Hi Sam, I am the fag from Spain that asked a question at the beginning of the month. To make a story short, you were right, I do have way too much ego. Yet, somehow, no matter how much I try to let go of it, I just can’t.

I spent the last weeks thinking about your reply, about how I could let go of it to truly serve and do it at my best. However, life had other plans for me.

This past Wednesday, I met up with an man from Grindr. I went to his apartment. We talked a little bit, lots of kisses here and there, huge cock too, but I wasn’t feeling it. Like, my intuition, something in me was telling me: Don’t relax! Stay aware, stay alert! Anyways, we fucked, I worshipped his feet and I got out.

Fast-forward, on Friday, he texted me, we talked a lot about the things we both liked. He mentioned that we has an Alpha and he used to have a ‘no-limits boy’ -he didn’t call him fag, but, you know, I know, we know…-, and that he liked: piss play, bondage, his boy to be completely hairless, to be asked permission if I wanted to cum or kiss him. But a sentence that really shocked me -kinda- was: I just like to see the fear in their faces. And, I thought it was just an exageration, well, it wasn’t.

We decided that I would go to his apartment on saturday’s morning and we would see how the situation developed. I couldn’t. Truly, I couldn’t.

For the first time in my life, no matter the amount of sweet words he was hiding behind, I met a destroyer alpha. All it took was one hard slap across my face, and it took me back to my childhood when I was harsly beaten, and to make me realize what my intution meant. He was going to take everything out on me.

I saw it in his eyes, the anger, the desire to make someone suffer, the I need a f*cking punchin-bag! He told me “I can go slow and be more sweet if you want to”, he tried, he gave me after-care. Yet, every word felt like a lie, like: I going slow until you become used to it, then you know…

To sum up, it made me realize that I have been manifesting into my life the same type of man, the same type of alpha while dreaming of one that ‘I used to have’ but never could be.

I became a master at manifesting men that just wanted to be Alphas because they felt the world was unfair to them; call it being too busy or uninterested after getting me, or being interested in destroying me.

Same men, different places and different faces.

And so, I thought more deeply about what I was looking for, about how I truly felt, about how ‘I could let go of such opportunity to be trained even better’? And I got reminded of my first crush in high-school.

He was one year older than me; he was smart; he had a great body; he loved to show off his muscles to me; he would slap my butt cheek so hard and he didn’t care if someone saw; he would play online games with me; he would grab me by the waist whenever we had to take a picture; he was the type of man that would do anything he wanted to you and yet tell you… if anyone bothers you or you want something, tell me, i’ll take care of it.

You know, back in high-school, there was this one girl that was friend of his group of friends, and she would say to them: ‘Be careful with him. He is gay’. And he would just make her shut up so fast with just one look. He used to come and tell me: if you are gay, it’s okay. He knew even when I always said no, but I just couldn’t gather the courage to accept it to others -not because of shame, but because of the environment I was in-. I moved to another place, he got a girlfriend, and everything ended.

Basically, and to finish this, when I think of my high-school crush… I feel like I want, like I ache to get on my knees and just follow his orders and follow him; but, when I think of the man I met up with last saturday, I am like… I can not be a fag, this man can kill me anytime, I can not dare to relax.

Is it being less, being a punching-bag, being a fag? what actually feels like to be a fag? does it always have to feel like you are a toy awaiting to be discarded?

I am sorry if it got too long. It’s just too many emotions, and just you to share them with.

Thank you. I hope everyone has had an amazing christmas day, and I wish everyone a happy new year too.

P.S. It wasn’t the first time men slapped me across my face during sex or service, but the intention behind it CERTAINLY felt different.

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

Well, brother, I’m glad you took my counsel to heart. I felt like I beat you up a little bit when you last wrote to me, so I’m glad it helped you rather than hurt you! 

Yes, Destroyer Alphas are definitely lurking out there, and it sometimes takes some searching to really get them to reveal the malignant intentions they might have toward you. 

I don’t really know what to make of the rest of this epic text you wrote to me. However, I want to address your question near the end of it. In regards to being a “punching bag”, I don’t think every faggot needs to be used that way. Some faggots like being beaten up by Alphas, and there are plenty of Alphas all-too-happy to oblige them. 

I know I’ve never been beaten by my Alphas (been wrestled into submission holds plenty of times, but never just punched outright). I’d refuse to serve an Alpha who would treat me that badly when I’m doing my best to serve properly. 

But again, there are some sick faggots out there who can’t feel anything other than pain. 

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Hi Sam, I’ve been following this site for a while now. I’m a total faggot and was reading this story called My Younger Alpha Stepbrothers by a writte named “Chaz” (Or Uncle C). Whereas a 18-19 year old guy (named Barry) gets dominated and turned into a slave by their 15-16 yo stepbrothers (named Gunther and Lukas) who manhandle him, fuck him and make him their urinals everyday. Mid-way through the story, the stepbrother’s 15 yr old cousin (named Dolph) turns not just Barry, Lukas, Gunther but also their father (called Lars) into his sex slaves and urinal. So my question is does this stuff actually happen IRL Can a 15 yr old boy have such control over not just 1-2 boys their age but also full grown man? Have you seen it happen IRL? I’m an older fag (31 yrs of age) who’s into younger teen alphas so I was wondering if I have any chance atp.

Hi, a fag sent you this a while ago, where can I find the whole story?

or do you have stories where a fag is used as an urinal from its Master?

I can’t make sense of what you wrote to me. First of all, I don’t comment on or feature fictional stuff. 

Secondly, as a long-time reader, you should be aware of many true stories I published along the lines of stories like those you mention, so yes, they do sometimes happen in real life. I’m currently following a story about a 15-year-old Alpha who has forced his father to be his first faggot, and that story involves him pissing on his father. I refuse to publish it because of the age of the Alpha (ooops I guess I’m not quite the disgusting pervert some people think I am!). 

The short answer is YES, these things happen in real life. Not a lot, but they do happen.

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I’m a 21 year old guy who is on his path to becoming an alpha. Recently, a fag offered me cash to let him lick my pits after I work out. I’m thinking this isn’t a bad way to set up a fund for some treats for myself. How much should I charge?

Sir, congratulations on realizing you are Alpha! I’m sure it must be mind-blowing to understand just how much actual power you wield over others who were born to serve you! Even things you never think about (like your scent, or your armpits, or your feet) become powerful tools at your disposal as you begin your reign! 

I’m not sure what the going rate is for letting a faggot lick an Alpha’s sweaty armpit, Sir. I think I’d start off at $40 and see if the faggot gives it to you (I’m sure it will). Soon it will be hopelesssly addicted to you, because your sweat contains your pheromones, a powerful secretion of your body that has the ability to program the minds of subs. 

I’m excited by this new development in your life, Sir!  

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Sam I have a question

I am 21 and I live with a gay couple (33 and 34). They are veeeeery Alpha and dominant. I live with them because I rent a room in their house (I am a international student and moved to America). After some weeks, they started to invite to drink wine with them and after some glasses of wine I was on my knees serving both of them. They are really sweet with me, and take care of me, they became a important support to me while I live in the USA. They are both Alpha tops, so their sexual life is basically jerking off and using fuck toys. But now that I am in the house they want to fuck me all the time. I love to let them fuck my pussy boy and breed me, but serving two Alphas at the same time is too difficult!! I still have 5 months living with them, I cook and clean for them, and serve as a cumdump, but I want to be the best for them in this time!!

I am confused because I would never imagine 2 Alphas together… how do you think I can be a perfect fag for them?

Brother, Thank you for writing! What a thrilling scenario for a young faggot! I’m proud of you for rolling with it and attempting to please them both!

I wonder if this is part of the scheme of these Alphas to take on students and then break them down into faggot slaves for their own pleasure. I’m not trying to accuse them of anything questionable, but it does seem to be a pretty convenient way to get fresh young meat into the house! 

Regardless, they really lucked out when they acquired you! You’re a natural faggot, so they probably didn’t need to get you drunk on wine to get you to submit to them. You were born to serve them. And that’s really the answer to your question: you’re already the perfect faggot for them. Just keep up the great work, my brother, and enjoy one of the great experiences of your entire life!  

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Sam, I need your help!!

I have been serving a wonderful Master and he makes me very happy. He’s hot, strong, dominant, doesn’t hurt me or harm me in any way, I feel like a lucky faggot with him.

Last week while I was sucking his dick he asked for the first time for me to rim him. I found it weird at first because he usually rims me before fucking but I obeyed him. As soon as my tongue touched his hole he farted on my face. I got really upset and felt disrespected, but he was just laughing at me as if I were a useless fuck hole. I called him disgusting but he just laughed more, held my hair, and said “ok baby, it was just a joke,” and fucked my throat to make sure I would shut up. I was still upset but I wanted to be a good boy, so I sucked him off until he came and I swallowed his load without complaining.

After a few hours, when he was satisfied and with his balls empty, I asked him why he had done it. He said “because I can.” Then he said that he really liked the feeling and wants me to worship his farts to make sure I never forget he owns me.

What would you do in my place? I feel that if I tell him I am not comfortable he will accept, but on the other hand I want to be a good boy for him and maybe I should just get use to him using my face to fart whenever he wants.

Thank you brother!! Your website is wonderful!

Hi brother! Thanks for writing! 

I don’t really understand the Alpha love for farting on people (not just fags). Part of it is a dominance  thing, of course, but I think they just find them funny. Hell, most of the time they ARE funny. 

What your Master did to you WAS disrespectful for sure, and I probably would’ve freaked out about it, too. A more mature Master would’ve known to gauge his faggot’s ability to handle that before springing it. Here he was, asking you to do something unusual, and you tried to do it without question – that level of obedience his HUGE. But your Master’s thoughtless action once you obeyed now makes you hesitant to do anything like that again because you’ll always be thinking about that betrayal of trust. Your Master should’ve thought about that before doing it.

That said, a fart is relatively harmless. And also, your Master’s general playfulness is pretty endearing. I definitely don’t think you should try to blow up this opportunity with him, not over a fart. I think you did the right thing by letting him see the hurt, embarrassment, and shame he caused you. I think you’re on the right course with this Master, so just go forward and continue serving with joy and see what your Master does from here. 

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Hi Sam, nice to met you

I am 30 and my boyfriend is very submissive. He is 21, nice and smooth twink, the bottom that any Alpha would love to breed. The problem is: we are together for 1 year and every time I fuck him he tries to make me suck his dick. I hate doing this but because he’s a good boy and I love him I tried to do it a few times. Every time I get close to his dick or balls it feels horrible. I literally want to throw up just to feel the tip of his dick on my tongue. My body automatically rejects it. He says that he can bottom for longer periods if I suck him because he relaxes more, but I do hate doing it. I don’t like rim either but it’s 100x better than sucking dick.

He likes your content, so can you please tell him that I don’t need to suck his dick to be a good Alpha and Master? Or do you think I’m wrong?

Master, thank you for writing to me! I’m glad you’ve found a faggot that (mostly) makes you happy!

I was so disappointed to read how your faggot still thinks it deserves to be serviced and pleased like a Man, or that it has a say or the right to ask anything like that of you. I’m sorry to have to say this, but the responsibility for this rests squarely on you, Master. You didn’t set  boundaries and enforce them when you first took possession of it, and now your faggot has developed bad habits.

The first few months of an Alpha’s ownership of a faggot (particularly young/inexperienced ones) are critical for establishing boundaries and expectations. I know a lot of Alphas think of faggots as just stupid fuck-holes, but they can be quite manipulative. What started off as sweetly suggested requests has morphed into you regularly putting a fag’s dick in your mouth so you can please it. I mean, who’s running this arrangement now, Master?

You need to firmly put a stop to this immediately. First thing to do: put the faggot in chastity and keep it there. If the faggot protests or whines/cries about it, then put it on its knees and explain that this is how it will serve you from now on, and explain that it is free to leave if it will not submit. 

I also recommend some scent training along with call/response mindfucking so that you retrain these bad habits out of your faggot. Put it on its knees and make it spend time kissing your feet, deeply inhaling the musk of your cock/balls. While doing this, ask the faggot “what are you?” and “whose faggot are you?” Then make it suck your dick, all the while telling it, “you were born to suck my dick, right? (yes) Was I born to suck yours, faggot? (no)”. Repeat this process often until you see improvement. I’d also add domestic chores to this faggot in order to get its mind off of sexual service and onto becoming a more well-rounded property for you.

I’m grateful that you wrote to me Master. I hope this helps a little bit. Once the faggot has been corrected, perhaps you can start giving it some privileges as a gift from your heart, since you clearly are quite generous. But now is not the time to be soft with this errant faggot, Master. You need to be strong-willed and determined. In the end, the faggot will be much better for it, and you’ll be able to sleep without the taste of fag dick in your mouth (yuck). Thank you, Master!   

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Hey Sam, love your site! I’m 18 from France and I have a weird situation. My boyfriend is 23 and he is VERY dominant in our relationship, in his work, etc He is a natural Alpha in every single way. I never asked him about being a top or a bottom because I was a virgin when I met him and I taught he would destroy my hole and breed me. For my surprise, when we first had intimacy and the bedroom for us after a few dates, he literally opened his drawer, handed me a bottle of lube and a condom, took his underwear off and put his ass up waiting for me to fuck hahahaha I kept looking at the lube and the condom trying to understand what to do for a while before I started doing it. I had never worn a condom before, so I tried to do my best and lubed his hole. It was a little messy, but my dick is not that big, so it entered easily. We’ve been together for 6 months and every time we have sex he does the same. He says he is a dominant power bottom but I desperately need to feel a dick in my hole, dominating me and breeding me. How do you think I should behave in this case? I think I am a faggot, but I’ve been fucking his big manly ass since July. Is there such thing as a Alpha bottom? Maybe a throuple with a real Alpha would solve it? I don’t know if something is wrong with me but I see so many faggots serving strong men and when I found one he literally has a pussy instead of a asshole looool   Love you Sam!!! Merci beaucoup !

Brother, thank you for writing to me! I love you, too! For whatever reason your question ended up in my email inbox rather than inside the site, so my response won’t reach you directly. Hopefully you’ll see this reply on the site.

I hate to be the one to break this to you, little brother, but your boyfriend is NOT a “natural Alpha in every single way” because truly dominant Alphas aren’t bottoms. How can any Man claim to be dominant when he’s bending over and taking it up the ass?

I’m not saying that “bossy bottoms” don’t exist, but in my opinion they use the “bossy” title as a way to excuse selfish, ignorant, and ill-informed behavior. A lot of these bossy bottoms are the over-the-top “look at me” swish queens who are always way too loud and obnoxious everywhere they go. I can’t stand these types, and nobody I know likes them for anything other than as an object of derision.

You might as well forget about this flake right now, brother. I can almost guarantee this: at some point down the road your “boyfriend” will meet up with a real Alpha, and that Alpha will force him to accept the truth about himself.

But you are such a good boy, and I can already sense you’re going to be some true Alpha’s prized faggot. You deserve to serve a real Alpha who can complete your circle and help train you into the faggot your heart yearns to be.

So send this pretender back to the clubs so it can continue in its delusion without wasting these precious years of your life.

Love,

sam the faggot

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Hi Sam,

I’ve been following you for a long time ever since one of my first ever doms told me to start listening to your podcast.  I’m M 25 I’ve known I’ve been submissive for a while now but I’ve always been too scared to really move forward with it.  Recently I started talking to a Master and he basically told me he was going to own me.  He already had a stable of both fags and women that he uses at his pleasure.  I stepped away from him twice now communicating that I wasn’t ready to move forward with an actual owner but he was fun to talk to and I was captivated by his personality.  Most recently I found him again on an app and we started talking again but this time he said I wasn’t running he took all of my info and now has complete control if I don’t do what he says my friends and family will get videos of me debasing myself for my Master.  Do I just accept that I’m now owned.  I’ve always dreamed about having a dom boyfriend but nothing like having an owner with a stable.  I’m a little scared and need some advice.

Shay

Thanks, brother. 

You know, I found it a little weird that you didn’t include the fact that your Master is a black Alpha. Had you not put it in the title, I wouldn’t have known. I believe it does make something of a difference in how I’d answer, and I’ll explain why.

I’ve served a lot of black Alphas, and they really fall cleanly into two camps: (1) the Alphas who are just looking for momentary holes to use, and (2) overwhelmingly dominant Alphas who are extremely possessive and dominant. In my experience, the black Masters simply will not take “no” for an answer and will have their way regardless of situations or protests. That’s your Master. I’d take his threats seriously. 

I can’t tell you how disappointed I am in your Master. Sadly, he doesn’t realize how weak these threats make him look. A truly powerful Man worthy of worship and service DRAWS people to himself naturally and they gladly submit. Forcing you to serve him under the threat of him ruining your life is pretty pathetic. I hope he rethinks such a stupid and inferior course.

But I must add this caveat: No matter how much I disagree with your Master’s threats, you brought on his stern, controlling nature with your immature game-playing. I see this shit from faggots all the time in findom, and I’ve had plenty of Alphas in that scene complain to me about it. Maybe this will teach you that, if you keep tapping a shark on the nose, it’s eventually going to turn and bite you in half!

Your only way out of this is to leave him and let him try to contact people and embarrass you. That will be uncomfortable, but the people in your life worth keeping will forgive you and move on. Trust me, they will.

But before making that choice, it might be worth it to try serving him. Find out what it’s like to live as the owned faggot of an experienced Master. This is your chance. I understand why you’re nervous, brother. It’s a huge step. But like most steps, they produce FORWARD MOMENTUM.

And you’re a faggot who needs that more than anything right now.

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I’ve followed you for a while , something we don’t agree on is gay Alphas being equals to Straight Alphas.

Recently this thing came up again with this gay alpha that wants to my be his Straight friends bitch. I just don’t get why you can fully accept the existence of an hierarchy but can’t embrace the fact that being gay or Straight will affect your position in the pyramid.

To me it’s clear that Straight guys are superior , to most gay Alphas as well. I’m not saying I don’t respect my gay Alphas but REAL MEN are above them aswell. And I’m not even talking about Straight alphas but just regular guys. And frankly the proof was that gay alpha that despite being all dom to other gays he wants to submit to his Straight friends and I doubt that they are all Alphas. I’m not even saying that he’s not a real alpha , he is , but to gay men , still inferior to Straight guys , but how can a dude who wants they friends to be homophobic with them be equal to them ? he’s not. Simple.

I know that you believe that this gay inferiority thing is socially constructed cause gays are never allowed to be proud of their sexual conquests among Real Men, but as you said this is probably a thing that will never end cause it’s engrained in our society, so why not accept things as they are : Straight men > gay alphas.

Also let me add this : most of the Straight guys you praise are hella homophobic , they say shit like “pay for being gay” you think that they see gay alphas as equals ? That they respect them ? Absolutely not , cause they are gay too.

Let me clarify that this is not an attack at you , LOVE what you do , it’s just this tiny thing…

I get what you’re saying. After all, the original URL of FagsWorshipAlphas.com was FagsWorshipStraights.com. Additionally, I’ve mostly served straight Alphas throughout my life as s faggot, so some could credibly accuse me of straight bias. 

What we are discussing is a sort of chicken/egg scenario. You’re going to say gay Alphas are inferior to straight Alphas regardless of their circumstances because gay Alphas have submitted to straight Alphas. And I’m going to come back and say that they do those kinds of things because of being conditioned by a largely heterosexual society. 

And we go around and around.

I think part of the problem is that there are FEWER true gay Alphas out there. We see straight Alphas everywhere, and they are emboldened by society to act out their dominance freely. Gay Alphas are generally sneakier, again due to societal conditioning.

All I know is this: I’ve known plenty of gay Alphas who have never submitted to any Man, straight or gay. And these are real Men, extremely dominant and powerful. And I’m just never going to be convinced entirely that gay Alphas are lesser. 

Anyway, I appreciate the debate. Maybe I’ll tackle it on the podcast. I have a couple of gay Alphas lined up for interviews, so it might be a topic this season.

Thanks brother!

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I’m an older married to a woman submissive fag. I am addicted to alpha men and also to some degree to exposure among that group of men. Sometimes when I share my photos at some point there becomes an issue or a demand for money or I will be exposed. This has happened to me at least five times over the last few years. I’ve never actually paid but it does create great anxiety. This has happened on X and Kik and Reddit and on Grindr. What are your thoughts on this? Do I need to just stop what I’m doing and stay off the internet since I have this addiction?

Sorry for what I’m about to say to you, but I have no sympathy for your situation. Your cowardice has forced an innocent woman to live a lie. And instead of making things right by divorcing her, you instead decide to engage in clandestine and frankly dangerous rendezvous with strangers behind her back. And even worse, you’re getting involved in being EXTORTED, which will have a massively negative impact on her. 

It’s rare that I get a faggot as stupid and as selfish as you on this blog, and I’m glad. You should be utterly ashamed of yourself, and I am not telling you that so you can get off on it like some embarrassing sicko. 

I’m too disgusted by this situation. Do the right thing for ONCE and divorce this poor woman. Then you can go off into the darkness and destroy your life by yourself. Awful. 

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Sam,

I was curious about your thoughts on this text I received from my Master. It reads: Faggots should be raped, not made love to. the Bible says that a man is not to lay with another man like he lays with a woman. My understanding is that means they should be abused, humiliated, degraded, emasculated, used, and raped. Completely subservient in every way regardless to their wants, needs, and thoughts. Only thing that should be on their mind is serving their Master and improving on anything that their Master points out. 

I don’t think I have ever heard that particular argument on the Bible verse. What are your thoughts Sam? It’s kind of crazy to think that we are of the same species as men such as this. My life if difficult at time but also fulfilled.

I’m glad you feel fulfilled from serving this Master, so I’ll try to be respectful. Your Master is 1000% wrong about this particular Scripture (Leviticus 20:13) and basically everything else about this awesome book. 

The Bible absolutely condemns all same-sex relations. There’s no way around it. The Bible also condemns rape. And in the New Testament, Christians are exhorted to be peaceable and non-violent. So I think your Master either cannot read or he’s delusional.

People like your Master think that it’s okay to do whatever they want because God isn’t dramatically destroying the wicked like he did at Sodom and Gomorrah. But Jesus spoke of a “time of the end” in Matthew Chapter 24 and Mark 13 which would culminate in Armageddon, or God’s war against wicked mankind and the governments/false religion. He said “the last days” would be “just like the days of Noah” when God destroyed a wicked Earth being ruined by mutant offspring of humans and angels called Nephilim.

All signs point to the fact that we are deep in the time of the end, and not much time remains before this war occurs. 

With that in mind, notice what Paul wrote at 1 Corinthians 6:9-11: 

“Or do you not know that unrighteous people will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Do not be misled. Those who are sexually immoral, idolaters, adulterers, men who submit to homosexual acts, men who practice homosexuality,  thieves, greedy people, drunkards, revilers, and extortioners will not inherit God’s Kingdom. And yet that is what some of you were.”

So I want to tell you that your Master, no matter what he thinks, doesn’t dictate to God what is right or wrong. God’s giving everyone a chance to make a choice before the end comes. Just believe this: it’s coming soon!

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Hi Sam

My name is Reece and I’m a long time follower of the site (great work btw) here’s some backstory before I get into my situation,

I’m 28 years old and have been a faggot all my life. I started sucking dick at 13 years old with my friends older brother and his group of friends but I didn’t fully accept myself as a faggot until I was 16 when I started serving older teens and men full time. Cut to the pandemic and I was working full time and unfortunately I had an accident in work which has completely changed my life and has left me physically disabled, not to get into to much detail but it’s left me where I need crutches to walk, cannot sit or stand for long periods of times without experiencing immense pain, I can’t kneel or get onto my knees/hands and knees at all and now I have been left with further complications that has now affected my breathing so sucking cock, deep throating and being skull fucked are all now off the table and I have no clue if they will be back on at any point.

my question basically is how can I as a faggot serve my betters when I have so much wrong with me and can hardly do anything for my self, if I can’t provide relief through my holes then what’s the point. Are there alphas out there that can work with this as in the long run things could go back to normal but at this stage it’s unknown or should I just resign to life as a faggot that can no longer serve.

Sorry for the downbeat in the mood I just would love some advice from other faggots and maybe some alphas as I have no clue for my future.

Many thanks

Faggot Reece

Reece, Thank you very much for your touching story. I’m so sorry you’re currently going through this! 

I praise you for your intense desire to serve and be useful to Alphas throughout your life, even when you’re dealing with terrible adversity. It’s admirable! So many faggots fail this part of their journey and go nowhere. BUT YOU SERVED, and SERVED WELL! You should be proud of that.

But here’s the sober truth (and you, as a longtime reader, know I don’t sugarcoat things) my brother: now is not the time to serve Alphas. You need to conserve all of your strength and focus on your recovery from this injury in order to stabilize your life.

I know it’s popular in this space to say stupid shit like “faggots are worthless” or whatever, but that’s idiotic and immature. Faggots are simply driven to submit and serve, but we are still human. We hurt, we struggle, we endure, often with a bravery that might match any Alpha. 

And that’s you right now … my brave brother. You need to set service aside right now. NOT FOREVER, just for the moment. Focus entirely on your recovery, and I think you’ll be surprised what you accomplish.

My heart is with you, my brother. Stay strong, and please keep me posted on your progress! 

Love,

your brother sam

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Hey Sam I’ve been reading the site for a while, except for when the URL changed and I couldn’t find it.

For context to the question I’m an 18yr old faggot from the UK. I feel like a failure because I don’t enjoy sex.

My first real sexual experience was in a tent during DofE (it’s a challenge that includes a 2 day hike) when I was 14. During the night the guy I was sharing the tent with was slowly scooting towards me. When I realised what he was doing I pushed myself back into him so we were effectively spooning (I’m pretty impatient).  One thing lead to another and he ended up giving me a BJ. This only lasted a minute or so because I told him to stop as I wasn’t enjoying the sensation. I decided I should suck him off aswell but that only lasted a minute too because I didn’t like that either.

The next 4 years I was just watching porn, mostly BDSM, and it got pretty extreme to the point of watching castration and scat videos. I started playing online with people and it was some of the most fun I’ve ever had.

My next real experience was as an 18yr old with a guy I met off grinder. We were both into scat and piss so that’s was what we did. I pissed on him and he fucked me (my first time getting fucked) then made me suck his dirty cock afterwards. But while he was fucking me I didn’t feel anything (pleasure or pain). It was just … boring. I didn’t cum and wasn’t even hard at any point during the meet (ofc I made sure he enjoyed himself and let him breed me). I assumed my lack of a reaction was just because of first time nerves and how I’d been watching all this dramatic stuff online then had a relatively tame meet.

Over the space of about 3 months I started doing more extreme stuff (bondage, impact play, CBT, throat fucking, piss drinking and shit eating) hoping that eventually I’d have fun. The entire time, for all these meets, I was soft and not enjoying myself the way I imagined which left me pretty disheartened. I decided to go back to what I knew I liked and try online stuff. Long story short I met a dom online and it was amazing. We are into all the same things and have the same viewpoints where it matters. He even reads this site! Because of him I got a WiFi security camera for my room so he can check in on me whenever he likes. I also bought a chastity cage. He set rules for me and helped me focus on my school work, he also makes me workout every day as he wants me to have a more defined body. This got me back in the mood to have sex again and so I started to meet people but sadly not the dom I was speaking to as he wanted me to have a little more experience before I served him. I did however find someone else who was looking for a sub to train and we have an AMAZING time together. Sadly the problem persists. I enjoy him and spending time with him (especially the cuddles!) but having sex isn’t fun to me. I told him this and he tried to finger me and massage my prostate hoping that would help me but it didn’t really do anything for me. It just felt like pressure on my bladder. He decided to change things up and focused our meets to more service roles (foot worship and domestic service). I really enjoy both of those things but I feel like a failure for not enjoying sex. Of course I still get fucked by him as I understand that just because I don’t enjoy something doesn’t give me the right to refuse him and ruin his fun.

The chastity is also a problem but this message is FAR too long already to dive into that. Thank you for any help you can give me Sam as I really want to be a good faggot.

Your situation is pretty bewildering to be honest. It seems like you’re having trouble with intimacy in a general way. You’re not satisfied with topping or bottoming, so it’s difficult to isolate whether you might be a latent Alpha (which involves an Alpha who mistakenly believes he’s a faggot) or if you’re asexual (not interested in any kind of sexual contact). 

I am personally thinking you’re not asexual because you seem to enjoy sexual stuff online. But that alone is an issue that is becoming more widespread as younger generations raised on the internet retreat behind screens and lose touch with in-person interactions. This is NOT HEALTHY and will lead to a life of unfulfillment. Humans need interpersonal communication and interaction, especially when it comes to intimacy. 

I’m not fully convinced you are a faggot, either. Stop worrying about being a “good faggot” and just try finding interactions that make you feel comfortable. Everything else will fall into place, but not until you correct whatever is causing you to struggle with intimate contact. It might not be a bad idea to talk to a therapist, honestly. 

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Hello Sam
A few days ago my boy sent you a message complaining about how it hurts when I fuck him. He showed me your website and your answer to his question. You are doing an excellent work, well done. I’ve been fucking faggots for a decade and I’ve never heard about your work. Keep up the good work.

I’m writing to you because I imagine many fags read your website and I want to say that he is fine. Although I believe that it is important for a faggot to endure some pain to make sure they don’t forget their place, I would never hurt him or any other boy on purpose. In fact, after he wrote to you he was honest with me about how he felt and I’m much more careful now. I did not know my dick was hurting him so bad. But now I got him three different dildos for him to practice more often, and he’s much better now. I am exploring more his throat to let his ass recover.

So Men, take care of your boys!
Boys, be honest with your Men!

This is a follow-up to THIS QUESTION.

Master, thank you for reaching out to me with this glorious and inspired message! I also thank you for your kind words and your blessing on what I’m doing here!

I must tell you that your faggot’s letter really touched me. I wanted to reach through the internet and hold him. He seemed so genuinely disappointed and sad, not only because of the discomfort, but also because seemed resigned to never being able to please you properly. The greatest faggots always have that selflessness at the core of their being, and yours has that in abundance.

Of course, an Alpha like you who has owned and used faggots for as long as you have already knows this. I just had to make that point first, Master.

I celebrate you and your response to this situation because I want other Alpha Masters to appreciate it and consider your actions thoughtfully. Ask any faggot who has actually served Alphas, and you will hear lots of horror stories of terrible, cruel, and unconscionable Masters who practically torture their faggots. And these faggots suffer the cruelty because of the same mindset that your faggot had – that pain is all a faggot deserves. 

I smiled when you even admitted that pain is an important component of owning faggots, Master. I can tell by the way you phrased it that you know HOW strategic application of pain is useful in molding a proper faggot mindset. I wouldn’t have the kind of respect I have for Alpha power today if I hadn’t learned to endure Alpha ruts, Alpha discipline,  and large Alpha cocks. I learned these things from the great Masters who’ve owned me over the years, Men very much like you.

So I now know my little faggot brother is in the best hands. Through your power, wisdom, and skill your faggot will find purpose and pleasure, fulfillment and peace. I thank you, Master, for reaching out and setting such a fine example!

I beg you, Master: please write to me at hi*****************@***il.com. I would very much like to add your voice to the wide roster of great Alpha voices on this site, not only to instruct your brother Alphas, but also to give hope to the lost faggots who come here searching for hope.

Thank you again, Master! 

Yours,

sam the faggot   

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Hi ! I am 20 years old and I have two questions ( and sorry I m french so my English is horrible) :

– First : I search what is my place une the hierarchy, yes it’s strange but for the moment I don’t know. Effectively I have two part of me : one part want to be more manly, practise sport many time in week, love to be superior, love to command, and think I have charisma ( but this part is hard to assume because I have bad self esteem and stress disorder ) ; the second part want to obey and be useful for a real man, feel weak in front of certain man and be excited by story of fag ( but I scare because I have toxic sexual part and I can’t  to dissociate toxic of good for the moment ). So I don’t know where is my place in hierarchy.

– The second question is more simple, I have two boyfriend, I m in love with us but they no sensual and dominant so often I want more sensuality and hard sex, what can I do ?

thanks and have good day

It is a little difficult to understand what you’re asking me! I’ll try my best!

Whenever we are confused about our place in Hierarchy, it is useful to try a few things sexually. It sounds like you have a few options with whom you can experiment. Try topping only, try bottoming only. See if you can isolate what makes you feel most complete and comforted. 

I often liken that feeling to coming home after a long trip. That feeling of comfort, of being in the right place.

From what I understand of what you wrote, I think experimentation is the best course.

As for the two boyfriends, it’s clear that you are not sexually compatible with them. Yes, you love them, but you’re not PASSIONATELY in love with them. So you’re wasting your time by focusing on them. 

I hope that helps, even thought I’m shooting in the dark.

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I’m 28 , gay , Alpha top and I’ve always been like that. Never bottomed never even considered submitting to another dude… till recently. I don’t know how it started but when I’m with my straight friends I feel like a beta around them and the worse part is that they turn me on , admitting this shit it’s hard cause they my bros and we are supposed to be on the same level(?) but fuck I’m getting to a point where because of this “arousal” I’m becoming more and more “submissive” with them and I’m scared they are starting to notice. Can’t stop the fantasies expecially when around them and they talk about the pussies they get ,being all manly and shit…and can’t stop the fantasies of them callin me a fag, humiliating me , laughing at me for being the gay of the group , crave for them to do to me what I do to my bottoms. The sad part is that this fantasies I have ,never involve gay men , not even my fellow alpha tops , only straight men I never had this kind of fantasies and now I’m getting them more and more to a point that in honesty I can’t say anymore that this thing is limited to my friends but it’s slowly affectin my view of straight men in general and that is scary. When I’m aroused and I’m having a solo session I just run with it but when the clarity hits I’m disgusted at myself , fantasizing at my friends , craving for them to say some homophobic shit… Why ? Why this Is happening to me. I don’t wanna be a beta , I never even wanted to be a bottom  , I know you’re a fag and you are proud, I guess, of your submissiveness but how can I stop , delete my growing submission towards straight men?

Sir, thank you for your brave and honest admission! I think all lower-tier guys (especially faggots) think Alphas are infallible and impervious to self-doubt, which is of course ludicrous. You deserve a lot of respect for this crucial letter, one that plagues a lot of gay Alphas.

I use the word “plague” purposefully, Sir, because that is exactly what it is. Sadly, gay Alphas are conditioned by the same heteronormative social pressure that other gays are influenced by as well. All gays are told throughout their lives that they’re not “normal” or they’re weaker or sissified or inferior to straights. Heterosexuality is the dominant sexuality, of course, so they get to make the rules about what is acceptable and unacceptable. 

But Sir, I’m here to tell you unequivocally that gay Alphas are NOT subject to such weak and foolish bigotry. Alphas as a class (both straight and gay) stand apart from society, ahead of it, leading it. Alphas stand together as a ruling class, a loyal fraternity of Earth’s mightiest Men. YOU ARE A PART OF THAT CLASS, SIR. You are just as superior as your straight Alpha brothers. 

I might posit this: I believe gay Alphas are actually a MORE powerful distillation of Alphahood than straight Alphas! Consider this: gay Alphas actually OWN SLAVES. Gay Alphas do much more training of subs than straight Alphas. Gay Alphas breed many, many more people than straight Alphas. Gay Alphas are the purest Alphas because they are Alphas unshackled from the compromises and constraints of females. 

I don’t know if you ever read this extraordinary account from a Latino Apex Alpha named Master JA (CLICK HERE), but it’d be worth it. In that testimony, straight Master JA has an Apex Alpha brother who is GAY. And after years of watching his gay Alpha brother get all of the sex and worship he desired while he was stuck in a loveless straight marriage, he decided to try using faggots and LOVED IT. 

What do we learn from this account? Gay Alphas point the way to true power that straight Alphas miss entirely UNLESS they discover the deeper truths of Hierarchy (through places like this website, or gay Alphas like YOU) and start owning/using faggots!

I’m tired of gay Alphas (and gays in general) being made to feel like they’re lesser when they absolutely AREN’T. And it saddens me to see how easily we give up our own power to that prejudice. 

I’ve known gay Alphas who are 1000% MEN and absolutely equal to any straight Alpha. Some of them were highly-decorated military Alphas who ran battleships (and also fucked every faggot onboard, and turned out a few others), and I guarantee you they never, ever felt inferior to any straight Alpha. 

They never felt inferior to straight Alphas because they understood and appreciated Hierarchy. Hierarchy is a POWER-BASED structure, and not based on sexuality. A Man is born with this power, this strength within him to dominate and lead (or not, as in the case of betas and faggots). You were born with that, Sir. You’ve lived a life of domination and worship as dictated and driven by that inborn Alpha need of yours.

If you want any further evidence, just wait a couple of years until these straight Alpha friends fall into society-mandated marriages that end up restricting their natural impulses and muting their power. Meanwhile, you can build a Kingdom around yourself and fuck anyone you choose, do anything you want. Will they be superior to you then? OF COURSE NOT.

As a gay Alpha, you know more about the truth of Hierarchy than your straight Alpha brothers. You get the best head (on command, by the way) and as much pussy as your heart desires. They don’t. 

I implore you not to surrender the superiority nature gave to you, Sir. You’re absolutely not inferior to your straight brothers. It’s just society whispering lies into your ears and beating you down. Don’t let them take away the crown you were given, Sir! 

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Hey,

I know I am a faggot for quite a long time, but have been suppressing these feelings for a long time. Lately, I have been trying to reconnect with these feelings and mid/end of Novemeber started to experiment with chastity cages a bit by myself…

Now I did not cum for 3 week (last 2 continuously in a cage) and today I experienced something I never did. While I got aroused – kinda randomly – I felt the urge… to top… like… to actually fuck something/-one.
I have always been like an almost total bottom and never really experienced this. It was a really really realls strong urge and I am sure, if i would have taken the cage of and topped at that moment I would have loved it during that time…
I just endured it and waited for it to fade, but it was really… strong and… weird. I was always questioning myself what Alphas and Tops in general feel when they are horny and I feel like I got a very brief (and low intensity?) glimpse into this.

I actually love this – not because it changed anything of what I am or what I am meant to be, as it did not – but because I feel like this helped me to understand the urges of Alphas better and therefore be better at serving them.

However, I never heard of something like that or just didnt see it…. Is this something… common when experiencing chastity? I am just 3 weeks in and am excited what is yet to come (planned for 6 months :-! )

Well that’s an interesting reaction, for sure! I’ve never encountered that personally either in chastity or out, and I’ve never heard of another caged fag express such desires, either. 

We must be careful about this and pay close attention to it, because it might be indicating something suppressed in you. I’m not saying that’s definitely the case with you, but I think it bears close monitoring. I’m going to bookmark this question for future reference just in case, and I’d like you to communicate directly with me if there are other such strange changes or similar eruptions of Alpha-like aggression. My email is hi*****************@***il.com

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Hi Sam!! I love you so much <3 your website is so amazing, I learn so much

So I am 19 Sam, and my bf is 29. I know I am a faggot and that’s what I want to be. He loves to dominate me and treat me like his personal hole to use and fuck. I cook for him, clean for him, do the laundry, etc And I am so happy!

But I have one question and I want your opinion… He fucks me every day and always hurts. In the beginning I told him to go slow or fuck just with the half of his dick but after some time I let him fuck the way he like (deep and hard). So is it normal to hurt all the time or it get better with time? I just close my eyes when he is fucking and wait to feel the cum inside me. I love the feeling of serving him but I never feel pleasure with the dick inside me because it hurt so much. I lost my viriginty with him and never saw other dick, so I don’t know what to do.

Faggots always feel pain and that’s normal, or I am doing something wrong? I really love to be a faggot and I understand if i need to feel the pain but sometimes I see bottoms enjoying so much, so I don’t know if it’s normal.

Thank you Sam!!! I love you a lot!

Thank you for your sincere question, little brother! I love you, too!

Certainly, anal sex can come with some amount of pain, especially when you lose your virginity. But it makes me sad that a young, genuine, heartfelt faggot like you feels resigned to a life of painful service when that is NOT true at all. 

First and foremost, you MUST be using LOTS of lube every time. Since you are having sex without a condom, you should be using SILICONE lubricant because it is significantly slicker and longer-lasting. The lube should be slathered on your hole and his dick before penetration. 

You also need to stretch your hole a little bit. You can use buttplugs of increasing size to help open your hole. Also, there is this amazing technique pioneered by CagedJock to very carefully open a hole: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/caged-jock-how-to-stretch-a-fags-hole/

And finally, you need to relax. Unfortunately, your Alpha has made that more difficult because he keeps hurting you without any consideration for what you’re going through. If he knew more about what he was doing, he might be able to improve to the point that he could cunt you, a moment you both should want. But he’s never going to cunt you by fucking you the way he is right now. 

I ask that you please talk to him about the pain you’re experiencing and how desperately you want to be a good faggot for him. Beg him to help you feel more comfortable with sex, because the pain is making it difficult to serve properly. If you need to, point him to my answer here. Whatever it takes. He must understand both your pain and your admirable desire to keep serving him.

I really hope you manage to correct this and find pleasure in your service, little brother. A good faggot like you is so rare to find, and your Alpha should be appreciative enough to try and help you serve him. You deserve it! 

I love you, sweetheart!

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Emotions changes from day to day. I feel that’s how life works. The issue is submission and one day really needy towards it and the next day having nothing to do with it or even confused by what just happened. Is it a zone, kink or why is the switch so different. Happens online and on person. Feeling a way, then next not so much. I don’t know if this is me?

I remember when I first started masturbating, or the first time I had sex, or the first time I sucked dick … I tried to run away from all of those things afterward because I was wracked with guilt or even disgust. But guess what? I quickly got over that disgust as my true feelings reemerged, and I returned to it.

I think you are experiencing something similar. What you’re describing isn’t conscious switch behavior, but rather an emotional reaction against certain behaviors for some reason. 

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Since I was young, I can remember craving the attention of really masculine Men. I was really confused by this and tried to hide it. I tried to be more masculine, gain muscle, talk with a deeper voice, and roll with the guys. Eventually, I realized I was gay. I tried to convince myself that I was a top. I never fucked anyone but I tried starting relationships with fem guys that invariably didn’t work. They could sense there was something in me that didn’t quite feel right. I was really depressed for a while.

Eventually, I stumbled on some Tumblr blogs that put things in perspective for me. I started to realize that, though I am male, I am not a Man. I had been told my whole life to be masculine, to fuck with my penis, to be a Man. But I learned that I was actually a pussy boy and that I should learn to use my boy hole instead of my boy clit.

I didn’t know what to think at first. I didn’t want to give up my masculinity and be a bitch, be the girl in the relationship. I started looking at my hole in the mirror and playing with my ass cheeks, still too afraid to put something inside. I started masturbating in strange position with my ass up in the air. It felt good but scary to be in those vulnerable positions.

As I started watching porn more oriented towards pussy boys, I found myself thinking about how great it must feel to surrender to a real Man, to give in to my desires, to please Men, to get fucked. I realized I needed to buy a dildo and try it out. What was the worst that could happen?

When that dildo finally pierced my hole, I permanently changed. I had never felt such sensations in my entire life. The feeling of being opened up and fucked like a bitch boy was incredible, over powering, and undeniable. I couldn’t keep running from it.

But run I did. I went through several dildos since that first one. I’d use one for a while and then throw it out, afraid of what I had done. But I always bought another; I craved it in my hole.

And that’s where I am now. I still crave cock in my boy pussy, but I’m still too afraid and embarrassed to admit that I’m a pussy boy.

I feel like I failed as a Man. And I guess I know I did…I feel so conflicted. I don’t want to cage my dick, but I want to cage it. I don’t want to submit, but I want to submit. I don’t know. I’m just tired of feeling like this.

Well, I don’t know what I can really say here. There’s no question you’re a faggot, but if you’re going to be this freaked out about a DILDO then you have almost no hope of ever serving a Man.

There’s a wonderful expression in English: “Shit, or get off the pot.” In other words, get the job done … or quit trying. I don’t have any magical words to make you get the courage to try – that’s all on you. The sad truth is there are plenty of faggots like you out there who will never fully experience their true purpose simply because they couldn’t muster the courage to try. 

I can only show you the path. I can’t make you walk it. 

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