember many details of that night, your beard on my neck, your grunts with every snap of your hips, your hand on my hip keeping me steady, the taste of your hand on my mouth mixed with my tears, the feeling of your cock plunging deep in me, the feeling of your seed escaping my gaping hole…
I remember it all, the emptiness that you left inside me, I hated it, inside my mind, inside my body, it was everywhere all consuming… I thought you raped me, but now I know better, you didn’t Sir, you saw I was a faggot, and used me as you saw fit at the time, so THANK YOU Sir, while I was unwilling at the time, my views have changed, and I forgive you, even if there’s nothing to forgive anymore, as I from the present, give you the consent for your past actions.
Thank you Sir, for showing me my true shelf, for making me a better faggot, thank you. I do not know who you are, hopefully you read this and know it’s about you, but I doubt it, even so, I believe it needs to be expressed, and that maybe by chance you’ll read it… Then know Sir, that you’re my first Alpha, my first Sir, and you will always be in my mind, and that I would love to serve you again Sir, willingly with my entire soul.
I’m grateful to this brother for opening his heart and sharing it with us. I hope he finds continued peace and joy in service, using the lessons he’s learned about himself through being raped.
We have two choices when enduring a crisis: crumble and die, or make new bricks from the wreckage and rebuild. My brother and I chose to rebuild, and we are better for it!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the development of Master Ethan, a young bisexual Alpha who owns a disobedient French faggot named Henry. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
I love working with developing Alphas. It’s amazing to see them discover all of this natural power that they never realized they had, to witness them flex that power and embrace their hierarchical purpose.
This site has been blessed with a lot of these Alphas over the years, but few of them have had the thoughtful, cautious intelligence of Master Ethan. Even though he’s already explored his bisexuality and has already owned a faggot, he’s still mulling over what this tells him about himself. It’s such a smart way to approach the issue. Part of his journey is pure instinct, and the other part is contemplative. I’m very proud of him.
I already knew Master Ethan was Alpha from the first time he contacted me (deep down, he knows it, too), but his every subsequent action reinforces his Alphahood. This is particularly true in his dealings with his disobedient first owned faggot Henry. Like all Alphas, Master Ethan has a firm grasp on his standards and refuses to diminish himself and his power to accommodate a faggot’s issues.
Master Ethan shared an update on both Henry and his own developmental process, and it sheds more light on Master Ethan’s progress.
Yo there Sam. Ethan the bi nascent Alpha here. Thanks so much for dedicating a mini-feature to me. I’m not sure I deserve it, but hell, I’ll take it. I juzt thought I’d give you an update on Henri/y, the straying fag I dismissed. I did not deploy your nuclear option on him, much as I found I wanted to after learning of it, thanks to you. In time I came to realize it would have been the primo option had I wanted to continue with H despite his breach of our understanding/unspoken contract. But I just wanted to be rid of H. Apparently things are not going well with his new Trumpy Alpha Greg, not that I give a f one way or the other. (And not that Greg is an Alpha that I’ve confirmed.)
H has made distant noises that he’d like to return to our arrangement but I’ve blocked him for now and probably for good. At this point, I kind of feel a little sorry for him. As I said he was a sweet person but misguided.
Recently on Hierarchy you’ve fielded a number of readers who have tried to determine where they fit in on the fag/Alpha binary continuum. These self-searching readers have triggered my own soul searching. I think I’m def an Alpha but will probably feel the need at some point soon to ask you why I think so and seek your opinion regardless. Thx again for being here & your ongoing wisdom.
I love that Master Ethan considered the Nuclear Option and was turned on by it. That shows some of his fiendish aggression so typical in Alphas. I wonder if the Nuclear Option would’ve worked on such a stupid, selfish faggot like Henry (would’ve been nice to find out), but honestly it’s better than Master Ethan didn’t waste any more of his time on this fag. There are so many more holes to conquer!
I’m also grateful that this site is helping Master Ethan on his own journey! The readers asking questions about their own experiences is informing the growth of this great young Alpha! It’s so wonderful to me, and so humbling!
Thank you, Master Ethan, for sharing your honest experiences!
Hi Sam, thanks for taking the time to respond and by presenting another alternative (that I’m actually an Alpha who has just slid off track).
I would say I’m definitely not an Alpha for a few reasons:
I have always felt like I needed to be spanked since my early teen years (the humiliation, pain, vulnerability and exposure all turn me on so much) – spanking was the “gateway” kink to realising humiliation has been at the centre off all my kinks (sissy/cfnm/cmnm/forcedbi/faggotry/slavery/chastity/exposure). I believe true Alphas will have been fantasising about using their cocks, not being naked over someone’s lap getting their bare bottoms spanked.
I like topping, but I couldn’t be satisfied form only topping. I’ve also failed to get hard several times to fuck women because it made me feel like I was too dominant (I also don’t like receiving blowjobs). But if I start typing about how I want a big strong man to grab me, force me on my knees dump his loads down my throat I start straining in my cage.
I started doing onlyfans with my ex girlfriend doing Femdom (me dressed like a sissy or just naked and in chastity getting my balls busted, spanked, pegged and humiliated). I signed a blackmail contract and she made me start serving men (filmed my first time sucking cock and uploaded it). We broke up a while ago but knowing she still has embarrassing photos/videos of me turns me on so much.
I don’t know if I’m a faggot, but sexually I’m definitely not an Alpha. I feel like the powerful ‘Alpha’ side of me that is a strong, assertive, dominant fight fuels my faggot, cocksucking, sissy humiliation side and vice versa.
The more powerful I feel, the better the high when I’m on my knees being humiliated.
The more of a pathetic faggot I am, the stronger I feel I need to workout and train.
I like knowing that I’m a sub who is powerful, a bit like a gladiator or guard dog. Powerful, strong and uncontrollable unless you’re my Master.
It’s hard to communicate everything well in such a short message but any help is greatly appreciated
Okay, well I appreciate the extra information, brother. There is a sub-class of faggots who lift weights and build massive physiques. Similarly, there is a sub-class of Alphas who prefer larger, more muscular faggots. On FWA I featured the thread of straight Master G and the larger, muscular caged faggot Jamie he owned and eventually married. Master G loved conquering his mountainous faggot. It could be the same with you.
I think you should just go for whatever you really want. You’ll eventually find the right situation that will fulfill you properly. I’ve never heard of a physically-fit gay male or faggot who never finds his place. There’s always a place for someone like you!
Hi Sam! Super glad your back; i followed you for years, enjoying your posts and your dialogue of spreading the word of Alphas and faggots.
I have a question that challenges me that I hope you can answer,…I definitely believe that im a true faggot at heart, but im having trouble accepting it. I have this platonic male friend who actually deliberately engages in dominance against me. He likes to crush with me with his body (hes much bigger than me), using his body weight to essentially crush me. He enjoys forcefully humping me as a playful act, as sort of symbol of his dominance. In a way, he seems like hes trying to teach me “you’re a faggot, im the alpha”. I think its a unique opportunity to help embrace my true faggot self…but im still having trouble letting go and fully embracing my true faggot life. Any advice for me?
Thank you for the question! I love my longtime readers!
This is a huge moment in your life, brother. This “friend” is definitely trying to dominate you (even if it’s just subconsciously). You recognize what he’s doing (thanks to me, in part!), which is also to your advantage.
What’s holding you back is fear … fear of stepping over the line and never being able to go back. Fear that your life will no longer be yours. Fear of the possible shame you’ll feel for the rest of your life.
But let me tell you what’s worse: a lifetime of regret from NOT ACTING!
I hear it again and again from older faggots who look back wistfully on a life lived in shadows of unfulfillment. Back in their day they lacked information and a freer society. They were essentially trapped, paralyzed by fear.
You don’t need to end up that way, brother. You have an Alpha who is wanting you to submit to him. Your chance his right there, dry-humping you! It’s insane to let this pass you by!
I’ll tell you the truth: the behaviors of this Alpha that you describe are very similar to the way my first Alpha Roger acted toward me until the day he made me his cocksucker and changed my life for the better!
So stop worrying about things that haven’t happened yet. You need to live in the moment right now. You learn to swim by jumping in the water and letting instinct take over. Well, it’s your time to jump.
Kneel and kiss his feet and let Nature take over. Your time in now.
@kieranhalsted loves breeding faggots, but he loves encouraging them just as much. His encouragement to this faggot to have pride in its cum-filled hole is inspirational!
He’s impregnating their minds as he’s impregnating their pussies!
Hi Sam, it’s been a while now that X pushes homophobic maga supposedly Straight Alphas on my feed, and I’m surprised and ashamed to say it really turns me on. I’m ashamed to say I’ve also sent to these doms, when in heat. I understand the basic logic in it : it feels wrong so it’s exciting, it feels forbidden so it’s hot, and of course there’s a strong component of inequality, harsh words, internalized homophobia on my part, etc.
I guess as a self locked fag I’m not that surprised it turns me on, but as a pretty normal guy, from France, educated, left wing, saddened by Trump’s America, and with many friends and a caring family, I don’t get how I may be obsessed with being bullied (which I never experienced), called a loser (which I know I’m not), and most of all being led to feel shame and apologize for being a « degenerate fag » (which surely resonates within me, but which I don’t believe in).
Any advice ? Thanks
Thanks for the question!
I think you point out one of the more frustrating aspects of being a faggot with a brain and moral values. MAGA Alphas are pretty sexy, and their cocky, hateful attitudes appeal to faggots. Let’s face it: faggots naturally love degradation, and these kinds of Alphas are great at it.
I don’t know how to get around it. I’m able to put it aside because my hatred for Trump and the fucking idiots that worship him is so strong because of what Trump did to my Baby Boy when I tried to rescue him from Syria. I’ll never forgive Trump and his racist cultists.
