Not a question, but I have a referral for you. Discovered this cute fag on Youtube who details how he blew it with his straight alpha friend. This boy needs a lesson on hierarchy (desperately). Looking at his other vids, he’s ~75% of the way there but hasn’t quite put the puzzle pieces together. Maybe you can help.
Thank you for the referral!
I’m not sure why you think this guy is a faggot. Frankly, he seems more Alpha to me than faggot. I mean, Alphas cry … Alphas fall in love … Alphas get heartbroken.
When it comes to young love/first love, emotions run high regardless of hierarchical status.
There’s something about the way this guy carries himself that leads me to think he’s not a faggot. He reminds me a bit of Mark E. Miller, the famous gay YouTuber who is clearly a gay Alpha yet still has a lot of “gay” or “feminine” tendencies.
I just don’t know that we can clearly call him a faggot. At least not based on that video.
Hi Sam, I am a 27 year old faggot who needs your experienced opinion. I have been listening to your podcast forever. I check your website every week, and over the years I have also asked you some questions on there. Your answers were always very helpful hence I am back here.
My boyfriend who is 10 years older than me is finally realizing his potential as a real dominant Alpha. That has been amazing but recently we moved to cuckolding. I LOVE it so much. Right now he is fucking some perfect bottom while I am at our home doing chores. It feels so good when he just takes what he wants and I am assigned tasks.
But my question is: am I still a good faggot if I don’t get fucked by my man? Am I reaching my potential by doing chores and sucking his Dick whenever he wants. While he fucks many boys and breeds many guys behind my back and lets me know with pictures, videos and stories?
love, a faggot x
Thank you for the new question!
Congratulations on the Alpha and your opportunity to further grow his power! It’s clear you have helped him embrace more of his great power, and he’s expanding his Kingdom in response to it!
But I want to focus on your question. My short answer is this: you are ABSOLUTELY a good faggot for serving the way you are! In fact, I would suggest you are the BEST kind of faggot possible, because you are remaining loyal and submissive in service to him while he fulfills his needs as an Alpha! Many other faggots would get pissed off and try to leave, but you remain loyally at his feet!
I have a lot of respect for cucked faggots like you who keep their purpose firmly in mind and keep serving! Don’t stop or get discouraged! I promise you that you will end up feeling much better about yourself in the long run both as a person and as a faggot!
Faggot is a bit shocked to see the cocksucker in this video playing with its own dicklet, not only playing but spraying its own faggot slime while the real Man is having His cock served. Seems a bit disrespectful to me. I also notice that the Alpha’s seed is allowed to dribble out of its mouth as though the faggot has no respect for the precious gift it is being given. What are you thoughts, bother faggot?
Yes, this faggot definitely demonstrates bad behavior on multiple fronts just as you outlined. I’m glad you can appreciate that! It’s even worse in that it’s an older faggot who should know better and should appreciate the opportunity to suck a younger Alpha!
I complain about it all the time, but until Alphas themselves start laying down the law on this, probably nothing will improve.
thanks for responding! Would you think it’s best then that i submit to an Alpha as an omega faggot, and explain that Sir can ,if He wants, have another faggot of his fuck my pussy for His entertainment? i try to wear either jockstraps or panties since I haven’t been able to get to longterm caging; is there anyway advice you can give to this faggot? Lastly, is there anyway for me to overcome my fear of actually meeting an Alpha?
I suppose you could try that route to serve a faggot (that’s a weird way to do that, though), but that plan is immediately negated by what you write afterward. How can you do that when you’re afraid to meet an Alpha??
To overcome that fear, you need to realize that Alphas are human beings, too. They aren’t going to kill you or something. Just meet them and be submissive. The rest will work itself out.
He Sam really happy I re found you… Happy you are out of what seems to be a bad situation….Older 60 yo fag here I know my place in the hierarchy, and There are 2 Alphas in my life that hate each other I do not fully serve either full time but I know my place in their life however they hate each other. to the point that one has told me not to talk to the other…..How would you handle this? thx fag larry
Thanks for writing!
That’s an usual situation for sure! It doesn’t sound like their hate for each other is hindering your service to either of them, which is good. I would keep serving both of them as long as you can stay out of the line of their fire. The only issue for you comes when one of them gives you an ultimatum, which hasn’t happened yet.
The following post is part of a thread following a faggot named Caio who wants to serve his two straight Alpha friends Felipe and Marcello, but they both have different issues with it. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
A few days ago I received a letter from a faggot named Caio who asked how he should approach two straight Alpha friends of his who seem to be interested in him in some non-specific ways. You can read that first letter and my advice by CLICKING HERE.
Caio’s situation is frustrating because he’s actually dealing with the two types of Alphas that block faggot approaches the best. Alpha Felipe is the Caring Nurturer type of Protector Alpha who always firmly believes in proper manners and equality and respectful kindness at all times. On the other hand, Alpha Marcelo is the Playful Flirt type of Protector Alpha, a Man who likes to tease inferiors but would never want to actually degrade anyone.
These two types very often deflect approaches for service quite effectively, and I’ll admit that these two types have given me fits in the past as well. It’s hard to get kind, sweet, caring Alphas to see how unequal we are, or how they actually have a right to be served and worshiped in any capacity.
I want to get into Caio’s update right away so I can dissect it a bit more, because it’s complicated.
Hello! This is Caio again, I messaged you a few days ago talking about my brother’s friends, Marcelo and Felipe. I hope you remember me.
I really appreciate your feedback. I tried my best to approach both of them in the past few days, and I wanted to know what you think about my strategy, please. I will try to be concise but there is a lot to say…
First, I copy and pasted your Letter to an Alpha (thanks for that!) and sent it to Felipe. At first, he asked what was going on, so I explained to him that I think he was an Alpha, and I am a faggot, and explained the basic logics of hierarchy. I told him that he doesn’t need to touch me at all, but that I would be happy to serve him in any way he needs. He texted back saying “can I call you, Caio?” I was so excited and expecting a sexy porn movie plot, I was hoping he would call me a naughty fag, demand me to go to his place, give him head, and submitting my hole to him. But I was terribly wrong. He started by saying that I should not refer to myself using the word faggot (I tried to translate it in our language to explain to him), then he refused to repeat the word because he said it was homophobic. And to conclude he said “I think you need professional help to encouter your inner self and your self-steem, I can help you finding a therapist”. Can you believe it, brother? I told him that everything was okay and apologized for telling him about hierarchy. He was really sweet and said that he will not tell anything to my brother, but that I should “understand my self value”. Then we changed the topic and just pretended that nothing happened.
Right after I had this major frustration with Felipe, I decided to try it with Marcelo. Instead of just sending him the letter, I texted him pretending that I was just joking. The last time he saw me was when he slapped my ass, as I told you in my previous message, so I said “remember when you slapped my ass and said that if we were brothers you’d consider incest, or were you too drunk to remember?”, he answer with a laughing emoji. but I guess he thought I was mad, because he added “I think I do, sometimes I’m an idiot with my jokes, but you know I really care about you”. I wanted to show him that there is no reason for him to feel bad, so I said “yeah, you’re an idiot because now every time another guy wants to slap my ass I think about your hand because they don’t have your Alpha energy”. I also added a laughing emoji just to be safe. In case he reacted badly, I would just saying I was joking because unlike Felipe he loves acid and sexual jokes. But I think using the expression “Alpha energy” was a smart move because he reacted to my message with a little flame and said “well, we agree that I’m an idiot sometimes, and we agree that I have Alpha energy, these are already two things we have in common… if we find a third one, I’ll slap your ass again, ok?” I was getting nervous because he seemed to be getting into the topic more and more, but I needed to remain sexy and submissive while keeping it a funny undertone so I would not scare him. So I said “we both breathe oxygen, now we have 3”, and he said “alright, remember me to slap this ass next time I see you.” We kept basically flirting with each other for almost an hour, making jokes like that, and he kept saying how much he wants to slap my ass again, so I decided to take a step forward, and said “if you are an Alpha and I’m a fag, it’s up to you to decide what to do, and I’m sure you can be more creative than just slapping my ass”. So I sent him the very same file with your letter to an Alpha to see how he would react. He thought I was joking, so he said “don’t tease me, you’re my good friend’s little brother” And I told him that I was not joking about it, and if he wanted to embrace his place in hierarchy, my brother would never know. I was afraid he would just stop answering, but he reacted well. I am really good at hair and make-up, I even make some make-up tutorials for YouTube. Marcelo asked me if I could be in charge of his girlfriend’s hair and make-up because he usually pays for her hair, nails, and make-up. Sucking his cock would make me much happier than this, but I understand that it’s not my decision on how to serve him. I said “it’d be wonderful to make sure your girl will always be gorgeous for you.” Our agreement is that he will tell her that he is paying me, and I’ll pretend I’m being paid, and I’ll visit her once a week to give her a full spa day. Let’s see how it goes…
In summary, I think your letter to an Alpha is incredibly helpful, but my approach with Felipe could have been better, it’s my fault. But with Marcelo it worked really well, and I look forward to make sure his girl will be always pretty for him.
Since I wrote a quite long message, I’ll try to wrap up with a few questions to make it easier for you to answer, brother:
I think that serving Felipe will be really hard, but I haven’t given up yet. I just need to find a better approach and show him that hierarchy is beautiful. I do think he has potential to be a good Protector Alpha. He is really sweet and caring with his girlfriend, and even with me, he just needs to understand that being superior is not a problem. On contrary, he can only be so caring with his girl and his friend’s fag brother because he is indeed superior to us. If you were in my situation, would you give up, or maybe try another approach?
I realized that pretending that we are joking, while showing our submissive nature can work very well with some Alphas. It is definitely working with Marcelo. What do you think about it, brother?
Right now, I ensured a chance to serve Marcelo, and I see a slight chance of serving Felipe. But even with Marcelo I don’t know if he will accept sexual service. I know that we fags are always craving straight Alpha cum, but sometimes I think that the vast majority of service to straight Alphas is not sexual… am I right? I have very little experience with Alphas.
Thank you, Sam. I really appreciate your support and would love to stay in touch.
Love, Caio.
I really love how Caio immediately and accurately followed by instructions, and he did a good job of trying to reason with them! These kinds of blocks can be maddening, but Caio has kept his composure and he’s not giving up.
Part of why I told Caio to approach both of them differently is because I wanted these reactions from these two Alphas. The only way to correctly solve a puzzle is to see it from different perspectives.
Let’s take Alpha Felipe first. The Caring Nurturer type is tough because they want to believe in this utopian ideal of equality, like the world is an episode of Star Trek or some shit. It’s NOT, though. It might be nice to live in a vanilla-flavored dream world where we all hold hands and sing “fa la la” all day long, but that’s simply not reality.
Alpha Felipe is an overly-activated Protector Alpha. Even more problematic is the fact that Alpha Felipe clearly loves his little faggot friend Caio, and doesn’t want to demean him by using him. The only way through this barrier is to break it down over time with logical reasoning on the truth of hierarchy. Caio needs to help Alpha Felipe understand that he’s Alpha for a reason (I’ll bet he doesn’t even believe in Alphahood or his own Alpha status) and that logically, if there are Alphas, then the polar opposite must also exist (in other words, faggots). He needs to appreciate that our entire world, natural and man-made, is all built on hierarchy. That hierarchy is NATURAL.
I’m not sure Alpha Felipe will ever come around and see the truth. I’m very sure he will never call Caio a faggot (or maricón) or even accept that truth about his friend Caio. What a shame. Alpha Felipe is missing out on the rich possibilities his own life could be as a King of our world, and the power he would feel if he allowed submissives to submit to him and serve him!
But here’s what I’d suggest next for Alpha Felipe: let him read this post directly from this site so he can examine it. He needs to realize there is much more to this than some silly fetish. It’s REALITY!
As for Alpha Marcelo, his playfulness and good-natured flirting is fun, but he needs to take this more seriously. I think Caio needs to stop joking around with him about this stuff (which puts you on his level as a friend) and start acting submissively toward him. Here’s what I suggest: offer Alpha Marcelo a foot massage. Be worshipful about it. Alpha Marcelo needs to see that you truly worship him and are eager to serve his needs. For straight Alphas, this is usually a revelation, because women do not treat them the way they know they deserve.
In a general sense, it’s important for Caio to be more submissive and respectful. Start calling them Sir, use submissive body language, etc. When playing video games with them, sit on the floor at their feet. Start serving their needs (like fetching drinks, etc.). Just be of more service. The girlfriend makeover is a terrific way to serve Alpha Marcelo, but make it clear that you’re doing it because HE deserves to be satisfied and pleased.
These are my suggestions for right now. I do think these young Alphas can be helped to appreciate their real place in the world, and Caio is just the clever faggot to do it!
I was curious how you feel about dick size. I am a tall big and muscular guy, I get mistakenly identified as an alpha often. Couldn’t be further from the truth though, I’m a total faggot, it just took me awhile to realize. I have a very small dick, only around 3-4 inches hard despite being very tall and just large in general.
Back when I played sports a lot of the other guys would make jokes about it and I was known as the guy with a small dick. It bothered me somewhat but deep down I actually enjoyed it and liked when they brought it up.
But generally speaking the well endowed men always got more respect. From me at the very least, I can’t really see myself not obeying a man with a massive cock in the day to day, even if it isn’t sexual. Do you believe in hierarchy when it comes to dick size? I’m sure alphas can rage from average to large, but I do think bigger cocks are superior, it’s a sign of their manhood.
Thank you for writing to me brother!
This issue comes up often around here, and I keep up with the same refrain: dick size isn’t the true determination of Alphahood or faghood. I’ve known muscular males with truly huge dicks who are 100% faggots, and I’ve seen scrawny guys with average dicks who are 100% Alpha. So what’s determining the outcomes? It’s the MINDSET they have based upon their natural hierarchical position! That’s it.
Does anyone think a Man who is born Alpha really gives any fuck if he has an average cock? He knows what he deserves deep down, and he takes it! He makes his average cock seem larger and more respectable because of his own personal power, and he knows it!
Brother, I have definitely talked to larger, muscular faggots who get frustrated because they are often mistaken for Alphas. Here’s a quick fix: go into chastity! Proudly parade yourself in chastity in the locker rooms, etc. and Men will know what you truly are. It’ll change your life, I promise!
But most of all, forget about your issues/fetishes with dick size. I’m sure it comes from your past humiliations, but you need to overcome it. Focus on fulfilling your purpose first and foremost, brother!
Hello Sam. I’ve been following your page for ages and I recently saw you posted some interesting around alpha fathers and their submissive sons. It really resonated with me as I am proud to say I’ve been serving my alpha father for over 30 years. And yes it’s a very sexual and dominant relationship too in which he has so cunted me several times.
I know many people will say this type of dynamic with your biological father is wrong but I honestly believe it’s been the best relationship I’ve had. My dad as also known I was a faggot before I ever did – referring to me as one since I was a very young boy. Everything he has done has been to teach and guide me to accept who I am and that I was born a fag, submissive and that being those things is a beautiful part oh who I am.
Thank you very much for writing to me, brother!
I’ve covered this type of situation so often that it deserves its own chapter or two in my big book of hierarchy! Like cunting or Alpha latency, I think I’m the only one documenting and cataloguing this phenomenon of Alpha fathers claiming their faggot sons.
I know the topic is uncomfortable to many people, but there is something important this tells us about hierarchy. Ultimately, it shows that hierarchy is unsympathetic to any of the boundaries society tries to place on power. They simply don’t apply. An Alpha father sees his faggot son as property first and foremost, even before the natural bond a father has with his son. Obviously your father cares about you, and likely it was that love that motivated him to claim you (in order to protect you). I know many people will not see what your father did as “loving”, but I think they’re missing the larger issue of power that guides the lives of all Alphas.
Brother, I’d love to feature your story here if you’re willing to share it. If not, I understand. I do appreciate your willingness to add your unique testimony to this growing and controversial side of the hierarchical movement.
Faggots are born for pain. Alphas aren’t sympathetic to its cries of pain because they know it was born for this. So why do faggots willingly subject themselves to this pain? Because they MUST. Nature will always win. #HierarchyIsTruth
Hello! My name is Caio. My brother is straight and he always brings his friends to play videogames and soccer in our house. They stay in the living room, talking loud, mocking each other, playing online soccer, drinking beer, farting, and doing things that straight guys do. They are all straight, and they come here without their girlfriends because they say that they need some “free time without the ladies.” I am a fag, my brother knows that, and respects me, but we don’t talk about my sexuality very often. All his friends respect me as well, they make homophobic jokes among them, but never when I’m around. I like to fetch them snacks and beers when they’re here, they just say thanks but do not seem to be interested in anything related to hierarchy.
But there is one guy named Marcelo who is a bit different, he makes more direct comments about me, including some jokes and puns. Last week my brother made a barbecue in our house because our parents were out and he invited his straight friends. As always, I served them and tried to be helpful, but they basically ignored me or just said “thanks” while playing their games. Marcelo, however, called me the little mermaid when I wore my speedos to join them in the swimming pool, then said that I have beautiful legs. When we went to eat the barbecue, he kept joking if I wanted to taste his sausage. Another of my brother’s straight friends, Felipe, is very polite and politically correct, and reprimanded Marcelo in front of everybody for offering me sausage making this joke or calling me a mermaid saying that it was homophobic and not funny. I didn’t say anything, but I got so horny seeing one straight Alpha saying that I have nice legs, while another Alpha was trying to “protect” me, although I was not offended at all.
When they were leaving and everybody was drunk, all the guys said good-bye without touching me at all, but Marcelo gave me a hug, SLAPPED MY ASS, and said “wow, if I were your brother I would seriously consider incest” and started laughing out loud. A few hours later, Felipe texted me saying that Marcelo’s attitude was unacceptable and rude, that he could never had slapped me without consent, and that he wanted to apologize on his behalf, asking me if I wanted him to talk to Marcelo about that. I told him that it was okay, that I understand that he was just joking, but that I appreciated his concern. I asked my brother about Marcelo later that day and he said that I should stop fantasizing with his friends because Marcelo is straight and was only drunk and making fun of me.
Felipe treats me like a virgin girl from 1950s and keeps thinking that anything slightly sexual is homophobic and disrespectful. Marcelo is the opposite and touches me whenever and however he wants and never stops making jokes about me being a fag. I would love to suck both of them, but I know that if I offer them head and they refuse, it will probably affect their friendship with my brother, and my brother will be really mad at me. What should I do, brother? By the way, I am 19, my brother is 23, Felipe is 23, and Marcelo is 25. So a lot of hormones going on!! Thank you Sam, I love you and what you do for little fags like me
My brother, thank you for writing to me!
This is a very interesting situation you’re in right now!
Let me say this first: you tell me “they’re not interested in hierarchy“ but they can’t avoid it. Hierarchy affects all of us regardless of whether they’re aware of it or not. It’s inescapable.
That said, the effects of hierarchy can be muted by emotional and social conditioning. For instance, Felipe has been conditioned to think everyone should be treated ethically and fairly, and even the suggestion of inequality is somehow homophobic. Unfortunately, Felipe is wrong. Men are NOT equal, and acknowledging that fact isn’t homophobic. A faggot is simply not equal to a Man. This is a fact, and I think the other Alphas you mention recognize this fact. They let you serve them as if it’s the most natural thing in the world because it is.
Marcelo, on the other hand, has clearly been thinking about you and your submissiveness. It has nothing to do with him being drunk. Your willing submission has pinged his Alpha instincts (which is why I’ve always taught that fags need to show submission to ALL Men because Men are paying attention!) and he wants to try using you.
Personally, I think you can potentially serve Marcelo and Felipe, but they require two different approaches.
With Felipe, you need to teach him about hierarchy. You can use this site for reference, of course. Reason out with him the truth of hierarchy simply by looking around at our world, or his dealings with other Alphas. You could use my “Letter To An Alpha” to help him grasp the purpose of faggots. This might break the conditioning that currently blinds him.
As for Marcelo, I think he’s ready to try using you. Offer Marcelo a foot massage, or kneel and kiss his feet. Make him food and serve him. Buy him a gift. Do something tangible to demonstrate you’re serving him.
Or ask him if he considers himself to be Alpha (and emphasize that you think he is), and speak to him in plain terms about there are naturally Alphas and faggots and you were born to serve.
Or ask to speak with him, kneel, and thank him for accepting you as a faggot. Tell him that serving him fulfills you as a faggot.
One of those methods should trigger Marcelo into action. I think he’s been feeling you out to see if you’re receptive (rather than just taking you) because you’re the little fag brother of his Alpha friend, and also because he doesn’t know how to capture faggots yet. He’s trying, but it’s still foreign to him.
Keep this in mind: once one domino falls, the rest fall. If you suck off Marcelo and he likes it, don’t be surprised if the others take a turn, too. I’ve seen it happen. Alphas talk, and they love to share a good thing with the members of their pack.
I’m excited for you, little brother. This is a great situation, and you’re poised to really elevate one or more of these Alphas through your worship/service!
The following post is part of a thread chronicling Nathan, a faggot who once served a straight Alpha wrestler named Tommy back in school. They’ve reunited after ten years when Alpha Tommy’s father took ill. CLICK HERE to read all of these posts in chronological order!
Have you ever seen an Alpha you worship break down and really cry? I have. My Master Aaron lost a very close friend and mentor to a sudden aneurysm while in another city. Understandably, the news crushed him. I walked into my condo and saw him on the couch sobbing so deeply that it changed the air pressure in the room. When he saw me, he got up, walked slowly over to me, and hugged me for the longest time while weeping. I held him until he finally fell asleep that night. It’s a memory I’ve always carried and cherished, because I was privileged to be there to help my superior Master and see the softer side he always kept at arm’s length.
It is very much a privilege to see an Alpha’s heart!
My brother Nathan reconnected with his old college Master Tommy just as Master Tommy’s father was dying. In the last update, things were getting darker and the inevitable was approaching.
Now, it has finally come:
Dear Sam,
Nathan again, and the ongoing saga of reuniting with my college Alpha Tommy. Sorry about that previous cliffhanger, most of it was a blur and I just didn’t think “he pounded my brains out” was all that interesting an ending for some reason. I now realize my mistake.
I regret to say it, but the inevitable finally happened. Tommy’s father passed not too long after he was admitted into the facility. While the sharp downturn toward the end meant it wasn’t a total surprise and gave him a little time to emotionally prepare, Tommy still turned into an absolute zombie after it happened, not only due to the grief but also the sudden shift from having the work and stress and responsibility taking up so much of his time to suddenly having almost nothing to actually do, the big empty space his father left behind nearly consumed him. I kept reverting back to my basic domestic faggot behavior, keeping the house tidy, cooking meals, and when I had nothing else left to do, sitting on the floor between his feet, resting my head on one of his legs (this was one of our favorite positions in college, one of my favorite sensations was feeling his heartbeat inside his thighs on either side of my face as he gently applied pressure on and off.) I don’t think he spoke for the first solid week, but the day of his Dad’s funeral, something finally changed. For the first time, he took my chin in his hand, raised my face up to meet his, and barely whispered “Thank you.” A couple of days later, when he first woke up, as I was bringing him breakfast, I saw him lying there with one brawny arm raised to block his face from the sunrise, and I decided to take a risk and lean over to bury my face in his armpit. I’m not sure why, maybe it was the fact it was the first time he slept peacefully through the night without tossing and turning and waking up every couple hours, but I just got a very strong hunch that he was finally ready to rejoin the land of the living. I was right, as I was taking a deep sniff, the same way I used to wake him up in the dorm, he made his move, squeezing me in a headlock and forcing my face deeper into his pit. In a flash, we were on the floor, rolling around and wrestling the same way we always did back in the dorms. I confess I put up a little bit more of a fight this time… just to let him know I wasn’t the same shy, scrawny twerp I was back then… before finally easing up and submitting to him again. When we were finally in his favorite position (me lying on my back, him sitting on my chest in a schoolboy pin with his meaty thighs squeezing both sides of my head,) he looked down, made eye contact despite his impressive (and growing) bulge in the way, and as he caught his breath, did what I had been hoping to hear him do for a while, he laughed, long and hard, for probably the first time in a couple of years. It was such a joy to see the years and stress fall and watch him turn back into the young, cheerful, smiling college boy I met and submitted to back in freshman year. I’d have laughed, too, had he not sat that giant meaty ass of his back on my ribcage and cut off my ability to breathe.
This, however, is the part of the story you might find a little bittersweet. My attempts to continue to be his sub started to somewhat break down. Not due to any lack of effort on my part to be clear, but any time I would sit on the floor by his feet, he would instead grab me up onto the couch with him and lean over, resting his head in my lap. My attempts to sleep at the foot of his bed like a good puppy would be thwarted when I’d wake up the next morning and find I’d been dragged up to the top of the bed and had my arms wrapped around him, turning me into “Big Spoon” and some kind of security blanket. I guess even the toughest Alphas need to feel a little vulnerable every so often (and if there’s ever a good reason for it, losing your beloved dad is a good one,) and it definitely felt like a privilege that he trusted me enough to be the one to see it. Since that was apparently what he needed at this point, I decided to play the part, gently but firmly making sure he started to re-enter the world again… taking him to the gym, treating him to a haircut and shave at the local barber, treating him to a new wardrobe since he’s lost a little weight due to the past year’s stress, just trying to build him back up as a man and a human being and find that assertive Dom I knew he still was. It was definitely weird to be in the driver’s seat in this situation, but I just told myself I was still tending to his needs, so I was still submitting to him, I just wasn’t waiting for orders to be given and just knew what they were.
As time started to pass and he started to emerge from his mourning, this tendency extended to our other behavior, too. The first couple of times we tried to slip back into our old roles, we both realized something wasn’t working anymore, things just felt… off. Tommy seems to think that maybe he just gets all his dominant energy out in the boardroom and doesn’t have any left in the tank when he comes home, but I’m not sure I buy that. He used to get plenty of aggression out on the wrestling mat and still managed to come back to the dorm and rough me up just fine, and I still have the scars of a couple of bite marks to prove it. I think it’s a little simpler than that. I think he’s changed a lot due to the hardships he’s endured the past few years: they made him gentler… kinder. He doesn’t want to be cruel or aggressive to the people he loves, he wants to appreciate and cherish them, and no amount of telling him that being aggressively dommed by him is exactly how a sub like me feels cherished can bring him around. I see it in other ways, too. He still oozes the confidence that drew me to him all those years ago, but it’s more understated and subtle now. I see more “calmly confident” compared to his previous “outward cockiness.” He used to make a loud entrance any time he entered a room to assert his dominance over it, now he simply enters with the quiet attitude of someone who knows he doesn’t need to. His still-dazzling smile has a hint of something wistful and maybe even a little shy to it now. It suits him very well.
Though it does mean our dynamic has changed a little bit. We still have our dom and sub roles… as I write this, I’m sitting on the floor in front of his chair while he sits behind me, resting his ankles on my shoulders and taunting me by trying to stick his big toe in my mouth, but pulling it away any time I’m actually about to catch it with my tongue… but now the vibe is different, it feels a little more like a couple’s kinky roleplaying rather than an alpha asserting his dominance on a total submissive. I’m still coming to grips with how I feel about that, but I do believe Tommy is worth sticking around to see how it plays out. Maybe with a little time, and some more goading on my part, I can bring the old Tommy back completely, but even if I can’t, this new “Tommy 2.0” is nice, too, and I dare so say that, maybe in a few ways, even better (fewer bruises, at least.)
Speaking of, if you’ll excuse me, I have a Porterhouse to cook, some massage oils to warm up, and nine inches of something hard and girthy poking me in the back of the neck to get my attention as a pair of beefy quads are starting to squeeze around my ears in a headscissors, so I better wrap this up quickly.
First of all, I want to express my sincerest condolences for Master Tommy’s loss of his father. I know he’s not reading this, but Nathan is. Master Tommy is far too young to endure this kind of loss.
But thank goodness that he had his loyal faggot at his side through all of this! I don’t think Alphas truly appreciate what a faggot does for them during times like these. A female can be comforting and tender just like a faggot, but a faggot also WORSHIPS them. Faggots restore their POWER and CONFIDENCE better than females do.
That’s exactly what Nathan did for Master Tommy after the initial grieving passed. Master Tommy reverted back to his old self, seeking to relive some of of his more dominant tendencies. I’m sure it felt good to take out his tension on Nathan, and use him aggressively. It helps Master Tommy remember what he really is – a dominant and superior Man!
The end of Nathan’s letter felt a bit sad and nostalgic in a “soft evening sunset” kind of way. I don’t think this is the end of Nathan’s service to Master Tommy. I just think that Master Tommy is maturing and becoming something more than a personification of dominance and bravado. He’s lost his father, and he’s thinking about mortality and his place in the world. These kinds of deep concerns have plagued Alphas since the beginning of time. More than half of the written works of Shakespeare tackle this very subject!
Master Tommy still knows he deserves to be serviced and pleased by a faggot like Nathan, and he also knows Nathan needs to serve. But that knowledge is now wrapped in a blanket of concern and compassion that maybe he didn’t have before.
Alphas grow and mature. They’re allowed to slow down their aggression and experience some peace. They aren’t cartoon characters … they’re Men with rivers of emotions buried behind their Kingdom walls. Master Tommy is changing, but his essence will never change.
I’m just so grateful Nathan could be there and then document this part of a faggot’s service to its Owner. This is an important lesson for all faggots to learn!
Hi fag, recently, it’s a lot of a footballer Lucas Bergvall everywhere. Funny enough, some say he’s probably secretly a fag for his mates. That’s because of his ass but also some videos in which players slap his bottom or grab his face. Others say he’s total alpha and must definitely enjoy ass worship and rough sex focused on him. What are your thoughts on him and other young players?
I know almost nothing about soccer/football except that no game that can end in a TIE can be called a “sport”. Therefore, I haven’t been watching the World Cup.
That said, I have definitely seen Lucas Bergvall on social media. He’s a cutie, for sure. Of course, I don’t know him at all aside from long-lens shots of him frolicking on the field with his teammates, so take my opinion for what it is … but I think Lucas is a team faggot more than anything else. He has the famed ass, but just the way his teammates handle him and touch him leads me to think he’s the team toy.
I plan to ask Master Jin (who transformed his soccer team of straight Alphas into a group of faggot-owning straight Alphas in one semester) about his opinion of Lucas.
Here are some clips for the curious:
And for your consideration, here’s a blonde faggot (who looks like Bergvall) servicing an Alpha … coincidence?
What does it mean to cunt a faggot? How is its mind changed after being cunted? Hopefully, the change is permanent.
Thank you for writing Sir!
I have a ton of material on cunting (primarily because I think I was the first one to name it and describe it) under the “cunting” category. You can access this by CLICKING HERE.
But here is a short video I created to discuss cunting in more detail:
Effectively, cunting is an internal orgasm experienced by a faggot when being roughly fucked by a Man. Faggots experience several extreme reactions to cunting, including involuntary shaking, unconsciousness, and deep weeping.
A faggot’s mind is altered in two ways: (1) the breeding itself chemically alters the faggot’s brain, but that’s not long-lasting, and (2) the faggot craves the Alpha who gave it that extraordinary experience, much the way a person who tries an addictive drug starts craving the high.
I can tell you that cunting permanently marks a faggot. Every Alpha who ever cunted me still effectively owns part of me. In some cases, I can still feel their dicks inside me even after many years. The experience is so intense and uniquely draining that it’s hard to forget!
I hope I answered your questions, Sir! Thank you for writing!
I had written to you in April about my Alpha not ever allowing any lube besides spit when he was wrecking my pussy a couple times a week.
Like discussed, I tried pre-lubing to see if he would mind and wow – did he! Other than some rough smacks to my ass while being used, I never had a Man give me a proper, full-on spanking in my life but after he pulled out of my cunt and put me over his knee, I was bawling by the time he relented – both physically and verbally. I can’t tell if I was crying due to the pain from my ass or the sting of disappointment and disgust in what he communicated while beating me. I was sore and embarrassed for days when in the gym locker room because it took the better part of a week for the visual damage to go away. I can’t imagine how many Men noticed!
He did, however, allow me the honor of taking his cock down my throat right after punishing me for being such a selfish and not-so-sneaky faggot. And it was a brutal face fucking for sure. My throat was sore for quite some time. But I was just thankful he still had the interest in using me.
Later that day, he texted me about it. I told him how much I worshipped him and would do anything to be of service but that my pussy was so unbearably sore after his intense ruts without lube. And something magical happened… he agreed, in small quantities, to using some lube going forward IF I earned it!
So now I find myself every Sunday doing his grocery shopping (and paying of course). He allows me to buy a small bottle of lube the first trip of each month when doing his weekly shopping. And that’s all the lube for the month. So still used pretty sparingly. I learned that the hard way after the first month when the bottle ran out before I was allowed to buy more. That was a brutal week for my pussy.
I then spend the rest of each Sunday putting away the groceries at his house, making him lunch, doing his laundry and cleaning various parts of his house. Then he almost always gives me the most intense fucking for the week (sometimes multiple loads in my pussy on Sundays) before sending me off so he can go out to dinner with his friends. Sometimes he even lets me make out with his asshole for a while if there’s a sporting event he’s watching on TV that day!
I’m in heaven, sam! What was a painful couple of breedings per week has jumped to 3-4 times per week and my pussy, while still sore, is much better adjusted to his aggressive ruts and I feel even more of service and use to him than ever before! He’s even started letting me be his urinal on occasion after I begged him for that honor one Sunday.
So while pre-lubing didn’t work for him (offended him, really) and he painfully let me know it, that did open up a conversation that led to the best possible outcome I could imagine.
I’ve never been happier and more complete! Thank you, sam. Now off to the grocery store!
Boy, I was really surprised by your Master’s rather harsh reaction to the use of lube! I guess Alphas want to hurt their faggots, or maybe fucking without lube feels better for them due to friction (I don’t know, since I’ve never fucked a butthole). But as I was reading your update, my heart began to sink. I thought “oh no, my advice hurt my brother!”
I am so relieved to find out that the lube suggestion eventually led to a helpful conversation and a better understanding! I sounds like your Master is really enjoying breeding you much more now after the talk! I can’t tell you how happy I am to hear that!
It really speaks to the importance of Alphas discussing things with their faggots. Yes, a faggot’s opinion may not mean a whole lot in the scheme of things, but showing some amount of care can lead to more passion and intensity, as well as better worship and service!
Thank you brother for updating me! I’m glad it worked out so well!
Hi again Sam it’s Ray from earlier. Just wanted to say I blocked that fag on everything I really appreciate the advice it was definitely something I should’ve done way sooner. And it seems the universe agrees, 2 fags I haven’t heard from in a while started chatting with me again, life is good
Sir, thank you for writing to me again with this update! I’m so glad you made that decision! I think it’s the wiser (and safer) choice for you!
There are faggots everywhere for Alphas like you, so there’s no reason to burden yourself with trouble. Those two faggots will be a good start to building a stable of fags to serve you! Congratulations!
I’ve been listening to your podcast and heard you talk about how guys with average sized dicks can still be alphas. But if they can’t cunt a faggot I honestly don’t understand how that could be true. Wondering what you think
Thank you for writing!
It’s true: I don’t think penis size has anything substantial to do with Alphahood, and Men with average cocks can still be Alpha. I know, because I’ve served them.
You bring up an important point about cunting faggots. I do think it’s pretty important for any Owner of a faggot to cunt that faggot at least once in a while, because cunting resets a faggot’s wiring and keeps it in a service-oriented mindset.
But can an Alpha with an average-sized cock actually cunt a faggot? Of course he can! Cunting involves a couple of factors: mind fucking, intensity of the fuck itself, and the number of times the fag’s prostate can be stimulated. Let’s focus on the last one, since that directly addresses the issue of cock size. The prostate is located 5-5.5 inches beyond the sphincter. This is easily reachable for most cocks, especially if they’re thicker.
Olá Sam, sou um homem gay de 35 anos e encontrei seu site há algumas semanas e fiquei fascinado. Passei várias horas lendo histórias de caras como eu (gostei especialmente da história de Fabien e Anthony). Confesso que sempre pensei que era o único com essa estranha vida de servidão, porque até 7 anos atrás eu vivia uma vida de mentiras fingindo ser o que eu não era (um homem) devido à imposição de um pai extremamente religioso (um pastor evangélico). Há 7 anos, me tornei propriedade do meu jovem mestre, o que levou a que eu fosse espancado pelo meu pai e expulso de casa. Se não fosse pelo meu mestre, hoje eu estaria vivendo uma vida infeliz de mentiras ou morto. Mas o que me leva a comentar é a pergunta do Alpha Matt sobre mulheres. E devo dizer que um verdadeiro alfa molda todos ao seu redor para seu próprio benefício, incluindo mulheres, contanto que tenha confiança em seu poder. Digo isso porque hoje moro na casa do meu jovem mestre, uma casa que comprei com minhas economias e coloquei em nome dele, junto com ele e sua namorada oficial (noiva), a quem ele também domesticou com avidez, assim como fez comigo. Ela é apaixonada, obediente e leal a ele, enquanto ele tem a liberdade de fazer o que quiser, quando quiser, como sair à noite com os amigos, passar a noite em motéis ou até mesmo trazer outras garotas para fazer sexo aqui em sua casa, momento em que sua noiva e eu nos retiramos para o pequeno quarto que dividimos, para que o mestre tenha mais liberdade na casa com as garotas. Não sei se você ou seus seguidores têm interesse em saber mais sobre a minha história, mas de qualquer forma, continuem divulgando a verdade e saibam que seu site ajuda muitos gays em várias partes do mundo. Um abraço do seu admirador brasileiro.
Hello Sam, I am a 35-year-old gay man and I found your website a few weeks ago and was fascinated. I spent several hours reading stories from guys like me (I especially liked Fabien and Anthony’s story). I admit that I always thought I was the only one with this strange life of servitude, because until 7 years ago I lived a life of lies pretending to be something I was not (a man) due to the imposition of an extremely religious father (an evangelical pastor). Seven years ago, I became the property of my young master, which led to me being beaten by my father and thrown out of the house. If it weren’t for my master, today I would either be living an unhappy life of lies or be dead. But what brings me to comment is Alpha Matt’s question about women. And I must say that a true alpha shapes everyone around him for his own benefit, including women, as long as he has confidence in his power. I say this because today I live in my young master’s house, a house that I bought with my savings and put in his name, together with him and his official girlfriend (fiancée), whom he has also eagerly domesticated, just as he did with me. She is passionate, obedient, and loyal to him, while he has the freedom to do whatever he wants, whenever he wants, such as going out at night with friends, spending the night in motels, or even bringing other girls home to have sex in his house, at which point his fiancée and I retreat to the small room we share so that the master has more freedom in the house with the girls. I do not know whether you or your followers are interested in hearing more about my story, but in any case, keep spreading the truth and know that your website helps many gay men in various parts of the world. A hug from your Brazilian admirer.
My brother, thank you for writing to me!
I can’t tell you how happy I am to hear that you found this site and saw your own situation in the true stories here! That’s exactly why this site exists! I want people to understand that hierarchy is 100% real, and all of these experiences between Alphas and faggots are really happening all around the world! I thought I was alone at one time, too! I thought I was crazy to give up my life to serve the straight Masters who owned me! But then I began writing about my experiences and what I learned, and now I’ve met an entire world full of such experiences like yours! So thank you for writing!
I’m so proud of you for recognizing your purpose all by yourself and submitting to this incredibly powerful straight Alpha! You probably didn’t have a choice, but the fact that you listened to the truth inside of you is a huge step!
I’m also proud of your Master for understanding that he owns and deserves the whole world! Most Men (including Alphas) hold back from taking EVERYTHING, but your Master knows the truth! I hope someday I will be able to hear his story, too!
As for you, I definitely want to hear more from you and your experiences, brother! Thank you for blessing this site with your story!
Love,
sam the faggot
¡Hermano mío, gracias por escribirme!
¡No puedo decirte lo feliz que me hace saber que encontraste este sitio y que viste tu propia situación reflejada en las historias reales que hay aquí! ¡Esa es exactamente la razón por la que existe este sitio! ¡Quiero que la gente entienda que la jerarquía es 100% real, y que todas estas experiencias entre Alfas y maricones realmente están ocurriendo por todo el mundo! ¡Yo también pensé en algún momento que estaba solo! ¡Pensé que estaba loco por renunciar a mi vida para servir a los Amos heterosexuales que me poseían! Pero luego empecé a escribir sobre mis experiencias y lo que aprendí, ¡y ahora he conocido todo un mundo lleno de experiencias como la tuya! ¡Así que gracias por escribir!
¡Estoy muy orgulloso de ti por haber reconocido tu propósito completamente por tu cuenta y por haberte sometido a este increíblemente poderoso Alfa heterosexual! Probablemente no tenías otra opción, ¡pero el hecho de que escucharas la verdad que había dentro de ti es un paso enorme!
¡También estoy orgulloso de tu Amo por comprender que él posee y merece el mundo entero! La mayoría de los Hombres (incluidos los Alfas) se contienen y no toman TODO, ¡pero tu Amo conoce la verdad! ¡Espero que algún día pueda escuchar su historia también!
En cuanto a ti, ¡definitivamente quiero saber más sobre ti y tus experiencias, hermano! ¡Gracias por bendecir este sitio con tu historia!
