Hi Sam. I hope all is well. Long-time fan of your work, we’re talking since the early days of FWA on Tumblr! I was generally following you on Twitter the last year or so, but after a bit of a Twitter detox I was very disappointed to come back and see your page has gone. What happened?
As usual, I was cancelled because my message is too incendiary and rattles too many cages. I’m also getting cancelled for my prolific and unrepentant use of the word “faggot” (which I do try to alter to disguise it, but still). The “LINKS” page on this site is up-to-date on everywhere I can be found on social media at the moment.
I’m a 40 year-old Alpha, I’ve been using fags for 20 years now and learned about training them. I usually check your page once a week to see what is going on, jerk off, check the fags and the Alphas, etc, but I have never reached out to you
This morning I woke up and saw this outstanding letter by Fag Gio, this sweet gorgeous faggot. You already congratulated him in your post but I want to talk a little bit about this boy from an Alpha perspective.
He is probably one of the best and most committed fags I’ve heard of in these 20 years of fucking hundreds of them. I am very much into fucking fags with Alpha brothers and it’s extremely rare to find a fag willing to try a dp. Gio not only accepted his Master’s wish, but also tried twice even when he didn’t need to do it anymore. This is really impressive.
He said in his letter that he took both cocks for “only” 2 or 3 minutes, but that’s also incredible. The fags I’ve fucked in dp before usually took it for no more than 30 seconds. Besides being an Alpha, I happen to be a doctor, so I understand very well of how anal sex works. A dp can be harder than a fist for fags, because two different men are stretching the fag’s hole in different paces and the fag pussy needs to stretch much more than the human body is used to.
Gio’s definition at the end of the letter is also beautiful. He understands that it’s not about his pleasure but he was happy to please his two men. From a biological perspective, I do think it’s almost impossible for a faggot to enjoy such a intense and radical experience. As Gio described, the fag’s pussy naturally tries to expell the second cock. However, from a hierarchical perspective and as an Alpha, I admit that it’s really hot to see a sub fagboy making such a huge effort to please me.
But to conclude, as a health professional, I must emphasize that fags should only try this if they have a good Master like Lorenzo, what an example for all of us. Gay porn makes DP seems something simple, but it is not at all. If the two Masters are not very careful and don’t use lots of lube, it can injure the fag’s hole. But if it is correctly done, it becomes an incredibly effective training tool for the fagboy, as happened with Gio.
So I wanna say congratulations to this sweet little fag who took two Men in his pussy for impressive 2 minutes, as well as congratulations for his incredibly thoughtful Master Lorenzo and his brother Jose.
Master, thank you so much for your insightful and professional thoughts!
I absolutely love when one of the many powerful Alphas reading this site in secret suddenly reveal themselves when they find something that stimulates them to action! It means so much to me to be able to produce content that my superiors can then use to train their faggots or to sharpen their own approach in claiming faggots.
But it also means a lot to me when Alphas like you with expertise join in the discussion around here! I thought your medical advice was (of course) spot-on, and mirrored how I initially advised Giovanni. But, like you said, Giovanni is owned by an extraordinarily thoughtful and powerful Alpha, Master Lorenzo, who cares deeply for his most prized possession. He’s never going to hurt Gio permanently.
I just wrote to Master Joe about the purpose and function of pain for faggots, Master. I think you’ll find that interesting. I’ll probably be expanding that thought in a different post. I’d love to hear your perspective, Master!
In fact, now that I know you a bit, I’d love to feature you and your story on the site if you’re willing! My email is hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com!
Thank you again for your lovely thoughts about my brother Gio! He’ll be so proud to receive your compliments! Thank you, Master!
I just wanted to thank you for your advice on how handle my attraction to Master Omar after he cunted me. You made me realise that the experience was so intoxicating that I was being selfish without realising it, and that it should be up to masters Craig and Omar to decide what to do with me.
Although I would have not dared to mention my doubts to Master Craig I think he suspected something as he was especially strict with me this last week.
On Monday he called me ordering me to go to his house as usual. When I got there I found the door half open but no one answered. I entered the living room and I immediately heard screams of pleasure inside Master Craig’s room. He was fucking one of his faggots and he asked me to get undressed, kneel on the floor and watch. I waited patiently for my turn as always but this time after breeding the other faggot, he looked at me and said “good boy, you can go home now”. Of course I obeyed without questioning it, but I felt so sad and jealous of the other faggot that I had just seen take his cum!
Master Craig repeated this “ritual” every other day of the week until Friday, when I found him alone in his room and he told me that he was going to fuck me. Oh Sam, when he finally bred my pussy I felt tears in my eyes!
Master Craig has mentioned that in some days I will have to give another special welcome to Master Omar. However, this week’s subtle punishment has made me realise that he I don’t have the power to decide and that unless Master Craig decides to exchange me, he is the only one I have to serve.
Wow! What Master Craig did there was a brutal variation of a training technique I’ve dubbed “The Nuclear Option”! It’s typically a way for straight Alphas to break a faggot that’s disobedient or has fallen in love with them. I know it works, because an Alpha once used it on me! It hurt, but I was much wiser after!
In this case Master Craig was training you to be more grateful to be owned by him. From the tearful way you received Master Craig’s cock and cum at the end of the week, it sounds like the training was quite effective!
I wonder what triggered Master Craig to feel the need to do this. Is he reading this site and saw your previous letter to me? Did he feel he needed to reassert his dominance after the much larger Master Omar fucked you? Or is he just very attuned to the emotional states of his faggots?
Regardless, I now have a much deeper respect for Master Craig! He’s clearly an expert owner of faggots, and a Man you should be so grateful to serve! No, he may not be the one who cunts you … but he knows how to make you appreciate the feeling of his cock and cum inside you!
Hey Sam. I wrote a while back, asking about how to come with terms with not servicing alphas anymore because I don’t draw attention as much as I did when I was a bit younger and had a smaller figure. Yes, I indeed let myself go over the past 3 years or so… Depression sucks, I’ll tell you that much. You lose track of yourself in a lot of aspects of your life, ranging from not functioning properly at work to just not care about what you eat, how you sleep, how you present yourself and and you realize you don’t recognize yourself anymore when you look at the mirror. So please take care of your mental health – you and everyone reading this.
Now that I got that out of my system, I’d like to say a quick thank you to Master Francesco.
I read his letter about a fag who needed a diet plan and he even went out of his way to put one together for him. First of all, I found that an AMAZING act of leadership and care. That faggot should be ashamed of himself for not listening and giving this Master the respect her RIGHTFULLY deserves, because stopping whatever he had to do to think about the faggot needs and plan a whole diet routine TO IMPROVE the life of the fag is not something we see very often. But I decided to implement the core of that plan in my routine. I’m not following that exact same meal plan, but I adapted that for the things I can eat and, Sam… I know it’s a simple thing, but sometimes what seems obvious should be said out loud. It’s been only a month, but I feel more energetic, I’m sleeping better, I’ve been able to hit the gym more often and in this past month since I read Master Francesco letter and implemented his plan in my routine I’ve lost ~ 11lbs (we use kg here, so I had to convert lol). All that because I read Master Francesco’s letter and decided to implement his guidance on my routine. I know I won’t get to thank him directly for that, but I just wanted say that he may not helped the fag he was intending to help, but there’s one here in Rio de Janeiro who’s really thankful for him for saying how a proper meal plan helps a faggot and how our diet can improve us to serve better.
I still have many pounds left to go, but I feel like I’m on a right path, and Master Francesco has a huge role on that. So… Thank you Sam for sharing with us his words and THANK YOU MASTER FRANCISCO for being such a great protector alpha with a very keen sense of leadership.
Thank you for your honest, heartfelt letter, Felipe!
I think there are many faggots out there struggling with body issues. As you mentioned, depression plays a part in that. It’s really hard to crawl out of a hole when you’ve lost the will to climb.
Like you, I thought Master Francesco’s diet was a thoughtful gift he gave, not only to that disrespectful faggot, but to every fag who visits this site. Masters like him make me proud to be a faggot.
I’m so happy to hear the diet is working well for you, brother, and that it’s giving you a goal to work toward as you refocus yourself!
I really hope Master Francesco reads this and feel pride over what his words are accomplishing!
Have you heard anything from the faggot who is serving those two brothers? I always found his story to be an inspiration to faggots. It’s amusing that a fag would be surprised when a man takes over his life.
I haven’t heard anything from Sean the faggot since January or so. I sent him a note to say “Hi”, so we’ll see if/when he answers, Sir! And yes, the story was surprising on multiple levels given how quickly Master Eric took over Sean’s stake in the company while the other board members were quick to surrender power to the new Alpha.
I have a friend. Well, he was a friend, who I have recently reached out to after a long time of not talking to each other. He has known about me and how I identify as a faggot. Thats actually how we meet. A friend of his was going to use me but he swooped in and got me to meet him prior to anything happing. But I never served him. We became fast friends. He know about my micro penis and the dom sub lifestyle I am into. So we held off on it while we worked together and traveled. But he was always into it. We hung out for a year before we got into a fight over work then we dint talk to each other for 8 months. I was the one who blew him off. But I did it to put a gap between us so I could then approach him as the faggot I am. I texted him out of the blue a few weeks back speaking to him the way you do an alpha and he was really into and loved the idea of putting my faggot ass to work. I know he wants to but is hesitant and he has a boyfriend who he met just before we stopped talking. He has slowly been taking to me and has plans for me but I am getting the feeling he is holding back. I have offered to clean his car his house take care of his garden. Just today he had me bake him cookies and bring them to him at work. Which is the place out fight actually was over. So it was humiliating to have to go back there and he know that. But I didn’t know that he and his bf where still togther and I now realize that might be what’s stopping him or he is having trouble seeing me as his inferior and a faggot, i was his boss and was training him, its why I never served him. To complicated. But I am not sure. What I would like to know now is what do I do from here? I don’t want to pester him, so I leave communication up to him because it’s not about my needs or desire to serve him. Today was the first day I saw him in 8 months or talked to him, not through text and I could tell his confidence has grown. and he was gauging the situation. Before he had talked to me about filming him and his boy fuck and edit it for online, so I was thinking of making him or offering my services to his boyfriend too who I know nothing about. or if he even knows we are talking again. He has not said anything to my offers other than I will build him a green house and maintain his garden, so the desier is there of him but just not sure what to do to cross the threshold. He is super hot him and his bf and I want to please them both but not sure the best way to go about it. I am a masculine looking and sounding faggot most people think I am straight and scary so its causes some problems because I do have the look and demeanor but I want to pacify when texting him and being around him. Any thought or suggestion would be great. Thank you!!!!!!
Thank you for the question, brother!
Your situation is quite interesting, if not a bit weird. I don’t understand why (or how) the chemistry between you and this Dom was ignored and turned into a friendship. Regardless, you took a huge risk in walking away in order to reset the relationship.
But as far as I can tell, the gambit worked. He’s clearly still interested in using you, but the limitations are probably due to the existing relationship.
The beautiful thing about being a faggot is the fact that a faggot can be added to a pre-existing relationship as a slave for the couple. So that could work for you, too. You mentioned that you wouldn’t mind serving both of them, right? So I’d shoot for that.
It doesn’t sound like you’re getting much alone time with this Dom. If you could, I would suggest that you kneel and kiss his feet and ask him if you can serve him properly. Apologize to him for your previous failure to accept your place, and beg him to accept your worship. See what he does.
Don’t want this question to be taken into the politics implications of it (Israel vs. Palestine). But, what do you think of many liberals gays “Pro-Palestine”?
I can understand that for them, in their PoV, Israel is commiting a genocide. But the critique feels like blindfully downplaying Palestine aka Hamas on whatever the do, like the Oct. 7 attacks, and still keeping hostages. And no mention on the fact that these people will kill any LGBT folk if they have the change.
And related to this, I find it hilarious this recent idea from the Left, that being liberal and leftists, means supporting Islam. When Islam is against everything you say you fight for.
P.D.: I’m not in the Left or the Right wing. I consider myself classical liberal (believe in the freedom of individuals above everything). So in these polarized days, it makes me have arguments with both sizes. I’ve even been called fascist and Nazi just for not supposing identity politics
Thanks for the question … I guess! LOL
Part of the problem with your point about Israel’s response to the October 7, 2023 attack by Hamas is that this conflict goes back a very long time prior to that date. This isn’t so cut and dried as “Hamas attacked Israel and they responded in kind” because there are reasons why Hamas attacked Israel … namely, that Israel has been systematically strangling the Palestinians in Gaza. And since Hamas initiated that attack in 2023, Israel has been unrelentingly pulverizing the relatively-defenseless Palestinians.
If there is truly a demonic figure in all of this, it’s right-wing dictator wannabe Benjamin Netanyahu. He wants to murder (and has been murdering) every single Palestinian and take over Gaza for Israel. He was involved in this before the Hamas attack, and he’s been unconscionable ever since. He should be brought up for crimes against humanity at The Hague.
Ultimately, this extremely sad situation was caused by cramming two radically different ideologies into the same area after the Second World War. Both peoples consider the area to be the holiest of lands (in that regard, Israel has the more obvious claim), and neither group will ever surrender the land.
But unfortunately for Palestine is the fact that Israel has the United States as a ride-or-die partner thanks to the dumbest and greediest U.S. President in history fantasizing about building luxury hotels on the bodies of dead Palestinians.
This is Dan, a faggot that has been serving its alpha, Craig, for around two years. Since I started my service Master Craig has had other faggots on the side. I live about an hour away from him but when he is horny and calls me I have to make sure to go to his flat and be ready to be fucked. Sometimes if it takes me longer than usual he calls some of his other faggots and makes me wait outside his bedroom while he fucks them. I get so jealous hearing their screams from the other side of the door! But he knows that I will always come back and loyally wait for my turn.
In these two years I had only been fucked by him but this changed about a week ago. He called me and ordered to go to his house as always and I found him sitting next to another man that introduced himself as Master Omar. Master Craig told me that he is an old friend and business partner with whom he sometimes trade “bitches”. Apparently Master Omar had let him use one of his subs and he wanted to pay him the favor with me. I felt honored and nervous at the same time but of course I agreed and Master Craig left us alone in his house.
Master Omar is a tall black man in his forties, fit but with a bit of a belly and with a deep voice that intimidated me as soon as he started speaking. He ordered me to get naked and get ready for his cock, so I obeyed and got on all fours. When Master Omar took his cock out I started to shake. It was much bigger than Master Craig’s and it had a pronounced curve at the end. I told him that I didn’t think it would fit me, but he told me to shut up and after some pushing he managed to open my pussy. I had never felt more full! He fucked me pushing down for some minutes and then turned me over to fuck me in missionary. As he was roughly thrusting inside I felt the full length of his cock inside me and I started to scream. Instead of stopping his thrusts he pushed deeper and I felt his cock opening my second hole. I started to shake and my muscles became loose. He whispered “you are mine now” and came inside me. After this he just got dressed and left.
I couldn’t stop thinking about Master Omar after our encounter. I know I belong to Master Craig, but he has never fucked me in a similar way. From reading your blog I believe that Master Omar cunted me and is something I never felt with my master. Master Craig has told me that Master Omar was very satisfied with my service and that he wanted to repeat. I feel guilty but I can’t wait.
What do you think I should do Sam? Do we as faggots need to remain loyal to our masters even when we are not being properly cunted?
Thank you for the question!
Wow, it sounds like you have a terrific Master! He seems to treat you well, and you honor him and respect him just as any good faggot should! I’m proud of you!
Master Craig clearly offered you to his Alpha buddy because he’s proud of you and owning you. He offered his best faggot, something Alphas do with Alphas they respect.
Yes, I think Master Omar cunted you, and I think he intended to do that. There seemed to be a moment when he made the decision to cunt you (it is something that can be forced to happen) with the express intent to take ownership of you. In fact, he even stated it: “you are mine now.” The cunting and breeding might have been for the sake of his ego alone, I don’t know. But he knew what he was doing.
To the point of your question: I don’t think you should abandon Master Craig just because of this one instance with Master Omar. It sounds like Master Omar is going to return to use you again (and Master Craig seems okay with that), so I’d wait and see how this progresses. Master Craig has more than enough faggots, so the two Alphas could arrange a swap of some kind if Master Omar (not you) wants it to happen.
I know it’s tempting to have “shiny object syndrome” and get distracted by an incredible experience like a cunting. But you must try to keep your senses and play this properly.
The following post is part of a thread following a 30-year-old Italian Alpha named Francesco who is living in America with a 19-year-old faggot. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
This is going to be a blended post, because technically Master Francesco asked this in my Questions From Readers inbox as a specific question, so I’ll answer it as such yet keep it in his thread.
So you might remember that Master Francesco was dealing with a chubby young faggot with terrible eating habits that caused the faggot to have terrible digestive issues. This made fucking the faggot nearly impossible, and it rightfully frustrated Master Francesco to the point that he dismissed it.
Following that story, I received a lot of feedback about proper diets for faggots, etc. I don’t have a lot of hard rules about such things, except for the fact that if something isn’t working, it needs to be stopped. This fat little faggot wasn’t taking Master Francesco seriously, which is at least as bad (in my mind worse) as the irresponsible diet.
But now there’s a new wrinkle:
Hey, this is Master Francesco
Can you believe that after my bad experience with the chubby faggot I met a vegan fag from California? He eats leaves and grains the whole day, and drinks lots of water. I can easily fuck him twice a day and he is always ready. The other boy keeps texting me wanting to get back but I’m telling him that I gave him too many chances to change his habits. He keeps saying that he can be my cocksucker if I don’t wanna fuck his ass.
So I’d like to know your opinion, Sam. Am I being too mean to this 19-year-old fag and his belly full of chicken wings? Maybe I should keep him just as a side cocksucker but at the same time I think that I can make a change in his life if he gets healthier. I told him that I’ll fuck his pussy again if he loses some weight and get healthier. Meanwhile, the vegan boy is the best fuck I’ve ever had. He knows how to submit to a Man, it’s impressive. He’s 21 and still very tight but enough experience to drive a Man crazy with his lips and pussy.
I love Protector Alphas like you, Master! Even when a faggot is refusing to change, you still see potential and have the desire to help!
It’s definitely noble of you to want to still try to help this fag, Master, but sometimes helping means leaving them to their own devices and letting them figure it out for themselves. After all, it’s a FAGGOT. There are millions of faggots everywhere for an elite Alpha of standards and means like you. You deserve the very best, and you know it.
I think you should tell the fat faggot to achieve certain benchmarks for weight loss and health before you consider it again, Master. Give it clear goals and then leave it alone. Let it digest that (instead of chicken wings) and see if it makes the changes.
Meanwhile, this premium faggot who takes its purpose seriously deserves to serve at your feet and for your pleasure. I would also plunder this vegan fag’s friends to see if there are other faggots among them to add to your stable. Typically a good apple comes from a good tree, if you take my meaning.
OK Sam as you know, I am a fag I like taking dick up the ass, but there are times when I need to fuck myself
Recently, I was at a party and there was a 21 year-old named Riley He pretended to be sick. I was looking after him While everyone was partying and I want to check on him and I noticed that his back was turned to me he was watching something so I looked over his shoulder. And I saw him watching gay porn of Brent Corrigan, and he was jacking off pretty hard
I tapped him on the shoulder and he literally almost jumped out of his skin and we got to talking and he said that there is someone that he wants to have sex with, and we talked some more And he asked me if I Could teach him to suck a dick and I was thinking he’s putting all this trust in me and I can’t leave him like this. He was pleading without begging you know and I felt so bad that I remember being that young scared and confused
And so I sucked him off. I didn’t go like hard-core with what I would do with my alpha which by the way, I told him he was actually fine with it, but I was being the good guy. No word of a lie he blew within 10 seconds and I swallowed everything and I asked him. Would you like to give it a try? I pulled down my sweatpants and watched him try and deep throat my 6 inches I didn’t let him I didn’t want to see him hurt. I said just go at your pace took him a while, but he got me there.
and then afterwards, he just smiled at me said thank you and as I pulled back up my pants, he asked me could you fuck me I won’t lie I paused. I was like what and I don’t know why I did this. I just I thought OK he trust me and I don’t want to see him get hurt for his first time so I helped him.
I lubed him up. We took our time and ended with me coming inside him condom on of course I’m not gonna be stupid here he has his life ahead of him. And last thing I want is for us both to be sick and catch something you know
and as I’m writing this, I admit I feel like a piece of shit even though I helped him and he said thank you, and he left later that night he didn’t look so scared anymore. He looked confident like happy by the way I did meet his boyfriend. he would’ve hurt him. I know he would’ve. I’m just trying to ask if I’m doing the right thing because you know you get that guilty conscience in your head Making you feel bad
so Sam did I do a good thing or did I do like a really fucked up thing I think what’s making me feel bad about it is the fact that he’s 10 years younger than me and I think the reason why my master Damien is Not pissed with me isHe actually found it hot and he pinned me to the bed and let me have it and but again, what do you think Sam did I do the good thing or did I fuck up badly?
Thank you for the question, brother!
The poor faggot sounded pretty nervous! I think we’ve all been there at one point or another, so like you I can empathize with him. I wish I would’ve had a mentor of some kind before I started serving, but fortunately/unfortunately my mentor was the School Of Hard Cocks.
I think you absolutely did the right thing in this situation, brother. I imagine it was a little awkward to fuck him (I don’t think I could do it even if I’d never worn chastity), but you’re helping to ease a brother’s fears. That’s what the best mentors do.
Faggots in close quarters often help each other out this way. For example, the seven faggots owned by Master Jin and his Alpha brothers in Toronto often cleaned and groomed each other in preparation for use by their Masters. It’s part and parcel with being owned.
So I’m proud of what you did. You’re a good example to other faggots out there!
It can be a lonely and sometimes dispiriting thing to crank out the sheer volume of content I do, advising people behind the scenes, and generally trying to be everywhere all at once while pushing the truth about Hierarchy as hard as I can into the mainstream. I’m just one faggot, after all!
Added to that are the constant setbacks. I’ve had the winds taken out of my sails again recently with the loss of two big X accounts, accounts that many Masters were using to train their faggots. I take all of that very seriously – it’s an important responsibility – so I’d be lying if those setbacks don’t make me just want to close up shop and move on. I’ve made a contribution to the truth, did my best to carry myself with some amount of integrity, and I’m proud of my work and the relationships I’ve gained.
Of all the arms of Hierarchy University, the Hierarchy Podcast has been something I’ve really poured my heart into. It takes a lot of work to record, edit, and package it for distribution around the world. And, like most other ventures here, it’s a lonely pursuit. I never know if anybody is really hearing me, even though I’ve had plenty of evidence that the podcast is making a difference. Maybe I just get down on myself sometimes.
But occasionally someone sends me a letter so heartfelt and uplifting that I want to rise up and hug the whole world. A faggot brother sent me the following letter in my Questions From Readers Inbox, and I wanted to share it in a special post.
Here’s what he wrote:
Brother, your latest podcast, “Accept Your Truth”, was simply amazing. So many faggots go down the path of misery, and spend years, or even a whole lifetime, suffering, because they cannot let go of the guilt, fear, and shame they believe go along with the acts of a faggot. So many faggots can’t fathom having a happy, fulfilling life. And it’s no wonder. We are a type of separate sex ENTIRELY that is never talked about except in our own circles, or by the Men that use us. A faggot goes through his own “sexual” development just like any other human, but there is no one to sit and hold our hand and explain these crazy feelings we constantly have.
I was a basket case for years, especially when it came to sex. I knew I was different than the person everyone around me was telling me I had to be. I LOVE the way you put it, yes I lived with it my whole life, yes, it was “the white noise of my life…” I just couldn’t put it all together until, like you, I had a real Man, a Man who understood faggots, show me what I am. For me, it wasn’t bad news, it set me free. I embraced it and let myself be a “faggot for Men” and my life has been so wonderful for years and years. Not only sex, but my PLACE in the world makes so much sense. The way I interact with other Men makes so much sense. The worthless appendage between my legs makes sense!
Your words “It’s not the act itself that defines whether or not you’re a faggot, it’s what you are inside, already…You were born a faggot. You have these feelings and yearnings because you are a faggot“…Sam, that hit me in the gut SO hard. It’s such a simple truth that we miss seeing even as it is slapping us in our collective faces.
Thank you for being brave about being a faggot and using the word faggot. Thank you for giving faggots a place to go and get advice and help gain understanding. Thank you for giving us a place to be ourselves. I’ve long said only a faggot TRULY understands another faggot. Alpha Men should never be burdened with understanding a faggot, only identifying us in order to use us. I really hope your site becomes a beacon for faggots who need support from other faggots.
As you said, an Alpha Man helped you on your path to understanding being a faggot. One did for me as well. Somewhere right now a faggot is gaining understanding of what he is because a Man is selfishly (and rightfully) using him. These Men, through using us, held up a mirror and said “This is what you are and have always been, and the things I’m doing to you are what you are made for. You exist for My use. THIS is what your life can be. Embrace these facts and live a happy, fulfilled, HONEST life. Ignore them and suffer in confusion trying to be something you’re not…a real Man.”
This was the best podcast I’ve ever heard. I truly hope a lot of lost faggots find their way because of it…or at least find ENOUGH courage to be with that Man who can hold the mirror up to them and show them a glimpse of what life CAN be.
Lastly, when you say you love your brothers at the end of podcasts…I truly believe it. Something in your voice is so earnest and sweet! We love you too!
I cannot tell you how it felt to hear these words! It was literally like a man dying of thirst who receives even a little bit of water!
Funnily enough, I was disappointed by that episode of the show, and it gnawed at me for days afterward. I kept thinking of ways I should’ve phrased points, or points I felt were left unclear. You have no idea how much I obsess over getting every detail right. Insecurity plagues me like that sometimes.
But letters like this are very special to me because the podcast in particular is my heartfelt conversation directly with each listener. When I know I’ve connected with another person in this way, it really lifts me up!
My brother J, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for sending me this kind note. I’m so glad the episode resonated with you, even though you are already living your truth! It makes me proud to be able to serve Alphas shoulder-to-shoulder with you!
And yes, I do love you. It’s not an act. I love all of those who’ve come to me, trusted me, supported me, and loved me. Thank you for your love and support, and for your beautiful letter that came just at the right time!
I’m the bottom who wrote you about two weeks ago wondering if I had cunted myself with a dildo. In my first message I mentioned how I started riding my toys without touching my cock and learned how to anal orgasm and that now it was a lot harder to orgasm from jerking off without anal stimulation. Well, I would like to report that two weeks later it is almost impossible for me to orgasm from jerking off even with anal stimulation. My erections are softer and stimulation feels a lot more muted than before. It’s gotten to the point where I could do it for an hour but I still get soft and don’t care about finishing.
The only thing that makes me feel satisfied is a couple anal orgasms now. I think my brain has actually been rewiring since accidentally cunting myself because it’s the only way I can masturbate now. It actually has become a bit of a turn-on like I’m emasculating myself and I’ve started to refer to my ass as a pussy and my orgasms as pussygasms because my penis is no longer a sexual organ. I’ve even been looking at chastity cages to make sure it stays this way.
I’m honestly so glad you wrote in again with such an insightful follow-up, because your first question caused me to really consider self-cunting and the larger implications of the cunting process. Your follow-up touches on some of the same thoughts I had, namely the alterations that happen due to cunting.
I’ve never self-cunted through anal play like you did, so my viewpoint was skewed. I always attributed the severe changes that occur within a faggot once it’s been cunted to the power of Alpha cock alone, and not the physiological changes within the faggot. But your experience shows that a faggot’s cunting changes its very nature, and not in relation to Alphas at all. It’s interesting.
To answer your questions:
1 . Yes, what you’re experiencing is very common among cunted faggots. After my first cunting, my urge and ability to masturbate severely decreased. Part of the reason for that (I think) is because the sensations of cunting are so extraordinary that traditional masturbation pales in comparison. But there’s more to it than that.
2. What I call “The Void” is related to cunting in a way, although “The Void” can occur in uncunted faggots. “The Void” is simply the aching emptiness we faggots have after having Alpha dick inside us. That ache causes us to stumble around in a daze in search of having another dick fill it up again.
3. No, you cannot call yourself a Man after this, because (as you should now realize) you weren’t a Man before you cunted yourself. You acknowledge this in the fact that you’re now referring to your hole as a “pussy”. That’s why I call mine a pussy as well. Every cunted faggot has a transformed view of themselves as something almost like a third gender. That’s why we have a separate word to describe us: FAGGOTS. I suggest that you get used to it.
Semantics aside, I would never insult Men by putting myself in the same category as they are given the mind-shift I’ve experienced through cunting. I’ll never be the same again.
I’m a little surprised I haven’t heard from faggots who’ve tried (and succeeded) in cunting themselves with large dildos after you published your experience. I know I’ve been eyeing up this huge black dildo I have … but I’d still rather be cunted by actual Alpha dick. But who knows? I’m weak!
So I have an alpha, and he calls me faggot. Thats what I’m saved as in his phone, that’s how he addresses me—I don’t know if hes ever called me by my actual name. He calls me a faggot when he fucks my throat, and there is honestly no better feeling when he does. The other day he called me a ‘good faggot’ when I was cleaning his place, and man was that amazing.
I guess I’m curious, why do guys like me love being called a faggot so much? A lot of people find the term taboo, but I can’t get enough of it—it perfectly encapsulates who I am and what my role is.
Thank you for the question, brother!
Yes, this is one of the deepest truths in faggot life. We love being called filthy and derogatory names, but the term “faggot” stands alone as our deepest trigger word. One of my most popular posts on Tumblr in the earliest days of this site was an article that defiantly defended the use of the term “faggot”, and my stance has never wavered.
Why do we love it so much? Well, first of all, we are born faggots. When we first heard that term, we instantly identified with it because we knew instinctively that it described a truth inside us even before we had sexual thoughts (for me, it was in the sixth grade).
But we also like when Men and Alphas call us “faggot” because it makes us feel “seen” by them. So often, we go ignored (until they need something), so a Man acknowledging our faghood reinforces within ourselves that we are not imagining things. THIS IS ACTUALLY WHO WE ARE!
Faggots also have a masochistic/sadomasochistic side to them, and the use of the word “faggot” hits as hard as a fist sometimes. We like abuse in many ways; that’s just one.
Your Alpha is acknowledging your purpose and position by calling you “faggot”. In some ways, Alphas use the term with some amount of affection (like the name of a pet), and we can look at it that way as well. Relish his use of that term, brother!
Faggot psychology is complex for sure, but if you read this site you’ll practically get a PhD in it!
I only recently came across this profile of Master Evan who seem to really be ahead of his time in treating fags and have amazing videos from 2016-2018, some of them truly masterful. Any idea where he is now? Is he somewhat active? His approach is so unique, it made me curious
LOL seriously? I don’t know the guy, but his Twitter/X account hasn’t been active since 2020, and his website is down, too. He only had 1,000 followers. How on Earth would I even know anything about the guy?
Sorry in advance but this will be pretty long but I’ve loved your pages for years and would really like some help. So recently I broke up with my long term boyfriend and turned 21, it’s been a big time of change for me personally and I want truly embrace the faggot I feel like I am inside but I’m a little unsure how to do that. My ex was a dom and the relationship started as a dom/sub dynamic but evolved into a more typical relationship so I haven’t actually had many true “slave” experiences. I’m on the apps and I’ve ordered myself a cage and dildo so I’m hoping that will help but is there any advice you can give me about other things I can do or places I can go that will help me have more kinky experiences. I definitely know that I am a faggot and would love to be a slave to a dom I just don’t really know how to go about this.
I’ve also got another question about 2 doms I’ve served a few times but that can wait I don’t want this to be too long.
Hope to hear from you, Faggot JJ
Brother, thank you for the question!
I’m not sure there is much advice left to give you, honestly. After all, you’ve already been in a Dom/sub relationship, you recognize what you are, and you’re getting a cage and a dildo to start training yourself. That’s really the perfect starter package for a faggot!
I think you will find that chastity will really transform you in unexpected-but-important ways. Take it seriously, and let it work on you for a while for maximum effect!
The only other thing you’d need to do is eventually search for and find an Alpha to own and train you. That won’t be hard given the self-work you’re doing now!
I’m proud of you for what you’re doing! Faggots who take their natural purpose seriously succeed!
I am a new faggot. I have recently discovered how much I love serving real men and in particular Straight Alphas. Most of the men I serve are straight, married or in relationship with women and I just love that I provide them what they can’t get from their girls while I get complete humiliation and degradation for being a faggot. For most of this time I have been a cocksucker to them but I decided I want to please men with my ass as well. Straight men love my ass, it’s very thick and girl-like so I understood it’s my duty to let them fuck it if they want. I have been fucked 4 times now but I have a problem with pain when men thrust deep inside it. I have no problem when they stick their cocks in, the problem is when they reach deep and thrust hard. Why am I in pain at that spot? Could it be anatomical like a bowel curve? I had a colonoscopy, so I know it’s nothing serious but still I don’t know what it is and how to deal with it. And to be honest I don’t want to give up anal because I feel like a total faggot slut. But also I don’t want to hurt a lot. Also, I always use lube. Any ideas?
Thanks for the question!
I’m not a doctor, of course, so keep that in mind.
However, from the description I think it sounds like these Alphas are hitting your second ring (located about 5.5 inches inside your colon) and they’re unable to penetrate it for whatever reason. The second ring is muscle tissue that expands and contracts involuntarily, and perhaps yours is clenching due to anxiety or something.
I hate to advocate for the use of poppers, but snorting poppers might be exactly what you need in this instance. Poppers open blood vessels and cause muscle tissue to relax. I would try that just before being penetrated and see if there’s a difference in your experience.
If not, then you’ll need to see a specialist to find out through more advanced testing.
I came across your website, Hierarchy University, and it was a wonderful discovery. Thank you. It helped me understand a little more about human nature, or at least about my own.
I am a submissive. I don’t know if I’m a “faggot” or a “beta” in your hierarchy. I have certainly always been attracted, and now I understand it better, to Alpha men who did as they pleased. These relationships were ruined by the fact that I wasn’t always willing to accept the “natural rules” you explained so well and which are made evident by the many testimonies you share.
I always thought these were sick relationships that I was getting into, and only now do I understand that what I was truly looking for was a master to serve and perhaps to adore, a true AlphaGod male. Maybe I’ll write to you later and tell you more.
Right now I have a relationship with an alpha male who governs my life a bit, and whom I serve with dedication and respect. He lives at his house with his wife, and I live at my house, but it’s as if he lives with me. In fact, I have precise rules to follow: in the morning before going to work, I have to tidy up the whole house and the bathroom, in case he decides to come over. Sometimes he comes with other guys, and he likes to find the house in order. I finish work at 5 PM, then I have two free hours, but at 7:15 PM I have to be home in case he decides to come to my place. Evidently I can also go out some evenings, but I have to ask him for permission at least one day in advance. Asking for his permission and having to wait to make a commitment for an evening is embarrassing and exciting at the same time.
My parents, who don’t know about the type of relationship I have with him, will be visiting in the next few days. Before reading your website, I would have kept my relationship with him a secret, begging him to grant me two days of suspension. But now that I better understand that I am part of a higher order, I would like to introduce him to my parents, and I would also like it to be clear to them that I submit to him and that I am happy to do so.
But I wouldn’t want to cause pain to my parents or ask him to pretend about our relationship. How should I behave?
Thanks for the question, brother!
You have a very unusual situation with this Master. I’m not sure I understand what is going on between the two of you … is he coming over for sex with you, or to have a place to hang out, or what? What happens when he brings his friends over? Do they all fuck you, or do you serve them like a waiter-fag? Some of that is confusing.
Also, is your Master even interested or willing to come meet your parents and be openly identified as your Master? I mean, he is married after all. Is this something he’s already agreed to?
Also – do your parents know you’re gay? If not, I’d start there, and leave the faggot stuff out of it. The gay part could be enough of an issue by itself; the Master/faggot stuff is probably way beyond their understanding or acceptance.
I know you’re excited after learning the truth about your life and purpose, but you want to be as surgical and careful as possible with how you present it to others. In my opinion, the less parents know, the better things go.
Sam recently my master Damien, he got pissed with me
I know I’m supposed to be subservient and I am in bed. I really am whenever he wants his dick sucked whenever he wants to get so deep in my ass I can actually feel him touching my heart. I will let him do it.
But recently he had this guy come over named Chuck. That’s not his real name obviously but Chuck is an another alpha, but he’s also kind of a like a major asshole. In fact I feel bad for any faggots that served him.
anyway, Damien made a deal and he couldn’t cover financially so he tried to sell me to check for a night and when he told me, I admit, I actually backhanded him pretty hard and when Chuck tried to take command on me, all I did was I pulled out my wallet paid him the $500 in cash and said get the fuck out of my home
he actually looked a little bit taken it back that I was talking to him like this said that I wasn’t like your typical faggots I think kinda like you I think, and when he tried to resist the money, I grabbed him pretty hard, and I threw his ass out with the money
I turned to Damien and I told him just because I like taking your big ass dick up my ass that I like being your bitch to you when you’re fucking me does not mean you can sell me to pay off your bet or loan
i’m not one of those fags that is a total bitch throughout every day of their life just because I like to take a big dick in the ass does not mean I will not fight back. I’m willing to throw hands and if an Alpha gets his feelings hurt over this then he’s not an alpha. He’s just a beta.
now this comes to my question I was giving a little bit of backstory. I’m not sure if it was worth it, but I think it was. Damien hasn’t looked at me and he’s been sleeping on the couch more and more. I still suck him. I still ride his dick because I love him and I want to be there for him and each time he stares at me afterwards Like I can see love in his eyes, but I can also see something else resentment I think how do I fix this?
Thank you for the interesting question, brother!
First of all, I’m sorry you had that happen to you. I hate it when Alphas treat their faggots like prostitutes. It’s just gross, in addition to being illegal in most places around the world. Yet, it still happens.
However, your reaction was not the best, either. At least not for a fully-realized faggot. There are ways to handle this in a way that retains your submissive respect for authority while simultaneously playing on your Alpha’s sympathy. I understand that your anger ran away with you, and you probably weren’t thinking clearly in the moment. Totally understandable.
I’m more curious about your Alpha’s reaction to your outburst. He clearly feels bad about what he did with you. It doesn’t sound like he knows how to re-engage with you over the situation. I don’t think the look you’re seeing in his eyes is resentment, though. It sounds to me like it’s a look of hurt. You usurped his authority as your Master and embarrassed him in front of his Alpha brother. You’re not really talking to him, even though you’re servicing him. He sounds like he’s hurt and frustrated.
However, I’m more concerned with this: you seem to be treating your Master like a sex device rather than your SUPERIOR and your OWNER. You don’t seem to have the proper respect necessary as an Alpha’s faggot. This is really something you need to meditate on.
In the meantime, I think you should kneel at his feet and ask him if you could speak to him. Apologize for any disrespect or injury your outburst caused. Tell him you’re grateful to be owned by him, and that you cherish being his faggot.
Let him be the Man again. Submit to him, and give him the chance to regain some self-respect. I think this situation is repairable, but only if you do that.
I’m 25 and a bottom. A total bottom actually – and I read your posts about cunting with great curiosity. After some research on reddit I started to masturbate solely with my dildos while wearing a jockstrap so I wouldn’t jerk off like I used to. The first time I did this in June I focused solely on the sensations from my ass for the first time ever while riding one of my larger toys. After about five minutes I could feel something building in me and soon I felt like I had to push out. I shoved the head past my second hole while continuing to ride and felt like I was going to pass out from so much pleasure. After about thirty seconds it ended and I released my breath and laid on the floor for a few minutes trying to catch my breath.
I have a couple questions though. Is this what an anal orgasm is? Ever since I’ve started to have experiences like that it’s a lot harder to cum from jerking off and I need some type of anal stimulation to get me there. Does this mean I’ve cunted myself? Is that even possible?? I’ve been craving anal a lot more than before because it just feels soo good now!
Also I was wondering if an Alpha always has to be a top. Are there Alpha bottoms and Fag tops?
Hi brother! Thank you for the question!
Wow! You managed to pull off something pretty rare – cunting yourself with a dildo! What you described is a classic cunting, but I’m not sure I’ve ever heard of a credible “self-cunt” (love that term, BTW LOL) until now!
Yes, it’s definitely possible to do it, as you found out. And, just like any other cunting, you’re now transformed! See what I mean about how being cunted overwhelms your senses and makes you look at everything differently?
As for your other question, yes a true Alpha is always a Top. It doesn’t make any sense for an Alpha to be dominant while getting fucked. I know there are some “bossy bottoms” out there who mistakenly believe they’re Alpha, but they aren’t. They simply haven’t encountered a real Alpha who would put them in their proper place.
i stopped lying too myself and accepted that i need and want a LTR in S&M … how do i find and approch an alpha to serve and look for ltr… i have no experience and i need and want training…in the privacy in his home, what i crave is being owned by him and making him happy
Brother, thank you for writing!
Congratulations on finally embracing the truth about yourself! That’s a huge hurdle to overcome!
What you’re describing is, I think, the most elusive goal that every faggot wants to find. A long-term service relationship is the ideal, but it might not be realistic at first. You are, after all, brand new to all of this. What you really need to do is look for Alphas to serve, either a one-time experience or in an ongoing way. Learn to walk before learning to run.
There are ways to find Alphas. The first way I always recommend is to look around your social and work circles and find those Alphas you already know in some way. This gives you a relatively safe way to offer services of some kind. If not, then apps like Grindr or TheBlowers.com will help you connect immediately to Alphas looking for service. Those two methods are the going to be the primary ways to find them.
There are more advanced methods (like joining a gym and offering service to the Alphas there), but I wouldn’t recommend them at this point.
Also, findom (online financial domination) is a possible way of at least getting some service time in a controlled way, but I don’t know about your financial situation.
You might want to join my Discord so you can talk to other faggots and some Alphas. You can do that by CLICKING HERE.
All in all, you should be very proud of yourself, brother. Have faith and apply yourself, and you will find success!
