As the title suggest, I think the Super Bowl is a good thing for faggots because during the show I was invited to the party and there were two stray guys that we knew and one that I didn’t and two other fellow fags and one thing we all notice was the guys were naked semi hard all the time we were told to stay between their legs all the time I got the new guy reason why is because I was told he was really rough and during the halftime shows we would be forced to slobber and serve those cocks. Of course, I made a mistake of looking at my master for once and he smacked me hard across the face and told me not to look in my eyes fag Now I see why I got stuck with the new guy
Anyway, his team started losing and he got pissed really pissed and instead of letting him yell yelling scream always said was when you’re pissed off come fuck the faggot He did and I won’t lie I kind of liked how he hit me how he made me feel like I was worthless and we both came pretty hard, hands-free orgasm. Imagine that.
Anyway, do you think the Super Bowl is a good thing for us fags because we get to be put to use Sam for a long time I used to think that you were wrong about us and now I’m trying to realize I was wrong. I enjoy getting used I enjoy being pissed on. I enjoy just almost all of it.
Thanks for the question!
Yes, of course the Super Bowl (or any other Alpha-oriented gathering) is great for faggots. Even if we aren’t used sexually, it’s still wonderful to be able to be useful in times like that.
Speaking of which, I was at a huge bar watching the game with a large group, and my black straight Alpha friend Matt actually let his wife and kids go home. When I asked him why, he said he didn’t need her there to serve him when I’m there to do it. So that’s what I did, getting his drinks and food, cleaning up after him, etc.
The following post is part of a thread documenting the service discoveries of Tim, a faggot in a long-term open-but-vanilla relationship who seeks part-time ownership from an Alpha. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
How many times have I recommended gyms and gym locker rooms to both Alphas and faggots over the years? I’ve served Alphas in gyms, and I’ve chronicled many Alphas and faggots who have found success there. Gyms are notoriously great places for Alpha/faggot connections because of the fact that working out floods Alphas with testosterone (and faggots with Alpha pheremones), and the pumps they receive get them feeling their own powerful sexual presence. It’s literally gasoline on red-hot coals.
Another great reason why gyms are such effective pick-up places is because of hierarchical energy. Alphas love to flex around other males is order to reinforce hierarchy, and they also love to show off their easy power. There are few flexes more dramatic than an Alpha claiming a faggot in the middle of a room full of Men! Trust me on this … I’ve been to PRISON, after all!
The latest evidence of the power of gyms to connect Alphas and faggots might be the greatest (and certainly hottest) story this site has ever featured. It’s an account from a faggot named Tim, a late-forties gay male in a long-term vanilla relationship in the northeastern corner of the United States. It’s the perfect example of a faggot being yielding to the hierarchical winds blowing him toward destiny, and then being unafraid to take action when that moment arrives.
My comments after. Buckle up, because this is one incredible story:
Hey Sam,
i had a pretty intense faggot experience today that i think moved me forward in my efforts to find an ongoing Sir. I’m in a smaller big city in the north east, masculine presenting faggot in my late 40’s. My gym is mostly straight in the business section of center city. Very rarely have i been able to serve Men in the steam room. Today i had the steam room all to myself, then hit the shower. As i was drying off at my locker with my tiny fag cock out, i caught eyes with a Man going in. He sat down near the glass door and was staring at me , nodding His head in a “get in here” gesture. So of course i did, sat next to Him with my towel undone and He pulled out his massive Man cock and I blew Him. He was pushing my face under his balls close to his furry asshole. He smell d amazing post workout. My tiny cock was leaking like crazy. He came in my mouth and gave me a good face slap and left.
i was pretty happy! This never happens! It was worth using my drying towel in the steam room and now only having 2 small hand towels to dry off with. i waited a minute or so and left the sauna.
As i was coming out a tall Man with dreads wrapped up and slightly spilling out watched me and i couldn’t help look him in the eyes and than it was hard to look away. We was taking his clothes off and i couldn’t tell if He was going to work out or wanted me to go back in the steam room. So i checked my phone at my locker and lingered and our eyes kept meeting. He was humming and had super cheery vibe. i was confused and cold so i started to make my way to the shower and He gave me look as i passed him that after a few more steps past Him, i honored my impulse to turn back, put my soap back in my locker and go the the steam room.
2 guys were in there sitting on the higher bench. The seating is an L shape, with the bottom of the L having 2 levels and the long part of the L just one level of seating. The 2 guys on the 2nd level with their feet on the 1st level of wooden bench, were spaced in a way that they took up the width of the upper bench. 1 guy was super hot, looked straight, late 50’s, on His phone with His pretty big cock hanging out of His towel. The other guy looked like a 40 something quiet, maybe gay, type of guy. I sat on the one leveled long part of the L so I was in profile to the 2 guys sitting on level 2. Then the Sir that was staring at me in the locker room walked in. towel in hand, not around His body. He gestured to the 2 guys on level 2 and they both moved to their corners and He sat between them. He was tall and he manspread and took up al His space. His cock was the perfect big cock size. i followed my impulse to open my towel so my tiny fag cock was visible to Him. He stretched His arms out and sighed, or more like mad an ahhh sound. Just owning the steam room.
Then He stretched His leg out and his foot was right in front of my face! I stared as it and followed it as he put it back down. Then he stretched his other leg so his other foot was right in front of my face. I followed it back. This repeated. i wanted to kiss them each time they were directly in front of my face. i tried to scope out the other 2 guys. The guy with his cock out and on his phone was so hard to read. I kept thinking – who brings their phone into a steam room?! – Probably not someone who wants a faggot to worship their cock. the other guy I felt like he would be jerking off to whatever i did to the Alpha. So i didn’t make a move. i took a few breaks and sat outside the steam room. i hoped the other guys would leave. They all stayed in there the entire time, never even taking a break.
After what felt like hours but was about 20 minutes, i went back in after my 4th or so break and after a few minutes the phone guy left. Alpha stretched out his foot right in front of my face and i kissed it. He put His big toe in my mouth. I sucked it. I licked the sole of His foot. He put it down and i followed it with my head and kissed the top of it. He lifted his other foot and I kissed it, put as much of it in my mouth as i could as He extended his leg fully, stretching it. The other guy slid closer to Sir and was stroking his now hard Alpha cock. I started massaging the free foot with my hands when using my mouth to worship the other. A few moments of pause when people walked by. One of the stops the other guy left. Finally alone with the Alpha, Sir. Ad then another time we paused because the phone guy came back. He took his towel off and sat on it with His big cock out! So i just went back to worshiping Alpha’s feet. One of the times we came back from another quick pause I slid over to the lower bench, between his legs and put His cock in my mouth. it was hard and big enough to be hard and hanging down into my mouth. my hands were massaging his foot. i was sure to get my mouth on his balls and get a good sniff under His balls. He put the foot that was in my hands in my mouth. i sucked on his foot as deep as i could. He moaned. I grabbed the other Sir’s foot and massaged it. He was stroking His cock. Alpha moaned again and I looked over at His cock and He was cumming! A nice slow ooze of a load all over His inner thigh. He put His cock in my mouth to take the rest of it and then i licked all the Alpha cum off His inner thigh. We had a quick stop pause as a guy walked by causing me to move back to my seat across from Him. He stood up and stretched His arms, holding his towel He had been sitting on. His cock was swinging and he sighed a very satisfied sigh and left.
I slid back over to be under the phone Man’s cock. He fed it to me and He gestured for me to sit up on the upper tier next to Him. I did and He grabbed the back if my head and guided it to His cock. I sucked it nice and slow until we had to pause again and He said “I don’t wanna get thrown outta here” and slapped His cock against my cheek and left.
Okay, you can breathe now!
First of all, I’m so proud of my brother Tim for stepping up when the moment called for action even though he wasn’t exactly sure what kind of reaction he might receive! He was successful because he trusted this hierarchical truth: being submissive and worshipful to Alphas will almost always result in a positive response because Alphas all love to be worshiped!
Buoyed by that truth, Tim was able to do remarkable things to serve multiple Alphas in a gym sauna!
Notice also that Tim paid attention to the Alphas in the locker room, noticing their signals and obeying them! A faggot MUST carefully watch the Alphas around them, being observant for clues that can lead to service opportunities. Tim did that, and he achieved success!
Notice also: Tim perfectly describes the actions of a verifiable God Alpha with the manspreading Alpha who directed the other two Alphas in the sauna. My hierarchical diagram continues to prove to be true!
Now Tim had a few questions. I want to make sure I answer them as well:
i couldn’t believe all the luck i had today. i wanted to share it with you and ask you the questions that were going through my mind as i rode home on the bus. i’m in an open gay ltr that’s vanilla and i’m very happy in it. i don’t want to be a live in or 24/7 faggot. i want to serve within my limitations. i know that sounds counter to what a faggot is. is there room for a faggot like me in this? i hope to find an Alpha that will need a fag on the side. i can’t do findom but am eager to serve in all the ways i can with limits pushed as well, just not changing the course of my life outside of being a faggot. i believe there is an alpha out there that will fit with me. Ive met a few over the years but none that lasted too long. What do you think, Sam?
My other question – am i on the right track with my behavior today? i hope to see one of the 2 Alphas i met today. Interestingly, the 2nd one (phone Alpha) seemed like an even better fit but not really sure. Hope i run into them both again at the gym. Any ideas as to how to approach them when i do?
i’m sub4MASTERplease on the Discord. Not sure if it’s ok to include that. Love to hear from anyone who has thoughts as well.
Thanks Sam,
faggot Tim
To answer Tim’s concerns:
Tim is a terrific example of perfect faggot behavior. Yes, he’s in a relationship, but even so he’s still seeking out Alphas to serve and then serving them! He asks if that’s okay to serve “part-time” and still be a faggot. The very fact that he’s asking such a thing is proof that he’s an amazing faggot. That’s the right mindset. I’m so proud of him for this!
As for his question about being on the right track, all I can say is YES YOU ARE, BROTHER! These Alphas have identified Tim as a very good, obedient, service-oriented faggot. They are coming back for more service, and I know Tim will be at the gym ready for anything!
Thank you, Tim, for sharing your incredible triumph and the wisdom it imparts! I can’t wait to connect to you on Discord!
What do I do when I realize at 65 years old and married that I am actually a faggot?
Thank you for the question, brother!
I’m sorry you’re realizing/accepting that so late in life! You have a complicated situation that is going to make things difficult as well.
Generally-speaking, sexual service is likely not going to happen unless you’re in incredibly great shape or you’re lucky. You might be able to find an Alpha who can use you as a domestic faggot (put out an ad on more conventional sites like Grindr offering such service). And of course, many older faggots find satisfaction serving Alphas financially fin findom.
Those are likely your options, brother. Thank you and good luck!
This post is part of a thread chronicling the young Apex Alphahood of King Phillip, a 32-year-old well-hung Alpha who owns faggots. CLICK HERE to read all posts in this thread in chronological order!
I’ve known Master Phillip for several years now, and I’ve always loved his confident bravado. Owning and using faggots is like second nature for him. You can read his thread at the link above and reacquaint yourself with his exploits.
I was glad to discover that Master Phillip had joined the Hierarchy University Discord because he’s an experienced owner and trainer of faggots and would be a wealth of knowledge for both young Alphas and faggots there.
Little did I know he would immediately start using faggots in-person!
A faggot on the Discord named “nyc.bdsm” wrote about its experience with Master Phillip, and it’s pretty intense:
I had privilege of serving King Phillip in person and He ordered me to share a report of the experience…
King Phillip had me waiting for Him naked on my hands and knees with my penis caged and the door unlocked. When He entered, He sneered at me with His superior grin, walked up so close that that His pants touched me, and spit directly into my grateful faggot face. i was not allowed to be above His horsecock when in His presence, so i spent my whole time with Him crawling around after Him or crawling around to fetch Him things at His orders.
He allowed me to pay respect to Him by removing His shoes and showering His socked feet with kisses. When He felt I was sufficiently worshipful, He allowed me to remove his socks and to kiss and lick His perfect feet.
Then He revealed his truly monstrous horsecock and it felt like the room shook. Photos don’t do it justice. It’s the biggest cock I’ve ever seen in person and is gorgeous. King Phillip’s superiority is no joke. It’s the natural order of men and faggots. King Phillip refers to what i have as a penis and finds it incredibly disrespectful when inferiors like me are uncaged in His presence.
He allowed me to worship the tip of His cock for a while when He announced that it was time for deep throat training and that He would be timing me. He told me that He expected at least 60 seconds. I had been training my throat on a large dildo but still struggled on His Monster. That said, He complimented my performance.
Then He told me to get under the rim chair and sat His hairy shitter in my face for worship while He stroked His horsecock. Apparently i did a decent job serving, as He quickly brought me up to my knees again while He stroked a huge load of His “unborn princes” onto my pathetic, eager face. He told me to let it dry there.
Later, He brought me into the shower and took a heavy piss all over my face and into my grateful mouth as He told me how pathetic i am. It felt like a second baptism. His soft cock taking a leak is far larger than my hard little penis ever was.
He then allowed me to lick and worship His fat, low-hanging man balls (as opposed to what He calls my pebbles) and it made Him hard again. He again patiently and relentlessly provided training so that my throat could be molded to His cock and His pleasure.
He fed me His second glorious load and allowed me to kiss His feet in gratitude for being able to pleasure Him. King Phillip is the most natural superior – His quiet confidence, His deep intelligence, His laser-focused humiliation of His inferiors, His complete control, and His God-cock has made me his complete acolyte.
That’s a lot of use in one day of service!
I always knew Master Phillip was an aggressive and dominant Alpha, but I didn’t know how much until this faggot from Discord found out personally and reported back. I also didn’t know Master Phillip had such a huge dick! Makes me hungry!
These kinds of connections and encounters are exactly the kind of thing I hoped to encourage through the Discord arm of Hierarchy University! I’m so glad it’s happening! Faggots and Alphas are not only meeting together through it, but they’re also able to ask questions, get advice, and share fantasies and real-life experiences in a safe way! You should really join!
You know who else thinks you should? Master Phillip! He wrote this:
The discord server is perfect for finding high quality faggots, there’s no better place to. I live near a major urban center so it might be easier for me to find service and worship, but I think that even rural Alphas will be able to find the dedicated faggots they’re looking for. I’m looking forward to using the fagBNB too haha And furthermore, faggot sam is to be commended for his efforts. Few faggots are as devoted and capable as he is. Good job!
I promise I didn’t write that final compliment! He told me to add that!
Hello. I don’t consider myself a faggot, because althought I act like one during sessions once I’m not horny I don’t feel any impulse to be subservent, I don’t like doing house chores neither I would ever pay another man, even an alpha, etc etc. I know an alpha that sometimes I serve, and I know a faggot that is very clearly a total faggot and also serves him. One time the alpha was traveling, and the fag (who things I’m pretty) started coming up on me. I ended up using him. Now, that’s not my thing, but I was horny and it seemed so…right? Like, even though I’m obviously not an alpha he seemed to be very clearly below me in the hierarchy, and I could never imagine myself submiting to him. Is this normal? You talk a lot here about alphas and faggots so I’m not sure how the “middle of the pyramid” interacts with itself.
Thanks for the question!
That’s an interesting situation! It sounds like your Alpha owns a diverse stable of servants he uses! Impressive!
Yes, it’s quite normal for the lower levels of the hierarchy pyramid to interact this way. in fact, they all interact with each other this way, from top to bottom (hence the diagram!).
So just like the Alpha hierarchy interacts from the top-down (God Alphas using Apex Alphas, Apex Alphas using Alphas, etc.), betas will sometimes use faggots. You’re higher than a faggot hierarchically, so it really shouldn’t cause you any alarm. I’m sure your Master would approve of the situation, and probably find it kind of funny.
Hi Sam. I am 38 years old and openly gay all my adult life. I got married to my husband 20 years ago and we adopted a child. I did all the “American dream” things. Married, career, home, children etc. etc. while I am openly gay, I have suppressed my faggot nature. A few years ago I told my husband I needed to submit and worship Alphas. My husband’s NOT an Alpha so he gave me permission to serve others and I have done so very well for 3 years now. My problem is, I have to give most of my time to my family and career and I’ve struggled to find an alpha that doesn’t want ALL of me all the time. So my question is, can I be a faggot even though most of my time is spent in service to my family and career? Or should I accept that I can’t serve enough and retire my faggothood?
Thank you for the question, brother!
First of all, congratulations on the relationship and family! Most faggots (like me) remain free of long-term romantic relationships and raising children, so it’s nice that you have that.
I think it’s telling that, despite having that comfortable family life, your heart is still needing to serve Alphas. Here’s what it tells us: faggots are BORN TO SERVE. It’s not a choice, it’s not a kink, it’s not a mental illness. We are simply born into that function.
So when you ask “Can I still be a faggot if the majority of my time is spent with my family?”, it’s sort of misdirection. You will ALWAYS be a faggot regardless of what you’re doing in life. And you will ALWAYS have a need to serve.
Now, you might be classed as a non-functioning or low-functioning faggot given your circumstances, and there’s nothing wrong with that. This is your life today, and you have important responsibilities to care for. I’m in a similar boat with you right now, so I feel your frustration.
Your desire to serve is admirable, brother, and I respect you completely. Your willingness to reach out and TRY is better than many faggots who never try at all. You deserve praise, not judgement. Live the best life you can, brother!
Men love to get their dicks sucked. This is, of course, not a huge revelation. However, Men have expectations for their cocksuckers that may or not be clear or obvious to those of us born to service them.
If Men (and Alphas) are going to use a FAGGOT as a cocksucker (which is primarily the reason why they do), then I’m telling you they expect PROFESSIONAL SERVICE. They DESERVE professional service!
I have been a professional cocksucker for 30 years now. I started my career by being aggressively throat-fucked every few days by my first straight Alpha, Roger, during my senior year of high school. And while my technique started off a mess at first and my etiquette occasionally lacked, over the years I learned lessons (sometimes the hard way) as I sucked more and more Alpha cock.
To start this off, I want to share with you the video that initiated this emergency post:
While the cocksucker shows proper reverence for this black Alpha’s beautiful cock (in terms of worshipful technique, it’s pretty flawless), I am disgusted by one thing in it: the faggot plays with its dick the whole time!
One hand/arm is supporting the faggot in position in order to service the dick, but the other free hand is being used to stimulate itself rather than providing stimulation to the Alpha’s unsucked shaft or his balls! This is UNACCEPTABLE!
So when we think of the rules for professional faggot cocksuckers, we start there:
#1 A faggot cocksucker does not touch its dick in ANY way. The only time a professional cocksucker should be touching itself is if it’s preparing its hole for breeding.
But there are more:
#2 A faggot cocksucker maintains eye contact with the Alpha as much as possible! Alphas like to look into their cocksucker’s eyes as they’re being serviced, primarily because Alphas read eyes very well and like to see hunger in them.
#3 A faggot cocksucker obeys every command. If an Alpha commands a certain act, a faggot cocksucker complies. That might mean spitting on his dick, or deepthroating it … or it might mean licking his asshole. Whatever he wants, he gets without question.
#4 A faggot cocksucker does its best to keep its teeth out of the way. Granted, this isn’t easy given that some dicks are way too girthy and there is limited space in the mouth. However, there are techniques involving the tongue and lips to minimize teeth grazing. If the Alpha wants to throat fuck, then the faggot needs to open its mouth wide so teeth are not an issue at all.
#5 A faggot cocksucker must be as messy and as sloppy as possible. Almost all Alphas want their dicks DRIPPING WET from an intense blowjob, while their cocksucker’s face is slathered in drool, saliva bubbles, and vomit. Being a professional cocksucker isn’t about decorum and beauty; if Alphas wanted that, they’d use females. They want HUNGRY faggot cocksuckers who earn their reputations as the best in the world.
We don’t want to give blowjobs like this:
#6 A faggot cocksucker always worships an Alpha’s balls. The balls are the most sensitive and vulnerable part of an Alpha’s body, so if he’s entrusting you with them, then they must be cherished. Lick them, suck them, sniff them. They carry his essence inside and out!
#7 A faggot cocksucker must ALWAYS SWALLOW. Fortunately, I don’t see many faggots in porn refusing to swallow, although occasionally I catch one letting cum dribble out of their mouths as their finishing off sucking the cock. Cum is an Alpha’s gift to his faggot cocksucker. It’s his way of saying “good boy” for a job well done. Cum is also the most valuable thing he can ever offer us, because it is literally HIM in primordial form. It contains his superior genetics. Swallowing it is important for the bonding process between an Alpha and his faggot.
#8 A faggot cocksucker keeps sucking after the Alpha has cum. This is a rule because it shows worshipful hunger, something Alphas like to see. Alphas might pull the faggot off of his dick at some point, but it should always be the Alpha’s choice!
Being a professional cocksucker is more fulfilling than any other kind of job. Even though most people consider us sick for servicing Alpha cock so slavishly, we are providing a service Men everywhere crave every single day! When we can provide Alphas with professional service, we fulfill our purpose and derive some amount of pride from it.
Professional faggot cocksuckers make themselves an invaluable part of an Alpha’s stable! So always strive to be a professional faggot cocksucker, and make believers out of straight Alphas everywhere!
And if you’re a professional faggot cocksucker, you get fed like a good boy!
I’m an aspiring fag in my mid 20s who’s quite new to this. I don’t have too much experience previously but all the signs point to my faghood. My question revolves around accepting an dom, I know we don’t essentially pick them, but I had one session with an older dom in his 60s. He lives alone but his house is dirty, and he’s not that attractive to me. But he’s willing to provide the training I desperately need.
So should I just accept him for the time being or wait it out to find someone I’m genuinely attracted to since I know from previous encounters that I’m way more submissive and down to expose myself to my true nature. Simply put if dom turns me on, there’s little I deny them.
Looking forward to your input.
Love the podcast btw
Thank you for the question, brother.
Congrats on coming to terms with your purpose! I’m proud of you for wanting to learn and grow as a faggot!
One common misconception about being a true faggot is this idea that faggots must service ALL Men. I disagree. There are plenty of Men who claim to be dominant or “Alpha”, but are actually NOT Alpha. And my question is this: would any superior Man live in a filthy house? I don’t think so.
Also, you’re not attracted to him. Superior Men of that age group might not be your cup of tea as a faggot in your twenties, and that’s perfectly understandable. You shouldn’t need to serve a Man if you’re not attracted to him at least in some way. This guy sounds like a delusional pig. You deserve better.
i stopped lying too myself and accepted that i need and want a LTR in S&M … how do i find and approch an alpha to serve and look for ltr… i have no experience and i need and want training…in the privacy in his home, what i crave is being owned by him and making him happy
Brother, thank you for writing!
Congratulations on finally embracing the truth about yourself! That’s a huge hurdle to overcome!
What you’re describing is, I think, the most elusive goal that every faggot wants to find. A long-term service relationship is the ideal, but it might not be realistic at first. You are, after all, brand new to all of this. What you really need to do is look for Alphas to serve, either a one-time experience or in an ongoing way. Learn to walk before learning to run.
There are ways to find Alphas. The first way I always recommend is to look around your social and work circles and find those Alphas you already know in some way. This gives you a relatively safe way to offer services of some kind. If not, then apps like Grindr or TheBlowers.com will help you connect immediately to Alphas looking for service. Those two methods are the going to be the primary ways to find them.
There are more advanced methods (like joining a gym and offering service to the Alphas there), but I wouldn’t recommend them at this point.
Also, findom (online financial domination) is a possible way of at least getting some service time in a controlled way, but I don’t know about your financial situation.
You might want to join my Discord so you can talk to other faggots and some Alphas. You can do that by CLICKING HERE.
All in all, you should be very proud of yourself, brother. Have faith and apply yourself, and you will find success!
Hello Sam, I’m at a tough spot as a 24 year old fag. All my friends are dating and want to get me on dating apps and start going out with guys to get a boyfriend. Right now my priority is finding an Alpha to serve, but I’m having trouble balancing these two separate sides of my life. What do I do?
Thank you for the question!
I’m a little surprised that there aren’t more questions like yours, honestly. I would imagine this would be on the minds of a lit of faggots!
The ideal circumstance would be to find an Alpha who could also be a boyfriend, like Declan and Zack that are featured here on this site. It happens a lot, so I wouldn’t discount that.
If that’s not possible, then here’s my take as based on plenty of empirical experience: Your desire for a boyfriend can be satisfied within the confines of serving an Alpha, but your needs as a faggot will never be met by a regular boyfriend. The need to serve Alphas is so primal, so hardwired into us that it’s impossible to lock it away. You’d be in that relationship with a vanilla boyfriend and forever be gazing distractedly at the horizon thinking about that ache to serve.
In fact, it’s this powerful need to serve that distinguishes faggots from gay bottoms. It can’t be ignored.
So my advice is to specifically seek an Alpha near your age who is looking for a bottom/faggot to have as a boyfriend. Then you can have your cake and eat it, too!
Hello, Sam. So, I’ve gone through so much faggot/Alpha content, thinking I’ll always know what to do, but it’s just struck me that I don’t know how to go about this:
Do fags have a duty to serve?
I think most of us fags might not even think of it that way — it comes to us naturally anyway. But then there are times we have doubts.
In my case, for instance, there is a guy who very much wants me to submit to him, serve him for a night. Alas, he doesn’t have a commanding presence, and he isn’t masculine in… any regard, really. He’s the most ordinary man who’d just like to enjoy a submissive guy for a night. And he almost begs for it. There is desperation underneath his interactions.
And so the prospect of meeting with him seems more and more like a charity to me, rather than acquiescing to my faggot nature. He’s not an Alpha. He’s a guy. But a guy who pines for my service. And he’s nice, but wholly unattractive to me. A part of my nature pushes me towards service, a part of my nature tells me “not here”.
So, my head is full of questions! 1. What should a faggot do in such situations? 2. Am I haughty, worthy of reprimand?
3. And, of course, do fags have a duty to serve?
I hope I’ve conveyed my quandary understandably.
Thank You, faggot A.
Hi brother! Thank you for writing!
You raise a very important question, and I believe there is some level of controversy surrounding it. The fetish side of the Hierarchical movement believes that faggots must serve EVERY Man who is not a faggot, be a cum dump used 24/7, raped and beaten and whored out constantly.
This is not, in my opinion, realistic nor feasible. I also think it misses the inherent point of a faggot, namely, to be slaves of SUPERIOR Men.
I have exclusively served true Alphas throughout my life. When I didn’t have an Alpha to serve, I generally just shut down operations and searched for the next Alpha I could approach and offer myself to. That should tell you two things: (1) I highly value true Alphahood and what kind of service they deserve, and (2) what I highly value myself as a reasonably-intelligent faggot.
There is nothing wrong with a discreet, dedicated, trainable faggot having some form of self-esteem. I’ve never understood why any real Alpha of any worth would ever choose revolting faggot pigs who do things like eat shit and love to be beaten and degraded.
After all, a faggot is a reflection of its Owner.
I proudly decorated the lives of the Alphas who owned me and made them shine even brighter. That is my purpose as a faggot. I didn’t achieve that by choosing some pretender to the Alpha throne. I didn’t come to understand that by sucking off a bunch of drunks behind a dumpter outside a bar after closing time. I made conscious choices to find the elite of the elite and submit to them.
Elite Alphas own and train elite faggots.
I contend that anyone who wants to embrace their place in Hierarchy should work from that presumption. Be the best version of whatever nature made you to be, and then pursue those who will enhance that in you. For example, an Apex Alpha should seek other Apex Alphas for brotherhood, and clean, dedicated, and attractive faggots to own for full time service. Why would an Apex Alpha want a scat pig for a faggot?
Same with the good faggots out there. Why would a devoted and serious-minded faggot waste itself serving pot-bellied losers and pretend Alphas? Why should it? That makes no sense to me.
With all of that said, I think the situation you present and your lightly-couched description of this guy tell me you already know he’s not worth serving. And I agree.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
There is a point in an owned faggot’s life when a moment of clarity occurs, a self-actualization that crystallizes the faggot’s purpose. It’s the result of a potent cocktail of dopamine, perpetual subspace, and the chemical composition of cum flowing in the faggot’s veins.
Regardless, the faggot can see its life in simple-yet-meaningful terms for the first time. Everything is finally clear.
That’s where my little brother Fabien is today. He wrote this astounding declaration to me this morning after a whirlwind weekend of use by his Master Anthony and his Alpha Pack. I’ll stop talking and share what he wrote:
You know, there is one truth that is becoming ever more deeply ingrained in me: I am a natural-born slave for God Alphas. I have a slave’s soul, a slave’s heart, a slave’s brain, a slave’s body. I feel it in every single fiber of my being. My existence is meant to serve a God Alpha. To serve Anthony. It’s so warming and liberating to realize it and reflect on it! Anthony is my One True God. I won’t rest until I’ve done absolutely all I can to make his life the most perfect paradise it can be!
I’m a 19 year old ,black bottom who is interested in becoming a faggot for a powerful alpha but I have a few questions. Whats the first step in really becoming a fag, and can I only be a fag in the bedroom or it’s a 24/7 thing?
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
I’m glad to hear you’re embracing your truth! I know it can be a little scary, but don’t worry. There are plenty of resources under “advice for faggots” at the top of the site.
But to answer your immediate question: yes you can serve either as simply a sexual-service faggot, or as a full-time faggot. That would something you’d discuss with an Alpha when the time arrives!
I’m a soon to turn 38yo faggot from Rio and I’ve been dealing with this gut wrenching anxiety for a while. I’m a good faggot. I’ve always been, since I was 13 and served my school bullies without questioning or even knowing about what being a fag was(or even gay for that matter, I actually used to think I was bi) or hierarchy. I’ve done basically everything there is to do in the fag book: being used sexually, domestically, taking a good beating, degraded, exposed, used by my straight friends to kill their “curiosity” on how does it feel to be sucked by a guy – and completely aware that I was being used by that, and I was ok with it. I’ve served alphas in locker rooms, public bathrooms, You name it. I even got to be used to take an alphas brother virginity so he could practice with a faggot in order for him to be confident and know what to do with his first girl. I was used by a straight alpha whose girlfriend wanted to see him fucking another guy (and I only got to see that girl at the motel room). I’ve done chastity (by myself). I’ve done findom. I mean… It was never, EVER, a problem finding an alpha to serve.
But maybe I’m living a kinda early midlife crisis of some sort. My looks is not the same as it used to (I’ve always been chubby, but I gained a lot of weight over the last year and a half due to depression – which is being treated and I feel a lot better now, though I tried to take my own life last November).
I just… I feel like this is it for me. I can’t get a guy (not even talking about an alpha, but just A GUY) to use me. And yes, I tried escort services unsuccessfully. It’s like they don’t wanna use me EVEN IF I PAY THEM. And this last part is what seems to hurt me the most, idk.
I’ve always been a very proud and confident fag. And I’m pretty lost and loosing faith about it to be honest with you.
Any advise for me? Is there a point of no return in the life of faggots where we’re just disposable like that?
Hi, brother. Thank you for writing.
I understand your pain! Believe me, I get it. Aging is something everyone goes through, and it’s never pleasant. We lose steps, fall behind, things on our bodies fail, and other parts don’t stay where they used to.
The sad reality is faggots DO have a shelf life sexually … but that shelf life shouldn’t be THIRTY-EIGHT years old, brother. But let’s be honest about things … you’ve let yourself go physically, and we can’t expect Men (especially Alphas) to want to use us sexually if we are out of shape. Men are notoriously visual, and on top of that notoriously hungry for young meat. We can’t expect conditions like those to change for our sakes, right? So we play the game as dictated by the rules in place.
Let’s do a little test, and be honest with yourself: You might not be able to serve 21-year-old Alphas anymore, but what about a 50-year-old Alpha? What was your reaction to that last question? Did you turn up your nose at that suggestion? I know a lot of faggots who would say “Eww gross” or something like that. Do you see how ageism works in the opposite direction?
My point is we need to adjust our thinking and expectations as we age. We aren’t cute little club twinks anymore with our brains fried on poppers or other substances. The parties that seemed neverending definitely have an end. We must change as our bodies and circumstances change.
But my message isn’t one of despair and desolation, brother. You see, when we alter our viewpoint and expectations, other forms of service can replace the old ways we served. For example, take a look at Chadwick (featured here on this site). He hid in the closet HIS ENTIRE LIFE until he got into his SIXTIES before finally being bold enough to try and be useful to Alphas. And you know what? He now serves SIX Alphas domestically and is more fulfilled now than he ever has before!
Chadwick could’ve just given up and reasoned “I’m too old and nobody will fuck me so I guess my life is over.” But he didn’t do that! He adjusted his hopes and expectations, and instead figured out how he can be USEFUL. And sure enough, he discovered that he can, indeed, be very useful!
And so can you! So pick yourself up, shake off the pity party, and get yourself back in the game. You’re too young and definitely too USEFUL to be feeling this despondent!
I never saw this before but I think I’m a 25 year old faggot. Thanks to your podcast and this website I start to realize my purpose in life. Unconsciously I have always surrounded myself with Alpha malesthst I needed to serve.
I have sucked many straight guys, like my uber driver while driving, and been a domestic faggot before. And sometimes I lock myself in chastity to serve a Daddy Alpha as a free use slut. It’s never about my pleasure. The focus in the last 8 years has been on being an obedient slut for real men.
But some part of me wants to have a romantic life with a cute boyfriend that I will eventually marry. Do you think this is possible? Or should I embrace being a faggot and cage myself and get on my knees in my thong to serve lots of strong man? Is being a good faggot more important than my personal love life?
Thanks for everything you do!
x a faggot from the Netherlands
I don’t consider this to necessarily be an “either/or” issue. I know of plenty of Alphas in relationships with their faggots – even marrying them! – so I don’t think they’re mutually exclusive options. In my time running FWA and this site I’ve seen four marriages occur between Alphas and faggots! In fact, right now this site has a contributing writer, Zack, who is a faggot owned by a very powerful Alpha Master AND BOYFRIEND named Master Declan.
In my opinion, it’s best to start by simply serving the best Alphas you can find as well as you possibly can. Any good Alpha will want to keep you for good, and more can come of it. Either way, devotion to service will keep you busy and used during the lean times without love and romance. The other way around doesn’t work as well.
I’m writing with an issue probably everyone had struggled with at some point, however I feel like for me it’s too much, and I need help.
Thing is, I always feel like am two different people, the horny and the regretful. I seek out men all the time, and every time I get on my knees I already feel deep shame, so bad it even causes apathy, where I space out while in the act. I totally disconnect from my body, and focus on the cock. That’s a good thing right? Except I feel no real sensations during that time. It’s like I’m blocking it all out. I barely moan, squeal and then mechanically cum. During and after the act I feel terrible. I become numb for a couple hours, sometimes even days. Yet I always come back crawling for more. I really can’t get enough of cock and cum and spit and piss and pits and musk. It’s always the same. The before is always amazing, I fire up grindr and arrange a meet up, I head there when the time comes and again shows up my numbness. I am infuriated that I cannot find my own pleasure in serving. Isn’t it that my pleasure is supposed to be derived from the man’s pleasure? I feel a deep sense of purpose within it, I really love men and love cock, so I push through the stupid feelings and still accept the cock and cum with my whole heart, mouth and hole.
But still, I feel like a failure. While I do recognise the deep interplay of shame and desire, and how much it drives me to wanting more and more cock, I feel like it is excessive.
Dear Sam, what would you advise me to do?
– vitale
Thanks for the question, brother!
Here’s the problem: there isn’t really much you can do about this.
You’re experiencing two things I’ve written about quite a bit on the site. The first is SUBSPACE, which causes that empty, mindless feeling you describe. The second is THE VOID, which is that numbed ache that you describe after you’ve served that eventually drives you back for more.
These are both quite natural occurrences for a faggot who does experience subspace easily (as it sounds like you do). This many not be a matter of doing anything to avoid it (because I largely think it’s unavoidable) as it is a matter of understanding what is happening within yourself and paying attention to how these feelings effect you. By doing this, you can take yourself out of a “victim” stance and become more active in how you process it.
I hope this makes some sense to you. Just know that what you’re feeling is normal, brother.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the experiences of a French faggot named Fabien who has been claimed by his straight Alpha friend Anthony. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Young straight Alphas deal with a lot of stress and pressure. I realize that, from an inferior perspective, these Alphas seem to have everything and little to worry about, but so much is happening below their perfect exteriors. They have intense, hormone-fueled mood swings, a roiling and constant need for sexual conquest, and they’re often overwhelmed by the burdens they feel as a leader of Men. They are constantly beset on all sides by women (and their truckloads of issues), expectations, and the uncertainty of their future goals.
True, everyone struggles through puberty. But Alphas are exceptionally powerful, so therefore their “growing pains” are equally more intense.
So what can help these growing Alpha powerhouses while they develop? Older Alpha mentors are certainly ideal, although finding them isn’t always so simple. Females are good for relieving sexual needs, of course, but they don’t know what it’s like to be a young Man (let alone an Alpha) and they often cause more stress than relieve it. And their Alpha peer group might be able to relate, but typically their interactions are competitive in nature.
That’s where a faggot is possibly the best solution. A faggot is entirely devoted to the needs of its Alpha, obedient and submissive to his every command. A faggot places no expectations on its Alpha, is there whenever an Alpha needs to blow off steam or receive comfort, and stabilizes its Alpha with constant reassurances of his power and superiority.
It’s such a shame that more young straight Alphas are not taking ownership of faggots and benefiting from this natural power exchange the way Master Anthony has been doing with his faggot Fabien!
Last night I received a beautiful email from Fabien about something that illustrates exactly what I’m talking about above. Please read:
My dearest Sam,
I must absolutely talk to you about something that just happened. I have shared a very delicate but, I think, eventually positive moment with Anthony.
You see, for several days I’d been feeling that something wasn’t quite right with him. I’ve found him more austere, less smiling, less cheerful. He hasn’t reprimanded me, so I didn’t think it was because of me, which was a relief. But it still hurts my heart to see him with less joy in life. I hesitated a lot about the right attitude to have. On the one hand, I told myself that he probably didn’t want to share his Alpha problems with an inferior male, even an older one, otherwise he would have done it. On the other, my loyalty compelled me to do what I could to make him happier.
This night, when I came out of the kitchen (now my bedroom), I found him sitting on the couch, in his pajamas, staring into space. It was too much for me. I decided to go and talk to him. I wanted to put him at ease, so that he wouldn’t think he was in a position of weakness if he were to confide his personal worries. I knelt down and kissed his feet tenderly, and I addressed him while keeping my head low at his feet.
I chose my words carefully. “My beloved master, forgive me if I offend you, but I have the feeling, perhaps wrongly, that something has been bothering you for the last few days. I want you to know that if there’s anything I can do to help you, or if you simply want to confide to someone what’s on your mind, you can tell me anything, in complete safety. I will never betray you. I’m completely at your disposal. I’ll do anything to make your life better.” And I immediately started gently kissing his feet again.
After a moment’s silence and a deep breath, he confided in me. He said it was nothing major, just an accumulation of little things. His strained relationship with his parents, teachers who reproached him for his insolent behavior despite his very good results. And then, lately, he’d been flirting with a sexy girl who, for the first time, seemed to be wavering, trying to make him jealous with another man.
I did my best to comfort him. “Master, someone as exceptional as you is bound to disturb some people. It’s normal for you to encounter some annoyances from misguided people. But please never, ever forget how far better you are than everyone else, in every single way. You are the most amazing young man. Look, you came to live here, you trampled on me and made me your slave just because you fancied it! And for that so-called love rival, I can’t believe you can actually have a love rival. Because a rival would be someone in your league, and that’s very, very unlikely. I don’t know this other man, but I know for sure that he’s no match to you. You could probably give him a beating any time you wanted. This girl may simply not be clear-minded enough to realize how lucky she is that you’re showing interest in her, but so many others, even hotter, will be!”
That’s pretty much what I remember telling him. He listened thoughtfully, then ordered: “Lick my feet”. “Gladly, Master!” After I’d licked his feet for a while, he leaned towards me and said, “You know, I’m not a sentimental guy, and I don’t express my feelings very much. But don’t think I don’t notice everything you do for me.” I replied, “You don’t have to justify yourself, Master! Not to me, never.” He seemed more relaxed. He went to bed and wished me good night.
First of all, what Fabien did in service to his Master Anthony was perfect faggot behavior. It’s exactly the kind of steady, low-pressure worship and service young Alphas need in order to feel safe enough to reveal themselves.
Fabien’s technique also followed my playbook to the letter. Fabien kept his head low and bowed, staying near Master Anthony’s feet. This kind of respectful submission allowed Master Anthony to relax and trust his faggot.
Imagine a world where young, developing straight Alphas could own faggots openly the way Master Anthony owns Fabien! In such a pure and ideal Hierarchical scenario, young Alphas would have choices and outlets to assist them in becoming more refined versions of themselves than they could without!
Alas, such a scenario will probably never happen. But fortunately there are honorable, thoughtful, deeply submissive and dedicated faggots like Fabien doing such work in secret, unheralded and largely unknown. Yet he soldiers on, serving Master Anthony faithfully and helping him to continue to develop all of the qualities he needs to live a life of a King.
I’m so proud of my little brother Fabien! Such an inspiration!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the submission of a British faggot named Benjamin who successfully used my “Letter To An Alpha” to submit to his straight Alpha friend. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
My fag brother Benjamin stunned me with his previous email that detailed his use of my “Letter To An Alpha” to come out as a faggot to his straight Alpha friend as they were on their way to a cabin for a getaway. The response of his Alpha friend to this new information was quite immediate and powerful, and it led to some interesting first few days together in that cabin.
Now Benjamin has written a follow-up email detailing the second-half of their cabin stay, and beyond. It gets wilder from here:
To pick up where I left off, the rest of our time in the cabin was a comfortable (for him especially) routine of service and submission. I cooked, cleaned and managed everything while Master relaxed, ate, drank and did whatever he wanted. There were only 2 other instances where our usual routine was broken.
The first came on the 6th night of 9. Master took an empty bottle out of the waste bin, and took it with him into the bathroom. As a fag, even my brain was able to process what he was doing, and I immediately got very excited that he was about to permit me to drink his Alpha piss, even as I was disappointed that I could not drink from the tap in service brother. He emerged about 5 mins later with what must have been around a litre (half a coke bottle!) which he proceeded to place into the freezer. I will admit I was confused brother, but I did not question Master and his infinite wisdom. Close to an hour (I think) later, he ordered me to retrieve the bottle and kneel in between his feet on the sofa. Master told me this was my first test. I had 1 minute to drink the entire bottle. Any spillage and I would be out. And left in the bottle and I would be out. Seeing as my only option to become his personal fag was to down it all, I went for it. Ice cold piss, even from an Alpha, is not easy to chug down Brother. This fag had to power through brain freeze, and suppress it’s gag reflex to such a bitter, strong taste, to take it all in. I managed with a few seconds left, but had to curl up on the floor at his feet for a minute afterwards until the brain freeze had subsided. In this time I vaguely remember the sound of Master laughing and the feel of his boots sole on my cheek. But I passed Brother, and that is what matters.
On the second to last night, the other test occurred. Master complained in the morning that his balls were full. This set off fireworks in my fag brain. Was I to be able to serve him sexually that night. No was the answer. But he did let me contribute. I was to spend time on Masters hookup apps finding a lady who met his criteria, and organising her coming to the cabin, fucking him, and leaving. I was to pretend to be Sir in this time and I was very successful. I found a 26yo who met Masters physical requirements and matched his kinks closely, and she was set to visit at 7pm. He was pleased, and told me he had made arrangements for me while he was busy. I was to curl up in Masters suitcase, which he then packed with a week and a half’s worth of his dirty washing, mainly underwear and t-shirts from his morning runs. It was fag heaven. I was told that he would be placing the suitcase under the bed. And sound, movement or anything which interrupted his fun, and I would fail my probation. And that is how I spent 3 hours in a suitcase under a bed hearing the ecstasy of a woman being fucked by an Alpha God. The combination of smells, sounds and the slight rhythmic pressure I could sometimes feel from above had me leaking the entire time. Eventually, he pulled the suitcase out and released me again. He did not say I had failed, or done well, only to pack his stuff ready to leave the next day. I will confess brother that in that moment, while packing his belongings, I had one moment of weakness. I searched Masters room high and low for any sign of a used condom, but I found nothing brother. In hindsight it was stupid to think a God would use one, and even if he had, I would not have deserved it, but his constant domination across the weak fried my fag brain.
The next day I drove us home, which was pleasant. Master was behaving almost as he had before, but still calling me fag. He said he had enjoyed the holiday and was already talking about doing it again. I dropped him home and he ordered me to be there again the next morning for his housework. That has become a weekly thing now. I do a week of work, and my Sundays are now spent cleaning Masters entire house, doing his meal prep for the week and if I am lucky a full foot clean and massage while he watches the game. I enjoy spending time with him, and he is very complimentary about the job I do on his house and his feet when I am privileged to do so.
Lastly, we are already planning another trip. As of this week he has found a different cabin, 2 bedroom, with a hottub that he would like. It would cost me about £2000, which is worth it for Master. And I can’t help but hope, given the timescale, that it is meant to be around the time when I pass my probation and become his full fledged personal faggot.
Can you believe this?? I find this experience to be truly amazing!
First and foremost, it never fails to shock me how rapidly purely straight Men adapt to faggot ownership. Years ago when I started the site that eventually became this monster I was constantly harassed by people who mistakenly insisted that straight Men would never do anything with a faggot. Clearly I (and others) have collected so much proof that they do that it’s irrefutable.
Benjamin’s story also serves to remind us to stop projecting our own needs and hopes onto our Alpha, but rather we should serve regardless of how he demands. There were multiple moments where Benjamin hoped for something (like drinking Master’s fresh piss, or sucking his dick) that didn’t happen. Disappointment in that can lead us to resentment or anger, but Benjamin rolled with it nicely!
And finally, Benjamin’s story reinforces something I’ve said forever, namely, that you cannot retain a friendship with an Alpha once you become his faggot. Before this trip, Benjamin was a close friend of this Alpha, close enough to be someone he’d want to hang with on a cabin vacation. But in just the space of a few minutes, really, Benjamin became this Alpha’s faggot, his toy, his slave … and not his friend.
And that friendship is gone for good.
Instead of being his friend, Benjamin became the faggot stuffed in a suitcase under the bed who was forced to listen to his Master do what he cannot: fuck and breed a woman! It’s something like what my second straight Master did to me that I call The Nuclear Option in that it totally realigns a faggot’s brain and makes it more obedient. I honestly always thought my Master made that up and I was the only faggot who ever suffered through it, but I’ve encountered it so many times now I’m starting to believe there is some kind of straight Alpha playbook floating around!
Or, perhaps, it’s just simply Hierarchical truth!
I thank Benjamin for sharing his thrilling experience of submission and service to this powerful Alpha Master! I have no doubt more is coming!
