I consider myself a faggot. I was SA’d at the age of 13 by my stepbrother. He was no alpha but he was two years older than me and was able to get what he wanted, if not exactly what he wanted. Is there a category or sub category of alphas who will sexualize and use what happened to me? I sexualize it myself and I hope to attract an alpha who can “sense” that I was SA’d and view that as a plus. Can you speak to whether you believe SA creates faggotry or facilitates it?
Hi brother! Thank you for writing!
I’m sorry for your sexual assault. Like you, I also sexualize my rape (I wasn’t as young as you were, though). It’s sort of like having a phantom limb, and I wish it wasn’t there, but it is.
There is no “sub-category” for Alphas who would sexualize that. However, Alphas would definitely take advantage of that and use it as a trigger if you let them know about it.
The following post is part of a thread following the story of Mika, a teenage faggot in Peru who bravely and successfully seduced a straight Alpha named Gael. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
There’s nothing terribly difficult about what I teach here regarding either submitting to a straight Alpha or taking ownership of a faggot. That’s not to say it’s easy – it’s not – but the mechanics of it have been in place since the beginning of human interaction. Hierarchy is so fundamental to everything we are that everyone responds in a primal way if those triggers are manipulated.
For faggots wishing to serve a straight Alpha, the first thing that must happen is a mind-shift. A faggot must recognize that it was born to serve superior Men, but also that superior Men were born to own them. Men have a definite need and desire to be worshiped and served, and once they understand that faggots offer that in abundance, they let go of the sexual stigma associated with faggots and instead embrace the glory of being worshiped.
It just takes bravery on the part of a faggot to begin that chain reaction.
Recently I’ve been answering questions and coaching a young faggot named Mika. He’s from Peru, he’s in school, and he wanted to serve a hot straight Alpha named Gael. You can read all of Mika’s questions by following the link above.
But now Mika has had an incredible breakthrough, so I’ve elevated his story to a proper thread on the site!
Listen to his incredible update:
Hi Sam!!! This is Mika from Peru and I’m so so happy
Remember what I told you about the trainee that work in my school? His name is Gael, by the way. This morning, thanks to our conversations here, I finally had courage enough to do what I need to do.
I was super nervous when I arrived at school to my class, but as soon as I saw him, I opened a big smile and asked how was his weekend. He said that he had a lot of work and didn’t have time to relax, then I don’t know what happened to me but I just said “well, I would love to help you relax, a Man like you deserve to relax” Of course he understood what I wanted, because he already asked a blowjob 3 times… 2 times as a joke, but the third time more serious. So he just told me that he would give me a ride after my classes were over.
As soon as I entered his car, he started to say that his girlfriend was really pretty, but she refused to cook for him, so he always needed to cook lunch and dinner after a long day at work. Then he went into sexual stuff and said that she doesn’t want to have sex before they get married. After complaining about his girlfriend for a while, he stopped at an empty parking lot a few blocks from my house and said “I really don’t understand why she does that with me. If you were my girl, would you treat me like that?”
Omg Sam, that moment was so crazy. I was so afraid of saying something stupid!! But I just said “if I was your girl, your stomach would be always full of good food, and your balls would be always empty, because that’s what you really deserve” I think that was a good thing to say because he smiled to me, then I asked if he was just joking when he asked for a blowjob. He said that he really respected me and didn’t want to hurt my feelings, but that since we have basically the same age he never saw me as a student, but as a sexy girl. Then he admitted that he was a virgin and never received a blowjob because his girlfriend only kisses him and nothing more.
I was still a little scared but I said that I never sucked a dick too and would love to learn sucking his. He looked around in the parking lot, and put his dick out and it was soooo hard. I was really confused at first because everything was so new, but I did what felt more right, and started to suck his dick while holding his balls and jerking him off. I was so nervous but so happy to be the first one suck his dick and he was the first dick that I put in my mouth. My mouth and jaw started to hurt but I wanted to make him proud and didn’t stop sucking. After some time, he just holded my hair and jerked off with the other hand. He was very sweet and told me that he could cum on the floor outside the car if I wasn’t ready to take it. But I just said “in my mouth please” and swallowed everything.
Omg Sam, this is so crazy… this morning I was just a virgin faggot now I sucked a big dick and swallowed my first load. I hope I did it well!! But he told me that he want to see me again, so I think I was a good boy for him. I would be so happy if he wanted to be with me as his boyfriend, but I don’t think he will leave his girl…
Thank you, Sam!! <3 I really love your site and am happy now
AMAZING!!!
This is literally all it takes! Just make yourself available and be eager to submit! Go in with the proper mindset – positive, joyful, and eager to serve in whatever way they need – and a straight Alpha will understand your purpose and use you!
I’m so proud of Mika for accomplishing this!
Now, I’m not sure if Alpha Gael will want to take on Mika as a “boyfriend” given the fact that he’s straight, but I’m sure he’d love to own Mika as his personal faggot! Especially if his girlfriend is that frigid and unloving!
I hope this post inspires other faggots out there to bravely submit to the Alphas in their lives!
Hello, Sam. I’m sorry I couldn’t tell him about the Hierarchy. It’s like my lips are stuck together. About Yannick and the bathroom situation, I think he was very calm at the time. Not nervous. Like he should be. Like he wasn’t naked at all. After that meeting, we saw each other a few days later. His aunt and uncle said he won a competition he was in. And I wanted to do something for him. So the day before he arrived, I made a cake. Tender crust, cherry frosting. I was very nervous. In the morning, we were all waiting for him in the living room. When he came through the door smiling in his team uniform. I was ecstatic. Then there was a lunch specially prepared for him by me. His aunt can’t cook. It was my pleasure. Lunch went quickly. Yannick was tired after a hard workout and went to his room to rest. I went straight to the kitchen to prepare dinner. That night everyone complimented me, praising the food on the table. Yannick smirked at me. I blushed slightly at the sight of him. His morning sunny smile was different from the one he showed me. Could he really want to make me his? The whole evening after that, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. Yannick is so handsome, so beautiful. If you choose among actors, he looks most like a young Chris Hemsworth. The evening was over. The old couple went to bed. And I went to Yannick’s room with a cake on my hands. I knocked and waited for the door to open. When the door opened Yannick stood naked with only a towel stretched on his thighs. His hair was still wet. There were still drops of water on his chest. They rolled down his abs disappearing under the white towel. It made me swallow my saliva. I couldn’t hear what he was saying anymore. It took me about ten or twenty seconds to come to my senses. When the magic was over. I congratulated him on his victory and pointed to the cake. He nodded his head. He said come in. So I entered his abode. I put the cake on the bedside table. I turned around, my heart pounding. Yannick was standing very close to me. Still in his towel. I said quickly, “Excuse me, sir. I’ll pardon me. Yannick said nothing. He stood calmly close to me. After a while, something fell to the ground. It turned out to be his watch. I didn’t even realize he’d been holding it the whole time. It’s a towel. Those chest muscles, those abs mesmerized me. Made my heart pound. Yannick stood, I quickly knelt down to pick up the watch. Kneeling in front of such a divine creature I just stupidly opened my mouth. Yannick came so close to me that my open mouth could have caught the edge of the towel and I grasped with my teeth. And pulled. But at the last moment, Yannick held the towel back. Looked at me, grinned. He lifted his foot and his toes were next to my lips. Without thinking, I kissed his toes. First one, then the other. On the third, he put his foot on my chest. And kicked me lightly. I handed him his watch. Yannick took the watch. Put his other hand on my head and ruffled my hair. Then he quickly took his hand away. Walked away from me. I got to my feet. He looked at the door. And I left. What did I do wrong, Sam? What did he expect me to do? I was so nervous.
Hi Ethan. Thanks for writing again!
I’m so proud of you for taking the initiative and offering gifts to Yannick in an attempt to trigger a response from him! This was the exact right thing to do!
AND IT WORKED! You sound discouraged, but Yannick’s reaction was actually very promising. No, you didn’t necessarily get to service him (yet), but this was an extremely sexual outcome nonetheless. More importantly, Yannick now knows what he’s suspected about you: you’re a faggot, and that you understand he’s Alpha.
Keep submitting to him. Don’t stop now. Kissing his foot is HUGE and will almost assuredly lead to more!
Hey Sam, my name is Zach and I have been exploring submission and chastity and I want so desperately to be a faggot even if it’s not my nature. I usually top during hookups but something about faggotry is really calling to me recently. I have tried to find alphas on recon to guide me into faghood but from what I see it’s full of men that are either too ugly to get a normal guy or they want me to drop everything and move across the country. How do I find real local alphas that are worthy of service? Any help is welcome I just want to be the best faggot I can. Do you know any good alphas in the Raleigh NC area?
That’s interesting that you’ve been a Top so far in your life but now think you’re a faggot. It’s not the first time I’ve encountered that, but every time I do it strikes me funny. I commend you for being honest with yourself.
I personally prefer to approach Alphas I know in some way in my personal life, and it’s still the path I recommend. However, if you’re wanting to use an app for a more controlled prospecting opportunity, I’d use TheBlowers.com instead of Recon or Grindr. With TheBlowers.com, you can choose a fag’s role (“Blower”) and then find a local Alpha to service. From there, you’ll likely find an Alpha that’ll want to keep you as a personal faggot.
Hi! This is Angela and I sent a message a few weeks ago about my boyfriend (Andre) and his faggot (Alberto).
We’ve been having a wonderful relationship together. Andre does not like to suck Alberto’s hole, so it’s my role to rim the faggot and make sure his ready to be fucked. At first I didn’t want to do it, but Andre sucks my pussy so well, that I just couldn’t refuse doing this for him. So our dynamic now is I rim the faggot, Andre sucks my pussy like a real Alpha, and Alberto sucks his big dick. Sometimes we spend our doing this, then Andre just relaxes in bed and Alberto rides him, then I ride him, and it’s just perfect. Our King loves to see us alternating in his dick
Andre wants me to move in so we can all live together, but I’m not sure about what to do. They currently live together, and I visit them on the weekends, but Andre thinks that our relationship will be even better if we are together 24/7. But I want to make clear that, although I love being fucked, I don’t wanna be a “second fag” doing all the chores around the house. I want to keep a dynamic where Alberto obeys me as well.
First of all, I’m glad to hear that everything is working out well between the three of you. It sounds like Alberto is an excellent faggot, obedient and focused on pleasing! Truly, Master Andre is incredibly powerful and a great trainer!
You deserve a lot of credit, too! Most women would refuse to share their Alpha with a faggot, let alone join in and participate in the action! I’m glad to hear that you’re receiving something from the arrangement!
As far as your question goes, I think it’s perfectly reasonable for you to “co-own” Alberto and benefit from the faggot’s services. I’m sure Master Andre wouldn’t be opposed, either. This is not the first time I’ve encountered a straight couple where both the male and female partners co-own and use a faggot, and it seemed to work out. As long as everyone understands and accepts their place, this situation should work out well for the three of you.
I just want to clarify that the trainee in my school is 20 years old and I am 18, so there is nothing wrong or illegal here. He’s not forcing me, he said that he will protect me no matter what, but he said that “it’s fair that I give something in return”
So don’t worry about this, we’re both adults. My concern is if his girlfriend finds out and gets mad at me. You know?
Sorry if my first question was not clear, my English is not good. But I just wanna say that he is a great person, he’s not forcing me, and we are both adults.
So my concern is how to serve him in a way that his gf does find out.
Sorry if I am annoying you! I don’t have many friends and nobody to talk about this things. I love you brother!!
Thank you for the follow-up! I was a little worried about the underage thing, so I’m glad you cleared it up!
Forget about the girlfriend. She’s not your problem, she’s his problem. Your job as a faggot is to SERVE. He wants to use you (maybe even own you!), so you should not pass up this opportunity to serve a young straight Alpha! It’s almost a violation of Hierarchical law to refuse to serve him!
Let me know how it goes, brother! My email is: hierarchyuniversity@gmail.com
My name is Mika, I am from Peru and in the last year of my high school. I am very sweet and femboy, some guys in my school always attack me and I suffer a lot of bullying. There is a trainee in my school who always protects me, he entered this new job in February and always takes care of me. Last week, I told him that I really appreciate the way he watches me and takes care of me, so he told me that he wants me to suck his dick in return of his help… he’s young and handsome, but I know he has a girlfriend and I don’t wanna get in trouble. Can you please give me your opinion?
I love your website! It always help me to understand who I am
Hi Mika! Thanks for writing!
Well, the situation you described is pretty much every faggot’s dream, I’d imagine!
I don’t know what the laws are in Peru, but what you describe is against the law where I live in the United States. Therefore, I’m not going to tell you to go ahead and do it if you want to. But I douvt if you’d get into trouble if you chose to.
Hi Sam. Im a faggot in chastity. I want to get to the point of being able to cum from just my ass being used. At least in my experience that is easier said than done. My idea is to just keep locked and eventually I will cum while being fucked or have a wet dream or something. I know from experience that I will have to stay locked for over a month. (My current chastity lock up record is a month). I think I am just scared I will never cum again. It’s not necessarily a problem if I don’t cum again but I do worry about any potential health issues. I think I am looking for reassurance and if you had any advice or similar issues.
Thanks for writing, brother!
It’s a reasonable concern. I think if you’re being fucked, you will eventually leak cum or even “ejaculate”, even in chastity. I know it happens. I think it’s important for any Owner of a faggot to occasionally milk their faggots in order to help keep them healthy and contented in service.
There is conflicting information on just how necessary it is for males to orgasm in order to keep their prostates healthy. I think the sensationalized view is that males must cum all the time for health reasons, but that’s overstated I think.
I trust my body to know when I need to excrete seminal fluid. It happens naturally through wet dreams or general arousal. You can also use a vibrator to cause yourself to have a ruined orgasm as well. But you’re not going to lose the ability to have an orgasm, brother. It’s just going to be different than the way you originally experienced them.
Sam what is your feeling about faggots being smacked down in public? I was in a backroom and a beautiful Alpha was fucking a faggot’s mouth against the wall and then pulling out to slap the faggot around pretty damn hard. The faggot would recover and get back on his cock. Probably eight guys were watching this and no one said anything. I’m a faggot myself so it’s not my place question an alpha but I was surprised the other men seemed to enjoy watching the faggot getting slapped around. I confess I was turned on by the Alpha’s command of the situation.
Thanks for writing!
Well, my opinion about faggots getting smacked down in public is the same as in private – it shouldn’t need to happen, but it does. I actually think Alphas do this reflexively, without thinking. It’s pure, heat-of-the-moment instinct. And it probably can’t be stopped entirely, although a good and pleasing faggot will win over its Alpha’s heart over time and the smacking/abuse should lessen.
Hey Sam, I wrote to you in January about learning and accepting my place as a faggot. I had always been around alphas being a football and baseball player. I have accepted my place as a faggot and try and stay locked as much as possible. In my search for an alpha to serve on grindr I came across a discreet frat boy at the college near me and he is a faggot as well. I like to dominate him from time to time. I introduced him to chastity and he has a cage that he wears occasionally. He loves being fucked by me but I’m at a crossroads on fucking him again before the semester ends. I’ve thought about trying to find an alpha to fuck him and cuck me or both of us serve him but idk if he would be open to it. I’m not sure he is familiar with the hierarchy but he knows he’s a fag in a general way. Why do I want to only dominate him?
Thank for writing!
Are you sure you aren’t dealing with Alpha Latency? In other words, are you suppressing Alpha instincts because you think you’re supposed to be submissive?
Here’s what I think you should try: Think about the times you’ve submitted to Alphas and how you felt, and then compare that feeling to how you feel when you’re using that faggot. Which one satisfies you more? Which one completes you more?
That should give you a clearer idea of what you truly are and which way you should go.
Appreciate the quick response faggot. It has definitely helped in answering some confusions I’ve had about everything and alleviated some of the frustrations but they are still somewhat there. If anything I am more conflicted, intrigued and annoyed by more questions. There is some truth to what you had spoken about regarding some trauma or influences that might have suppressed that. Growing up religious also had me denying any sexual interaction with males. I would say men but faggots aren’t. Growing up like that also made turn a blind eye to all the Alpha talk, I didn’t believe in those labels and way of thinking. So I can attribute being religious to what might have caused the “Alpha Latency” among other things as well.
You wondering about what would happen if I had a fag in front of me worshipping my feet actually turned me on. I would be lying if I said it didn’t. Just the thought of that did. Even thinking of it right now is. As ive said before, im in a very conservative place so most will not do stuff like that in fear of it coming out. It also limits me as well. Ive met some who I could tell were faggots but are friends, family. Also have seen strangers or coworkers who exhibit that behavior but all of these can get messy.
I think your answer completely validates my suspicion about your true nature, Sir! I’m glad you’re able to isolate incidents in your life that may have been holding you back, because that’s how you can eliminate them and move past them!
I think you should find a foot faggot and start exploring this side, Sir. Foot worship is fairly tame stuff, and shouldn’t be hard to find even in the most conservative areas. The rest will come with time and increased confidence!
Not so a question but more of a general confusion and I don’t know what to do about it and I can’t talk to anyone about it so here I am. I am confused. I’m 25m and a virgin. I’m bi but closeted as I live in an area that isn’t really friendly with that. I’m also religious which is why I haven’t had sex or pursued any sexual desires. I don’t know what I am or how to even approach anything because it’s not really possible to do anything physical. I thought I was pretty vanilla but I’ve been diving deep into all kink related stuff recently especially Alpha/fag Dom/sub dynamics. I initially tried out subbing online and I think it was nice but it never really felt right. But I’ve read all kinds of posts about fags and alphas, their interactions, how fully fags have submitted and it turns me on so much! I continuously feel myself getting turned on by the submission. I initially thought it was me wanting to be submissive but every day I feel myself gravitating towards dominating. I tried it online too and hell it feels amazing it’s such a rush. But it didn’t fit either. Maybe the barrier of being online is making everything weird. I’m getting more frustrated and annoyed by the day that I can’t do anything about it.
There really isn’t a question. Just more of an outlet to speak my mind.
Thank you for writing to me!
I can appreciate your exhaustion and frustration. It can be bewildering when you’re unsure of your place even though you feel like you should know it. The sensation is akin to stumbling around a funhouse in the dark – it’s not so fun then!
Let me suggest something based on what you wrote here. I believe you might be suffering from what I call “Alpha Latency”. You see, some Men who are naturally-born Alphas suffer childhood trauma or experience influences that make them deny or dismiss their natural Alpha urges. This prevents these proto-Alphas from developing completely and embracing their true purpose. They wander through life in a kind of gray fog, emotionally disengaged from the world around them because they aren’t realizing and manifesting the power within themselves.
The fact that you find yourself turned on by faggot submission and a curiosity about dominating them makes me think you have an inborn tendency you’re ignoring, Sir. I wonder what might happen if you just had a faggot come over and worship your feet, Sir. I think you might discover something about yourself that you’re either denying or suppressing.
Hi Sam, in your post about Moby and Johnny, you said “Nature made the call at birth when it gave you a substandard dick and submissive personality.” and that sounds like a departure from your previous position that penis size doesn’t or shouldn’t matter in the hierarchy.
Johnny said he measured his penis at just over 5 inches, and you called it “substandard” and seemed to suggest this is one reason, among others, that he belongs in chastity. Are you now willing to state that chastity and submission are (at least likely) the destiny of males with a dick roughly that size or smaller?
Thank you for the question!
Good catch! I’m glad some readers are paying attention!
I used the word “substandard” intentionally to reinforce that the faggot needed to stop focusing on its own insignificant dick and lock it up so it can serve more fully. A faggot dick of any size is technically substandard because it is useless. It serves no purpose.
Dicks that small aren’t entirely useless, nor are they destined to be locked in chastity. And a male can have a five inch dick and not be a faggot. Beta males often have dicks that size.
But overall I don’t believe dick size correlates with a Man’s place within Hierarchy.
The following post is part of a thread involving a faggot named Oliver whose Alpha boyfriend refused to take a more dominant role and use him as a faggot. But after some coaching from me, he has seen some positive results. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
You may remember two “Questions From Readers” posts from March (HERE and HERE) involving a faggot named Oliver who was in a longterm relationship with an Alpha who didn’t seem to really embrace Oliver’s faggot nature. These can be tricky to overcome sometimes, because occasionally an Alpha finds it offensive to think of his partner as a faggot.
But I didn’t think Oliver’s unnamed Alpha boyfriend was such an Alpha. He just needed the right stimulus.
Now Oliver has sent me a third and most dramatic update, so I’m elevating his series of questions to a site-wide thread in order to track this developing story in a cleaner way.
Oliver wrote:
Hi brother Sam,
I thought that you would like to know how my process of submitting to my boyfriend is going. After all, it was thanks to your advice that I managed to awaken the Alpha that he had in him as I told you last month: https://hierarchyuniversity.com/questions-from-readers-267/
In my last message, I mentioned that I thought that his work trip would slow down the journey to his alphahood, but I couldn’t have been more wrong! If anything, the long distance made him extremely controlling.
When I messaged him during his trip he often left me on read or just replied “I’m busy”, but when he texted he expected me to answer immediately and send him nudes on command. His messages were things like: “legs up, now”, or “show me your bussy”. He also asked me not to masturbate or finger myself while he was away, as he wanted me to prove that I cared about him and told me that he would know if I had done it: “when I come back I will put my finger up your ass and it better be tight like a virgin”. He had never talked like that but I have to admit that it made me leak!
And sure enough, this is what he did as soon as he came back for the trip. I made sure to have dinner ready for him, but he did not pay much attention to the meal. As he told me he would do, he threw me to the sofa, pulled down my pants and pushed his fingers inside my hole. He soon realized that I had followed his orders, as my hole was very tight and my balls were full. I was expecting a sweet kiss or some sort of appreciation, but instead it felt like a beast awakened inside of him. He pushed his dick inside me without any lube or preparation and started to fuck me while I screamed. He did not stop sailing me until he finished inside of me, and whispered in my ear: “this is what you were asking for”.
After this, he acted like nothing happened, we chatted normally during dinner and we cuddled in bed before falling asleep. It wasn’t until the next morning that I realized that I had not come the night before. While normally I would masturbate and make myself finish after sex while he was scrolling on his phone or asleep, that night I did not feel the need to. Even though I did not feel the pleasure from the release, it somehow made me feel more complete and accomplished.
I feel very happy with the new dynamic that we achieved: he expects me to get most of the housework done while he plays videogames, and he then rewards me with hard sex. Although we haven’t talked about it, he also looks pleased that I have not been masturbating after sex, as he often grabs my balls and laughs at how big they have become!
Oliver x
Wow, that IS a huge shift in attitude! It’s shocking what a few adjustments can do to ignite an Alpha’s need for power and control!
But Oliver has been executing my advice perfectly, and I’m so glad to see that it’s bearing fruit!
But, more importantly, this shift in dynamics is helping Oliver appreciate what it really means be to be a devoted faggot. That last bit at the end about how Oliver didn’t masturbate after being roughly used by his Master/boyfriend is significant. This is the effect of perpetual subspace. It’s how I stopped masturbating eight years ago. Once you’re in perpetual subspace, masturbation becomes an offensive afterthought.
So I congratulate my brother Oliver on a job well done! GOOD BOY!
Fellow faggot here…i remember some time ago you had collaborated with a Master to setup something like a hotel listing for Masters to stay at a faggots home and be served.
Has that happened or is it still in the works?
Thanks and hope you are doin great! Keep up the good work
The SubBNB project is on hiatus because Master Raz (a soldier in the Israeli military) was called to serve during the current conflict in Israel. I’m not sure when that might end and he will be free.
I’ve known but a very few other faggots (meaning those who recognized me as a faggot and were willing to relate to me on that level)… I was surprised to find that a goodly percentage of the fellow faggots I spoke with do not feel that they were “natural born faggots”… Rather they cite some life experience such as being bullied, watching another fag being dominated by an Alpha or themselves being overcome by the desire to submit when confronted in some manner by an outwardly dominant Apha male resulting in an inner transformation… They consider this experience to have been their moment of transformation which rendered them faggots from that point on… Other faggots I had occasion to discuss this matter with shared my belief that we are BORN FAGGOTS and we all experience some type of life experience which serves to awaken the dormant faggot inside of us… By that point, our recognition of the superior Alpha male persona, along with our inner desire to submit cause the experience to become an extremely vivid memory which some faggots confuse with a transformation… Even before I became familiar with the term”faggot” I’ve always felt “hard wired” to submit as opposed to dominate… As early as 7th grade I began to consciously identify certain male classmates as superior to myself in both physical as well as other, sometimes indiscernible ways… I inwardly acknowledged my place at the bottom rung of the hierarchy long before I heard or understood the term… Though BORN a faggot, I believe that living the faggot life is nurtured through a myriad of life experiences…
Hi brother! Thank you for writing!
Yes, I’m of the opinion that natural faggots are born that way. When faggots tell me that they feel like certain experiences (like the ones you mention in your letter) led them to become faggots, I simply feel like that argument is a bit of a “chicken and the egg” conundrum. It could very well be that those experiences help us to realize what’s inside us.
Regardless, it’s probably better to accept it as an inborn need because it’s not something a faggot can escape.
Hi Sam, I need your help. Few days ago I have met a Master online. He wants me to be his slave and he wants me to come to his house to start training. The problem is that I am too scared to meet him, because I have never met anyone from any app and I am a virgin, so I am a little bit scared of sex. What should I do?
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
Congratulations on finding a Master who is willing to train you! That’s a terrific opportunity to discover things about yourself and what it means to serve an Alpha!
I understand that you’re scared. We all start off scared. But at some point, we must challenge ourselves or else we never grow. I’m sure you don’t want to be some old faggot who wasted his entire life hiding from the truth, too afraid to try, right? Do you know how many older faggots have written to me over the years lamenting the fact that they were too scared to ever live out their purpose?
You don’t want to be that person, believe me. It’s far, far worse than any sexual encounter you’ll ever have.
Hello, Sam. I want to share my story. I worship my childhood bully. He’s the son of my parents’ friends. When I was a kid, he took away all my pocket money. He made me do his homework for him. He’s older than me. We went to the same university. And they chose one fraternity. He was the king of the brotherhood. Everyone adored him. Parties, get-togethers. All the girls were his. And I studied well. In my third year of study, I managed to rent an apartment near the university. And get a job at the nearest coffee shop. And Trevor is the name of my bully, who was expelled from the university for drunk driving. A week later, he moved into my apartment. He just showed up. And he took a guest room in my apartment. I tried to argue, to kick him out, but it was useless. We started living together. He didn’t pay for anything. Ate my food. He took my money. The tipping point occurred during the Covid quarantine. Trevor was very afraid of getting infected. He always demanded that everything be sterile. I was terrified of strangers. I don’t know. Why, but he was very worried. One evening, when we were watching TV in the living room. There was a movie with a beautiful girl and they were kissing a muscular actor. That turned Trevor on. He did not like to muster. That’s why he asked me. I wanted to run away, to hide. But Trevor held me tight. He put me on my knees. He took off his pants and approached. His bulge pressed against my lips. The heat of this big machine could be felt through the fabric of the boxers. The next second, Trevor pulled down his panties and his cock was touching my forehead. Then the lips. Trevor was running his cock over my face. Gradually. Looking up, I saw a thin grin on his lips. Then my mouth opened on its own. It was as if Trevor had been waiting for this. He immediately plunged his cock into my mouth. A throbbing, burning cock was on my tongue. The dick of the guy who made my childhood hell. But at that moment, time seemed to stop. Trevor was already fucking my throat with his cock without hesitation. We didn’t talk. Sometimes, looking up, I saw the same grin. In about five minutes or how many, I don’t know. He came in my mouth. His cum was hard to taste because of my saliva, but I think it’s bearable. Thinking back now, I think I liked the smell of Trevor himself more. It smelled of tobacco and disinfectants. The whole quarantine, Trevor used my mouth for his pleasure. Without shame. He could come out of the shower and pull my mouth over his cock. Or during washing. When I was doing his laundry. One day he wanted to fuck me. But then he changed his mind. Unsanitary conditions. After the quarantine ended, Trevor left. A few months later, I found out that he had met the love of his life. They got married a year later. Now he and this girl have two children. He called me recently. He said he got divorced. He wants to stay in my apartment. Recall my university years.. I haven’t had another master since Trevor. I’ve only dated girls. Before him, too. Now I’m wondering if I’m a fag or not? I also think it was always him. Thanks for the advice, Sam.. I hope you won’t criticize me for not speaking very good English.. All names have been changed.. What should I do, should I let Trevor in?
Hi! Thank you for writing to me!
That’s a rough story. It sounds like much of the time this Trevor was forcing you to do things you didn’t really want to do. And even when he forced you to start sucking his dick, you didn’t have some sudden realization that you liked doing it. That makes me question whether or not you’re actually a faggot.
You see, there’s a line between those who are natural faggots and others like you who were repeatedly bullied into submission. Do you see the difference?
Personally, I think Trevor seems like a selfish, ignorant pig. I don’t think you should let him in. In fact, I think you should stop talking to him altogether and find someone who can treat you better than that.
I’m a natural born faggot and have known this since middle school. I’m now in my late twenties. I worship the Superiority of Men and have a drive to serve them however I can.
The Alpha I’m most recently serving is in his mid-30s. Well-built. All Man. He knows what he wants and takes it – demands it. He’s the only Man I’ve served though where anytime he decides to destroy my pussy, it starts with a very intense spanking. Always bringing me to tears. It’s not some playful act. It’s PURE aggression. Sometimes he’ll use a belt but normally just his hands.
Once he has me sobbing or bawling, that’s the time he always takes me. A full rut without any other build up. It is such an emotional and intense experience as he’s slamming his thick cock into my pussy – ass sore and sensitive with every buck of his hips that smack into it. I’ve never experienced anything like it.
I usually stay emotional throughout the breeding as he doesn’t let up. There’s no time to calm myself.
He’s always having me wear lace panties and the like where he just pulls them aside so he can have access to my hole but without having to see my caged clit. He’s definitely very verbal in these situations. He lets me know how inferior I am with every word and thrust.
Afterwards, he almost always lets me lay on his chest (after I clean his dick with my mouth… sometimes he takes the moment to use me as a urinal as well). Then, I usually proactively make him a snack, prepare dinner or bring him a drink before he decides to dismiss me.
I leave feeling a mixture of emotions. I’m not sure if anyone else has this type of dynamic but was wondering if the ritual he employs is normal or acceptable? When I leave, I feel both fulfilled and like a total mess at the same time.
Maybe he’s just keeping me in my inferior place and showcasing his natural superiority? Or is it abusive?
All I know is that it can be really embarrassing to go to the gym the next day – having a red/bruised ass and a clit cage is quite humbling.
Your thoughts?
Thanks!
Hi brother! Thanks for writing!
Your story is pretty intense! I can only imagine what it’s like to be basically attacked like that. It must be extremely painful and scary when this happens.
Sometimes it’s hard to understand the needs of a Man because they are sometimes so radically different from us faggots. Alpha rage is a real phenomenon, and I’ve written about it here and there in an attempt to explain it … and also warn faggots about it.
Sadly, many faggots seek this kind of rage out thinking it seems “hot” but suddenly find themselves in over their heads.
I can’t tell where you’re at with these attacks. It sounds like he’s really hurting you physically and emotionally, but you mention the fulfillment part of the experience as well. You seem concerned about its regularity, but you also sound like you wouldn’t trade it for something different.
Here’s my take on it: yes, he’s abusing you (without cause) to some degree. You don’t deserve to be beaten every time he needs to fuck just because you’re his faggot. He may not be able to become sexually aroused without the violence aspect, which would also be troubling.
But on the other hand, he’s fulfilling something in you, and leaving you “a total mess” might be exactly what he intends. He wants his rut and his breeding to leave impressions on you physically and emotionally. In some way, there isn’t anything wrong with that.
I can’t pass harsh judgement on your Master’s technique because he is providing you some aftercare. That’s important. By allowing you to decompress on his chest and work out your place through acts of service (like making a meal for him), you Master is providing some support after his assaults. If that wasn’t happening, I’d be much more concerned.
I don’t think you have much to worry about. I’ve seen this kind of violence from powerful Alphas (Master Dino from FWA is an example of this) that morphed over time into something much deeper. So I’d stick with it for now and see where it leads.
I’m quite new to being a faggot and have yet to find an owner, since I’m new to this I still sometimes struggle with thinking my opinion matters and this leads me to sometimes thinking men who may be potential owners are not my type. This happens sometimes if a man is say in his 50s (I’m 21 for reference). I will still visit these men so they can rape me but I find my body can become tense which I don’t think these men like. Is there any way to make my body as relaxed and limp as possible so that these men can enjoy raping me more?
Hi little brother! Thanks for writing!
Listen to me: you don’t need to service Men in their fifties if you’re not attracted to them. I know how it is when you’re just starting on your journey as a faggot to feel like you need to service EVERYBODY, but that’s not true (or healthy). You can definitely choose Alphas who you find attractive and worthy of your gifts.
And being fucked doesn’t need to be “rape” either. Yes, it can get rough, but rape is an entirely different matter and isn’t something you should be seeking. Take it from me as someone who was raped, you don’t want that forever clouding your mind or destroying your self-esteem.
