Hello, I’m 28 and still a virgin. Mainly because I’m a demisexual while being a faggot and those two sides contradict each other often. Usually the demisexual side wins out. How do I get my faggot side to win out so that I can serve alphas? This is a deep struggle I have felt with for a long while.
Thanks for the question!
First, a definition: Demisexual describes a sexual orientation where a person only experiences sexual attraction after developing a strong emotional bond or connection with someone, often within a close friendship or romantic relationship, rather than from initial physical or superficial cues.
Personally, I don’t see your dilemma. You can still develop sexual attraction (and therefore serve as an effective faggot) if you get to know an Alpha. I’ve always recommended that faggots start their search with Alphas they know personally, and that’s particularly true in your case.
Don’t let your unusual sexual quirk stop you from fulfilling your purpose, brother!
I know this is a very typical question, but I feel helpless here. I’m a faggot, living in a homophobic country and studying at a university (I’m 19). I haven’t been able to get this guy out of my head for a year or so.
He is a real alpha. He’s so charismatic, confident, a little arrogant. He can sometimes be embarrassed and shy, depending on the situation, but more often he behaves like a king and like everything is under his control.
I’m not sure if he’s protective or destructive alpha tho. I heard, that he is caring in relationship, but anyway, he thinks he is better in some way than others. He can hit, if you cross the line. He and his friends even often fight with each other just for fun.
I always stared at him in the locker room and imagined how I could serve him. But the fact is that we barely talk to each other. We only say “hello” when we see each other. And.. I already tried to test the waters.
I asked one person to send him a message, so to speak, a “letter” from me with a confession. But so that I remain anonymous. This guy, the alpha, just laughed and said that he definitely did not need this. After some time I heard him and his friends discussing who it could be. And he clearly thought the situation was ridiculous and absurd. But, I think, he was a bit proud of himself, that he can attract boys too, haha.
I made a mistake. I confessed my feelings. I expected something more like a relationship. Something romantic. But I don’t know if this could ever be possible. No one’s know that it was me, who confessed. And I feel scared to do any more steps. I feel scared, even terrified, that someone will find out and start to bully me or something… The chances are high.
What should I do? Confess, that I’m okay with just being an obedient fag, not expecting anything romantic? Or just leave it behind, because my safety is a priority 1? I really need an advice, even if it’s a stupid question.
My brother, thank you for writing to me! And it’s not a stupid question at all!
One of the most heartbreaking aspects of my time running this site are the many cries for help I’ve received from faggots trapped in homophobic countries. It’s especially hard to hear this from gays in the Middle East, because as long-term readers know, I rescued an 18-year-old Syrian boy from there after he reached out to me through this site. So I have all the empathy in the world for that situation, believe me.
I realize that my message of “be brave and offer yourself” can actually be quite dangerous to people in your situation. It can also be cruel; it’s like demanding that a paralyzed person get up and walk. I never want to add any further burden to anyone.
My first advice is my most urgent: do whatever you need to do to escape your country and start a new life in freedom. Get into a school and learn a valuable skill that can get you out of there (a lot of times schools on the outside will sponsor students to move). If you have anyone on the outside, start reaching out to them and find a pathway. This isn’t going to be an overnight process, but start steering your life in that direction and fight for it like your life depends on it (because it does!).
Now, if you really want to approach this Alpha, you must do it very carefully. Either try to befriend him somehow and start offering to do things for him. Be respectful, complimentary, attentive. Once he trusts you enough, give him the “Letter To An Alpha” that I have linked in the sidebar (I’m guessing that is not the letter you already gave him). Hopefully he will see it in a different light if he cares enough about you.
That’s probably the only way you’re going to do this and still remain safe. I can’t recommend more because I don’t know the situation very well and I don’t want to give you harmful advice.
Just know that you’re in my thoughts and in my heart, little one. I love you!
The following post is part of a thread highlighting the life of 40-year-old French Alpha Master Girard. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
For whatever reason this site is attracting a lot of French Masters and faggots, and I LOVE IT. It’s also appropriate. The word “hierarchy” is of French origin, and their culture (along with the Greeks and Romans) also defined and sculpted our understanding of Alphas and faggots today.
The latest French Alpha to share his life and experiences is Master Girard. He’s a 40-year-old black Alpha who owns a couple of faggots, but things haven’t been running smoothly with one of them, a white faggot with a bit of a problem with racism. Essentially, the faggot doesn’t want to serve side-by-side with a black faggot.
Of course, an experienced Alpha like Master Girard wouldn’t put up with that kind of disrespect for long. So he’s updated me about what he decided to do with the unruly fag:
Master Girard here, the Black Master from France.
I had a long conversation with Jean today, asked him what is wrong with him and why he does not want to serve me next to a Black fag. He said again that he feels uncomfortable but then he admitted that “it doesn’t feel natural.” The fag said that Black males are supposed to fuck and breed white boys like him, so he doesn’t like the idea of Black faggots “stealing” Black Alphas from him. I had only two possible solutions for this issue: dismissing my gorgeous white fag, or fucking some common sense inside his brain. And of course I chose the latter.
I put Jean in doggy style and fucked him hard, holding his neck, and repeating “you are my faggot and you will serve me together with your fag brothers, no matter how they look”. I banged his white pussy really hard and repeated this order at least 10 times. I bred his ass and gave him some after care because I really destroyed his hole.
He seems to be less resistant to the idea now. Let’s see how it goes. Thanks for your response to my previous message, Sam. I appreciate your thoughts.
I’ve heard of this method working to discipline certain kinds of fag issues, particular attitude problems like the one Jean exhibited. Very hard, intentionally traumatizing pounding of a faggot can work as a reboot of the faggot’s mindset, restoring it to factory settings, so to speak.
Ultimately, a faggot that doesn’t properly respect its Master will be disobedient in these ways. Respect can come from many places, but primal places are usually the best. Jean found out that Master Girard is no pushover. When he wants obedience and submission, his unforgiving rut demands it.
I think this is a phenomenal method, and it seems to have worked on the faggot!
Thank you Master Girard for sharing your experience and wisdom!
The following post is part of a thread featuring the stories and advice of a straight 76-year-old God Alpha named Master Roger! CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
It’s been a long time since we’ve heard from guest columnist Master Roger here. I become so nervous about his absence that at one point I searched through the data in the backend of this site hoping to find an email or something, but I came up empty. If nothing else, I’m an excellent networker! I like to keep in contact with people, especially those I worship and admire like Master Roger.
It seems that Master Roger read something on the site recently that sparked his interest: THIS QUESTION from a faggot about the pain it suffers while being fucked by its Master. Master Roger wrote this:
Hey, Sam. How have you been? This is Master Roger. I am sorry I haven’t given you a lot of attention recently.
I read some of the last posts here and I would like to talk about pain. I see there is a boy here complaining about his Man who does not stop fucking when he says it hurts. I already wrote about this here and explained my strategy to make fags always ask for more even if it hurts.
But what I wanna say today to you and all your audience, especially the young fags here, is this: pain is necessary. I am sorry to say this and I know it sounds cruel. But Men like tight holes and, if it doesn’t hurt at all, you probably have a really gaping hole. Of course that there is a limit, I don’t want tight faggots to have excruciating pain, never. But unfortunately for faggots, Men need tight holes and tight holes will cause some pain.
It is useless to fight back against it, boys. Just take a deep breath, practice your hole with an anal plug, obey, and accept what you were born to be, ok?
Spoken like a true straight Alpha!
Master Roger is right, of course. Alphas (particularly straight Alphas) don’t want to hear faggots complaining about pain. After all, what choice does the faggot really have? It was given this function in life. Meanwhile, Men need to fuck and cum, and their pleasure is of utmost importance. So between the two groups, which is the one that should suffer?
It’s a blunt, cruel point, I know, but it’s the truth.
Thank you, Master Roger! It’s good to have your voice around here again! If you want to read the article Master Roger mentions above, you can access it by CLICKING HERE.
Hi Sam, I have a friend who is such an Alpha stud, he is literally amazing. I have been obsessed with him for years now, and always have been drooling over him and his beauty. Since recently I have started doing something some people might think is weird, as we all know AI is growing every day, so I find out about this amazing AI that lets you create very realistic pictures of people. And I have been obsessed with creating pictures of my Alpha friend. Is it too weird to make AI pictures of him?
Thanks for writing, brother!
I hope you aren’t wanting me to tell you this isn’t weird, because I’ll tell you the truth: it’s a little weird! I saw one of the pics you made that you sent to me, and it looks pretty generic. Like, it could literally be any guy’s real-life body. Now, I don’t know if that’s what your friend’s body looks like, but still … I don’t understand the point of the exercise.
Here’s an idea: show these pics to him and tell him you were practicing your AI skills and that you created those AI pics of him and/or his body. He’ll probably be flattered, but, more importantly, it’ll clue him in as to what you are. It might lead to a fruitful conversation.
That would be a way to turn this into something more productive than just whacking off to AI generations of your friend.
How can I know if an Alpha is a destroyer? My Master loves fucking and breeding me, in general he treats me well, he has never done anything that would hurt me or cause harm, but there is something that I can’t stop thinking about.
My ass is very tight and his cock is thick, so it is not always easy to take it the way he likes it. Sometimes I say “I can’t take it anymore” while he is pounding my ass and he NEVER stops banging, he just slows down, then he says something like “I can stop now baby, but I will be so disappointed, and if I finish I will be so proud of you” Then every time after he says this, I end up saying “please, keep fucking me”
I am sure that if I insist to stop he will, he is a good Man and he would never force me to take his cock if I were in serious pain. However, he never stops when I first say it, he just tries to calm me down and keep banging me in a slower pace until he finishes inside my ass.
I am new to hierarchy and to gay sex in general (I am 20 and only dated girls until last year). My best friend knows everything about my life and she says that if he does not take his cock out of my hole as soon as I tell him to stop, he is toxic, violent, etc. She basically thinks that he is a monster and has been trying to convince me to break up with him. I know she wants me to be safe and happy, but I think an opinion of another fag would be essential before I take such a decision.
He is a good Man and I like when fucks me, but I am afraid this is a red flag for potential worse behaviors. So please Sam, could you please give me your opinion and, if possible, give some examples of Destroyer Alphas? Is my Man a Destroyer? 🙁
Thank you for writing, brother!
First of all, let me define Destroyer Alpha tendencies: they go out of their way to harm others, they manipulate, they entrap, they steal they blackmail, they sadistically torture people, etc. We are talking about truly despicable Alphas, Men who use their power to destroy the lives and the self-esteem of inferiors.
Clearly, that doesn’t sound anything like your Master, does it?
Your Master is the average dominant Alpha, and he fucks exactly like one. Here’s the problem: he knows it hurts (and he likes that it hurts), but he also knows you need it to hurt. Let me explain that: Faggots respond submissively to being fucked by their Owner, and their desire kicks in to fight through the pain in order to please him. Yes, you asked him to stop, but your Master knows you really need to be pushed through it. Think of his actions like a trainer who pushes his trainee in the gym beyond what he thinks he can handle.
Your female friend is totally wrong. She’s looking at things from the woke female perspective that is currently destroying all engagement between males and females. Men are afraid to even touch a female because they start crying rape. It’s stupid.
Your friend doesn’t understand what faggots need, nor does she understand what it means to be owned by an Alpha. I cannot emphasize this enough: DO NOT listen to this friend. She’s going to ruin something special you have with your Master.
You said it repeatedly yourself: he’s a good Man. He’s a good Master. He’s not ever going to destroy you. He wants to own you and keep you and push you to become the best faggot you can be.
Why? Because he’s more of a Protector Alpha than you realize.
Hi Sam, my name is Nick, a fag from Argentina, and I am 19, I love your work and I have been reading your website for 3 months now every single day. I jerked off countless times to the videos and stories here. And I want to start by saying thank you for your effort to put this together. I do not have any fag friends and your work has been really important to understand who I am.
I lost my virginity this year in March and it was weird at first, but I guess first times are always weird. It was with a random guy from Grindr and he didn’t care very much about me, but he was gentle, didn’t hurt me at all, and tried to be kind, although he just wanted to fuck my hole. He wore a condom and came inside the condom, and I left his hole with my virgin hole fucked but without a drop of his cum. Since then, I have been fucked 3 times more. All of them random guys from Grindr, and all of them wore condoms. That’s why I am writing to you.
I have seen many posts about cum here. Your posts with cumshot videos, Master Lorenzo’s complaints about the fag who didn’t swallow him cum, Master Arturo’s desire to cum on the fag’s face, etc. I am new to this world and I have only seen 4 dicks in my whole life, and have never been bred or even tasted cum. I met a fag from Spain online and we have been talking about being a sub fag and he said that “if I haven’t been bred by a Man, I am still a virgin.” I think he is exaggerating, but could you please tell me more about that?
First, is it that different to feel in our holes a cock if it is bareback, or the feeling is about the same? Also, does being bred feel that good? I see that many fags love cum and love being bred. I would never spit Master Lorenzo’s on the floor or refuse to take facial, because I really want to improve my skills and be a good fag for my Master in the future. However, I am so afraid of SITs… I literally panic when I think about the risks of taking cum in my hole, so I can’t relax, enjoy, and serve my Man as I should.
The only solution I envision right now is finding a good Master who will take care of me, take me as his boyfriend, do all the tests regularly, and then I will allow him to breed me whenever he wants. But I don’t know how realistic this is, since most of the Men I know, gay, bisexual, and straight, do not fuck just one hole, they love having many holes for them, so I cannot see a safe way to take cum in my fag pussy.
Sorry if this is a stupid question, Sam. Am I a bad faggot for having these thoughts? I am just so afraid… I know that if I come home with a SIT my father would beat me up for being a faggot.
I really admire you, respect your work, and I hope to be smart and clever like you are one day.
Thank you, Sam! I don’t know if you will be able to read and answer this, but if you ever read this message, please know that there is young twink in a small town in Argentina who loves you!
My sweet little Argentinian angel … of course I would read and respond to your question! After all, I made this website ten years ago for wonderful boys JUST LIKE YOU!
First of all, congratulations on losing your virginity, as well as serving four Alphas in total this year! Good boy! Those are big steps, but you sound like an intelligent young brother!
Ignore what your idiot friend said about how “if you haven’t been bred by a Man then you’re still a virgin”. You still felt the Man’s dick in your ass, didn’t you? You definitely are no longer a virgin! Silly stuff! LOL
I understand why you feel uncomfortable about cum. However, it’s an important issue for Alphas, and they definitely want faggots who love and respect their cum. So what can we do to handle that? First of all, I recommend that you serve Alphas your own age, because they will (most likely) be disease-free (STI’s, not SIT’s) and just as off-balance as you are.
But if you’re serving older Alphas, you must be okay asking them to get tested first. It is your right to protect yourself, even if you are a faggot. Older Alphas are more likely to maybe have something, especially if they’re promiscuous. That doesn’t mean they do, just more likely. Respectfully ask them to get tested.
If you follow these sensible guidelines, you’ll be able to relax and enjoy serving with your whole body, heart, and mind!
And by the way, you’re not being a bad faggot AT ALL. In fact, you’re demonstrating the kind of cautious-yet-eager attitude toward service that any Alpha loves to find in a faggot. You WILL find the right Master as long as you continue to grow in your submission and remain humble!
I love you very much, baby brother! Thank you for writing to me, and I hope I was able to ease your mind, little one!
My boyfriend and I have been in a relationship for the past six years. Recently he had to move in a different country for some months so we are experiencing long distance for the first time.
I refer to us as “boyfriends” because that’s how we’re publicly viewed but as a matter of fact I’m a faggot and he’s my master.
To spice things up, since we won’t be able to see each other for another two months, he decided to revoke any permission to touch myself, so that I could “enjoy it more when we are together”, as he said. Naturally I accepted his will without any doubt that it is the best thing that I could do, but now, two weeks in, I’m really struggling. I don’t have a cage, so I feel “it” yearning to be touched in a way. I never did chastity before but i really don’t want to disappoint my master in any way so I’m refraining to do anything that he wouldn’t want me to do.
What I’m asking is if there’s anything that could make this easier??
also I’m curious if don’t touching myself for so long will make cumming from being fucked easier in some ways.
Brother, thank you for writing!
I really admire you for trying so hard (no pun intended) to remain faithful to your Master’s command to refrain from masturbating! It’s definitely not easy, especially if you’re new to it and are accustomed to jerking off all the time. I know too many faggots who would just masturbate anyway, their unfaithful and disobedient minds reasoning that their Master would never know for sure. You’re clearly different!
I don’t have any surefire method for this … I only know what worked for me. I had largely masturbated at least once every day since I started puberty, even while being owned. None of my Masters ever knew anything about it, nor did any of them ever demand anything regarding masturbation with me because I was never hard while serving.
When I started this site in 2015, I was still masturbating constantly (all the amazing porn I was uploading didn’t help!). However, as I really came to deeply know and respect some powerful God Alphas, I began to feel shame that I was using my penis like other Men, Men like them. That shame led me to slowly lose an interest in masturbating until I stopped.
By then, I was discovering the pride these Masters felt when their faggots accepted chastity in order to honor them, and my path toward chastity began. I finally understood that chastity isn’t a fetish (which is what I previously thought), but it is a profound way that faggots can show complete respect and devotion to both Alphas and to service. Finally I could no longer take it, so I caged myself (I was without an Owner at the time). The wonders I’ve discovered since being caged far outweigh the desire to masturbate, I assure you.
So I guess this is long way of telling you that you need to develop a disgust and shame for the practice, just the same way longterm smokers finally get sick of it and put them down forever. It’s really that, plus the fact that you love your Master more than you love yourself. There really isn’t more magic than that.
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the expanding power of Master Arturo, a 35-year-old bisexual Alpha who is accustomed to owning both faggots and females. CLICK HERE for all posts in this thread in chronological order!
I wasn’t expecting to ever encounter a situation like the one I found waiting in my inbox this afternoon from a 35-year-old bisexual Alpha named Master Arturo. I’ve seen some bizarre situations over the course of ten years, but this one really knocked me over!
Openly bisexual Alphas are wonderful because they’re just like straight Alphas – using females and faggots – but where straight Alphas deny it, bisexual Alphas embrace it. In the end, bisexual Alphas get the most worship/service because they can openly claim anything they want.
But Master Arturo’s wide sexual fishing net has pulled up a very unexpected haul! Check this out:
Hi Sam,
My name is Arturo, 35, bisexual Alpha. I’ve been married to a woman and had 2 relationship with submissive men. All of them were great and one thing in common: I am always the Alpha and they were all very good subs for me.
But now I have a tricky situation in my life. I am single and went out a few times with a very nice woman. Her name is Julia, 38, great body, nice boobs and ass. She really knows how to ride dick and give me head. We have been thinking about having something more serious, but haven’t yet decided on becoming official boyfriend/girlfriend.
Since I am still single, I always hunt for girls and fags on apps. Last week I met a really sexy twink on Grindr. 21 y old, total faggot. He texted me saying he was horny and sent me an ass pic. I don’t usually fuck guys his age, I usually prefer fags over 30, but I was too horny and he had a great ass, so I didn’t even ask for his name, just sent a dick pic and my location. In 30 minutes the fag was on his knees in my living room giving me head. I fucked him on my couch and shot a nice load on his face. The slutty twink looked at me after I finished on his face and used the tip of his finger to move all my cum from his cheeks to his mouth. What a sexy slut.
We took a shower together, had a nice time, and then I asked for his name. He said “Leo”, I introduced myself as well during our shower together, and before leaving my apartment he asked if he could follow me on Instagram. I said yes because I was already planning on fucking that boy pussy again. When I followed him back, his first pic was a birthday cake with a “21” candle on top of it from just a few weeks ago. Then I thought “wow, he just turned 21 and sucks dick like a pro, he’s a natural born cocksucker. The next picture was himself holding his birthday cake and my sexy Julia was kissing his right cheek. I was really surprised to see her there, and thought that they were probably friends from work or from school.
Imagine my surprise when I saw the description of the photo saying “thank you for everything you do for me, mommy. I will always love you.” I couldn’t believe what I was reading at first, but it all made sense when I put things together. When I told Julia in our first date that I do not have children, she told me that she had a “little boy”, and that her first boyfriend from high school impregnated her and disappeared and never met his own son. She looks much younger than me, so in my mind, although I knew she was 38, I imagined that a boyfriend from high school would have been no more than 10 or 12 years ago, so I thought her “little boy” was an actual little boy, not a slut begging for cock and cum on Grindr LOL But everything made sense: She is 38 and got pregnant in 2003. Leo is 21 and was born in 2004.
I panicked for a few minutes, texted Leo and told him the truth. He was shocked when I told him that I was bisexual and was going out with his mother, but he didn’t get mad at all. He just said that it was not my fault and that he had no idea either, so I should not blame myself. He got playful in our messages and said “well, now I can call you daddy beyond the bedroom”, treating everything as a big joke, but I was really panicking with this situation. I wanted to take that woman for me as my partner in life and I had literally fucked the ass of her son and shot a big load on his face.
I don’t know if I am too old-fashioned or if Leo is a total slut, but he is seriously considering that we can still see each other and just pretend nothing is happening. He wasn’t embarrassed at all to say that he would be really happy to see me with his mother, but if I need a relief his ass would be available for me too. Then he said “I love my mother, I just want her to be happy and she deserves to find a nice husband to take care of her, but I also know that you are a man and you have your needs, so what’s the problem?”
And now I wanna hear from you, Sam. I ‘ve been following your work for a while, and your opinion matters a lot to me. I know it sounds like a gay porn plot, but this is literally my life right now.
Just a final observation: Julia hates taking facial and she doesn’t do anal at all, while Leo has an amazing fag pussy and loves feeling my cum on his face. And shooting my load on another person’s face is by far the thing that turns me on the most, maybe even more than breeding (although I love to breed pussy and ass). I know I am sounding selfish and you can call me an asshole for that, but the thought of having a nice smooth ass to fuck and a fag always willing to take my cum on his pretty face makes me hard, I’m not gonna lie.
In your opinion, if I decide to be with Julia but from time to time dump a load inside Leo’s ass, is it too big of a risk that Leo will just tell everything to his mother if he gets upset for any reason? Most importantly, do you believe that nature gave me the right to have a beautiful woman by my side while also keeping Leo as a side cumdump, or am I an asshole just to think about it? Leo is VERY open to be his stepfather’s cumdump, so for him it wouldn’t be an issue at all. But I am the one who should make the decision.
I mean … WHAT. THE. FUCK???
Master Arturo is right about one thing: this DOES sound like a plot to a porn movie!
I think it’s a little funny how Master Arturo was perplexed by the faggot’s giddy acceptance of this insane, potentially life-changing circumstance. Of course, Alphas are typically the more rational, forward-thinking leaders and faggots are the cum hungry puppies panting for more dick rather than thinking clearly. But I must say that I identified with the faggot’s reaction. There’s a thrill factor that definitely caters to a faggot’s “risk everything for cock” mentality.
I can hear in Master Arturo’s words the struggle he’s having in trying to decide what to do, and part of what’s making it so difficult is the fact that he knows it would be very hot to have that faggot as his secret in-house side piece!
Personally, I think Master Arturo should go ahead and keep dating the mother while fucking her fag son on the side. After all, Master Arturo is at the peak of his power and this situation is simply too perfect to pass on.
Is the risk Master Arturo mentioned (about the fag revealing the truth to the mom) a real one? Sure, I guess, but I think the faggot would have a lot to lose if it did something like that. Besides, faggots are far less prone to squeal than females. If this was a situation where Master Arturo was fucking the mother and her daughter, I would tell Master Arturo to run away as fast as he can. Girls can’t be trusted in this situation. But I do think you can trust a faggot.
Now I do think there are a couple of things Master Arturo needs to focus on in order to maintain this tricky situation. First of all, I think Master Arturo needs to work on training the faggot and submitting it so that it remains in its place and humbled. In that mindset, it’s less likely to rebel and do something stupid.
I also think Master Arturo should reinforce to the faggot how much revealing this would hurt its mother (and it would, I’m sure) and its relationship with her. That reinforcement would act to prevent the faggot from being stupid if it happens to get emotional.
Other than that, I can’t see much of a downside here. If played correctly, this could work out so that Master Arturo could sneak out of the room in the middle of the night, mount the son and breed it, and then slip back into bed as if nothing happened. Also, as the relationship with the mother progresses (especially if marriage happens) she will want sex less and less … but Master Arturo will have an in-house cum dumpster to pump loads into.
Only really powerful Alphas get an embarrassment of riches like Master Arturo has received here. A Man knows he’s a King when entire families are serving him!
Thank you for writing to me, Master Arturo! This was one hell of an introduction! I hope to hear back from you, Master! Write me here or to my email: hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com!
like most fags, I have always know my place is to service real men with alpha cocks. My problem is I’m not a twink or smooth. I’m a rougher looking blue collar guy in Wisconsin. I’m wondering how to more embrace the fag I am and how to find more alpha cock to service and cum to swallow.
Hi brother, thank you for writing!
It’s always difficult to fulfill your purpose when you don’t fit the stereotype Men think of when they think of a faggot. Over the years, I’ve encountered faggots of all types. I’ve met obese fags, muscular bodybuilding fags, twink fags, and blue collar “dude” fags like you.
And here’s the truth: there’s an Alpha out there for every faggot body type. What matters much more is a faggot’s attitude. Being submissive and service-oriented will go much farther than looks with Alphas.
Finding those Alphas for someone like you probably involves either searching through the Alphas you personally know, or going to places like gyms, sporting events, bars, etc. and making yourself useful. There’s no magic formula to this. It’s just a matter of making yourself available and being brave.
Just know that any useful faggot can (and will) be used. You can do this, brother!
I absolutely love this moral dilemma posed by Master @ExecutiveSir on X.
My personal answer is “D” because a good Master shouldn’t and wouldn’t knowingly put his faggot into a situation where it must abandon its principles in order to be acceptable.
Sam, question for ya. bi alpha here. There’s a fag (H)in my life I am pretty sweet on, or was. He’s been serving for about 10 months. Always horny like me, cute AF and seemingly a good person but our relationship isn’t what i’d call love. out of the blue two weeks ago he asked me to loan him out to someone he thought I knew. I didn’t know him but know of him and have a basic dislike of the dude. He’s a lobbyist and a Trumplican. So I said no. A few weeks passed and a mutual friend of mine and H’s let me know that H has been hanging around the guy’s office and apparently going out with him. I should just blow it off but it really got me angry. Knowing the lobbyist I’m sure he’s manipulating H into service. It’s who he is. I’ve treated H like a princess, always footing the bill, paying for his taxi rides and clothes, etc. i’m gonna confront H tomorrow but trying to find the right words. And in fact though we haven’t made any commitment, we have had an understanding about service and even ownership. Im kicking myself too for not being clearer and for caring as much as I do for this fag and for not trusting my gut a few times about his loyalty. Trying to figure out whether to just let it go and cede H to this loser who will just toss him in the ditch when he’s through with him. Or to correct H in such a way that gets my point across…in my anger right now my plan is to buy H a nice dinner tomorrow then afterward two rough cum injections then tell him to get dressed and never darken my door again. I will probably be nicer than that though, like try to explain why he’s making a bad choice. thoughts?
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me!
I’m always grateful to meet incredible straight/bisexual fag Owners, Sir! Alphas like you lead the way hierarchically, and you deserve unending respect and honor.
Which is why I’m mortified by what this faggot H is doing to you. What’s wrong with these stupid faggots?? Nature itself tells us our role and the proper way to submit, but too many faggots ignore it. They get this delusion that their pussies shit Skittles and gold, which is literally insane. Plus, lots of fags fall into the same trap many women do, namely, that the grass is greener on the other side.
Let me just say that the grass is NEVER greener on the other side for a faggot.
I agree with you that H is going to suffer from and regret choosing this Trumplican douchebag. You can’t trust a Trumplican to keep his word that he’s going to take another breath, let alone any tangible promise. It’s tempting to simply let H go off and get hurt.
However, that probably isn’t going to teach the faggot a proper lesson. And I’m of the mindset that this faggot needs to be broken.
You could do as you suggested and take the fag out to dinner, breed it, and then dismiss it. That’s probably the nicer way to do it (I sense you’re a Protector Alpha, so I understand why you lean toward this solution). My main issues with this plan are (1) the faggot gets a free meal and a breeding, and (2) the faggot’s comeuppance is still delayed.
But I’m more sadistic when it comes to faggot discipline (I swear I would’ve made a terrific Alpha Master! LOL), mainly because I’m so offended by the bad behaviors of my brothers. So I’m going to suggest a modification of a discipline that was effectively used on me when I was a younger faggot, a training I’ve called “The Nuclear Option”. Essentially, this involves restraining a faggot and forcing it to watch its Master use someone else (female or faggot) before being dismissed. It’s brutal, and inflicts the one thing faggots can’t handle: DENIAL.
In this modified version, you’d pull up to your faggot’s place to pick it up, and have it come out to the car. But when the faggot gets to the car, it will see a faggot sucking your dick. The faggot will be surprised, and in that moment you ask it if it went to see that Trumplican asshole. If it denies it, present it with proof.
And then you tell it you don’t want it or need it anymore (obviously), and drive away. Take the cocksucker out to a nice meal instead, and spend your night enjoying breeding a good boy rather than a hateful, selfish pseudo-faggot.
Hopefully you understand what I’m suggesting, Sir. I know it would destroy me if you did that to me!
Regardless of what you choose, I do think you need a clean break from this dumb fag. You’re far too good for it, and there are countless other fags and females who would love to serve you. Never surrender your pride and glory – your Alphahood – for any faggot, Sir!
Thank you so very much for reaching out to me, Sir. Please feel free to update me on how it goes, Sir!
P.S. How fucking pathetically hypocritical is it that a Trumptard is using a faggot? And how pathetically self-loathing is it that the faggot lowers itself even more (if that’s even possible!) by serving a hypocrite who is programmed by the cult to hate it?? It would be hilarious if it wasn’t so revolting!
The following post is part of a thread following an Alpha father named Jim who has discovered his 16-year-old son Brandon is a faggot. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
One of the greatest unexpected missions of this website has been the surprising influx of straight fathers (both Alphas and betas) coming here for help with their faggot sons. I cannot fully express how humbled and honored I am every time I meet one of these great, loving fathers and hear their desperate pleas for help in reaching their sons. Every father/son story I’ve assisted over the years remains on display both here on the site and in my heart. In some ways, it’s my most cherished accomplishment with this site.
I feel sorry for these fathers because the world doesn’t even acknowledge hierarchy exists, let alone provide information on how to manage it as a parent with growing children. I’m sure it must be terrifying for a father to watch his son deviating off course from the rest of his peers and not knowing what to do to help him!
Fortunately this site acts as a safety net for all of the good fathers out there frantically searching for help. And when they land here, they find an overwhelming wealth of information about hierarchy, and the ring of truth in it spurs them to ask for help. It’s happened so many times now that it’s no longer an accident, but rather evidence of hierarchical truth … as well as the powerful love of a father for his son.
A straight Alpha father named Jim left a long message in my Questions From Readers inbox yesterday asking for help with his 16-year-old son Brandon. Sir Jim recently discovered his son is a faggot, but he didn’t understand what that meant or might mean for his son’s life. Here’s Sir Jim’s full letter to me:
Hi there Fag Sam, I am writing today to ask for your help and advice, it involves my 16 year old fag son Brandon, I Recently discovered he is a faggot and my whole world has been shattered-let me be clear I Love my son and will support him no matter what but I consider myself to be an alpha, I’m masculine, drink beer, go to the gym and lift weights, drive a truck,work a construction job, good with my hands, good sex drive, dominant by nature and I dominate and assert control over women and beta males, it comes natural to me, I know my son is not like that and I wish he was and had hoped he would be but that is not the case, i was googling about fags as truthfully I Haven’t given them much thought, i’ll admit i laughed at them in school, gave them the odd wedgie and took their lunch money and made them do my homework every now and then but beyond that never gave them much thought
my son Brandon was caught making out behind the school science building last week with a boy, the teacher called me in to say it was unacceptable for him to be missing class, I had no idea my son was a fag and was caught off guard, I spoke to Brandon afterwards where he confessed he was indeed a fag and had known all along, he broke down in tears and I reassured him I loved him and all was fine, but I Can’t help thinking about the life he will lead as a fag, i began googling lige as a faggot and stumbled across your website-what you say about Hierarchy and fags submitting and being submissive to Alpha men really resonated with me, I am wondering how do I approach this topic with my son and get him to understand that this is now the life he has ahead of him and to embrace his fag instincts and submit to Alpha men,i want him to understand his purpose in life and not feel shame and understand how the world and his world as a fag will work , I feel its my duty as a father to prepare and educate him and to honour all the alpha men out there who will use a fag like him, I would appreciate your advice
I confided in a friend of mine at work who is also an Alpha, Alpha Chris, he’s 54 and even more Alpha than me, we smoked at a lunch break last week and were just shooting shit and chatting the way guys do and I told him about Brandon, he told me he wasn’t surprised and had always known Brandon was a fag and thinks Brandon has a crush on him, he explained how he caught him staring at him multiple times over the years, particularly one 4th of July when our families celebrated together on a local beach and Chris was shirtless in swim trunks, this blew my mind the fact Chris could know and not me, we began talking and I Confided in him what I am confiding in you , Chris feels it is only right and natural for Brandon to submit and embrace his inner faghood and submit to Alpha men and take his place in the hierarchy system and learn his role as a fag the sooner the better, Chris told me he has used faggots before in college and all through his adult life for many things-laundry, chores, foot massage, making dinner, even to get his cock sucked when his wife wouldnt and even as a urinal, I was stunned but moved, Chris made a bold suggestion and suggested that Brandon come over the first weekend in December to serve him- a simple foot massage and chores and build from there, I have to say Sam I am considering it as Brandon is comfortable around Chris, I trust Chris the most and I want him to get the best care and training as a faggot and be happy in his new life.
Your website and Chris have helped me accept who my son is immensely. Should I take Chris up on his offer and have him train my boy next weekend, I want the best for him but am conflicted on what to do and who to talk to, I know you will understand and give me the best and most honest advice, I have been intrigued to learn how it all works and have been reading about Chastity and cock cages, i totally agree Fag cocks should be caged and locked up, they are not men, I bought one off Amazon a few days ago for Brandon and am considering giving it to Chris to give to Brandon to enforce that he wears it and start his training the right way in chastity, do you believe it will help him? am I doing the right thing, what are my next steps? any and all advice would be appreciated Fag Sam, appreciate it- a concerned and learning the ropes about Fags Father Jim, Alabama
That is possibly one of the most open-hearted letters any parent has ever shared with me. How on earth could I ever ignore such a request?? I only wish more fathers had this level of concern for their sons!
I want to just give a shout-out to Alpha Chris! Thank goodness he was there for his Alpha brother to confide in and advise! One again, it proves something I’ve insisted since Day #1: straight Alphas own and use faggots! The fact that Alpha Chris is willing to use his knowledge and expertise to train Brandon and give him a safe space it explore is amazing, and something I think most faggots wish would’ve happened for them!
Anyway, here’s how I responded to Sir Jim:
Sir, thank you so much for writing to me! Your letter deeply moved me, and I definitely empathize with your situation! However, I want to encourage you at the outset that this is not necessarily a time of sadness and despair. Instead, it could very possibly be a moment of transformation and freedom for your son. And the best part is this: YOU can be a huge part of that positive impact, and make that connection with your son you know you’ve been missing!
First let me just say that I’ve dealt with this exact situation many times before. CLICK HERE to read one such account. Also, THIS STORY was a hugely influential thread that ended up getting me a lot of hate from people accusing me of child porn or something. When I publish your letter on the site, I will also include a short video of an interview I had with a powerful God Alpha who has a faggot son that I think will touch you, Sir.
Let me start off by congratulating you on your willingness to help your son even though you probably don’t understand faggots that much (as you indicated) and you might even have a negative view of faggots. It’s okay to have those feelings, Sir. Don’t beat yourself up over it now that you’re probably dealing with your son’s status as a developing faggot. There’s no doubt your son looks up to you as the first and primary Alpha he’s ever known, and he’s desperate to be accepted by you. I know because I was that faggot years ago, and my Dad rejected me. I already know you would never do that to your boy.
I’m always so overwhelmed when Alpha fathers find there way to this site and to me in their search for answers to their son’s issues (Alpha or faggot). It’s wonderful that you took the time and effort to deeply search and reach out a trusting hand to a stranger on a website like this one just for a little help. Sir, I take that responsibility as seriously as anything else in my life, and I’m so grateful when I meet caring fathers like you.
I want to make one thing clear: not all gay males are faggots, Sir. Brandon kissing a boy might mean he’s gay, and not necessarily a faggot. A faggot is a type of gay male that functions as a slave or as property to serve the needs and desires of Men. I wrote a little book titled “Are You A Faggot?” that helps uncertain ones find out definitively if they are a faggot or simply a gay male. I’m willing to send you a free copy of it so you can use it with your son to determine where he is, but I don’t have your email address. You can write to me at hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com and I will send a copy directly to you, Sir.
I love that you confided in Alpha Chris, Sir! You see, you recognize hierarchy quite easily! And I think Alpha Chris is exactly right, honestly. I think it would be great for Alpha Chris to give Brandon a place to explore his purpose in a safe way while providing some useful training. I also really love that Alpha Chris confided in you about his use and ownership of faggots in the past despite being a straight Alpha, which I’m sure surprised you. As you know, however, straight Alphas keep lots of secrets that nobody would ever suspect.
Your plan to provide Brandon with a chastity cage is magnificent and honestly breathtaking. I’m glad you agree that faggots should be locked in chastity. Chastity will help Brandon focus on his purpose to serve, honor, and submit to Male authority. It will also (eventually) put him in a state of “perpetual subspace”, which is the optimum state for any faggot. I’m quite excited for the possibilities of this happening under the direction of you and Alpha Chris. I think you will be pleasantly surprised by the outcome of that, Sir.
I will admit that the fact that you live in Alabama gives me a bit of a cause for concern. Faggots aren’t treated particularly well in that part of the country, so being OUT-out might not be a great idea. There are plenty of Alphas in Alabama, though, and if Men like Alpha Chris exist there, then there are other Alphas either Brandon’s age or older who can be a good Master to him. I think I would just keep a close eye on that, though.
As far as other advice I might offer, just keep an open mind and an open channel of communication between you and your son. If Brandon ends up serving Alpha Chris for a weekend, Brandon will be quite excited when he returns. Be open to talking to him about what he liked or didn’t like, even if it makes you uncomfortable. You’re giving Brandon an unprecedented opportunity to finally be what he was born to be, and it will be lifechanging. Make it a positive one, Sir.
This website isn’t necessarily for minors, of course, but there are plenty of terrific resources here to explore together. In the right sidebar are links to many trainings as well as some dramatic true stories. Perhaps you can find some that you can share with Brandon, Sir.
Most of all, just remember that you are Alpha, and so is your friend Alpha Chris. More importantly, you’re both Protector Alphas. As leaders of hierarchy, part of your purpose is to protect and shepherd the weak. Brandon is that weaker vessel in need of shepherding so he can find his purpose in hierarchy as well. I have complete confidence in both of you. Brandon is very fortunate to be a faggot with Alphas like you guiding his life!
If you ever need anything, Sir, feel free to reach out to me! I would also love updates on Brandon’s progress!
Yours,
sam the faggot
In conclusion, all I can say to the fathers and sons out there is this: the love you have for each other is greater and more important than all other considerations. An Alpha father can watch his faggot son become the faithful and obedient property of a great Alpha brother, see the fulfilled joy and peace in his son’s eyes, and know that the struggle to understand and help him was worth it.
It is always worth it.
I cannot commend Sir Jim enough for taking his first steps to understand and help Brandon become the most fulfilled version of himself. His open-mindedness, curiosity, trust, and empathy will save his son!
It will also save his relationship with Brandon!
I’m so proud to assist, as well as carry this uplifting, inspirational story of love and purpose to the world! So many other fathers will be helped by Sir Jim’s radiant example!
Hii Sam, big fan your content, and what you are doing for fags around the world. I am Karan, 23 years old,5’2, with a dick of mere 4 inches, I am from India.
I want to talk to you about a guy who is close to me. His name is Harsh 19 years old he is almost 6’2. Well we have a special relationship, actually the son of our maid working here since I was a kid and I know him very well. Well I can say that I just don’t know him well, I know him inside and out. You see when we are young we have a lot of curiosity that is happening in our body . He and I used to get naked together and act like a couple when we were teens ,and since he was bigger than me, he would be husband and I would be wife. Infact , we would snuggle like a couple and he would dry hump me saying this is how couples make babies.
I left home for college about 4 years ago to nearby city and a few days ago I heard he is coming to city for college
I have always loved him, adored him and looked myself as an inferior to him. He is like a man’s man. While I on the other hand, very shy, feminine. But I really want to tell him that I want him to be my alpha, take me under his wing and make me his fag.
Do you think it would be right. I mean he is younger than me and my maid’s son?
Karan, thank you for writing to me!
You have a really interesting situation! Forget about the “age gap” because we are talking about four years. And I think you can forget about the maid situation, too, since you’ve moved out and moved on.
This young Alpha CLEARLY understands your submissiveness. No straight Alpha is going to dry hump you or feminize you without thinking you’re at least open to that, right? I have no doubt he thinks you’re gay, but he doesn’t understand the depth of your submissiveness or that you’re actually a faggot born to serve an Alpha like him. For many young Alphas, this is the problem: they don’t know how to make the first move because they don’t want to offend or upset someone. It’s the same reason you haven’t made a move, too.
But you definitely need to. This Alpha will use you.
Show him this site, or give him a copy of my “Letter To An Alpha” linked in the right sidebar. This should help him finally understand what you are and that you exist for him to use and own. Just offer it to him casually and ask for his opinion. You’ll be surprised!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the adventures of Avi, a 21-year-old faggot discovering the wonders of cunting and deepening his submission to Alphas! CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
People were pretty excited to read the thread developing here about a faggot named Avi who was being cunted by his childhood friend (who still remains unnamed!). All along I have been urging Avi to actually submit and ask this Alpha to take official ownership of him. After all, definitive ownership would be great in developing Avi’s submission, but also help to elevate his Alpha friend to his proper place hierarchically and teach him deeper truths.
Avi agreed. Right before Thanksgiving he wrote this: The Alpha as a childhood friend has been invited by mother to our Thanksgiving celebration this evening, so I intend to ask him to own me today. I believe he will say yes. I will keep you updated.
Well, during yesterday’s Thanksgiving festivities Avi decided to take a bold step. Check this out!
The Alpha and I talked once he got into the house. We both went to speak first, and I stopped myself and he told me that I was his, and I told him I was about to ask to be his. We stared at each other and just laughed, as we realized I’d been his from when we first met in first grade. He told me we were going to have our own ‘celebration’ before the Thanksgiving one. He ordered me to my knees, and fucked my face so good I came three times just from servicing his delicious smelling and tasting cock. Then he bent me over my bed, and cunted me again! He fucked me for two hours, with a couple short breaks in between. But I kept cumming and shuddering, and my mind kept getting deep into subspace as it broke over and over. Again, I felt like I was looking at Apollo descended from Olympus, like he was the sun around which I orbit. Then, he was sweet enough to hold me as I came back to myself, and clean me up, and then we went down to Thanksgiving dinner together, and he fingered my pussy throughout the dinner. And when it was over, and the others were distracted with festivities, we snuck off and I spent the rest of the time serving his cock, getting cunted again, even though I was coming dry at that point, even though my pussy kept quivering. He told me to give him the key to my clitty cage, and that he wants me plugged when not fucked. And I’m to keep dressing rather effeminately, but to now add a slutty edge.
I am so happy to be owned.
Beautiful!
It’s great to see that Avi’s former friend/new Master already has the instincts needed to properly own a faggot. I loved hearing that he held Avi and helped Avi recover after such an explosive cunting session! Many Alphas ignore aftercare (because, of course, Men don’t require aftercare), but this Master does appreciate the need to help a faggot recuperate after being fucked by his powerful Alpha cock! I imagine some of that stems from the fact that they’ve been friends since early childhood and there are some deep emotions involved.
I just knew it wouldn’t take much for Avi to convince his Alpha friend to take ownership of him! As faggots, we must be brave like this! In many cases we are introducing the very thing many Alphas need but don’t realize it yet. These Alphas are a bit like Mr. Anderson in the movie THE MATRIX, stuck inside an ill-fitting world and conditioned to conform, when in reality they are actual SUPERHUMANS like Neo. And just like Mr. Anderson had to be tempted down the “rabbit hole” and shown the truth, so do these Alphas!
One of the precepts of this site is the truth that Hierarchy is the foundation of all aspects of human society, especially within close interpersonal relationships, and any deviation from one’s purpose within Hierarchy usually ends up failing due to imbalance. It’s how I’ve always been able to predict outcomes between males, because invariably all males find their center of gravity within the Hierarchy paradigm.
That is to say: we all must find and fulfill our hierarchical purpose in order for our lives to have satisfaction, peace, and meaning.
Again and again I’ve covered true stories that plainly illustrate this fact: anytime there’s a problem within a relationship, check how things are going Hierarchically first. You will usually find the trouble there.
Today I received this wonderful story from a faggot named Dean. He’s been married to his husband for six years, but things slowly began to fall apart. Notice what happened here:
Sam, I just wanted to tell you how the hierarchical truth saved my marriage. After being together with my husband for 6 years, this summer we were on the verge of divorce. We both felt that sex was not satisfying for neither of us and our relationship did not make us happy.
The night that he was packing his things I couldn’t stop crying and that made him frustrated and furious with me. At one point he lost his patience and, full of rage, he pushed me on the bed and fucked me almost like an animal. I cried even louder but, far from making him stop, he pushed his socks into my mouth and continued using my hole. That night he cunted me and I realised I was a faggot and that I needed to submit to him to save our relationship.
Until that moment we had a vanilla relationship and we gave each other pleasure, but since then I can proudly say that he is my Master. I suck his dick every morning until he comes and then he leaves to work leaving me leaking and in heat. He knows that when he comes back in the evening my hole will be wet and ready. It’s almost ironic that, now that he doesn’t reciprocate blowjobs and doesn’t let me come, I feel more satisfied than ever. My aching balls are a constant reminder of his power.
love,
Dean
What my brother Dean describes is exactly what I’ve been preaching my entire life, but specifically online here for ten years. As he says, it’s “almost ironic” that giving up personal physical pleasure and living to serve actually devote everything to serving the needs of the Alpha partner brings much greater pleasure, but in reality it’s NOT ironic because that is exactly how Hierarchy works.
The problem here is that people try to think they know better, that Hierarchical rules don’t apply to them, that there are not “roles” they should fulfill … but then they live unhappy and unfulfilled lives because of their refusal to understand and accept the truth!
Almost anytime I’m asked to look into a troubled relationship, it’s always a hierarchical issue. I’m like a chiropractor, searching through the skeleton and finding the hierarchical bone out of place. If we look at larger society, much of the marital unhappiness across the board stems from a lack of obedience to hierarchical realities. Women want to be equal to Men, and Men are abdicating their natural leadership roles so they can become soft video game players instead of the MEN who once built our world.
Once Dean accepted his role as his husband’s devoted faggot and began fulfilling it, notice how naturally his husband slipped into his proper role as well! And viola! their marital troubles evaporated like morning dew!
Lesson: always obey your hierarchical purpose!
Thank you, Dean, for sharing such a personal story of success!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling the adventures of Avi, a 21-year-old faggot discovering the wonders of cunting and deepening his submission to Alphas! CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Recently I’ve had a couple of questions from a young faggot named Avi about being cunted and also about “The Void” that often results from cunting. If you follow the link above, you’ll be able to access those previous question/answer correspondences between us.
I had asked Avi about this yet-unnamed Alpha and his relationship with him. He provided me some context:
So he was my best friend since Elementary school, maybe about 1st grade? And even as children there was a distinct difference between us. He was a calm, cool, logical masculine guy, and I was the and I quote several people here, “feral, gremlin wild child who felt too much, chased butterflies, put flowers in his hair, and liked swishy skirts.” At some point as we got older, he got broader, more muscular, and rather dominant. And I got more feminine, and even more of a twink, though if you ask anyone who knows me I’m still a feral wildchild who like butterflies and flowers even if I’m more gothic now. But something shifted in our friendship when we were in High School, I think. He started taking the lead on things, and it felt right for me to just go along with it. At the time I knew I was gay, but hadn’t realized I was a fag, so I just thought I was following the vibes, you know? But after we both graduated, and he started working and I went to college, we both started to get into this lifestyle, but remained friends. So after I cunted myself with the dildo and felt the Void, I went to the one Alpha I knew wouldn’t refuse me. And he cunted me again, properly. I say former friend, but that’s because he’s more than just a friend or an Alpha to me now, and I’m in his words, “his fag, and his friend, but with depth” whatever that means.
Sounds like a perfect set-up for a Master/faggot relationship!
In his last letter Avi asked me about training himself to better serve an Alpha. Internally, I was wondering why Avi wasn’t already serving the Alpha who cunted him last time. I was also wondering why this Alpha wasn’t banging down Avi’s door to cunt him again after the dramatic experience last time.
Well, those thoughts had barely any time to gestate before I received the following experience:
Avi again!
So, as mentioned before today was my 21st birthday, and the Alpha who cunted me properly that I mentioned before, decided to bitch me again as a birthday gift.
He forced me to my knees and utterly wrecked my throat as he fucked my face.
Then he threw me on the bed once I was properly deep in subspace.
He slammed his cock into my pussy, and fucked me for an hour straight. Over the course of that hour, I fell deeper into subspace, and he went deeper into my pussy than anything ever has, and I saw stars, I trembled, I screamed, I moaned, and I came over and over and over again. And the Void in me was temporarily filled. And each time he came in my cunt, (about 6 times) I came even harder, and at some point my entire body trembled violently and I blacked out.
But after it was all over, I felt more submissive then ever. I felt like I had shattered and been made anew, I looked at him, and my caged clit throbbed and my pussy spasmed and I felt like I was staring at Apollo descended from Olympus.
But the Void inside my pussy was even hungrier than before, and is still so hungry that even now, two hours later, as I type this, I’m bouncing on a dildo in what I know is a futile attempt to soothe the void in me. My pussy is so empty it literally hurts.
I’m even struggling to think about anything other than cock. Is there a way I can temporarily sooth the Void in my cunt, and calm my thoughts?
Because I need to get through the holidays and cannot be a cock-brained slutty submissive faggot, with family and friends around.
This experience highlights one of the many reasons why Alphas often prefer to fuck faggots. It’s because of what happens when they do it properly – the faggot gets cunted in the most extreme ways and is transformed into an adoring, worshipful slave. This kind of reaction is rare in females.
This transformation is perfectly captured by Avi in this testimony. A cunted faggot cannot ever go back to what it was before the Alpha fucked it. Cunting completely rewires the faggot. A faggot is clarified in that moment, reduced to a single simple purpose: serve Alphas. In fact, a cunted faggot can barely function for days afterward because its mind is focused on only one thing. I remember the first time I was truly cunted (by my former Master Chris) I wandered in a daze for probably a week! I was almost mute, unable to express that experience or the feelings it evoked in me. It’s like being victimized by the most wondrous trauma, and you’re so overcome by terror and gratitude that you can’t speak.
I sense Avi is a bit like that, too.
However, Avi seems tormented by The Void to an excessive degree. Talking to him on the Discord, I explained that cunting is so physiologically overstimulating that it feels like you’re left with a constant tickle inside your body that can only be scratched by one thing: Alphacock.
But that tickle is practically driving Avi crazy. He’s almost like a dog that rubs its ass on the carpet!
In my opinion, I really think Avi needs to focus on serving this tremendously powerful Alpha who cunts Avi at will. I say that because there is a rarely-discussed emotional component to the cunting process. You see, when a faggot is deeply attracted to an Alpha and easily subspaced by him, the faggot surrenders and relaxes more, allowing for more frequent cuntings.
So the ease with which this Alpha cunts Avi tells me that Avi belongs in this Alpha’s stable and possibly his personal faggot. I’ll wait to hear what Avi thinks about that, though.
In the meantime, I suggested to Avi that he wear a buttplug to help ease the hollow hunger in his new cunt. It works like a pacifier does for a baby.
I’m so happy for my little brother Avi, though! What a wonderful birthday for a good boy like him!
