Hello, Sam,
I read your response. I’ll be honest, I thought it would take longer to hear back from you.
I’m aware that the world is not an equitable place. I know that. I’m a man. The world is built for someone like me. Even though I’m gay, being a man is a privilege of power that not everyone gets to experience. I can go anywhere, walk at night without fear of being robbed, and even find a bottom to have sex with wherever and however I want, and no one will tell me not to. I know the kind of world we live in.
When I spoke about equality, I was referring more to the belief that, at a fundamental level, all human beings belong to the same group. Perhaps it’s a naive notion rooted in progressive ideals that I haven’t fully recognized. The curious thing is that I live in a country where being gay is not an issue. I’ve never faced discrimination. My family accepts it. My friends know it. I started sleeping with bottoms at 16 years old. No one ever questioned me when I wasn’t interested in having sex with women. I’ve never brought an official partner home, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t sleeping with whoever I wanted. And I still do.
I’ll take your advice and distance myself from that couple entirely—as a friend and as an Alpha.
I’ll also reflect on what you said. Maybe I’ve never truly paid attention to the idea of being served. I’ve always had colleagues, both male and female, who have done what I asked or completed parts of my work, but I always thought of it as workplace camaraderie. You know. Though now that I think about it, I don’t do anything for others in return. I mean, I don’t do their work. I handle my tasks and consider myself a team player. But I know how to make my presence felt. My time isn’t meant to be wasted on someone else’s chores.
Even as a teacher, I’m the kind of professor who sets the pace for the class. I teach Mathematics, so you can imagine the type of man I am—analytical, concrete, and concise. I don’t waste time repeating myself.
I’ll take this week to reflect and give you an update at the end of it, analyzing what you’ve said. I’ll admit that the hierarchy aspect was challenging for me—not to understand, that part was easy, but perhaps because modern progressivism has put me in a difficult position when it comes to accepting it.
You know, any accusation against me, simply because I’m a man, can sometimes lead the judicial system to see me as the problem. Maybe that’s also part of why I hesitated to go further.
P.S. Do you think in my next message I’ll call you “fag” like all the other Alphas do? It might be an interesting way to determine later whether I’ve accepted the place I’d deserve in the hierarchy or if I’m better off staying in my naive little world.
Looking forward to hearing from you, Sam.
This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.
Thank you so much for writing back, Sir! I really appreciate the response, as well as the thoughtfulness of you latest letter.
Some of the new thoughts expressed here make me think you ARE an Alpha, Sir. For example, how you started fucking “bottoms” (although they were probably faggots) when you were just 16 … how people naturally obey you and serve your needs without reciprocation … how you pick up and use bottoms/faggots whenever you feel the urge to unload. These are all very much indicative of Alpha nature, Sir.
I hesitate to tell you this because I really want you to come to an unbiased conclusion on your own. It’s very important for an Alpha to embrace his own power and come to appreciate it for himself, not simply because some faggot told him he’s Alpha. Frankly, that’s what this faggot couple was doing, and it’s not effective.
But to be quite honest, I think you might be a victim of a syndrome I basically pioneered and documented which I call “Alpha Latency”. Typically, Alpha latency involves early childhood abuse that causes the Alpha to be convinced he is supposed to bottom or be submissive. This abuse stunts the growth of the Alpha, preventing him from becoming fully powerful as nature intended him to be.
Now, I’m not suggesting you were abused as a child. However, I’m suggesting that your growth was stunted by PROGRESSIVE SOCIETY AND MINDSET. You see, Hierarchy is diametrically opposed to progressive thought and political-correctness. Nature is not about fairness and equality at all. It’s about the strongest surviving. “Survival of the fittest.” Hierarchical truth mirrors the truth we see in nature. The strong rule the weak, the weak serve and worship the strong.
I give you that food for thought, Sir. I think progressive ideology is your “abuse” that caused Alpha latency in you. You’ve held back the power and dominance inside of you, tempering it so that you fit into the mold of a respectable gay Man that would be acceptable to the progressives around you.
However, you unleashed and set free from that false prison might look much different. The life that would truly satisfy you as an Alpha Male might be something entirely different, but it also might be entirely necessary in order for you to feel complete.
I won’t bother you more with this. I really wanted to give you this thought so you can consider it and see if it applies in any way, Sir.
Again, thank you so much for having this dialogue with me. It’s a real privilege, Sir!
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